008 Psychological Shadows
"So as long as there is a cause for death, whether it is good or bad, you can kill it.
She watched as he sat with his back to hers, and a sense of alienation rose in her mind like never before.
He turned to look at her, in her eyes, he saw the alienation, he was not surprised, and even her alienation at the moment convinced him of the feelings in his heart for her, but not being surprised did not mean that his heart was not painful. Just like everyone knows that people will die, but the death of a loved one is still sad, and reason and emotion are often contradictory in this way.
His lover doesn't understand him yet, but he believes that with her intelligence and understanding, she won't understand in a few years, but now the question is, whether his relationship with her will be complicated by it before she understands.
"So you tell me what a good guy is, what a bad guy is." He looked at her and asked calmly.
She's dumbfounded, the words "good" and "bad" are often on people's lips, but who can give a convincing and precise definition of good and bad.
"I really can't answer you. I just don't think it should be like this. It's not right." She didn't speak as confidently as she had begun.
"Then tell me what is right, what is wrong, what is right to this person, what is right to that person, what is right, what is wrong, what is right, what is wrong, is what most people think is right, is it right, can the number of people be used as a measure of right and wrong?"
She was still dumbfounded, good and bad, right and wrong were essentially the same question.
"But... Isn't there an absolute standard?"
"I don't know what this absolute standard is, but I have my own standards, everyone has a reason to compromise in life, and so am I, but you believe me, there are some things I won't compromise, and as for killing, the most terrible and cruel thing in the world is not the destruction of the body, so you don't need to imagine what I do to be too terrible."
She admits that she was speechless, because of his words she thought so, but the shadow remained.
"Baby, stop thinking about it, there are some questions that you can't figure out just by thinking about it, the time has come, you'll understand, you just have to believe that I'm the one who really understands you and loves you." He lifted the covers and lay back down beside her.
It was only when he hugged her from behind that she suddenly wondered: Is this man who is holding me really my lover?
The ensuing life of protection proves that the psychological shadow caused by the kidnapping is much more than that.
A few days ago, she received something she bought online.The front desk told her to pick it up.She just wanted to take the box, but someone suddenly appeared next to her.Snatched the box.She looked.It turned out to be one of the bodyguards.I don't know what kind of detector he used to scan the box.Confirm that it was okay.Then he returned the box to her.The front desk looked from the sidelines, and her face turned pale with fright.She only then knew.Although she couldn't see the bodyguard.But the bodyguard still paid attention to her every move.There was a slight abnormality.They would appear in front of her.
Another day, she walked to the underground garage after work, and there was a strange man squatting next to her car with his back to her.
This kind of life makes Caiyue feel extremely depressed.Another indirect effect of this is that when she and Xiao Tian lie on the same bed again at night.she no longer has excitement and excitement.Because she always feels that she is being spied on and watched.The two often kiss and caress and are excited.But once they reach the critical point, they can't do it.Even if it is successful, it is a hasty thing.
"I'm sorry." Again, halfway through, she pushed Xiao Tian away, and then frowned, turned her back to him.
Xiao Tian looked at the beautiful chandelier on the ceiling of his bedroom and let out a long breath.
During this time, he was worried that Caiyue would have a psychological shadow because of the kidnapping, and he was afraid that she would be afraid, so no matter how busy he was, he would accompany her at night, even if he had something to deal with, he would see her fall asleep before returning to his villa to deal with it.
But he and she often lay like this for a while, but he couldn't find words, and he often looked at the chandelier as he did now, and counted how many flowers there were on it over and over again, so that he could not think about how he should spend the rest of the night with her.
He just wanted to stay by her side, even if he didn't do anything, but now it became a luxury for the two of them to stay so quiet.
The night before, the two of them finished their work in a hurry, she fell into his arms, and whispered to him, "I want to walk down the street with you like an ordinary couple, and I can easily drink beer with a large group of relatives and friends sitting in the crowd of food stalls, and I can call your name and laugh a few times, and I can lean into your arms when I can't help it, and let you kiss me in front of others." He listened to the words, but he couldn't say a word except to hug her tightly.
He sighed and turned towards her, hugging her from behind.
"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry, I can't give you the peace of mind a woman needs, I can't fully open my world to you, I can't give you even the most basic security, and now I can't even give you physical happiness."
She closed her eyes, gently put her hand on the hand he was holding her, and leaned her head into his arms, "Don't say that, I know you really love me."
He couldn't say a word except to hug her tighter, and she clapped his hand, "Go to bed early, I know you're tired these days, and you have a lot to do tomorrow."
She is not a pretentious and willful woman.It is really difficult for her to say that she is happy and happy in a day like this.But she also knows that what she has now is something that many women cannot have in their lifetime.She tells herself.She wants to be content.People can't want everything.
Although she still can't confirm that she is the only woman who can lie in Xiao Tian's arms, she still feels that Xiao Tian loves her. This feeling seems to be a woman's stubborn intuition. Zou Caiyue's existence is still a shadow in her heart.
On Saturday, she went to the OEM factory of "Yan".
Because of the unprecedented success of the autumn and winter conference of "Yan", a large number of orders and consignment contracts continue to be obtained, so overtime on weekends has become the norm for garment factories during this time.
Although this garment factory is only a foundry, it is not directly subordinate to "Yan", but it has signed the highest level of cooperation agreement with "Yan", but it is basically equivalent to "Yan's" own production department, and they must guarantee that any orders from "Yan" will be processed first under any circumstances.
"Yan" is positioned to take the high-end design route, although it is not high-end, but the design of clothes, lathes, accessories, etc. must be excellent, low defects or even flawless, which requires the skills of workers must also meet the corresponding requirements, but the number of skilled workers in the factory is constantly losing, far from keeping up with the needs.
Now there is a labor shortage everywhere. Liu Yanhong mentioned it a few times these days, saying that it is becoming more and more difficult to find workers, and it is even more difficult to find good skilled workers. Although these should be the business of the garment factory itself, they don't have to worry about these at all. Cai Yue still decided to go to the factory in person, because it is not only the garment factory that delays orders and suffers losses." "Yan" is now in a critical period of brand building, and there can be no double mistake in quality and delivery reputation.
When I came to the factory today, I saw that many of the workstations were empty.
"According to what Yanhong told me before, the wages and benefits you give to workers are already good in the industry, why can't you recruit workers, is it like this for your family or other people's families?" Cai Yue asked a man about forty years old who was with her, he was the director of the garment factory.
"Every family is pretty much the same, where can young people like our generation endure hardships? In the city, the work pressure is high, the cost of living is high, and the wages are low. More and more young people prefer to go back to their own small places and do whatever they want. Two or three thousand yuan a month doesn't sound like much, but life is much more leisurely."
"What you said is the actual situation, but there is a lot of pressure and opportunities in the city.I believe that if someone wants to leave, someone will want to come in.Instead of paying us liquidated damages because the quality is not guaranteed and the delivery date cannot be completed.I suggest that you simply come up with a subsidy in advance as a general and training fee.The existing skilled workers are not enough, so strengthen internal training.Select skilled workers as teachers.Train qualified apprentices and give bonuses to teachers.Now is the peak season for the sale of autumn and winter clothes.Please also ask Meng Factory to hurry up."
Meng Chang nodded again and again, nodded but emphasized the difficulties again, or the profits are getting lower and lower, but the costs are getting higher and higher. Of course, those are indeed the actual situation in the current industrial world, but everyone has their own difficulties, she can't be a savior, she also has her own difficulties that are difficult to overcome, she can only do her best on the basis of making money, so that the partner also has money.
Director Meng complained a lot, so he hurriedly took out a few delivery orders, asked Caiyue to sign so that he could go to the finance department of "Yan" to handle the payment, because the amount of money involved was large, beyond Liu Yanhong's authority, so she needed to approve it personally.