He is the most poisonous demon in the world, and once you get it, you don't want to quit the clutches!

Because

This demon never eats people!

My first meeting with Mr. Shang was on this stage!

Because this day is the most memorable day for me!

Because on this day I managed to hold the first solo concert of my artistic career!

It's a big sign of success for a musician, but it's even more important to me that I met him on this day!

I will always remember that at the end of my concert, when I entered the congratulations session, he was the first to run to the stage and give me a very beautiful flower indigo!

At that time, the main leaders of the city's cultural department also specially accompanied him to come up, and introduced to me that this was the general manager of a certain group, (there was no need to introduce him at all, he had already been a man of the year in Jiangcheng, and I had seen his photo) I was really excited! (He was 46 years old at the time, I was 30 years old, and he was 16 years older than me.) ）

He's so much more handsome than I saw in the media photos!

I can't describe the joy and joy in my heart at that time!

The beautiful memories of that moment will forever remain in my mind, and they cannot be erased!

So this has almost become the spiritual sustenance after he left me!

When I first moved in, the original decoration did not have this stage, but I took the stage photos taken at that time and found another decoration company to make a smaller version of the stage as it was, so that I have the current one

Style!

I didn't move the rest of the decoration style!

Because I saw that the decoration style of this villa was the design of Mr. Shang, I didn't want to lose even a little bit of good memories that he left me!

But since he and I went on stage that night to present flowers and shake hands politely, and also took a group photo together (journalistic work photos), we haven't had any other intersections!

It feels like it's a completely stylized cutscene, and there's nothing special about it!

For the next three months, there was no movement between me and him!

In fact, the headquarters of the group where he was the CEO at that time was very close to my unit, and I had to pass there every day when I commuted to and from work!

Although I think about him every day, I hope he will come to me!

Or make a phone call!

Even if you ask someone to bring a letter to me to see him, it will be done!

but

It's really the yellow crane that is gone, and the white clouds are empty for thousands of years.

Besides, I don't know what people mean!

I can't be called a woman to rush to find someone on the ground! I have had this idea a few times, but in the end I didn't take this step!

Slowly three months passed, although I still think about him from time to time, but as time passed, this feeling slowly faded, and his image began to blur in my heart!

But it always feels like a ghost is flashing, so that people can't get rid of it!

But when you want to get forward, it disappears without a trace!

I only forget this feeling when I put my energy into the show!

One day in October 1992, it was a heartbeat day that I will never forget!

I participated in the troupe's tour of many countries in Southeast Asia, and the last one was arranged at the Grand Theatre in Hong Kong, China.

As in the previous shows, we were warmly welcomed by the audience and the show was a great success!

When we returned to the hotel where we stayed, it was already more than 12 o'clock in the middle of the night.

Because I was a pillar in the unit at that time, and I was also well-known in the domestic music industry, I arranged a separate luxury standard room with me!

When I got to my room, I was freshening up and about to take a break, when my room phone rang!

At that time, communication was still very backward, mobile phones were still in the era of simulators, holding a big brick in their hands, known as "big brother", for ordinary people it was still a dream-like existence!

Naturally, I don't have any, and the phone is still dominated by old-fashioned program-controlled corded telephone landlines.

I was wondering in my heart, who called the phone into the room in the middle of the night, it must be a harassing call, so I let it ring and didn't answer, until it hung up naturally, but then the phone rang stubbornly, as if to demonstrate to me: see if you can't answer, if you don't answer me, I will ring all night!

I was so annoyed that I had to grab the phone, and before I could speak, a magnetic male voice came from the other party: Hello, I'm Shang Zhe!

My head buzzed, and the image that had begun to blur but lingered in my mind was presented to me very clearly!

I didn't care about pretending to be pretending anymore, and hurriedly replied: Yes, I'm Xia Ziran! Hello Mr. Shang!

I felt like I must have lost my temper, and even the tone of my voice was a little out of tune!

Hehe, does it have to be something to do when I call you?

I said I miss you now and would love to see you!

Does this count as something to find "you"?

Teacher Shang's words made me speechless, and I didn't know how to answer for a while!

There was silence on the other end of the line, as if waiting for my answer!

Half-loud, I could only murmur as if begging him:

Mr. Shang, you want to see me! Of course I'm very happy! It's just that you know that I'm in Hong Kong, and even if I promise you, I can't help it now!

Mr. Shang said: This issue is not important, we can ignore it for now. Now I really want to see you! I just need to know if you want to see me?

I hurriedly replied, "Of course I want to see you!" Mr. Shang laughed:

That's it!

I'm in Hong Kong right now!

Right in this hotel where you are staying!

It's in room 1606!

It's not convenient for me to go to your place now, but you can always come over if it's convenient!

I'll be waiting for you in my room!, and the phone hung up!

Joys and sorrows always follow

Just look at when impermanence is urging

Earthly happiness has a precedence

and wait for the destiny of heaven to whom