I said lightly: "I don't want to see him, and you don't let him in." ”

With that, I closed my eyes and continued to rest.

Fang Ting was by my side, looking puzzled: "Wen Ran, you actually still care about Mr. Mo, can't you really see him?"

I rolled over, turned my back to Fang Ting and said, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep for a while." ”

Actually, I wasn't sleepy at all, I just wanted to escape.

After that, I didn't continue to speak, Fang Ting sighed slightly when she saw me like this.

In the evening, Lin Chen suddenly came, and she brought me a bouquet of flowers.

"Wen Ran, are you okay?"

Lin Chen started talking to me as soon as he came.

I smiled faintly, "I'm just a little cold, and even you are alarmed." ”

She smiled and shrugged her shoulders and said, "Although we don't see each other much, do you feel like you're familiar with me at first sight?"

I nodded, and that was exactly what I felt.

After that, Lin Chen chatted with me for a while, and then went around and around and pulled Mo Yunqian's body.

"You're not going to give him a chance to explain?"

I pursed my lips slightly.

"Actually, I have known him for a short time, and when I decided to accept this relationship, I had a lot of concerns. ”

At this point, I paused slightly.

Then I sighed heavily and said, "Lin Chen, I want to evacuate first while my feelings for him are not at the point where he has to do it, and now he wants to explain this to me, okay? I don't know what problems I will face in the future after I am with him." ”

Seeing my pessimistic attitude, Lin Chen frowned slightly and said, "Why can't you follow your heart? Maybe in this way you can walk out of the path you really need?"

Just like the woman in my dream who looked like me said, they all told me to follow my heart.

But there was an ignorant fear that restrained my heart, and I did not dare to take that step.

I smiled and shook my head.

"Lin Chen, do you know? I am a person who has lost the memory of the first half of my life, and my memory only stops at two years ago. ”

Maybe he didn't expect me to talk about this matter suddenly, Lin Chen's eyes flashed with a hint of strangeness.

I laughed self-deprecatingly: "I haven't even talked about Mo Yunqian about this matter, maybe you are the first person I confide in." ”

"Because I don't have my previous memories, my past is a blank for me, you don't have such an experience, you may not know what it's like to have no previous memories, but you know what, this is boundless fear for me!"

"I've always tried to make my life happy, I've always tried not to think of me as a person who doesn't remember the first half of my life, but no matter how much I try to hide it, I'm very wary of accepting everything new. ”

"Lin Chen, I have also tried, and I took that step towards Mo Yunqian, but what did I get? It was harm, it was pain, I thought I was already painful enough, why should I torture myself to accept new pain?"

Lin Chen looked at me, her eyes were a little red, and she looked sad.

"So, it's not that you don't know that there is a misunderstanding between you and Mo Yunqian, and you don't really want to ask about his feelings for you again, you just ...... Just afraid to accept new things, new feelings?"

Sure enough, Lin Chen was indeed my friend at first sight.

At this moment, all her words are on my heart, she is right, I just don't dare to accept it, I am afraid that I will be hurt.

I smiled self-deprecatingly.

"You've all said it! So since there is a misunderstanding between me and Mo Yunqian, let's continue to misunderstand! I know that the time with him is very beautiful and sweet, but I also know that he is such an excellent man, even if he treats me wholeheartedly, but there is a Chu Xinlan by his side, even if this Chu Xinlan is gone, there will be a second Chu Xinlan, and then a third and a fourth ......"

"Do you know, not all misunderstandings are clearly explained and resolved, and there will be no problem with my relationship with him! Misunderstandings again and again will only continue to destroy our relationship until it is destroyed, so I think it's good to stay in this moment! I don't have to continue with him!"

Seeing me say this, Lin Chen pursed his lips tightly.

"Is it true that you won't give him a chance?" Lin Chen asked.

I looked at her and smiled faintly, "Actually, I've been thinking a lot in the hospital these days, and I know that he is sometimes at the door of the ward, but I have always restrained myself from not seeing him, and I really did it!"

After saying these words, I took a heavy breath, and then smiled again: "So you see, I'm fine now!"

Lin Chen sighed helplessly and said, "Wen Ran, I know that you actually still care about your position in Mo Yunqian's heart, you seem to know that in his heart, whether you are important or Su Weiran is important, right?"

Suddenly, when I heard Lin Chen ask this, my expression stiffened slightly.

Do I care?

How could I not care? This was the last condition that made me give up Mo Yunqian!

"What's the point of saying that now? I've given up on him!"

I don't know why, at this moment, I seem to see her pity and her sadness in Lin Chen's eyes.

Lin Chen nodded lightly, a somewhat ugly smile crossed the corner of her lips.

Suddenly, she stood up, a hint of anger in her tone.

"Why bother with this, since you love him, can't you feel that he loves you so deeply? You compare you with Su Weiran, let me tell you, I used to be Su Weiran's best friend who talked about everything, Mo Yunqian once loved her for so many years, that feeling is not just taken out and compared with anything!"

Lin Chen's words made me feel a strong sense of jealousy in my heart, but suddenly, she stared at me tightly and said, "But Wen Ran, you heard me clearly! Mo Yunqian's relationship with her in the past is not something that can be compared casually! Similarly, Mo Yunqian's love for you now is not something you can just compare with anyone!"

I looked at Lin Chen in a daze, I couldn't believe that she would say such a thing.

Since she used to be Su Weiran's best friend who talked about everything, all the things she told me now could not be fake.

"But I've given up on him......"

I looked at Lin Chen in a daze.

Lin Chen looked at me with a serious expression and said, "I don't care what you think, since you also regard me as a friend at first sight, I want to tell you that Su Weiran is Mo Yunqian's past, and she has left and will never come back, and you Wen Ran is Mo Yunqian's present and future!"