Eating one bite at a time, her tears did not burst out until a bowl of rice bottomed out, and her body trembled as she swallowed, her face was almost buried in the bowl, and tears dripped straight down the bowl with the twitching.

"Woo.... Feng Xuanyu.... Are you so reluctant to come to me......"

She was bitter in her heart, bitter to the extreme, facing this empty ward, she woke up from a nightmare every night, and what she did repeatedly was a dream, Feng Xuanyu took a sharp scalpel and plunged into her lower abdomen, she cried, knelt and begged him, all in vain.

"I eat well.... Sleep well.... Take care of your body... Baby, you are good, you will be fine.... It used to be my mother's mistake, but now I know, I won't torture myself anymore, if I continue like this, I will only let others be clowns, and you will be the one who suffers in the end, don't worry, my mother will keep you even if she tries her best...."

"Definitely.... Definitely.... It's going to be fine... Ha ha... Yes..."

She laughed and wrapped her arms around her, and as soon as she let go of her hand, the bowl fell on the carpet. The bowls in the ward have all been replaced with plastic ones according to Feng Xuanyu's request, so no matter how she falls, she won't scratch herself again.

After the meal was finished, she sobbed and pulled the quilt, curled up on the bed, and said to herself stupidly: "Haha... When you're full, it's time to go to bed .... The baby is going to sleep, and mom is with you... Good, let's sleep...."

Crazy madness is the most painful.

It's still the same every day, change the dressing, drip, take the medicine, sleep, eat.

The only change is that An Yuxi is no longer noisy, cooperates with treatment, eats well, and the nurses on guard are also a lot more relieved.

As usual, when she opened her eyes, it was white, she had lived here for almost half a month, and her body had recuperated little by little. Her body has improved, which means that the child is leaving, and she chats with the child in her womb every day. She is afraid, she has no bottom than anyone else, I don't know when I will be put on the operating table, I don't know when her lower abdomen will become lighter.

Thinking of this, she looked out the window at the yellowed trunks of the trees, and occasionally a few dead leaves floated down, circling in the air, and then falling to the ground and seeping into the dirt.

The fallen leaves return to their roots, and where are her roots?

She slowly closed her eyes, blocking the depression in front of her, not wanting this bleak scenery to stir up the sorrow in her heart. Ever since she had gone crazy that day, she couldn't cry anymore when she woke up.

She called it death, numbness.

The nurse saw An Yuxi, who was standing barefoot on the carpet and looking at the scenery outside the window, walked to her side and helped her to the bed, "Miss An, what's so nice about the fallen leaves, sit down, I'll find you some programs, you have been stuffy like this, which is not conducive to the recovery of the body." With that, she turned on the TV.

An Yuxi held the remote control and looked at the front blankly, constantly changing the channel, and as soon as she arrived at the financial channel, she would lower her eyes.

When the nurse saw An Yuxi's appearance, she turned her lips and smiled, and then turned around and looked extremely concerned, "Alas.... Miss An, I'll help you find it. With that, she snatched the remote control in An Yuxi's hand and changed it to an entertainment channel.

"That's it, it's all some entertainment news, I say something bad like how you don't gossip at the age of a child, hey, you see I really can't speak, but, look at the entertainment channel, you're also happy. ”

After speaking, the nurse walked to the table behind An Yuxi, poured her a glass of water, and stood behind her to observe her every move.

An Yuxi still looked sluggish, and the people who looked at the ** on TV didn't even mention the corners of their mouths.

Suddenly, a familiar person came into her sight, the corners of her eyes twitched, her body froze after her, and she stretched a straight line from head to toe, staring straight at the person in the picture.

It's Feng Xuanyu.

She hadn't seen him for so long, and the first time she saw him, her heart still jumped.

On TV, Feng Xuanyu hugged Mo Ziyan and stood in front of countless microphones affectionately, at the moment they still thought that there was only each other in their eyes, in the face of countless questions from reporters, Mo Ziyan was mostly silent, hiding in Feng Xuanyu's arms with a shy face, this kind of shame is the most touching to people's hearts.

Seeing this, she couldn't help but put her hand on her face, after this kind of thing, the ruddy on her face was no longer there, and she was indeed much worse than Mo Ziyan.

She smiled wryly and tugged at the corners of her mouth, slowly moving her hand down.

The interview on TV continued, Feng Xuanyu still had the aura of a king all over his body, and there was a sense of distance that people couldn't get close to, and every reporter who asked him questions was cautious, for fear of provoking this sober tiger.

"Mr. Feng, I heard that you and Miss Mo are getting engaged, is this true?"

"You are engaged, does this mean that the Feng clan and the Mo clan have joined forces?"

Hearing these questions, An Yuxi couldn't help but worry about it, engaged, how could it be?

Feng Xuanyu was calm, he chuckled and hugged Mo Ziyan into his arms, stroked her hair, and kissed her lightly on the forehead, "This is what I promised Ziyan a long time ago, the engagement has been put on the agenda, and on the good day in a few days, I will invite you to the banquet." ”

As soon as Feng Xuanyu's words fell, the reporters were full of blessings, a hundred years of good together, a natural pair, raising eyebrows, and the words "good couple" jumped out in an instant.

They were laughing, but An Yuxi was crying.

Looking at their affection, tears slipped from the corners of her eyes.

Didn't you say you couldn't cry? Didn't you say that you were already dead? Why did she still hurt so much when she saw him standing with other women, like pins and needles?

The horns formed deep folds in her hands, and she couldn't wipe them evenly, and suddenly she stood up and crawled to the nurse's side, snatched the remote control in her hand and turned off the TV, her movements were too fast, and she accidentally touched the water cup in the nurse's hand, and the hot water splashed out and spilled directly on the back of the nurse's hand, and the back of her hand was swollen in an instant.

The nurse saw the wound on the back of her hand, glared at her with a pair of eyes resentfully, her face was so white with anger, even her breathing became heavier, accompanied by the sound of heavy breathing, the nurse pushed her to the bed, picked up the handkerchief and wiped the back of her hand, and said in her mouth without irritation: "What are you doing, are you crazy? Isn't it just watching TV? What are you crazy!"

An Yuxi completely ignored her words, muttering to herself, shaking her head like crazy and trying to sit up from the bed in a panic.

But as soon as she sat up, she was pushed down by the nurse, "I tell you, you don't pretend to be crazy here, this time we are tossed to death, I tell you, want to cry, want to make trouble, don't be embarrassed for me here, I put up with you enough, who do you think you are, now you are just a divorced woman, you are nothing, not even as good as me, I at least know what self-reliance is, you will only die or live here." ”

"You go away.... You go away...."An Yuxi's hands fluttered, not wanting her to get any closer.

The nurse looked at her messy hair and pale face, sneered, took out a mirror in her pocket, and put it in front of her, and said mockingly: "Look at your embarrassed appearance, what is it compared to Miss Mo." As she spoke, she turned on the TV again, and it was still the intimate picture just now.

An Yuxi looked at herself in the mirror, really, what does she compare with Mo Ziyan now, her mother is gone, her home is gone, her husband is gone, and she can't even keep her children.

"Haha...," she shuddered and laughed, but the tears never stopped.

This is her face, white and scary, dry and scary, no wonder Feng Xuanyu is reluctant to come to see her, she herself is disgusted when she sees this appearance.

The nurse snorted coldly when she saw her like this, threw the mirror directly on her, tidied up her clothes and walked out, she didn't have time to listen to this crazy woman feel sorry for herself, all she had to do was listen to Mo Ziyan's words and turn on the TV on time to make An Yuxi sad.

As for her life or death, huh.... As long as she still has her life on the operating table.

As soon as the nurse walked out of the ward and closed the door, she was forced to retreat straight back by a gaze, her face was suddenly pale, her body trembled, and her trembling voice obviously swore that she was afraid, "Yu... Yu Shao... Zhe Shao..."After calling the two salutations, she couldn't help but swallow.

Feng Xuanyu's gloomy eyes were thrown straight at her, his handsome face raised slightly, and his expression was so indifferent, "Zhe, this is the nurse in your hospital." ”

As soon as the words fell, Su Yuzhe was not that gentle expression, his eyes became deeper and deeper, like a bottomless black hole devouring people and bones, he looked at the young nurse in front of him, and said coldly: "Raise your head." ”

Frightened by Su Yuzhe's cold voice, the nurse suddenly felt a chill rushing through her spine, although she was afraid, she still slowly raised her head, Su Yuzhe's words she couldn't resist, "Zhe... Zheshao, what's the matter... Things?"

She didn't know if they heard it or not, and she didn't know where An Yuxi was in Feng Xuanyu's heart now, so she was still dying.

In fact, the two of them heard it clearly in front of the door just now, but they were waiting for her here for fear of letting An Yuxi hear it.

"Recently, there is a need for medical volunteers in remote areas, and Su has always been keen to participate in this kind of thing, but recently there has been a bit of a shortage of manpower, so you can go over. Su Yuzhe didn't have any expression on his face during the whole sentence.

Remote medical care is not equivalent to the ancient exile sent to remote areas.

Hearing this decision, the nurse's body immediately stiffened, and her whole body leaned against the wall, if she hadn't been close to the wall, she would have collapsed on the ground.

Su Yuzhe's decision couldn't be changed by anyone, she could only nod stunned, and replied dejectedly: "I... I know... Thank you... Thank you, Tetsucho...."

Thank you indeed, just to the outlying areas.....