Chapter 605: Qingxuan's suicide note
I grabbed the handle of the box and pulled it open gently, and Qingxuan's face slowly came into view.
I really can't believe that the corpse I'm looking at now is actually Qingxuan's.
Qingxuan's body is particularly white, and Qingxuan is particularly emaciated, almost all her bones can be seen, and her body is really bloodless at all.
Qingxuan was like this when she died, which increased my guilt for Qingxuan even more, I knelt on the ground, this time, I was so close to Qingxuan, I seemed to have not been so tight next to Qingxuan for a long time.
I gently put my palm on Qingxuan's thin cheek: "Why, Yuan Qingxuan, what you say doesn't count, didn't you say that you would wait for me to come back, didn't you say that you would be together for a month, didn't you say that you would get married and have children together, but how can you go first like this?"
You leave me alone, how can you let me live, do you know that you are my world, and if you die, my world will collapse!
Yuan Qingxuan, you speak, don't you love to bully me the most, don't you know me best, then you get up now and continue to bully me!"
My cries resounded throughout the morgue, and I would rather have a horror movie plot happen now, when Qingxuan suddenly opened her eyes, than let her sleep here forever.
Xu Changhai wanted to come over and pull me, but I threw him away: "Li Ran, don't be so loud here, there are other dead here." ”
"Huh. I sneered weakly, "Is there any point in you saying such things to a person who has died once? Can I take Qingxuan's body away?"
"Yes, but what are you going to do? bury it?"
"No, I'm going to find someone to build an ice cellar at home and freeze Qingxuan's body in it forever. I slowly opened the drawer of Qingxuan's corpse, Qingxuan was not dressed, and I gently put my coat on Qingxuan's body.
Back in the ward, Guan Ying suddenly handed me a mobile phone, I know this mobile phone, this is Qingxuan's mobile phone: "Li Ran, this is a video left by Sister Qingxuan on the night after talking to you on the phone, we have just finished watching it." ”
I heard that Qingxuan was staying, I immediately took it, pressed the home button, swiped the screen, and immediately appeared an interface that needed to enter a password, I knew Qingxuan's password, it was my birthday, and I entered "0502".
The password was unlocked, Qingxuan's wallpaper was a photo of me and my girlfriends, and when I saw Qingxuan at that time, I had a feeling of wanting to cry again.
I opened the album and found a video inside, which I clicked on.
On the screen, it is Qingxuan leaning on the hospital bed, and the mobile phone should be placed on the table of the hospital bed.
At that time, Qingxuan was already very unenergetic, her face was very pale, and even her voice was very weak.
"Li Ran, if you see this video now, it means that I should be dead and lying in the morgue. It's not that I don't talk about my credit, but my body really seems to be unable to hold on, the last time I had an illness, it was this morning, I had a very difficult time to survive, I think, next time, I may really not be able to stand it. ”
Qingxuan suddenly cried, she wiped her tears: "Li Ran, I don't know what I should say, I also hope I don't have to keep such a video, I want to accompany you to the end, I really want to accompany you to the end, but I don't seem to have such a blessing." ”
Qingxuan sobbed so hard that I couldn't hear what she was talking about: "Li Ran, do you remember what I said, the most beautiful thing has never been proven to be ridiculous in this big era." I think that we who live in this great era can't change what will happen in this world, right, since we can't change it, then we have to accept it.
I know you must be very sad to see this, and I am also very sad, but we can't change things, we can only accept it, I hope you can quickly cheer up, because you are not only me, you also have Guan Ying, Yin Mo, Angelica, Xu Meng, Zhong Xuan, Ivan, and many other people who need your care and need you to take care of them, you can't become depressed because of me.
Before I met you, I lived as long as I could, but since you saved me, I want to live more than anyone else in this world.
But we are all helpless against this thing of fate. I've taken care of everything in the company, and that's the last thing I can do for you, and soon the company will be able to surpass the five great families and become one of the best companies in the world. ”
At this time, Qingxuan couldn't cry anymore, and at this time, I also couldn't cry, I touched my crying and somewhat painful eyes, and continued to watch this video that had torn my heart to pieces.
"Li Ran, I really want to live. This sentence made all my defenses collapse, and in my memory, Qingxuan is a person who will never compromise with anyone easily, and this is also the most powerless sentence that Qingxuan has ever said.
"I also want to wait for you to come back and help me cure my illness, and then we will get married, and then you can let me have as many children as you want me to give you, but I really can't do it anymore.
I don't know where I'm going to go when I'm dead, maybe heaven or hell, but if I could, I'd be there watching you all the time.
This phone has all the photos I recorded, do you remember the night you took me to meet your parents, I said I wanted to record it for the rest of my life, but now it seems that I don't have a chance. ”
What Qingxuan said was really hard to hear clearly, and it seemed that at the end of the video, Qingxuan suddenly squeezed out a smile, even though her face was full of snot and tears, but she still looked so beautiful when she smiled: "Li Ran, you are my forever little slut." ”
I gently locked the screen of my phone, and then cried out in pain, my head was buried between my legs, I didn't want Qingxuan to see my fragility in the underworld, and I didn't want Qingxuan to see me with tears.
But suddenly a word came to my mind, it seemed to be all my hopes, I immediately stood up and ran to Ivan's side, and then grabbed Ivan's shoulders with both hands: "Ivan, can you let your father resurrect Qingxuan?"
My words surprised everyone present, as if they thought I was crazy now.
"Li Ran, you hurt Ivan. Guan Ying immediately took my hand away from Ivan's shoulder, "Don't be afraid, Ivan is fine, Li Ran, he is fine, he just didn't calm down,"