Chapter 192: I Miss You So Much
"Hey, the sheets are dragging to the ground!" Xiang Shaomu followed behind the promise of changing bedding, and stuffed back the sheets that had almost fallen to the ground completely.
"Well, thank you. Promise gave a brief thank you and shut himself in the room again.
"Ahh It's really troublesome..."Xiang Shaomu watched this rare picture these days again in the back, and felt helpless in his heart.
"Da... Da... With the sound of his distinctive footsteps, Xiang Shaomu went up to the lounge on the third floor, sat next to Gao Wen, who was obviously soaked in Tieguanyin, picked up the remote control and adjusted the food channel.
Gao Wen put a teacup in front of him.
"What do you say about this?" The current Xiang Shaomu really couldn't be cured by the food, so he could only ask for help from Gao Wen, who was about a higher level than him.
"The bell needs to be tied to the bell. ”
"It's hard to find this bell tie this time. Xiang Shaomu pointed at each other, forming a barrier, "The copper wall is ironclad. ”
"Actually, I was prepared for the outcome long before Brother Cheng went. Gao Wen hesitated again and again, and put down the tweezers in his hand, "Before we left, the Gao Family Law Enforcement Bureau had closed my authority, and the Dongfang family and the Gao family were on the side of Tianjing. ”
"It would have been nice not to let him go in the first place. ”
"The obsession of the spirit can be called faith, and the fanaticism in it can be easily abandoned. ”
"Ah..."Xiang Shaomu looked up to the sky again and sighed, "Well, now the devout believers have no faith. ”
"To be more prosperous than it is to be abandoned by faith. ”
"Would it be better for you to say that?"
"Exactly, badly. ”
“……”
"Guess what's he thinking now?" The sudden female voice, Xiang Shaomu's reaction to this was spontaneous goosebumps, the third floor was shaded by the leaves of a crooked neck tree next to him, and when the weather was good, there were shadows by the window, admitting that he could come out of wherever he wanted, but the leaves would definitely not be frightened, and it was always Xiang Shaomu who was frightened.
"I don't know about that, but I know I'm miserable right now. Xiang Shaomu whispered in Gao Wen's ear, and the latter lowered his head and smiled slightly to comfort him.
"Brother Cheng only came back the night before yesterday with no mental defense, so that I could know what happened in the Dongfang family, and since then it has maintained a strong spiritual barrier, as an ordinary spirit, I can't perceive anything, even in my sleep the barrier is strongly consciously restrained. Gao Wen had a tendency to voluntarily post information backwards in Chengyan, and the two brothers of the Cheng family, who had been tortured, should be deeply relieved when they found out, "However, judging from his situation in the past two days, the fact that he was ordered not to contact Ling Ming, and it can even be said that the Dongfang family, which has a deep relationship, broke with him hit him very hard. With a personality that can be described as slightly over-optimistic, it is very difficult to recover from this blow. Fortunately, his feelings for Ling Ming have not subsided, but have become unexpectedly stronger, so there is no need to worry about the problem of losing control of his mind for the time being. ”
"It's worthy of the supremacy of reason and the understanding of the Gao family, I haven't known you too well before, but this time I have seen it. Cheng Yan sat down on the side, took a teacup himself, and poured tea for her.
"Honestly, I've never seen him like this before. Chengyan recalled the past, as if no matter what happened, she couldn't break the promise, at that time she thought that this little guy was lacking roots, and then slowly felt that he might be a little special.
"I haven't seen it either. "Follow the ticket to the mystery of the young herd.
"You just said that you don't know what he thinks now, and there is no way to know, so if you know, can you come up with a solution?" Chengyan played with the teacup and slammed it down with a thought.
"Knowing the water source, you can drain it. ”
"Hmm...," Chengyan nodded, and after a while, he pretended to be casual, "When he was in high school, he seemed to make a karaoke appointment with his classmates every time he came back." ”
"Ah, I understand!" Xiang Shaomu raised his index finger, "Music relaxes, makes people happy, but also dispels depression and purifies the soul. ”
"Do you know what white space is?"
"I don't know. ”
"Okay, there you go. ”
"Oh. ”
As a person who grew up in the same place and went to the same school as the promise, Xiang Shaomu quickly locked in the KTV that can best capture the commitment in the local area, and theoretically it is also the one he is most satisfied with.
"You see, today's weather is so good, the sun is shining, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, how can we not come out to play? After Xiang Shaomu delivered this speech, even Gao Wen heard what was worth complaining about, but he promised not to say a word, just nodded in place, they led the way in front, and he followed in, like a walking corpse.
"Come on, come on, what to sing?" The three of them entered the room, one sat on the sofa and was indifferent, the other sat on the sofa and took out the tea set and began to make tea, sighed to Shao Muxin, ordered ten of his own specialty songs, shook the rod of Limai, and said to himself: "There is a long way to go." ”
“… How far away, how tangled, how much missing, how much you can't describe, how painful and crazy, you can't see, you want to cross, you want to fly, you want to become, Cangjie who makes words, write poems that can make you come back soon..."
But it doesn't matter, because every song he ordered was decided after repeated discussions, and it was the song that could impact the heart of the promise the most.
The promise is not that he can't hear it, it's not that he doesn't feel it, he has tried his best and tried his best in the past two days, but he can't pull himself back to his original state, every moment, walking and eating... Even when he was sleeping, every dream he had was filled with those images, from the initial love, to the sweetness later, to the final separation... There was nothing he could do but maintain this state.
But these familiar music, word by word, poured into his ears, word by word, and every word and every note were evoking some pictures, which were not something he could stop at all, they were pulling him back to reality, the reality that he was unwilling to face, but it was reality after all.
He was separated from Ling Ming! He broke with the Dongfang family! He couldn't see his obsession! And it was him, the place where he turned around and left!
Tianjing may not be wrong... The plan to deceive the sky is not necessarily wrong... Is the intuition real? Do you need to be so persistent? If you give up, you can get everything you have and get the supreme glory of being the inheritor of the family...
“… The red dust and clouds changed drastically to go to Canglong, the young man didn't know love and hate, and he was the most heartwarming in his life, and he saw all the vicissitudes of life when he parted too quickly, and the world was vast and only asked when they would meet again..."
This is the last song, and there is no next song on the scrolling subtitles, promising to look at the screen as if there is nothing to see, in fact, how can you really stop your eyes from seeing.
Unimportant... It doesn't matter... I only have one thought...
I don't know what kind of consciousness is pushing, through which nerve, which organization is transmitted to, promise to get up, pick up the microphone next to me, step by step to the song screen, slide a few fingers a few times, and at the end of the last note, the new MV will continue to play.
"When I turned on the light, I saw the appearance in front of me, the huge room, the lonely bed, and when I turned off the light, I couldn't share the hurt in my heart..."
That's "I Miss You So Much".
Xiang Shaomu swallowed his saliva while holding Limai, Gao Wen let go and raised his head, letting the fragrance of tea mix with white gas.
“… I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but I don't show a trace. I'm still tiptoeing and missing, I'm still letting my memories hover, I'm still crying with my eyes closed, I'm still pretending I don't care. I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but I deceive myself. I miss you so much, I miss you so much..."
How could I be a secret... Hidden deep in my heart...
Promise to put down the microphone, run out of the room, turn on the generator after getting out of KTV, spread your wings and fly straight into the distance.
"Hey, where is he going?" Xiang Shaomu, who chased out the KTV, couldn't see the promise anywhere, until Gao Wen poked him and pointed to the sky.
"Go to a place that is good for missing. Gao Wen knew in his heart where it was, and if he didn't come back himself, it would be good to pick it up.