Chapter 028: The Heart Is in the Direction of Loss

If it weren't for the figure slowly disappearing in front of me, it seemed to be forever with anticipation, unwilling to believe that this love had gone away.

Luo Haochen always wanted to give himself an expectation, he knew that although Yun Mengxue hated him, didn't he say that there was love before there was hate?

Even if he is hovering on the edge of pain and tossing and turning, he also wants to drag those memories, keep each other and still have a trace of the original memory, hoping to redeem everything that once was.

But the reality is not like this, it was he who hurt Yun Mengxue's heart, how sad Luo Haochen's heart is, the pain of Yun Mengxue's study will be more than 10,000 points, or even 10,000 times more than him.

The heart was in severe pain, like a fist pinching the heart, the headache was splitting, and it became difficult to breathe, and the painful feeling was constantly eroding the nerves and devouring the soul.

"Xue'er, I'm so ecstatic to see you again, I'm really afraid that what I see in front of me is a phantom. But...... Even after that past, I can still see you again......! Cher......"

Luo Haochen's eyes were moist, and there were tears in his eyes, who said that men can't cry? When the heart is sad and sad, only tears can dispel the depression in his heart, otherwise Luo Haochen is not sure that he will not collapse immediately.

The days when he lost Yun Mengxue, he spent his days wearing a heavy mask all day long, and he couldn't forget those days of the walking dead, let alone the tired feeling of being tired and pretending to be "I'm fine", paralyzing his nerves with a lot of work every day, and forcing him not to miss.

This time he really saw Yun Mengxue, and Luo Haochen swore that no matter what method he used, he would keep Yun Mengxue.

Let those so-called people get away from meeting each other! Luo Haochen would rather turn his back on what he had said for Yun Mengxue, he knew that he would not be satisfied with just seeing each other, since he saw it, he would definitely try to save his feelings.

……

Yun Mengxue ran aimlessly, and her tears kept flying in the wind.

The high heels under her feet were so uncomfortable at the moment, and she unconsciously ran into the blind road, Yun Mengxue's ankles twisted, and her body fell heavily to the ground, and the cold invaded fiercely from under her palms.

didn't want to run anymore, Yun Mengxue felt so tired, her body hurt a lot, and all kinds of emotions rushed to her heart together, so she still cried bitterly with one hand on the ground and supported her body.

"Yun Mengxue, why are you so unproductive?! Didn't you warn yourself not to leave such fragile tears again? But...... But what are you doing now? What the hell are you doing, Yun Mengxue?!"

Didn't the man who had always been on top of her, who had loved her deeply and hurt him even more, said that he would hate him and would not forgive him? Why did his mind fall apart when he saw him? Why did he become so undetermined?

Yun Mengxue cried so much that her eyes were blurred by tears, and everything in front of her was no longer real.

"It's better to be confused like this, at least it will feel better in my heart than to see the truth clearly! I'd rather the world become unclear under the tears, than to see the sad people and recall the painful things clearly when I wipe away the tears!"

Those injuries are all clearly imprinted in his heart, and he can't let go of his hatred, Yun Mengxue won't easily forgive Luo Haochen.

The wind and snow are so suitable for the situation, and it is not in vain that Yun Mengxue has the word "snow" in her name, and she always begins to add wind and snow when she feels uncomfortable, so that every inch of skin and every pore on her body can directly and unreservedly feel the cold and pain.

A tall figure appeared in a trance in front of him, and it seemed to look like Luo Haochen in the haze covered by tears. Yun Mengxue was shocked in her heart, and hurriedly raised her hand to wipe away the tears she didn't want to erase, and then she saw who it was.

"Nie Xiaotian?"

"Otherwise, who do you think? Could it be that Luo Haochen is chasing you?"

Nie Xiaotian stretched out a hand in front of Yun Mengxue, but she didn't raise her hand, and still sat on the ground trembling. Nie Xiaotian felt a little helpless and helped Yun Mengxue up, her body trembling violently.

"Tsk, you woman, you're really stubborn. Sometimes seeing you like this, I really want to beat you up and wake up your mind. ”

Yun Mengxue ran out more suddenly, she was only wearing an evening dress, her body was already numb from the cold at this moment, she was powerless to struggle and had no way to shake off Nie Xiaotian, and let him take her into the car.

"Well, wipe it. ”

Nie Xiaotian handed Yun Mengxue a towel and asked her to wipe her hair wet from the falling snow.

Yun Mengxue glanced at Nie Xiaotian, stretched out her still trembling hand to take the towel, and wiped her hair with a lonely expression, her heart was heavy like a big stone pressed on her chest.

"Look at your resentful and lonely and sad look, I don't know and think I'm bullying you. ”

"Give me a cigarette. ”

Yun Mengxue shifted her gaze, her fingers making a movement of pinching the cigarette, and this sudden request startled Nie Xiaotian.

"I said you're not, aren't you?

Yun Mengxue glanced at Nie Xiaotian fiercely, she was accumulating a small universe that was about to explode at the moment, and the universe would explode from time to time.

"You can't do this, you can't use this way to escape because you're afraid that you'll fall too deep. ”

Nie Xiaotian slapped Yun Mengxue's hand open, he still has some principles and will not give women cigarettes.

"Don't worry, I won't give you cigarettes, what kind of cigarettes do women smoke? ”

"Am I going to suck you up or something? If you don't want to give it, forget it, I'll buy it myself!"

After Yun Mengxue finished speaking, she wanted to open the door and get out of the car, but was dragged back by Nie Xiaotian.

"What's the matter with this woman? Are you infected by Luo Haochen? Why can't you express what you really think in your heart? Why do you have to stubbornly refuse to admit it?"

Yun Mengxue was stunned, and the various dissatisfaction with Nie Xiaotian just now was also fixed on her face.

"What is the relationship between me and Luo Haochen, this kind of thing has nothing to do with you! I am like shoes and feet with him, and only I know whether the shoes are suitable or not. If my shoeed foot hurts, do I have to keep hurting? If I don't throw it away sooner, it won't just hurt, I'll bleed and hurt!"

Nie Xiaotian was completely speechless, he didn't know what else he had to say in order to make Yun Mengxue relax a little.

"As long as someone loves themselves, that's happiness. At least now you can be sure that Luo Haochen still has you in his heart. If you have expectations in life, you can't insist on it too much, and I'm afraid that you will lose hope of striving for it. If you look forward to the better tomorrow, then your heart will be full of sunshine and let you break free from the shackles of emotion. ”

Yun Mengxue frowned and looked at Nie Xiaotian, his persuasive appearance at this time made Yun Mengxue feel as if she was looking at someone else, is this still the Nie Xiaotian she knew on weekdays?

"If I love for a second longer, my heart will hurt a lot! How could I be led by Luo Haochen's nose. It's you, it's really a little suspicious, is someone else sitting next to me in your Nie Xiaotian's face?"

Nie Xiaotian chuckled.

"Isn't it nice to have someone around you who you can talk to? At least I understand you, and I can also let you express your joys, angers and sorrows without reservation. ”

Hearing this, Yun Mengxue felt very strange in her heart, she actually began to feel that Nie Xiaotian had become cute, what kind of feeling was this?

Yun Mengxue didn't want to think about it so much, originally Luo Haochen hadn't made up her mind, where did she have time to think too much?

"If that doesn't happen, then ......"

Nie Xiaotian sighed lightly and shook his head, his urge to hit people became more and more obvious.

"What is past is what is past, and those 'ifs' cannot become 'ifs'. Yun Mengxue, don't you want to spend your whole life dragging on the shattered past?"

Yun Mengxue picked her eyes lightly, her lips moved slightly, but she didn't say anything more.

But not speaking does not mean that there are no thoughts in your heart.

Yun Mengxue wondered why Nie Xiaotian's attitude changed so quickly?

Nie Xiaotian still looked like she was targeting Luo Hao before, but in the blink of an eye, she became like a sage who opened the window of people's hearts, and she had been persuading her how to rebuild her old friendship with Luo Haochen.

"You don't have to worry too much about what I think, at least it's profitable for you and me. ”

Nie Xiaotian said lightly, he had already seen what Yun Mengxue was thinking. However, it seems that you don't need to read this kind of thing to know what you want to write in your heart, after all, Yun Mengxue's thoughts are too direct.

"Alright, that's all for today, anyway, I'll send you back first. ”

"No, I can go back myself. ”

Yun Mengxue put the towel on Nie Xiaotian's arm, opened the door and prepared to get out of the car.

"Aren't you afraid to walk out of my car and meet Luo Haochen who is chasing you?"

Yun Mengxue's hand froze there suddenly, although she pretended to be very tough on the surface when facing Luo Haochen, she was actually very timid and had a lot of ideas in her heart.

Seeing that Yun Mengxue gave up the idea of getting out of the car, Nie Xiaotian shrugged his shoulders and smiled slightly and started the car.

"If you don't want me to know where you live, you can get off the bus nearby or on the street. But don't worry, I will never be a stalker to find out where you live, anyway, I'm not Luo Haochen. ”

Nie Xiaotian's last sentence was obviously deliberately said to Yun Mengxue, and she suddenly glared at Nie Xiaotian with murderous eyes.

"Will you die if you say less?

"No, so I won't say it. ”

Nie Xiaotian didn't know how many happy things he had in his heart, and his smile seemed to be very happy, which made Yun Mengxue feel unhappy.

"You've finished what you should say, and now you don't want to say it, it's too late!"

"Shall I invite you to dinner? ”

Seeing Nie Xiaotian's flattering look, Yun Mengxue gave him a cold look.

"I'm not interested, I just want to go home now. ”

"The Luo family?"

"Nie Xiaotian, you ......"

Yun Mengxue's lungs were about to be blown up, and Nie Xiaotian immediately made a gesture of "pause the anger".

"Okay, okay, I'm not joking with you, please stop your anger! I'll send you back in a minute. ”

Nie Xiaotian drove away, Yun Mengxue didn't notice it, he looked at the left reversing mirror, and the corners of his mouth slightly pursed a wicked smile.