Chapter 65: No Way Back
"I love you. ”
"But I don't love you anymore. ”
When Gong Qingchen woke up, he was greeted by Ji Yunyang's deep eyes, and Ji Yunyang was lying next to her, looking at her without blinking.
Ji Yunyang's eyes made Gong Qingchen feel sad, she couldn't be more familiar with such eyes, it had happened to her before, she always looked at Ji Yunyang with such eyes.
I always feel that I will lose him one day, so when I can stay by his side, Gong Qingchen is always infinitely attached to him, and I will never miss it if I can take a second look.
He didn't speak, he saw Gong Qingchen wake up, and then sat up and leaned on the bed, Gong Qingchen didn't want to look at him so pitiful.
Ji Yunyang casually picked up the cigarette that had been on the bedside table, took out a cigarette, and lit it without thinking about it, Ji Yunyang rarely smoked, he was such a restrained person, he had no hobbies.
There was a faint smell of tobacco in the air, Gong Qingchen covered his nose and wanted to cough after thinking about it.
After smoking, he seemed to be in a better mood, so he got back into the bed, Gong Qingchen turned his back to him, he hugged her from behind and rested his head on Gong Qingchen's shoulder. The unclothed skin was swept away by his hair, and Gong Qingchen was teased by him very much.
Gong Qingchen was reluctant to turn back, and now the two of them were speechless.
"We'll reconcile again in the morning, I won't cooperate with Huo Xiaoran anymore...... Let's go back to the way we used to be. Gong Qingchen didn't expect Ji Yunyang to bow his head to her, Ji Yunyang bowed to her for the first time, she bit her lip, how much she wanted to laugh loudly at Ji Yunyang as before, and then got into his arms and said to him that she forgave him.
But she can't forgive, she remembers everything Ji Yunyang has said in her heart and will never forget it.
Ji Yunyang is too smart, she is destined to be unsuitable for him. Smart people are more suitable for playing with smart people, and she doesn't belong to Ji Yunyang's kind of world, so she should go back now.
"I'm sorry, can you forgive me?" Ji Yunyang didn't get a response for a long time, and finally used the word forgiveness.
Gong Qingchen knew in her heart that Ji Yunyang might really just have a cooperative relationship with Huo Xiaoran, but what she wanted from the beginning was not the current Ji Yunyang.
The Ji Yunyang she likes will only be good to her, even if it is not good, at least she will not lie to her. Gong Qingchen couldn't be clearer in his heart, if she hadn't found out yesterday, Ji Yunyang would never have used the word forgiveness with her, he would only hide it from her, and he would have been hiding it from her.
And she will believe what Ji Yunyang's grandmother said like a fool, thinking that as long as she works hard and works harder, Ji Yunyang will understand her past hardships and believe that she loves him.
"Gong Qingchen, you answer me. Ji Yunyang reluctantly suppressed the anger in his heart, he was holding the one in his arms that could no longer be called a human being, Gong Qingchen was like an lifeless doll lying obediently in his arms without arguing or arguing.
Ji Yunyang only found out at this time that Gong Qingchen, who was making a lot of noise about him, was better, and now the one in his arms was the biggest punishment for him.
"Ji Yunyang, let me go, otherwise it will be too late. ”
"I can't let you go, I love you!" Ji Yunyang finally said the sentence that he refused to admit in every way.
"You don't love me, you only love yourself, you love your Ji family, you love your power, but you forget to love me. Are you still trying to lie to me? Unfortunately, I don't believe you anymore. Gong Qingchen was still obediently lying in Ji Yunyang's arms, but the words he said were so cruel.
"That's not the case! Gong Qingchen, the reason why I cooperated with Huo Xiaoran was that I thought that Gu Ruiwen came to me before and wanted to get back to you, and after I rejected him, he was always trying to move behind my back, I could only cooperate with Huo Xiaoran in order to control Gu Ruiwen, I just didn't want to lose you. ”
"You have lost me, Ji Yunyang, I don't love you anymore. You let me go. ”
"No, I can't let you go, I'm afraid you'll never come back. Ji Yunyang finally panicked.
Gong Qingchen finally turned around and stared at Ji Yunyang in front of her, he didn't look like him much like before, but he was no longer the Ji Yunyang he was before.
Gong Qingchen hugged Ji Yunyang's neck and kissed him actively, and Ji Yunyang hugged Gong Qingchen tighter.
After the kiss, Gong Qingchen smiled at Ji Yunyang very well, there was no hatred in his eyes, and he didn't have much love and said: "Ji Yunyang used to be too confident in myself, you said you wanted to treat me as a toy, I agreed, I thought I could not care, but in fact, I cared to death in my heart." I don't understand what you said is cool, and I'm not happy at all, I just don't want to toss like this anymore. Do you understand?"
The more Ji Yunyang listened to Gong Qingchen's words, the colder his heart became, Gong Qingchen's trust in him almost dropped to zero, Gong Qingchen didn't believe him, Gong Qingchen didn't believe her, Ji Yunyang.
"I understand what, I don't understand anything. Ji Yunyang seemed to be asking, and it seemed to be saying to Gong Qingchen.
"If you understand, let me go, Ji Yunyang, I know that you actually understand it in your heart, right. Gong Qingchen held Ji Yunyang's face and smiled, and there seemed to be a little comforting smile in the smile.
"Gong Qingchen, if I really let you go, I think you will never come back. Ji Yunyang lowered his head and gently kissed Gong Qingchen's forehead, and Gong Qingchen trembled lightly because of his action.
Gong Qingchen wanted to smile and say to him that I would come back, but she couldn't say it, and it was unknown whether she would come back.
"If I call Gu Ruiwen and ask him to pick me up, can you let me go? Yun Yang, don't be like this again in the future, you are always so dishonest, how do you know a lot of things if you don't say it. I'm gone, if there is still such a girl coming to you, you should treat her well, don't say those hurtful words, be nice to her. ”
Gong Qingchen felt like she was hugging a cactus, she just liked it too much and couldn't help but hug it, until she was riddled with cacti and didn't know to let go, and then she left with a cactus thorn, and in a blink of an eye, this cactus gave another traveler a smile that was not stabbed at all.
Gong Qingchen didn't know whether he should be glad that he was the most special one, or whether he should be upset for himself.
"Don't fight, I'll show you something in the morning, as for you to leave after reading these things, or leave me and don't stop it. ”
Gong Qingchen nodded, she always thought that there was no worse situation than now, and when she finally met, she found that she had no way out.
Ji Yunyang always forced her not to love him like this, and then wanted her to love him again.
Ji Yunyang casually put on a piece of clothing, got out of bed, and stepped around on the ground barefoot.