From crying jealousy at the beginning, to laughing and envy at the end.

Have you ever seen my him, he has been warm all the way to the north and south, he has already stayed in the north, he will smile softly and buy me my favorite starry sky, will accompany me to eat roadside stalls, will worry about me, never scold me.

He said that he would love me for the rest of his life, so I was willing to wait for him, I looked for him for a long time but never found him, and passers-by always saw him but still pointed me in the wrong direction.

By the time I found him, he was already sleeping with the ice cube in his arms, and I was holding him, hoping that I could freeze him, but in the end I was getting colder and colder, even colder than him.

When he woke up again, Ji Yunyang was lying next to Gong Qingchen, his dark circles were quite heavy, as if he hadn't rested well for a long time. Gong Qingchen looked at his sleeping face and inadvertently began to feel strange to him, and this strangeness seemed to be inseparable from him.

After all, they used to know each other so well, she was his lost rib, and now he opened his chest alive to separate her, and the flesh and blood were the final outcome between the two of them.

Gong Qingchen didn't know where the courage came from and got up quietly, she just got out of bed and fell to the ground with a weak leg, she remembered the contraceptive pill that Ji Yunyang threw on the ground before she fell asleep, and looked for the direction, the medicine was still lying there quietly, a few pills fell from the mouth of the bottle, Gong Qingchen sat on the soft carpet in a daze for a long time.

She's not tired now, she's just a little out of breath, and she doesn't know what to do in the future. It seems that there is a dead end between her and Ji Yunyang, no matter what she does or how she plays against Ji Yunyang, she can't win against him, even if she wins two people, she can't go back.

How crazy Ji Yunyang was last night Gong Qingchen was so clear in her heart, but she didn't have the idea of taking medicine, she kept thinking about the child who left her four years ago, the child was her heart disease, if there was another child, would her illness be cured.

Diagonally opposite Gong Qingchen was a big dressing mirror, just when he was in a daze, Ji Yunyang didn't know when he woke up, he sat behind Gong Qingchen, stretched out his hand to hug her, broke her face, and made her look at herself in the mirror, what did the scars under the white bandage look like, Gong Qingchen's heart was not clear, she really didn't care before.

But when she looked at the mirror, a thought flashed in her heart, if she was like this for the rest of her life, it was so unworthy, why did she not die in the end with the mood of death every time, in the end, it was still not thorough enough.

When grabbing the steering wheel, with Ji Mingyang's words, Gong Qingchen later began to calm down, she thought that even if she wanted to die, she couldn't drag Ji Mingyang together, and there was no need to hurt the innocent, so he finally hesitated for a few seconds, that is, these few seconds allowed Ji Mingyang to regain the steering wheel, and the car crashed into the guardrail, fortunately, Ji Mingyang didn't drive fast, and the second he felt the huge impact, Gong Qingchen almost instinctively protected Ji Mingyang's head.

Then there was a cold light in the corner of her eye, and then she could clearly feel that her cheeks were very painful, and there was that very viscous liquid dripping down her neck, and this pain did not last long, and she quickly fainted.

Escaping seemed to be self-taught, no one taught her, but the commonality of humanity made her start to persuade herself to just keep sleeping. It was Ji Mingyang's shout that woke her up, she was already very tired at that time, and the expression on her face was naturally not good to see there.

Ji Mingyang said: "Sister-in-law, don't think about it, the ambulance will come soon." It was when she was most desperate, she saw her dad, her dad was still staring at the old bicycle, the moment she saw her dad, tears were about to fall, she remembered the carefree time when she was a child, she sat on the back seat of the bicycle and blew the colorful paper windmill.

Even though she knew very well in her heart that her father had passed away for a long time, the moment she really saw her father, she only had a strange feeling in her heart - as if she had suddenly become a lot smaller, back to junior high school, back to elementary school, back to the days when she could throw herself into his arms and be coquettish.

She seemed to be overjoyed and shouted, "Dad, I miss you so much." ”

Her father still took her into his arms and took him around in circles and said, "My good daughter has grown up, and Dad misses you too, and Dad came to pick you up." ”

So she finally held on a little strength and said to Ji Mingyang: "There's no need, I don't want to wait any longer." ”

Ji Yunyang gently stroked the bandage on her left cheek when Gong Qingchen's eyes were empty, and said, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt. Gong Qingchen replied like a conditioned reflex, she planned not to reply, but she didn't know why she spoke in the end.

"Stupid. Ji Yunyang hugged her and buried his head behind her neck, and his voice sounded muffled: "Don't worry, you are not a physique that is prone to scars, the previous injuries on your wrists are almost invisible, and your injuries this time are mainly on the side, I will find the best doctor to help you remedy it." ”

stared at the person in the mirror very seriously, he was so strange, yesterday's Ji Yunyang and today's Ji Yunyang seemed to be very different, but Gong Qingchen's heart was clear that Ji Yunyang had already undergone a qualitative change.

"When are you going to let me go? Gong Qingchen is such a character, she doesn't know how to tend to be inflammatory, she is always unwilling to be flexible, and would rather fight to the end and pick up the questions that Ji Yunyang doesn't want to answer, she doesn't care about the warm picture just now.

His hair was originally Ji Yun was stiff, leaning on Gong Qingchen's neck, it was really itchy, the two of them were too close, Gong Qingchen could smell the smell of gardenia on Ji Yunyang's body, it was the smell of the shower gel she bought a long time ago, he raised his head, and wrapped a tuft of her hair with a wicked smile on his face: "I don't know, I should wait for the day when I'm bored." ”

"Then if I pay back that money, you'll be willing to let me go. Gong Qingchen had already done it when she said this, and if Ji Yunyang agreed, she would ask Gu Ruiwen for the idea of borrowing the four million.

As a result, Ji Yunyang really nodded, and when Ji Yunyang really agreed to her, she could no longer implement the words she had so firm in her mind just now.

"How are you going to pay back the four million, rely on your body or rely on your ability? Gong Qingchen, I also want to see your strength, wait and see. Ji Yunyang's words are always full of sarcasm and irony.

Gong Qingchen didn't speak again, she was just like that obediently Ren Ji Yunyang hugged, even if the two of them were not wearing clothes now, she didn't care anymore when it got to the point where it was like this.