Chapter 140: There is no right or wrong
After eating breakfast slowly, Chu Qianyang was completely awake, and he also got up and prepared to go to Mo Warren's appointment.
Sitting alone in the water pavilion, slowly drinking cup after cup of tea, watching the sun rise higher and higher, Mo Huayu was a little restless when Chu Qianyang finally lifted the curtain and walked in.
"What's the matter, are you in a hurry?" As soon as he looked in, seeing his somewhat anxious expression, Chu Qianyang lifted the curtain and raised his eyebrows as he walked in.
"I thought you weren't coming. Standing up excitedly, seeing her coming, Mo Huayu looked at Chu Qianyang and said with a slightly wry smile.
"I still know what I say. Walking towards him, he sat opposite him without saying much, and Chu Qianyang poured himself a cup of tea.
"You ......"
"You ......"
After a pause after a sentence, the two opened their mouths in unison, their voices collided together, and then they paused in unison, Chu Qianyang looked at Mo Huayu and pursed his lower lip slightly, seeing that he didn't mean to speak again, before he opened his mouth and asked again:
"What do you want to say?"
"Are you not going to deal with me?" After a pause, Mo Huayu still asked the question he wanted to know the most at this time, in the recent period, neither of them had ever been alone, let alone talked, the stalemate relationship had continued from the beginning of the road to the present, and it was getting more and more intense, although he didn't say it, he actually regretted it a little, and he didn't tell her about dragging it around.
"Why do you ask that?" Holding his chin with his left hand, and holding the teacup in his right hand, it shook slowly in an arc, round and round, Chu Qianyang didn't look at him, his eyes fell on the teacup, and he only asked softly in a slightly smiling tone, looking like he didn't care much.
"From the past, those people who made you unhappy, you silently distanced yourself without saying a word, and then naturally gradually became unfamiliar until there was no intersection at all, will it be the same for me?" If you are happy, you will get along, and if you are uncomfortable, you will be completely separated, from the very beginning, she has this kind of treatment, after calming down, Mo Huayu is only worried that she will also choose this way of dealing with the relationship between the two, after all, the likes she said are just the familiarity and goodwill accumulated from getting along for a long time, and now, she is just a person who makes her unhappy and impatient.
"Maybe, who knows?" When he was so angry that he couldn't do it, he really wanted to completely distance himself from him, just like he used to do with those people, Chu Qianyang didn't deny this, but, just when he thought of the result after the distance, there was no longer his figure around him, no one who could see him, no one could hear him, and that determination couldn't be lowered.
"I ......" She didn't know what she said, Mo Huayu only thought that she really planned to do so, so she couldn't help but speak quite excitedly, but she was directly interrupted.
"I don't know why, looking at you now, I just feel very unhappy, it's only been a few days. "Before, they were all slimy and slimy, and they got along well, but since they came back from the trip, their senses suddenly turned sharply, maybe there were hidden dangers before, after all, his situation was a little wrong at that time, although he begged for mercy, he didn't think there was anything wrong, he obviously found it but was ignored, if he paid attention to it at that time, would it be different.
Because ...... because I didn't tell you, because I didn't understand your feelings, these two questions were what Mo Huayu understood but still wanted to ask, but Chu Qianyang didn't let him ask.
"You know why. Stretching out his hand to stop his intention to speak, Chu Qianyang was straightforward, and now he couldn't help but think about if, maybe, maybe this, Chu Qianyang sat up straight and looked at Mo Huayu, and finally decided to slow down for the time being.
“…… Yes, I know. Lowering his eyelashes and lowering his head slightly, Mo Huayu couldn't do anything except nod.
"Before I set off and came back, to be honest, I really didn't expect that we would become what we are now, although I am willful, selfish, and not very good at thinking about others, I have always been accommodated by you, I have always been used to it, although I have a lot of shortcomings, but I rely on you, and I also rely on you, I trust you, Mo Warren. "Because of trust, because of dependence, because of dependence, because of care, I feel extremely unbearable.
“……”
"Why don't you choose not to tell me, why don't you stand on my side, why you?"
"I want to tell you, at first I just couldn't bear it, and then slowly I got more and more scruples, and I became more and more unspeakable, I think you won't be able to accept it. ”
"As for being in the housekeeper's house, I just think it's just a child, he's still so young, just like we were the same age back then, he can't do anything, and the disaster won't hurt his family, you also said that. "Because she was saved at that age, when I looked at that child, it was like seeing myself, which is something that Mo Warren can never say.
"Yes, I said it, but it's a pity that I was really too relaxed at that time. "What to say to let go, what to say to be tolerant, the moment you really face it, you can't remember all of these, the only thing you can remember is revenge, an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, and an evil against evil.
"Those who have not experienced it themselves do not know the exact weight of hatred, and for the enemy, aren't you the same as me?"
"What?" her pupils dilated, and for her somewhat sudden words, Mo Huayu looked at Chu Qianyang and said suspiciously.
"When Mo Huayu was gone, what happened to the people involved in it? Why should you treat them differently? You should have pretended to be a good child. ”
“…… You know. Looking at her, he paused for maybe a second, maybe for a long time, Mo Huayu didn't know, he only heard his own voice.
"Of course I know, no matter what, I am also the eldest lady of the Chu family, not to mention that all your actions in that incident were allowed by me, otherwise do you think you can really get to the bottom of it with your identity?"
"......" was panicked by the news she knew, and she couldn't say a word of what she had thought about saying before, and she didn't seem to have a position or reason to say it.
"If I don't have anything else to say, I'll go first. He was silent, looking quite shocked, but Chu Qianyang stood up at this time and said.
"Hmm. Looking up at her, Mo Huayu lowered his eyes in response, and his head was extremely confused.
"Goodbye. After getting a response, he turned around and left, now this can be regarded as a tear away, what will happen after that, Chu Qianyang doesn't plan to think about it for the time being.