Chapter 41: I Know Your Desires and Stops
"Oh, girl, you know ......"
"Huh?"
"Female?"
"You ......"
Su Yakai said in amazement, and even stammered a little in shock. Intermittently, he didn't say a complete sentence, his eyes widened, and he looked frightened and a little relieved: "Are you willing to come out?"
Ang Lee was silent and did not speak, stepped on the accelerator on the soles of his feet, and rode into the dust, raising a layer of dust on the outer ring road in the suburbs.
He thought of Shi Yue's worried expression on his face at that time, and an imperceptible smile appeared on his cold iceberg face, as if his cold and hard glacier-like heart had signs of wanting to melt. Li An glanced at his mobile phone, it was a message from Shi Yue: "I'm home, my mother made me a lot of food, including braised pork, sweet and sour pork ribs, and fish soup, happy and happy." ”
The corners of his mouth grinned, some as if he was saying to Su Yakai, and some as if he was saying to himself: "Maybe." ”
The old man said that it is a blessing to meet, and it is also good not to meet.
But whether it is a blessing or a misfortune, everyone can't avoid it. The gift of fate has already secretly arranged a price for everyone, whether it is to resist or accept, it can only be so.
Each of us has regretted the decisions we made. If I had been brave, if I had persevered, if I had worked hard, if I hadn't given up, what would have happened now, it wouldn't be the way it is now.
There are always many people who want to go back to the past, to correct the mistakes they have made, in order to achieve the goal of changing the current situation. But at the time, perhaps by coincidence, perhaps by chance, it would still cause the current result.
It can't be changed, and it will inevitably become what it is today.
In front of a small table in the corner of the night market food stall, two high-income men are each sitting on a small Mazha at the moment, in the noisy environment, Li An said to Su Yakai with nostalgia: "Isn't it very nostalgic, if you had been bolder at that time, would it not have become the embarrassing situation now." ”
Su Yakai silently picked up a bottle of beer, at the end of March, the beer at room temperature was still very cold, he raised the bottle, and in one breath, the wine grunted down his sensational Adam's apple into his stomach, and he burped a long wine, and said a little lonely: "There are actually many opportunities, but I didn't grasp them." I'm to blame for everything. ”
He opened another bottle of beer and filled it to Li Anman: "Don't talk about me, what's the matter with you?"
Li An handed over the cup, watched the beer pour it full, then took it and put it on the table, while concentrating on blowing off the beer foam floating on the cup, he said absentmindedly: "Maybe it will be ...... Figured it out. ”
"You can't always live in the past, you taught me. He shrugged his eyebrows and watched as the beer foam turned into droplets from the quilt and wet the tabletop: "It's a big benefit." ”
If it weren't for that last sentence, I would have almost believed that you really figured it out. ”
Su Yakai glanced at him speechlessly and sighed. The phone turned: "I saw a philosophical question two days ago, can you help me analyze it?"
Li An raised his head, looked at Su Yakai, and motioned for him to continue.
"I got a question on Zhihu before, and it basically goes something like this, you say that a person commits suicide, and others say that he can't figure it out and commit suicide, but for himself, he didn't figure it out or figured it out!"
Li An took a deep look at Su Yakai and explained seriously: "In the eyes of outsiders, he can't think about it, but in his own situation at the time, he wants to open it." ”
Li An made it clear that he was deliberately ridiculing, but Su Yakai was still choked and didn't know what to say, and he was stunned for a long time before finally giving Li An a thumbs up: "You bull x! ”
The corners of Li An's mouth opened a small grin upward, and the smile gradually spread from his mouth, extending to his eyes full of smiles: "Okay, I know what you think, I have indeed taken a step now, and the previous state is not worth mentioning." ”
He picked up his wine glass, faced Su Yakai's position, put away his smile, his eyes were sincere, and he said in a sincere tone: "I understand what you mean, thank you, brother." ”
Su Yakai smiled and gave him a blank look.
The two clinked glasses and fell on their backs.
The topic naturally ended, and the two were silent for a while, before Li An suddenly asked: "I haven't asked you yet, it's been so long since I've been back, how are things handled, I haven't heard you say it before, why did your aunt suddenly hand over the clinic to you." ”
Su Yakai sighed, his expression was inexplicably depressed, but what he said was very inadequate.
"Don't say anything else, you know. My aunt and my uncle have been holding on to this clinic for so long, and they are reluctant to let it go suddenly, but I don't know who taught them to go on a walk-and-go trip, saying that life is to live on the road. ”
He didn't have an appetite for Li An, relieved his breath and continued with some indignation: "Then they are ready to travel around the world, the air tickets are booked, the itinerary is arranged, and finally I was notified, I haven't even remembered the door of the clinic, so I left all the things in such a big stall of the clinic to me to take care of. ”
Li An was surprised by Su Yakai's words that seemed to be showing off, and he almost didn't catch his breath: "You're almost okay, I'm going to do it when you're showing off." ”
Su Yakai laughed: "You heard it, let me pretend to be forced, I finally had the opportunity to pretend to be ...... in front of you."
"Stop, it's almost done. Drink alcohol. ”
Ang Li interrupted Su Yakai's shameless boasting and picked up his wine glass.
Su Yakai also picked up his cup, and after touching one, he still said unsatisfied: "I just want to express it, why don't they take me with them when they travel around the world." ”
Li An sighed, and asked with Su Yakai's praise, "Then why?"
Su Yakai pretended to be unhappy, lowered his voice, and said in a low voice: "I also asked, my aunt said that they have worked hard for most of their lives, and it is time to enjoy life." I haven't worked hard yet, so I'll experience the hard work first, and then I'll talk about enjoying the things later.
Eh, why, I'm not wronged. ”
Li An picked up a little dish, and nodded perfunctorily: "Wronged, but he is wronged." ”
"Yes. ”
After Su Yakai satisfied his desire to perform, his bitter and hateful expression changed instantly, and as soon as the words changed, he looked at Li An with a grin: "It's so cool, it's really cool to pretend to be this in front of you, it's physically and mentally comfortable, comfortable!"
Seeing that he was finally normal, Li An ignored him and ate by himself. I just chatted and drank wine, and I didn't eat much except for the wine in my stomach, and I was empty, and now I feel super hungry.
Su Yakai watched Li An ignore himself for a long time, only caring about the appearance of eating, and then reacted, and competed with Li An for the food on the table that was not very delicious.
"Damn, you eat slowly, leave me some, it's ......"
The friendship between the two has not faded with age and has become rusty. The two of them scramble for Chinese food, just like when they were young. Both of them also knew how difficult the scene was at this moment, and they both tacitly and deliberately maintained this situation, as if in this way, they could bury the long time of the past, and everything was like yesterday.
The night is getting darker, and the two eat from dinner to supper, but there is finally an end.
But tomorrow can be expected, and the future can be expected.
After the end, it was one o'clock in the morning when the two went home, and Shi Yue played a half-night chicken mobile game at home, and after the picture darkened again, he exited the game interface and switched to the WeChat interface.
Looking at the remarks of the 'big fool of more than 200 catties' at the top, she knocked and beat, deleted and changed it for a long time before she posted a sentence. And I regretted it when I sent it, obviously I was still angry, why was I so nervous, and I took the initiative to send him a message!
She messaged, "Did you sleep?"