The thoughts of youth are like poems, written one after another on a rainy day, and no one reads them. Countless people come and go is not your end, and you delusionally imagine that one day your loved one will come up to you and open it, and read it again and again with tears in your eyes.

In the end, I have to admit that youth is an overly hasty book.

Luo Yi couldn't remember the embarrassment when he left, he only remembered that he stumbled to Gong Qingchen's side and hugged her into his arms, he closed his eyes as if he was holding a treasure, and finally sighed infinitely and said: "Gong Qingchen, you must be happy, you must." ”

Luo Yi didn't take the elevator when he left, he was afraid that he would collapse and cry in the elevator of so many people, he finally chose to take the stairs, and after walking a few steps, he finally sat on the stairs weakly and covered his head and couldn't help crying.

Those tears were not drop by drop, they were as smooth as the flow of water that turned on the faucet, and Ji Yunyang's words were like a nightmare that always followed him.

He can still remember that when Ji Yunyang smoked, the light flickered in the dark, when Ji Yunyang spoke, it seemed that he was deliberately suppressed and as if his throat was smoked, he coughed a few times and said: "I'm not saying that you are not worthy of the morning, nor that she is not worthy of you, she has psychological problems in the morning, I don't know the specific situation, but she often has a confused memory." Her situation is not optimistic, so you are not suitable, and you can't protect her after all. ”

At the moment when he heard Ji Yunyang execute him, Luo Yi seemed to have exhausted all his strength, but fortunately, there was a staircase handrail beside him, and he held on to the handrail, barely stabilizing himself.

He didn't think it would be such a reason, Gong Qingchen how could she become like this, suddenly he thought of what Gong Qingchen said when he quarreled with him, yes, her surface is always heartless, and sometimes Luo Yi thought she was willful, until finally he suddenly understood that Gong Qingchen was driven crazy.

At that time, he said that if Gong Qingchen continued like this, Ji Yunyang would be driven crazy by her sooner or later, and after hearing it, she laughed extremely sarcastically and said: "He is about to go crazy, but I am already crazy." ”

Already crazy, Luo Yi couldn't control himself at all when he thought of covering his eyes and crying, and those words that he thought were just casual words turned out to be hurtful words unconsciously.

He once hurt Gong Qingchen like this.

But he really didn't know, and if he knew, he wouldn't have done it.

It's too late.

On the way back, Gong Qingchen took his mobile phone as a mirror and looked at himself, Ji Yunyang thought she was just narcissistic there, of course he didn't care about her, Gong Qingchen pinched his chin and said, "Why did I just sleep for four days and then changed from straight bangs to long middle points." ”

Ji Yunyang: "......" will always come, if he remembers correctly, this is Gong Qingchen's third amnesia, such a lie has been told three times, from the initial stumble to the current back-to-back ghost knows what he has experienced.

"I'm going to tell you something early in the morning, it's 201x, it's been five years, I'm not saying you've slept for five years, it's just that you often have memory confusion when you're sick, so you fainted this time and mistakenly thought you were hit by a car on campus five years ago. After Ji Yunyang finished speaking, he turned on his phone to show her the time.

After Ji Yunyang was nearly an hour over, Gong Qingchen was half-convinced, she sat obediently in the passenger seat for a long time and didn't speak, just lowered her head and thought about things, just when Ji Yunyang was about to lose her breath, Gong Qingchen suddenly said: "Then I'm really happy! I didn't expect us to get married, I didn't dare to think about the future of the two of us before Yunyang." ”

"Why?" When it came to a gentle slope, Ji Yunyang slowed down the car, and when he heard Gong Qingchen's words, he opened his mouth with some curiosity.

"Because at that time, I thought that the future was so far away! So it's good now, although everything has changed after I slept and I am not afraid of anything as long as you haven't changed. ”

As long as you don't change, I'm not afraid of anything, this sounds stupid Ji Yunyang almost shook his mind when he heard it, he parked the car on the side of the road and was silent for a while before he raised his hand and gently rubbed Gong Qingchen's head and said, "As long as I'm here, don't be afraid, I'll take you to eat fried rice." ”

"Well, you're crazy!" Gong Qingchen went out to find that this was not the city where her school was located, this was her hometown, and she took more than three hours by train to go to college.

Even if she wanted to eat the fried rice at the school gate, she wouldn't be able to go back! Ji Yunyang was not annoyed when she heard her say this, just gently stretched out his hand and scratched her nose and said, "Didn't you say you wanted to eat?"

"Next time, I'll eat it next time we go back to school together. Gong Qingchen shook her head, she felt that there was no reason for this kind of whim to continue.

"Sit tight, soon. Ji Yunyang's voice sounded very gentle, and he turned in the opposite direction at the next intersection, Gong Qingchen looked at Ji Yunyang a little helplessly, Ji Yunyang is not good at this point, and he will never give up if he decides something good, and he is terrible to be paranoid.

After that, Gong Qingchen casually sat in the passenger seat and obediently played with her onmyoji, and Ji Yunyang's mobile phone rang suddenly, Gong Qingchen didn't care much when he saw the three words Huo Xiaoran written on it, but just handed him the phone.

After Ji Yunyang took the phone, a gloomy expression flashed on his face for a moment, he took the phone to his hand and pressed the hang-up button.

"You don't take it! It can't be that there is a ghost in your heart. Gong Qingchen's words were actually a complete joke, Ji Yunyang heard her words like this, his expression was not nervous, but he darkened his face, pinched Gong Qingchen's face, and kissed it.

Gong Qingchen: "......"

"I don't know if there's a ghost in my heart, but I know that there is a ghost sitting next to me right now, so I don't have any other dreams. "Ji Yunyang must be a set of love words when she talks about love, but it's a pity that she rarely talks about love.

After being kissed by Ji Yunyang, Gong Qingchen's heart had a sweet feeling, she lowered her head a little shyly, but a very similar picture flashed in front of her.

Ji Yunyang, an umbrella under the rainy day, kissed her under the umbrella, and the umbrella was placed very low and did not let others see it.

can remember the first time I saw that day, whether it was a robbery or a peach blossom charming eye.

So Ji Yunyang, did I meet you in this life, is it fate or calamity? Gong Qingchen asked secretly in his heart.