Chapter 002: I Still Have Hate in My Heart

Santiago de Chile, South America.

On the Mount of St. Lucia, the winding mountain road is swirling, and the white portico of the Greek Athenian temple is dotted with vigorous and simple giant murals, cacti of different shapes and flowers and plants in the mottled eyes, which are faintly fragrant and elegant.

Yun Mengxue stood in front of the mountain and looked out into the castle, almost all of San Diego was in full view, with streets and highways crisscrossing and crisscrossing, high-rise buildings and endless traffic.

"I love the feeling of standing here and looking down on the whole city, as if I'm not so small and can control a lot of things. ”

Yun Mengxue gently stroked her long hair blown by the wind, turned around with a smile, and looked at the ancient castle behind her, the spring water flowing from the stone spring on the mountainside slowly flowed out from the beautiful stone carvings, moistening the lush trees and forming a pool of clear water.

Hearing Yun Mengxue say such a thing, looking at her satisfied expression at this time, Qi Wenxuan's face became a little tangled.

"Cher's ......"

Finally couldn't help it, Qi Wenxuan called Yun Mengxue.

"What's wrong, Brother Xuan?"

Yun Mengxue's eyes were crooked with a smile, but the more she saw her expression, the more uncomfortable Qi Wenxuan's heart became.

After finally settling in San Diego, Qi Wenxuan quickly entered a well-known local company to work with his excellent grades and good appearance when he studied abroad, and became the company's senior management with his excellent performance and unparalleled work ability.

Under Qi Wenxuan's careful care, Yun Mengxue and her father Yun Zhiyuan were well taken care of.

In the eyes of outsiders, they always think that they are cousins and sisters living here with a father, and no one will know what kind of life these people originally lived and what kind of life they had.

Looking at Yun Mengxue's smiling eyes, Qi Wenxuan's hand on the trunk clenched hard, he was holding back some emotions in his heart.

"You haven't been sleeping well lately, is it because you've ended your studies, or is it because of something else?"

Yun Mengxue was slightly stunned, did Qi Wenxuan notice anything?

"Brother Xuan, why did you suddenly ask me like this? Are you ...... What do you see?"

Qi Wenxuan sighed softly, since the words have already been spoken, it is better to be more direct.

"Ever since the end of your course, I've noticed that you always seem to have some restless feelings, and the lamp in the room will be on every night in the middle of the night, I don't think you're reading, right?

The smile froze on her face, and Yun Mengxue's expression was very twisted, and she wanted to dodge, but she didn't want to hide anything from Qi Wenxuan.

Two years ago, we came here and agreed to your proposal to choose to study in this major, in fact, the biggest idea at that time was just to relieve those emotions in my heart that were difficult to dissipate. ”

Thinking of the psychological journey she had gone through two years ago, Yun Mengxue didn't dare to look back, but fortunately, Qi Wenxuan thought too much about her, and paid attention to Yun Mengxue's various fluctuations and changes in her emotions all the time, so that she would not feel so lonely.

In the process, Qi Wenxuan not only accompanied the whole process, but also found all kinds of things that might distract Yun Mengxue and interested her, so that she could choose to do something, and finally Yun Mengxue chose to study in this major.

"I was so busy with schoolwork every day, and when I came back to accompany my father, I felt that I was not so empty, but when the study period ended, I suddenly became a little panicked and didn't know what to do next. ”

"That's what your problem really is. ”

Qi Wenxuan looked at Yun Mengxue squarely, and the expression on his face was extremely serious.

"Xue'er, let's be straight, you're still thinking about him in your heart, and you really want to go back to that place, don't you?"

When the words fell, Yun Mengxue was startled at first, then silent for a few seconds, and then shook her head in denial.

"No...... No! I didn't miss him! Even if I had it before, I don't want it now! If there really is something in my heart, it's probably just because he killed my child! I hate him! The only thing left is hate!"

Yun Mengxue's mood was restless, which made Qi Wenxuan very distressed.

"Cher. ”

Qi Wenxuan stepped forward and put his hands on Yun Mengxue's shoulders, letting her face the problems in her heart.

"In the past two years, in order to consider your mood, I have never mentioned anything about Luo Haochen to you, and you yourself are keeping your mouth shut, we are actually pretending. But now, this kind of thing has seriously affected your state of mind, and without the daily busyness of studying, you will keep climbing mountains and going to sea to relieve your worries and discomforts. ”

Yun Mengxue's breathing became short, for the first time in so long, Qi Wenxuan pulled those words out of her heart and said that Yun Mengxue couldn't accept it.

"I can't forget him This is a fact, without the ultimate love, there will be no deep hatred, so face it calmly Xue'er, if you really want to go back, Brother Xuan...... Brother Xuan will still be your solid backing for you to come back there again. ”

Yun Mengxue was stunned and didn't speak for a long time.

The temporary residence that was not strong at the beginning was also Qi Wenxuan's consideration for Yun Mengxue again, he was afraid that Luo Haochen would end up entangled for some reason, and he just wanted to change Yun Mengxue back to the most peaceful living environment.

But he was wrong, although there was tranquility, Yun Mengxue's heart was never calm, in the final analysis, she could never really let go of Luo Haochen in her heart.

"Brother Xuan, isn't it good for us to live here? Why do you want to break our peace when you mention that unappetizing person at this time?"

Yun Mengxue pretended to ask a rhetorical question, which made Qi Wenxuan sad and distressed.

"If it's true tranquility, I'm reluctant to give up all this, but you can't let go of him in your heart, in this case, why don't you get entangled, how about going back and doing what you want to do?"

Her brows were furrowed and she couldn't stretch, Yun Mengxue was no longer able to refute what Qi Wenxuan said, because saying too much was just a disguise, it was better to be like Qi Wenxuan said, and explain her thoughts frankly.

The wind blew her long hair on her cheeks, and Yun Mengxue's face was full of sadness.

"It's been two years, and even though it's been so long, it's ......"

The hand subconsciously stroked her lower abdomen, and Yun Mengxue's eyes were filled with a layer of mist.

"Every time I think about that day, when I think of that cold surgical wound, I lost my child, this heart...... It still hurts uncontrollably...... My heart still hurts!"

Tears are falling and the mood has become bad, and the tears and feelings that have been holding back have opened the floodgates at this moment, and they are bound to pour out with the torrent.

"If the child hadn't been lost, he would have called me Mommy by now, and he would be running all over the ground laughing and laughing! Just like those little kids......! I lost, lost forever ta......"

Another happy mommy with her daughter walked by, which undoubtedly touched the emotional string full of sadness in Yun Mengxue's heart.

"It was Luo Haochen who strangled my child with his own hands, and it was also his flesh and blood! He didn't admit it, and he didn't even want to leave it to me alone! My child is gone, no one will remember the baby who disappeared before birth, who is responsible for me and my child?"

"Cher's ......"

Seeing Yun Mengxue like this, Qi Wenxuan began to regret that he said something like that, but Yun Mengxue didn't seem to hear Qi Wenxuan's voice. Doesn't it mean that since you have opened your mouth, you should be calmer?

"So I hate! I hate Luo Haochen, I hate him for depriving me of my right to be a mother! I hate him for ruining the Yun family overnight! I hate him for hurting my father and hurting me at the last moment! I want to take revenge on him! All I think about is to take revenge on Luo Haochen, so I ...... So ......"

The catharsis of her feelings was completely opened, and Yun Mengxue's feelings that she had been holding back for two years were vented in an instant, and she shouted loudly and cried loudly regardless of the eyes of the people around her.

"So that's what you're thinking about all day and all night, so you can't sleep, you're struggling, you're scared to go back and face it. ”

That's the way it is, Yun Mengxue had to admit that she was indeed suffering from this kind of thing, but during the day, she had to smile and pretend not to care, to face Qi Wenxuan and her father Yun Zhiyuan.

Not only that, for the sake of his daughter's happiness, Yun Zhiyuan is actually hiding the pain in his heart, so that Yun Mengxue can see that he doesn't care, but just a good side every day. After all, the family from Yangde Group became nothing overnight, and the taste of losing everything is not something that everyone can deeply empathize with.

Qi Wenxuan secretly talked to Yun Mengxue more than once, Qi Wenxuan is really good, he has been silently together for so long, he is already very interesting to their father and daughter, and don't always live up to the friendship of others.

Yun Mengxue understands these truths, but she can't do it, the more she is entangled like this, the more painful her heart will be, like a rope wrapped around her neck and unable to breathe, so she resents Luo Haochen who has made them so much.

"Maybe Brother Xuan will think that after all this, my heart has begun to become distorted and perverted, right?"

Yun Mengxue looked up at Qi Wenxuan with tears in her eyes, since such thoughts and changes appeared in her heart, Yun Mengxue had always thought of herself like this. But she didn't want to adjust or change, because such a strong effort would make her heart even more broken.

"I didn't think about it like that! No matter what Xue'er wants to do, Brother Xuan will stand by your side unconditionally. Whatever you do, you're sure to have your own reasons, and I'm not going to get too involved, like ...... Just like it was at the beginning. ”

After Qi Wenxuan finished speaking, he looked away slightly, he was afraid that Yun Mengxue would see unnaturalness in his eyes, it was obviously an evasive word, but he said it so naturally.

"That's right, from the beginning, Brother Xuan has been silently paying attention to me, not doing anything that makes me feel embarrassed, and always saying that he wants to help me. ”

"Final...... Just really help me, how can I thank you? In fact, no matter how much I say thank you, I can't repay Brother Xuan's affection. ”

The corners of Yun Mengxue's mouth pulled up a sad wry smile, she had no way to give Qi Wenxuan the same response, because no matter how hard Yun Mengxue tried, she could only treat Qi Wenxuan as a brother at most, and she would definitely not be able to treat him as a lover.

"A person like me is no longer worthy of Brother Xuan, if even the feelings are grateful and false, wouldn't it be too unfair to you!"

"I did this for Cher, and I never thought about making you pay back any feelings. ”

Qi Wenxuan's face was a little painful, although he really wanted Yun Mengxue to accept him, but he also knew that it was just a fantasy.