Chapter 31: I See You Again (Part I (Ask for Recommendation))
Sometimes I wonder if I would be happier if I had never met you in this city, I was not afraid of being alone in a strange city, and I was afraid of thinking of you when I was alone.
Gu Xiangjin once posted this sentence on Weibo, but Ang Lee and she had already shut each other down, but the statement did not.
She once saw Gu Xiangjin's state in the middle of the night when she was irritable and ready to relax her brain, and when she was resting on Weibo. In an instant, the whole person was stunned, and this sentence not only resonated with Gu Xiangjin, but even more so for her.
The beautiful and sweet scenes of the past that were depicted in the minds of those iron hooks and silver strokes were as if someone had suddenly choked their necks, and it was difficult to breathe, and their hearts twitched for a while. The belated pain seemed to break her heart in the next instant.
It hurt so much that I cried until I couldn't breathe, as if I was going to swallow my breath in the next moment.
At that time, the statement suddenly realized that he and Yue Fei had really broken up, and from then on, this person's joys, sorrows, happiness and sorrows no longer belonged to him, and he could not share and bear them together.
Those fragmented and beautiful pictures, coming across the mountains and seas, rolled endlessly in her mind, like tiny silver needles on her heart as memories emerged again and again, piercing them hard one by one.
She thought, let's see each other again, even if we don't speak, just watch from afar......
When the business car arrived at the hotel, she thanked her and got out of the car in a tired state, and then was stunned there the next moment. The assistant walked forward, the passerby walked back, and the crowd around her suddenly disappeared before her eyes.
Only Yue Fei, who had just come out of the revolving door of the hotel, was clean and tidy after taking a shower, with a long figure, a cold expression, and a decent suit. Except for the untrimmed stubble, the familiar face was as if it had never changed as it had been when we were together.
It's a stark contrast to her terrible, decadent appearance now.
The statement subconsciously lowered her head, so she didn't see the unnaturalness and panic of the moment Yue Fei's eyes flashed in his eyes the moment he saw her.
After Yue Fei woke up in the hotel, he had already hypnotized himself and was mentally prepared.
But what he was prepared for was to state the preparation of the appointment time, the ground, and the two of them sitting down and chatting face to face. It is a meeting with each other in the case of preparation, not the current abrupt and unprepared collision!
But Yue Fei's experience over the years has already allowed him to quickly stabilize his emotions. He smiled and looked at the statement as if he were looking at an old friend he hadn't seen for a long time, and there was no real emotion on his calm face.
"Statement, long time no see. ”
As Yue Fei's calm voice sounded unhurriedly, the little assistant stopped, looked at Yue Fei suspiciously and vigilantly, and then turned his head to look at the statement, only to find that the statement didn't know when, and had already stopped.
The little assistant didn't react when he saw that the statement lowered his head, thinking that this might be a fanatical fan blocking the door of the hotel, and just wanted to open his mouth to call the security guard to stop Yue Fei, he saw the statement raise his head.
Her tired eyes flickered, and then little by little they became clearer, and her tired state was swept away with the change in her eyes, as if the man standing in front of her was terrifying, like a great enemy.
The assistant sensitively felt that this man should be important to the statement, and the statement took her very seriously.
The little assistant was a little frightened by the aura of the two, and he didn't say anything to stop him, and subconsciously took a few steps back and stood behind the statement, as if he was backing up the statement.
The statement also smiled, she didn't pay attention to the state of her little assistant at all, just looked at Yue Fei who was a few meters away, and her voice was difficult as if it had burst out of her heart: "You too, it's been a long time." ”
The picture suddenly fell silent, Yue Fei didn't know how to answer, this meeting was really out of his control.
Yue Fei didn't speak, she didn't want to speak, she really wanted to see the man she was afraid to see, she was standing in front of her at this moment, she couldn't care about anything else, she just wanted to take a good and serious look at him, and imprinted this man in her mind from head to toe.
You seem to have lost weight, your hair has grown a little longer, and you have grown a beard, and your back is so strange that I feel that you are from the last century, and then you call me by name, and I want to laugh, as if I have just finished school, and you have only been waiting for me at the school gate for a few minutes.
"Do you have time? Blind date is better than a chance encounter, sit down and have a drink?"
Because Yue Fei was weak-hearted, he couldn't stand this embarrassing atmosphere of silence, and he was afraid of revealing flaws, so he took the lead in speaking, but his tone was so polite that he felt a little chilled when he stated it.
Stating the time of autism in the past two years has made her mind extremely delicate and sensitive. Almost as soon as Yue Fei opened his mouth to speak, she noticed it. Yue Fei completely separated him from himself and erected an impassable and unattainable barrier.
So she also restrained all her divergent emotions, smiled politely and said, "Okay." ”
The little assistant tugged at the arm of the statement next to him and reminded in a low voice: "Sister Chen, otherwise, you go and rest first, and you can talk again in the afternoon when you have time." ”
The little assistant was really worried about the physical state of the statement, afraid that she would not be able to bear it. But the statement was not happy to do so, and she shook off the little assistant's hand without a trace and pushed him back.
This is the person she dreamed of seeing again, how could it be delayed.
She just had a hard mouth, she just didn't admit that she still loved Yue Fei, but she was extremely eager to see Yue Fei again, even if the state of meeting was not good and the atmosphere was awkward, she also wanted to see Yue Fei again.
It's just that she knows it will be embarrassing, so she deliberately doesn't show her emotions. But Yue Fei's life, as if the former feelings had disappeared with the passage of time, still made her feel a chill.
She can let herself act like she doesn't care, but she can't accept Yue Fei's light breeze! Those beautiful pictures in her memories seem to pass by in front of Yue Fei, and she can't bear it!
Letting go of the little assistant's hand, she followed behind Yue Fei and walked in the direction of the hotel lobby.
Yue Fei walked in front, and the statement followed step by step in the back, such a picture has happened countless times, but this time, such a familiar picture made her eyes red, and she was both moved and wanted to cry, but also heartbroken and sad wanted to cry.
It turns out that what Zhang Ailing said is not right, time and new love can't forget a person.
She looked at Yue Fei's back, and tears flowed out unconsciously. The heart of the statement was turbulent, and countless scenes whistled by, but she just endured it quietly and didn't let anyone know.
Do you know what it feels like to be wronged, just like I am now, my voice is shaking, my eyes are dripping with tears, my throat is sore, and I want to cry and say the words in my stomach, but I only shed tears, and the words are choked in my throat.
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