419 Don't let go
Although Yuan Xiao is nearly thirty years old, she occasionally jumps out of the way, but Han Yu trusts her very much. This was the relationship of trust he had established with Ling Fei when they were together.
Ling Fei was very relaxed in front of them, because they were all very trustworthy people. Although, in a way, these people are not necessarily good people.
Han Yu never knew what Yuan Xiao's love was like, and even he himself didn't quite understand what the real invitation of men and women was. But Yuan Zheng and Yuan Xiao, Lin Qingwei and Xiang Junnan are always happy.
He looked at them, and occasionally hoped that he and Fei Fei would have such a perfect ending.
Yuan Xiao has always been a very smart person, although sometimes the eldest lady's temper will be similar to Ling Fei's. Many times, she likes to bully Ling Fei very much, and it seems that watching her jump on her feet can get a strange sense of satisfaction.
Han Yu would not stop this kind of joke, it was a way for sisters to show intimacy, although such adjectives were only seen later in the book.
Yuan Xiao and Yuan Zheng are very loving couple, but they grew up as brothers and sisters when they were young, even though this kind of brother and sister may not be related by blood in nature, but Yuan Xiao never knew that she had always regarded Yuan Zheng as her biological brother of her mother.
Brother and sister and husband and wife, Han Yu understood that this was different, even when he had just woken up and didn't even know anything about the world.
He never regarded Ling Fei as his sister, because at the beginning, everyone was telling him, Han Yu, Ling Fei is your wife when you grow up, and she is the one who will stay with her for the rest of your life.
Because he was instilled with such a belief at the beginning, Han Yu always firmly believed that Fei Fei was his wife, and never thought of a second possibility for him and Fei Fei.
Even though Ling Fei was sent abroad by the Ling family, he had to enter the army to participate in more rigorous training.
But he knows that he has his own mission, to live alone in this world and be cared for by others, but he also has to pay a lot, just so that everyone can live a better life.
When Ling Fei first left, he was uncomfortable, but because all the time was compressed for training, the mood of longing gradually faded.
If Fei Fei hadn't told Lin Qingwei that she seemed to be in love with another person, Han Yu would always remember that his fiancée was still far away in a foreign country and was slowly growing up, waiting for him to grow into an adult and then marry her.
In fairy tales, the princess will eventually wait for her prince charming.
Han Yu thought that even if he wasn't Prince Charming, it was okay, if Fei Fei liked it, whether it was a white horse or a dark horse, he could do it.
But Fei Fei didn't like his horse. When the inherent cognition was shattered by a powerful truth, Han Yu felt that his outlook on life had been greatly subverted.
It turns out that he is not Fei Fei's only choice, and it turns out that Fei Fei does not have to be their wife. Except for a verbal agreement from one parent, there is no guarantee between the two of them.
It is not Fei Fei's duty to be his wife and guard his body and mind for him, she originally had the right to pursue love, even if this love was not with him.
What is the heartache? It gradually spreads from the left chest, and it is like the burning heat of being pricked by a thin needle little by little? Han Yu didn't know, and he didn't really want to know. He only knew that since he knew about it, he had not trained mentally for two days in a row.
He desperately wanted to see Ling Fei. Maybe it was all fake, maybe it was just a joke Ling Fei made with him, like every joke she made with him.
But when even Ling Lang began to talk to him about it, he began to be calm. He has always respected Ling Lang very much, because this is a man who stands up to the sky and stands out, and he deserves to be respected.
He was his brother, his chief, ......
So Han Yu panicked, asked for leave in a panic, wanted to see Ling Fei with his own eyes, and heard her say with his own ears that he liked someone else's words.
If Ling Fei didn't say it herself, then it would definitely not be true.
Fei Fei is obviously his, but why would she be with someone else? Han Yu never understood this question, but the answer given by his mother had to make him reluctantly accept.
This is not a stubborn society, and the relationship between him and Fei Fei is just a simple fiancée, and one party has the right to dissolve the marriage if he does not agree.
It's just that Fei Fei has always been so good to him, is she really willing to be with him anymore?
When he left China, Han Yu felt that he was full of confidence, as long as he saw him, Fei Fei would definitely come back with him.
But the truth is always cruel, and perhaps it was the moment he saw Fei Fei kissing another man, Han Yu gained tremendous growth.
He suddenly understood his mother's words, the most important thing about the relationship between two people is that you love me.
Fei Fei is willing to kiss that man, so Fei Fei's feelings for him are not ordinary. Fei Fei liked that man.
When this realization hit his mind, Han Yu suddenly regretted coming to the United States. If he stayed in China, at least it wouldn't be so uncomfortable.
Yes, it's so uncomfortable. This feeling of helplessness and desolation, he never wanted to experience it a second time.
But it was too difficult to get him to let go. What is the price of letting go? Han Yu didn't know, he only knew that since Fei Fei said that it was his, it must be his.
He can not understand things like rights and obligations, she broke into his world so bluntly at the beginning, leaving a strong impression, and now she wants to leave casually? There are no doors, not only no doors, but also no windows.
Fortunately, there is also Yuan Xiao.
She doesn't have a lot of experience in pursuing people, but she has a lot of experience in being chased. Especially Yuan Zheng, a sinister and cunning person. He was like a treacherous and cunning wolf who watched his prey approach him and devoured her at the most opportune moment.
He is particularly shameless, but only such shameless people can get what they want. Because, at least from the beginning, he understood what he wanted.
Yuan Xiao's idea was always right, and she asked Han Yu to choose to let go at the right time. Han Yu was naturally unwilling, if he wanted to let go, why would he ask for her.
"Girls, they're all soft-hearted people. It is only after the loss that you understand what you need most. Fei Fei is still a child after all, you have to give her a chance to think clearly. Yuan Xiao said this, Han Yu didn't understand, but he still did it.
He chose to let go, chose to return to China, and when he was leaving, Fei Fei took his hand, wanting to explain, or begging for forgiveness.
Han Yu promised her to dissolve the marriage contract, but only he knew that everything was fake, he never lied to Fei Fei, but this time he wanted to get Fei Fei's heart, but he had to do so.
"Okay, now you go and carry out the mission honestly, Ling Lang will bring Fei Fei back. Yuan Xiao said to him.
But Han Yu didn't understand why it had become such a situation now that he wanted Fei Fei to return to him.
"You are all still young, if you want to get what you want, you need to be a little more patient, Fei Fei will be yours, but the time has not yet come. Yuan Xiao said this, and Han Yu had no other way but to believe.
It's just that he didn't expect to see Ling Fei in the underground hospital, and he didn't expect Ling Lang to really bear to send her into the army.
Knowing that Han Yu was going to come to Ling Fei as an instructor, Yuan Xiao only pondered for a moment, and then said, "You just need to remember one sentence, don't be soft on her." ”
Han Yu didn't understand what this sentence meant, but seeing her injured and sick, how could he not be soft-hearted?
How can you be indifferent when your beloved is right in front of you?
Han Yu stood in front of Ling Fei's hospital bed, the expression on his face was quite complicated.
Dr. Liao didn't know when he came in through the door, "You just let her sleep here and take some medicine, can a pestle like a wooden stake cure her illness here?"
No, of course not. Han Yu didn't speak, but he didn't make any other moves.
"Okay, I know you're worried, but there should always be a limit to worry, you go back and continue your work now, I'm here to watch, you can rest assured!" Doctor Liao couldn't stand it and drove Han Yu out.
Han Yu glanced at the person lying on the bed a few times, and walked away without saying anything more to Dr. Liao.
Liao Fan looked at the back that was gradually moving away in surprise, and then looked at the person who was still lying on the bed and was asleep, and muttered, "Do you want to be so ruthless?"
I have to say that Han Yu's actions surprised everyone in the training venue, although it was natural for the instructor to worry about the players, but his bold move still made many people suspicious.
As soon as he returned to the training ground, Han Yu was called back to the office by Li Wei.
"Although it is your fiancée, since you promised that you would never add personal feelings to your training, then you should always stay calm. Li Wei said to Han Yu solemnly.
Han Yu hung his head and didn't speak.
Li Wei stared at him for several minutes, and finally sighed a little helplessly, "Forget it, no matter how indifferent you are on the surface, you are still a child with strong blood." Is that girl alright?"
"Still asleep. Han Yu said.
"That shouldn't be a big deal, go back to the training ground, and remember that you're on a mission, not here to love your fiancée. A warning was given, and Han Yu was let go.
And the people who were resting on the training ground began to sit still.
Although discipline teaches them not to listen to what they shouldn't listen to, and don't ask what they shouldn't ask, but after all, they are still a group of children, and in the face of this kind of adulterous situation, everyone can't help but put a big question mark in their hearts.
"What's the matter with that Instructor Han?" Meng Xianghe, who had been silent, opened his mouth, and his gaze looked directly at Jia Fei.
"What are you staring at me, I don't know anything!" Jia Fei, who has always been a gossip, closed his mouth this time, which was really shocking.
Meng Xianghe looked at him suspiciously, "You don't know something, do you?"
Jia Fei's face changed color suddenly, "I've always been here with you, what can I know?" He glanced at Meng Xianghe as if he was looking at a neuropathy, and then walked away directly.