Cai Yue thought again, Yang Yue still didn't think about her better.

That way, you won't be sad. Now, the mother who gave birth to you is already by your side, she will definitely love you more than your mother, and will have more time to accompany you than your mother.

Missing is really a very mysterious thing! Cai Yue sighed in her heart.

Once the heart starts, more thoughts suddenly come up, and the momentum can't be stopped. Cai Yue let out a long sigh, her nose slightly sore.

Many things, although choices have been made, do not mean that they can be completely liberated all at once. On the contrary, while getting, regret will always come along.

This is real life, isn't it? Heavy and helpless, mysterious and incomprehensible.

"Why are you standing here alone sighing, what are you thinking?" suddenly a familiar voice came from behind him.

Cai Yue turned around sharply.

A man had just stood up from a dark corner of the beach, his hands still patting the grains of sand on his buttocks. Looking at him like this, I don't know how long he's been sitting here alone.

Cai Yue was very surprised, she really didn't expect Qiu Yan to be here. What could it be that made him not even return to the villa that was close at hand, but would rather sit alone in this dark corner, staring at the vast sea in a daze?

In Cai Yue's mind, she unconsciously reappeared a few years ago, when she sat on the terrace of Xiao Tian's villa in the middle of the night, and saw the figure standing alone by the beach. That figure, which had broken into her mind countless times, disturbed her mind.

"Ah, why are you sitting here alone?" The sudden surprise made Caiyue's voice tremble and tense slightly.

Qiu Yan had already walked in front of her step by step.

"What about you? With such a cold wind, how could you be here alone? What about Xiao Tian? Aren't you together?"

Caiyue didn't know how to answer this question. Why would she be here alone?

Do you have something on your mind? Absolutely. Do you regret going back to China? Of course not.

Perhaps, just some regrets are still hard to let go, right? After all, there are many other important things in life besides love.

There was not even a single street lamp on the beach, but this moonlight was enough for the two to see some of each other's expressions. What's more, they are already extremely familiar with and understand each other. There are many things that you don't need to see with your eyes or hear with your ears, you just need to feel them with your heart.

The years will wash away many things, but some things will be permanently precipitated, piled up in the heart, and stayed in the heart.

Seeing that Caiyue was just looking at him silently, Qiu Yan answered the question he had just asked her in her place.

"Although regrets are always inevitable in this life, sometimes, there are too many regrets and too heavy, but it will be difficult for people to enjoy what they already have. ”

When Cai Yue heard this, she had to smile bitterly.

Qiu Yan is really still the same Qiu Yan! She is still so transparent in front of him!

It's just that for her, he is the same.

This kind of acquaintance between them will make them feel warm and satisfied many times, but sometimes, it will also make them embarrassed and helpless.

The two stood side by side on the beach, silently looking at the sea under the moon in front of them, and for a while, they didn't say anything more, because sometimes, silence is the best way to communicate.

After a long time, Qiu Yan slowly opened his mouth again.

"I always believe that you must still be alive. But I never dared to imagine what I would be like when you reappeared in front of me one day. ”

Cai Yue wanted to pretend to be casual or smile lightly, but it didn't work.

Qiu Yan's words sound so simple, but there are many, many things hidden in those words. It is only through their experiences that they can say such words that sound indifferent, but are really heavy.

She knew that Qiu Yan didn't mean to hint at her by saying this. It's that there are some things he doesn't want to deceive people naively, let alone deceive himself. But it takes too much courage and wisdom to face it. He probably didn't think his courage and wisdom were enough, so he sat here alone.

But at this time, she also came here. Once again, she interrupted his solitude.

It's just that he didn't inadvertently interrupt her tranquility? Isn't she facing the same problem as him now?

Finally, Caiyue still smiled.

"I've imagined countless times what I'd be like when I saw you again. But as it turned out, I didn't know. ”

At the beginning, when she heard the news of Qiu Yan and Chu Mingzhu's marriage, she was also so conflicted in her heart. This was the result of what she had been looking forward to and painstakingly arranging, but when the truth really came to her, there would still be a lot of pain and sadness in her heart.

Is this her greed? Perhaps. But this sadness and pain is her real feeling.

She doesn't want to lie to herself, she actually has a not-so-light vanity and greed for love, just like most women. Even if he knew that he and Qiu Yan were impossible, in his heart, he still faintly hoped that he could always love her alone.

The only consolation for her was that she had not been consumed and buried by her vanity and greed after all. Before leaving, she still calmly and with difficulty chose to create an opportunity for Qiu Yan and Chu Mingzhu to make contact.

She treated Qiu Yan like this, just like Qiu Yan found Xiao Tian to wake him up for her sake, regardless of his heartache. He did everything he could to love her. And she, for him, did everything she could.

The fact is that now they have all obtained the happiness that truly belongs to each other. Although regret is inevitable, this is really the best arrangement and result. For all four of them.

Then again, who doesn't have regrets?

Xiao Tian chose her, didn't he have any regrets? Chu Mingzhu was the same, so was Ouyang Qing and Han Lu.

After a pause, Cai Yue continued: "There are some things that you don't know what will happen until you are in front of you. Imagination and reality will always be discreet. ”

The two smart men looked at each other tacitly.

In each other's eyes, they can still see each other's shallow and deep love, but they also tacitly see a rare relief in each other's eyes.

There are indeed some things that can only be truly relieved when we really face them.

Some love, since it can't go away with the wind, let it precipitate, let it stay quietly in that corner of your heart. This is indeed a pity, but isn't it even more rare beauty? Or perhaps, this is actually another kind of more complete consummation.

Qiu Yan's eyes turned to stare at the dark horizon in the distance.

The sea breeze blew, and there was a chill, but in this cold, there was clearly a little different kind of warmth.

After a long time, Qiu Yan said casually: "The wind is too cold, go back early!"

Cai Yue's worries were indeed alleviated a lot after standing quietly side by side with Qiu Yan for a short time, and she let out a gentle "um" and walked towards the place where he parked with Qiu Yan.

On the sofa in the living room of the villa, Xiao Tian and Chu Mingzhu were sitting on the sofa watching TV, Qiu Xinlan was lying on the children's bed in front of the two of them, waving her hands from time to time, and babbling non-stop.

Xiao Tian would happily tease Qiu Xinlan from time to time, and his affection was beyond words.

Seeing that Caiyue walked in with Qiu Yan, Xiao Tian and Chu Mingzhu were slightly stunned. But then, both of them immediately looked relieved - if the two really had something, it would not be possible to appear in front of them so calmly.

Xiao Tian stepped forward and said with a smile, "You came back so early?" I thought you would hang out with Yanhong and Jiang Jing for a while. ”

Cai Yue obviously had a trace of exhaustion on her face, and said with a smile: "I'm really tired, so I'll come back early." ”

Xiao Tian held Caiyue's hand, which was much colder than he had imagined.

"Why are your hands so cold? Are you wearing too little?"

Cai Yue smiled again: "No." I just stood by the sea for a while and got some sea breeze. ”

Xiao Tian's heart moved, coming from the beach? How could it be from the sea? He had just heard the sound of Qiu Yan's car driving into the villa. Then, the two showed up together.

But his face did not show the slightest abnormality, and he still said gently: "Let's go, hurry up and take a hot bath, warm up." Then, he took Caiyue's hand and went upstairs with her.

Speaking of which, it is indeed not too early at this time, so after saying hello to Qiu Yan Chu Mingzhu, Caiyue went upstairs with Xiao Tian.

On the other side, Chu Mingzhu glanced at Qiu Yan and didn't say anything, but like Xiao Tian, her face didn't show any look that was wrong. Qiu Yan sat down on the sofa and leaned over to tease his daughter. Because he had just returned from the beach and had a hint of coolness on his body, he didn't immediately hug his daughter.

Chu Mingzhu walked to his side and sat down. looked up at the wall clock again, it was time to breastfeed Qiu Xinlan and put her to sleep. She bent down to pick up her daughter, and then she wanted to go upstairs.

"Here it is. Qiu Yan said softly.

Chu Mingzhu glanced at him and didn't say anything, but sat down again, unbuttoned the front of his shirt, and began to breastfeed his daughter.

No matter how arrogant a woman is, when she feeds her child, she will always show maternal tenderness. At this moment, Chu Mingzhu hung her head slightly, looking at the daughter in her arms, like that, she was much more soft than usual.

Qiu Yan stretched out his hand and gently brushed the hair on the back of Chu Mingzhu's head.

Chu Mingzhu has short hair most of the time, because she thinks her temperament is more suitable for short hair. But after marrying Qiu Yan, especially after becoming a mother, she seemed to want to be gentle, so she slowly grew her hair. Her hair was now shawl-length and simply tied in a ponytail with a headband.