Chapter 411 I can't make up my mind, I want to get it but I'm afraid of it

It was close to noon before the old girl woke up.

At this time, the second brother was left alone in the family, and she knew that the second brother and the second sister-in-law were at work. She opened the bowl that was clasped on the table and 'revealed' the food.

She looked at the meals and felt hungry, and she began to eat slowly and chew slowly. Although she was chewing on the food in her mouth, her mind was still spinning, and she didn't stop thinking. She was thinking about last night's 'spring' dream, she was thinking about what she should do?

Thinking back to the scene when she was in school, she and him running happily in the reeds...... the happy appearance of throwing herself into his arms, and the sweet feeling of lying in his arms in his dreams .............

Now, those good things have become memories, and she needs to bury those good things deep in her heart!

Now, the beauty that exudes a 'seductive' atmosphere makes her heart sore again. The beauty is as ephemeral as a 'flower', and the withered 'flower' is sad, distressing, and nostalgic!

Now, the twenty years that have passed are like a lonely journey, and the road is full of thorns. The trip looked back like a dream, full of bitterness, suffering, and loneliness.

Now, she feels that she has returned from the journey, it is he who has brought back the love in her heart, and it is he who has aroused her to cherish herself, the people around her, the love of the past, and every opportunity to be with him.

The former self hid in a lonely corner and was willing to be forgotten, like a basin of cold water, without a little temperature. Now, this basin of cold water has been heated by his fiery heart, and she feels that she wants to boil, and she feels that she wants to be desperate.

However, the arrival of Hashun Gerili was like a cool breeze blowing, which made her sober and have to cool down. Calm down, she needs to think, she needs to choose.

The old girl was tossing and turning alone in this hut, all kinds of good things in the past, all kinds of sourness. Repeatedly, over and over again, it attacked this scarred heart.

Thinking tired, she was 'confused' for a while, and when she woke up, she thought about it unconsciously. She was crying when she thought of her sour heart, and she 'revealed' a smile when she thought of beauty.

For most of the day, she didn't know how many times she cried and laughed.

Until the second sister-in-law got off work, she hadn't made up any mind.

At this time, she was still making a difficult choice.

The second sister-in-law went to cook, and the old girl was on the side to help. The old girl's second sister-in-law smiled when she saw her dull eyes while cooking.

The second sister-in-law said, "Sister, when did you get up in bed?"

After listening to the second sister-in-law's question, she was stunned for a moment. She knew that now she had to come back to reality, and she had to answer her second sister-in-law's inquiry. She thought for a moment and said, "I slept in a daze, and I didn't get up until noon." ”

The old girl's second sister-in-law said: "Alas, they all complain about me, I don't persuade you like that, and you won't be the way you are now, I look at you so sad." At work today, I told the eldest sisters in the class about you, and I wanted them to come up with ideas. Necessarily they are outsiders, and their ideas should be right. ”

The old girl asked in surprise: "Second sister-in-law, did you tell them about me?

The old girl's second sister-in-law said: "They are all 'female', and no one laughs at you." Besides, your business is not the kind of thing that makes people laugh at you! Not only is no one laughing at you, but some of them are envious of you!"

The old girl saw that this question was a problem that bothered her, and since the second sister-in-law said so, she was eager to find an answer, and she wanted to know what others would say about her.

The old girl asked eagerly: "Second sister-in-law, what do they say?"

The old girl's second sister-in-law said: "Sister, their opinions are not the same. Some said that they must be thrown into his arms. After all, it is not easy to find a man who truly loves him, and he has not forgotten you for 20 years, he has 'spent' more than 10 million yuan, and he has tried his best to find you, which means that he has you in his heart. Now that your illness has been cured, he will cherish you very much, and some oppose this statement, they feel that the more this is the case, the more they should face the reality, think more about others, and not let more people get hurt. You are both good people, and if you do take that step, a lot of people will get hurt, and then someone will scold you both. ”

The old girl said, "Who will scold the two of us?"

The old girl's second sister-in-law said: "Your sister-in-law's family will scold you for being ungrateful and cold." The family of Hashungeri will scold him and you, and so will your children. No matter how talented the parents are, it is estimated that they will not be able to get through. ”

The old girl said, "But, I ...... I....... ”

The old girl's second sister-in-law said: "I didn't say it, there will be two answers to this question you encountered." Different people will have different choices. If I must choose a talent, after all, he really loves you, after all, he is so good, after all, he is so handsome. In the face of such a man, at our age, that healthy 'woman' is not moved! If it were me, I would like to eat him immediately, put him in my stomach, and not let any 'woman' touch him!"

The old girl said, "Second sister-in-law, I can't be like you." I just don't want to see others hurt, so I ....... ”

The old girl's second sister-in-law said: "Listening to the sisters, now calm down and think about it, it really makes sense not to choose talents, and it will really hurt a lot of people if you do that." ”

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The next day, when she returned home with doubts, she saw her mother's "spirit" fatigue because of the "medicine", and saw the old father's silver hair, and she felt even more sad.

Seeing this, after this turbulent 'wave' of heart tossing and rolling, she felt that she had a choice, and she was firm in that determination: I have to get out of here, I have to face reality.

But at the thought of leaving, she was reluctant to leave, and this determination was a little shaken.

She thought it would be nice to have a picture of him. But where to find it, unless I asked him for one, but she hesitated. "Hey ......!" I'd better get out of here, I'm going to face the reality, and I'll talk about things like the film when I have a chance.

In this way, she made a decision, she had to leave without alarming the talent, otherwise this hard-won determination would be shaken by facing his handsome face.

She explained her meaning to her parents, and Zhang Cheng 'Yu' understood the current situation of her 'daughter' very well, and they did not want more people to suffer.

Zhang Cheng 'Yu' said to the old girl: "Child, now that your mother's condition is stable, I will send you." ”

The old girl said, "Dad, I'm such a big person, what else can I give?" ”

Zhang Cheng 'Yu' said: "I'll tell your eldest brother and second brother now, and tomorrow morning, let them also come to see you off." ”

After Zhang Cheng finished speaking, he began to call Lao Ya's eldest brother and second brother.

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