If you are not willing to give up anything, you will gain nothing.

Those memories that have passed should be let go, if you carry them all the way, you will only get more and more tired.

These words are what Gong Qingchen's psychiatrist told her over and over again, it's not that she didn't take these words to heart, but sometimes you know that what others say to you is right, and you want to do it, but when you really do it, you find that you can't do it at all.

Stuck in such a predicament, Gong Qingchen has not broken free, he has failed again and again, and his heart has died again and again, she has given Ji Yunyang too many opportunities, and she has also given herself too many opportunities, and now it seems that the opportunity should be almost used.

The windowsill of the Song family is full of violets, this kind of flower is not very beautiful in the flowers, but the faint purple makes people feel much better as long as they look at it.

When Song Yan walked in with a good medicine, Gong Qingchen was looking at the sparrows outside the window, she was thinking that it would be good to be free like that, but judging from the current situation, if she really fainted at that time, and Ji Yunyang threw her at the door of Song Yan's house, then she would not be far from freedom.

"What are you thinking, thinking so intently?" Song Yan put the soup bowl on the table, brought a chair and sat in front of her bed, Gong Qingchen lay on the bed and smelled the smell of cologne in the pillow.

It's really like the taste of cologne, is it really Song Yan's in the bedroom here, her spirit has almost recovered now, and she took the medicine bowl handed over by Song Yan but didn't rush to drink: "I was thinking that I had been so stuffy in the house that I was about to get moldy, and I wanted to go out and take a look." ”

Hearing Gong Qingchen say this, Song Yan moved the bench closer to the bed, and said to her with a smile: "You hurry up and give me this medicine to drink, and after drinking, we will discuss and take you there." ”

The color of the bowl of medicine is very black and innocent, and the bottom is relatively bright, Gong Qingchen can see her reflection when she looks inside, she gently shakes the bowl like a child, and there is no decoction spilled before she brings the bowl to her mouth and drinks it all.

When the bitter medicine reaches the mouth, it quickly dissolves. Why don't human beings like to endure hardship? Because life itself is hard enough, and when we suffer from such bitter things, this suffering comes to our hearts.

Before Gong Qingchen could complain, a piece of white chocolate was stuffed into his mouth, and the sweet taste quickly dissolved in her mouth, covering the previous bitterness.

"Thank you!" Tuo Song Yan's Fu Gong Qingchen didn't make a grimace this time, but Gong Qingchen thought in his heart that if Song Yan knew that she would make a grimace after drinking Chinese medicine, he wouldn't give her chocolate to eat, right?

As soon as her thank you ended, Song Yan took her hand and put the few remaining chocolates in her hand in the palm of her hand, and the beautifully packaged chocolate was sometimes the deadliest sugar-coated cannonball, especially for a foodie like Gong Qingchen, she tore open the tin foil on the outside of the chocolate and stuffed it into her mouth.

In fact, most people are forgiving to foodies, and even some people feel very appetizing when they look at them, and they will like people like them to be friends. Song Yan is also this kind of person, he looked at Gong Qingchen's cute appearance like a little squirrel, and he couldn't take his eyes off it for a while.

One of the two of them was eating very happily, and the other was also very happy to watch, and when their eyes met, Gong Qingchen was a little puzzled, and Song Yan's smiling eyes were round and asked, "What's wrong, what makes you so happy." ”

"Wow, nothing. Song Yan shook his head, and there was still lingering starlight in his eyes.

Some people say that you should eat chocolate when you are in a bad mood, because chocolate noodles have a lot of magnesium, magnesium has an antidepressant and refreshing effect, and for Gong Qingchen, a foodie, the reason why you can be happy eating chocolate is because there is free chocolate to eat.

"Hey, Gong Qingchen, do you want to control yourself, aren't you girls very harsh on your weight? Song Yan saw that when Gong Qingchen stuffed the tenth chocolate into his mouth, he finally stopped her with some irony.

Gong Qingchen: "......" turns out that people will be disliked if they can eat it, which is really sad news.

This chocolate stopped and didn't eat it, she was really embarrassed to eat it because Song Yan despised her like this, Gong Qingchen didn't know what to do when she was free, she was a little bored and walked around the house until her eyes saw the violet by the window.

There was a voice in her heart supporting her to stand up, she was half-bent over the desk and reached out to pick one and put it in the palm of her hand, this flower is too small, put it in the palm of her hand to look at people's hearts unconsciously produce a very gentle emotion.

"Do you like violet flowers? Then I'll tell everyone else to move to your bedroom later." Song Yan saw that she was holding a flower in her hand, and she planned to do something good with such a gentle look on her face.

After all, Song Yan is a straight man, he doesn't pay much attention to these flowers, and he doesn't have any special favorite flowers, so if Gong Qingchen likes this violet, he has nothing to give it to her.

Originally, when he heard that he was going to send these flowers to his bedroom, Gong Qingchen was going to nod his head in agreement, but suddenly found a very important question: "Wait a minute, you said you were going to send these flowers to my bedroom, so this won't be your bedroom, right?"

Song Yan was asked by Gong Qingchen like this, first stunned for a moment, and then let out a devastating laugh, in Gong Qingchen's heart, he has always been a humble gentleman, and he has never laughed so crazy.

Xu is eyes were like lasers, Song Yan quickly retracted his laughter, picked up the bowl that Gong Qingchen had put aside after drinking, and said, "I'll come back and explain to you later, I'll go and clean up this bowl first." ”

Looking at Song Yan, who was leaving at the speed of light, Gong Qingchen first rolled his eyes and then walked to the desk.

If she remembers correctly, she did put something here.

It's really hard to forget someone, especially someone who once made your heart ache.

This time she wanted to make an effort, Gong Qingchen took out a book from the drawer and then took out a bracelet from it.

This bracelet was given to her by Ji Yunyang, the two agate stones on it are real, and there are eight moonstones nearby, although it is not very expensive, but it was bought by Ji Yunyang in the most green years of the two people.

Gong Qingchen felt that once Ji Yunyang pretended to ask casually about the whereabouts of this bracelet, and she stubbornly said that this thing was lost.