Also, why is there no instinctive rejection when the person next to you is close to you, as before?

This is a point that Gu Jingzhuo has not understood until now.

Contact with this person will not be excluded.

As she picked herself up.

I didn't even have any urge to leave her.

It seems that from the beginning, I was with her.

This feeling of being controlled by some invisible force made Gu Jingzhuo feel breathless.

The mentality of "the more I turn my back, the more I see you", directly let myself have a shadow of being bound.

At this time, Gu Jingzhuo had not yet reacted to the fact that this feeling of being manipulated invisibly was turned into a word by the world, love.

After Lin Xuechu put away the dishes and chopsticks, Xiaoqing said to Lin Xuechu: "Girl, there are lanterns on the street tonight, let's go and see it together." ”

"Good. Lin Xuechu immediately agreed to Xiaoqing's words.

Laijue patted his already full stomach and said, "I haven't been so happy for a long time." ”

Xiaoqing looked the same, "Don't forget, every day before this, you were in a very happy state." ”

"I know. But what about you? Is that really happy?"

A trace of sadness flashed in Xiaoqing's seriousness, but he immediately adjusted his mentality and adjusted his expression back to his original happiness, "I'm just talking." ”

Lai Jue had already looked at Lin Xuechu, "Thank you, girl." ”

"I'm also very happy. ”

"When I say happiness, it's not the same as what I expressed before. Laijue said, "Girl...... What is the purpose of coming to Elysium?"

Lin Xuechu subconsciously tilted his head towards Xiao Jingzhuo's side.

Lai Jue glanced at Gu Jingzhuo, and then said, "I want to tell the girl my story." ”

Xiaoqing pointed to the dishes and chopsticks on the table, "You better talk about these things first." ”

Xiao Jingzhuo had already put the bowls together.

"Seriously, though, you haven't told me what you're here for. Xiaoqing said to Lai Jue.

Lai Jue took the bowl from Xiao Jingzhuo's hand, "I'll tell you when I come out." It's been a long time, and I need to say something. ”

"Yes...... Xiao Qing looked out the door in a daze, "I actually feel that I have stayed in this place since the beginning." ”

Laijue smiled bitterly.

When Lai Jue really said his own thing, the lantern feast had already begun.

At this time, Lin Xuechu Xiaoqing still came to sleep, and sat on the second floor of the Fuxue Building together.

Lai Jue handed the tea to Lin Xuechu.

Xiao Jingzhuo turned around and left directly after eating, leaving only one sentence for Lin Xuechu: "I still have something to do." ”

In fact, Lin Xuechu was not used to communicating with Xiao Jingzhuo like this.

At present, Lin Xuechu does not know

What is Xiao Jingzhuo's ideology at this time.

Laijue's words pulled Lin Xuechu back from his thoughts.

"I lived by stealing...... Since childhood, I have been used to a life of shouting and killing. ”

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Xiaoqing asked, "We've known each other for so long!"

Lai Jue shook his head: "What kind of glorious livelihood do you have for me? Who else will understand besides that person?"

"How do you understand that?" Xiao Qing held her chin with her hand and looked at her for a moment.

The light of the lantern outside the window flooded in and attached to Laijue's face.

Lin Xuechu sat directly across from him, feeling very soft.

"It was the appearance of the pavilion master that made me and my brothers know my value. ”

Lin Xuechu remembered the voice he heard in the Exchange Pavilion before, "And then?"

Lai Jue grabbed a handful of his hair and moved his gaze to the window, "The pavilion master said that as long as he lives, it is the best explanation for himself, and he asked us if we were happy......"

"Did you think about yourself when you were doing those things?" the Exchange Pavilion Master looked at the group of people who had become flustered by his sudden appearance, "I just wanted to ask you this question. ”

Finally, someone was immune to the sudden sound in the air and said, "We all live for ourselves, and no one is qualified to judge us!"

The Pavilion Master heard the answer he wanted, and then laughed.

Louder and louder.

The men knelt down.

"Do you want to go to a place where you can go once and for all?" the Pavilion Master began.

The man before straightened his waist after being dragged to the ground and kneeling down by his companions: "Where are you talking about?"

The pavilion master said word by word: "Blissful paradise." ”

"That's how here we are. Lai Jue said.

Lin Xuechu kept thinking about what Lai Jue had just said, and then asked, "So, is it you who is the person who talked to the pavilion master?"

The corners of Lai Jue's mouth curved upward, "That's not me, but he's ...... now"

"What's wrong?" Lin Xuechu frowned.

"He was the one who brought me up, and I am grateful to him, but he did not follow the rules of Elysium as the Pavilion Master asked. ”

Xiaoqing's hand knocked on the table one by one, "So, are you the only one left now?"

The light of the lantern has completely diffused in Laijue's eyes.

Lin Xuechu seemed to see the existence of firelight in Laijue's eyes.

"I am the betrayer...... I didn't do those things with them. ”

Xiaoqing stopped knocking on the table and said to Lai Jue, "But you live well." ”

"I'd rather go with them before. ”

Xiaoqing couldn't listen to the words anymore, and then said, "Have you never thought about me?

You know what is most important in your heart all along!"

Lai Jue walked to Xiaoqing's side and comforted her: "I just, I just feel that I ended up in such an unrighteous place." ”

"What about me, if you now seek what is righteous, what about what is your righteousness to me, and where shall I go?"

Laijue turned his back and stopped looking at Xiaoqing.

Xiaoqing walked around to Laijue and touched her stomach and said, "I already have your child." ”

Laijue's eyes widened, and he lowered his head and looked at Xiaoqing's stomach.

"When?" asked Laijue.

Xiao Qing took a step towards Lai Jue, almost touching his face to face, "I originally wanted to tell you about this time, but you are immersed in your own world, what are you thinking?

Lai Jue finally reacted, remembering the scene he had seen on the grass outside the Exchange Pavilion earlier.

The people who came with me didn't stick to it.

At first, everyone was attracted by the "extreme happiness" in the mouth of the pavilion master, but later, in this extreme happiness, they finally realized how free they were when they could still control their own joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

In the end, "Taoyuan" became a purgatory.

In comparison, every day of being manipulated by people is even more terrifying than in that ghost world.

"I don't want our children to live in this place. Lai Jue said.

Xiaoqing touched her stomach, her thoughts seemed to drift far away, and then said, "Isn't happiness bad? ”

"Have you forgotten why you came to this place in the first place?" Laijue's voice overshadowed Xiaoqing, "What about now? Is this what you identify with? Is this what you have been pursuing?"

"In a way, we're all the same. Xiao Qing shook his head, "The Pavilion Master brought us to this place to build the Peach Paradise in his heart, and there is nothing wrong with that. ”

"But why should we sacrifice our own sorrows to satisfy his imagination of a better world?"

But after saying this, the angry look that should have been sad did not appear.

What was reflected in Lin Xuechu's eyes was the extremely strange smiles of the two people in front of him.

(End of chapter)