CHAPTER XXXVIII

In the master bedroom, Lou Lihe didn't sleep, he kept listening secretly, and when he saw Lu Huan flashing in, he blamed: "I made you angry with him, why did you just let him go like this?

Lu Huan laughed and said, "Angry with him? ”

"How?"

"Having a wife by his side but not being able to snuggle up with him is enough to torment enough, if I add fuel to the fire and can't handle it well, if he is angry, who will you marry him?"

Lu Huan pulled Lou Lihe: "It's a big night, I've waited for that stinky boy for so long, just to tell him that you are mine today, and now it's finally over, hurry up and go to bed." ”

Lou Lihe lay down and looked at Lu Huan: "What are you doing now?" ”

"It's just being a director in a small company, there's nothing to say. Lu Huan leaned on the bed, "Why do you suddenly care so much about me?"

"It's nothing, it's just a matter of remembering to ask. Lou Lihe turned off the bedside lamp and prepared to sleep.

Lu Huan looked at the master bedroom, "You have changed a lot, you never liked these cold things before." ”

"Lu Huan, do you know, many people mention the past to me, and they especially like to tell me things I don't remember, especially the name Mingke. ”

Lu Huan said lightly: "Don't listen to their words, how can they explain the events of the year clearly if they don't know anything about it? It took you so much effort to forget, and I wish you never remembered Zening for the rest of your life. ”

Lou Lihe said: "I know, I know that they have their own thoughts, but they all look righteous and awe-inspiring. Fortunately, Xinliang understood me and loved me from beginning to end. ”

"Ji Xinliang..." Lu Huan sighed in his heart: "He is indeed very good. ”

"In my mind, I often have a thought, do you know what it is?" Lou Lihe asked.

"What?"

"I often think that meeting Ji Xinliang is a blessing in my third life. ”

Lu Huan looked at Lou Lihe: "Really, I think it was his third life lucky to meet you." ”

"Really?"

Lu Huan said firmly: "Yes." ”

In her heart, Lou Lihe's good is comparable to ten seasons of Xinliang.

Lou Lihe smiled: "It seems that it is the first time for you to praise me so bluntly, we have been-for-tat since we were children..."

Lu Huan didn't know what to think, and smiled: "Yes, we don't seem to have spoken properly, who made you step on my head all the time." ”

"You are arrogant, and you are used to being a man, and you are extremely hypocritical, I can't get used to you, so I quarrel with you every day, and it seems to be quite lively. ”

"Listen to you, you seem to like arguing with me?"

"Don't you like it?" Lou Lihe asked rhetorically.

The two looked at each other and smiled.

Lu Huan leaned over, "Can I sleep with you in my arms?"

"Of course not, it's weirdly hot. ”

"Let's hold hands, then. Lu Huan slowly took Lou Lihe's hand and gently leaned his head over, "Lou Lihe, good night." ”

"Good night, Lu Huan. ”

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In the early hours of the morning, Lou Li and his dream were restless and woke up Lu Huan, "Lou Li and... Pear and..."

Lou Lihe was startled and opened his eyes, "Xinliang... ,Lu HuanΒ·Β·Β· οΌŸβ€

"Are you having a nightmare?" Lu Huan helped Lou Lihe sit up, "What did you dream about?"

Lou Lihe shook his head: "I don't know. ”

"You do that often?"

"I've always been like this, it's fine, I don't remember anything anyway. Lou Lihe comforted, "It's okay." ”

Lu Huan looked at Lou Lihe and understood that this was the sequelae of her hypnosis, and knew that what she said was okay relatively.

She got out of bed and said, "You wait a while, I'll pour you a glass of water." ”

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As soon as Lu Huan walked out of the door of the master bedroom, he saw Ji Xinliang waiting in the living room, "Why haven't you slept yet?"

Ji Xinliang put down the script in his hand and took a glass of water from the coffee table: "This is the warm water that has just been dried, you give it to her." ”

"Are you waiting here?" Lu Huan turned out to be lukewarm, neither cold nor hot, and it was just right.

"I prepare a pot of warm water at the head of the bed every day to comfort her, and today you are inconvenient for me to send in, so I am waiting here. Give it to her. ”

Lu Huan looked at Ji Xinliang, who was slightly tired, thought about it, but still didn't say anything, and turned into the house.

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took the cup to Lou Lihe, Lou Lihe thanked him, Lu Huan said, "Drink it and go to sleep." You have a lot of things to do tomorrow. ”

Lou Lihe nodded, drank the water, and lay down.

Lu Huan said: "I'm also a little thirsty, you go to sleep first, I'll go have a drink." ”

"Good. ”

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Of course, Lu Huan was not thirsty, he just wanted to meet Ji Xinliang.

Ji Xinliang was on the swing on the balcony when he saw Lu Huan and asked, "Is she sleeping?"

Lu Huan nodded and sat on the stool next to him, "Are you waiting for me?"

"You said that the next time we meet, you will tell me about the pear and the past, so I have been waiting. ”

Lu Huan looked at this balcony, "You've been to Zening, and you probably guessed that this balcony was left by imitating the habit of lighting the lantern, right?"

Ji Xinliang nodded.

Lu Huan took down the painting on the flower stand, "Lou Lihe's handwriting?"

Ji Xinliang nodded.

Lu Huan sighed and put the painting back.

"What I know is not the whole story, but it must be closer to the truth than others know. ”

Lu Huan plucked a pothos leaf hanging in front of his eyes.

"Where do you start?"

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"Let's start with what everyone knows. ”

At the age of fifteen, Lou Lihe was admitted to Zening High School. But at that time, she was not a top student, and the top people in the school were only Juan Yu and me. I moved here from out of town, and I wasn't familiar with her, but she and Juan Yu have known each other since junior high school, and the two of them plus a Gu Yu have a good relationship like brothers. Two women and a man, no matter how you look at it, they are a good configuration for jealousy, and I found that Gu Yu has a deep love for Juan Yu, but the shrewd Lou Li and the stupid one seem to know nothing, I was waiting to see how their iron triangle disintegrates. ”

Lu Huan's words are full of irony and contempt for feelings.

However, to my surprise, Lou Lihe didn't have any idea about Juan Yu, she dozed off in class every day, and although she never came to the bottom of the exam, she never came out on top. The teachers turned a blind eye to her. I could see at the time that she was doing it on purpose, so I paid more attention to her. ”

Ji Xinliang said: "Deliberately, don't you want to be noticed by the teacher?"

Lu Huan smiled: "In my opinion at the time, she was too pretending, but it can also be said that she has been a monster since she was a child." Later, I learned that she was famous in the old street, not good at studying, every day after class went to the barbecue stall to eat and drink, it is said that the boss was a prisoner who was released from prison, but she also did the same, and she pushed her flat head to hook up with the hooligans who ate supper there and called her brother and brother. Of course, as long as these don't make trouble in the school, the teachers won't care. But later, Lou Lihe borrowed loan sharks, was beaten all over the body, and lay at home for a month, the school could not sit idly by, Lou Lihe was deducted, her father took out all his savings to repay the loan for her, and almost sold the house. ”

Their home was hollowed out, Lou Lihe began to work, of course, the school took care of her, specially gave her the opportunity to work and study, and set up a special position for her in the library, as long as she can share the land in peace, the monthly meal fee is enough. It's a pity that she didn't cherish this opportunity, she didn't come to work, and under the introduction of those former good brothers, she went to work as a waitress in a bar in Lao Cai, where the lights were bright and the salary was much higher than in school. Soon the school gave her a warning again, but she still went her own way, the mud couldn't support the wall, probably this is what it meant, of course, the work of the school was in vain, her father Lou Yong was a worker, he had eaten hard all his life, and he honestly took a dead salary, although he was loving, he didn't know how to discipline a child who didn't eat like this, Lou Li and ate around the school on credit, all of which Lou Yong's family went to apologize and send money. ”

"I thought that Lou Lihe would live a bald life with such a confused head for the rest of her life, but in the second year of high school, Lou Lihe changed, she began to grow her hair, and at first she was fried like a hedgehog, which is funny to think about... She began to attend classes in a regular manner, wearing a school uniform, every button was buttoned tightly, and her grades were getting better and better day by day, and finally she actually trampled me under her feet, but she always subtly one point less than Juan Yu every time, I watched her for so long, of course I knew that she was stepping on points, so I waited to watch the show but found that she didn't mean anything else to Juan Yu, her change came from the person next door to her house, you know, Ming Ke. ”

"I don't know how they fell in love, and when I knew, they were already together, and something happened at that time, there was a rumor that Lou Lihe was a madman, and he had been buying psychotropic drugs since he was a child, Lou Lihe beat the person who called her a little madman in front of her into the hospital, and she herself was locked up in the police station for ten days, her father happened to be on a business trip, and no one cleaned up this mess at all, so Lou Lihe was hacked when she walked out of the police station, and she almost died, and it was the owner of the barbecue stall who sent her to the hospital. ”

"I still remember Lou Lihe always said that the one who can save her life is her friend, and the one who is by her side is her lover, and she doesn't care about anything else. ”

Lu Huan smiled lightly, "She was seriously injured and stayed in the hospital for a month, and during this time, it was always the one named Ming Ke who was by her side and took care of her." Ming Ke is a very ordinary person, although he is handsome, he is a painter with no financial resources, he is well-dressed all day long, but he has nothing to do, he carries an easel to paint everywhere, and he doesn't like to talk. You know, in a down-to-earth town like Zening, such a person is called idleness, although everyone is okay on the surface, most of them are reluctant to get close to him in their hearts. What's more, he also had a relationship with Lou Lihe. There are rumors about them that spread very strongly, fortunately, Lou Lihe didn't mind, Ming Ke didn't mind, and later Lou Lihe's father Lou Yong came back, the two had a big quarrel, Lou Lihe converged a lot, the days passed like that, after the college entrance examination, Lou Lihe's high score was scary, and before she knew it, she had become the best among the students, but the more famous thing was to fill in the volunteer for the next day, Ming Ke fell into the water and died, Lou Yong committed suicide, and Lou Lihe completely became a loner. ”

When Lu Huan said this, he clapped his hands, "Everyone in Zening knows that Lou Lihe is a puddle of mud, even if she gets the top prize in the college entrance examination, her character is bad, and it is difficult to become a big deal." If you go to them, that's all you will hear. ”

Ji Xinliang looked at Lu Huan and waited for her to continue.

Lu Huan smiled slightly, "Actually, I have never seen a sunnier and gentler person in this world than Lou Lihe." ”

"Ji Xinliang, do you know how much strength it takes to climb out of the swamp when a person wants to crawl out? Lou Lihe is like this, desperately crawling outward, desperately trying to save himself, but in the end he still has nothing, such a person, just depression I think is already very light. ”

"What do you say?" Ji Xinliang knew that the key to the whole thing was coming.

Lu Huan looked at the sky outside and said slowly: "The key lies in Lou Lihe's father, Lou Yong." ”

In everyone's eyes, Lou Yong is a good father, he will not marry for the rest of his life after losing his wife, and he will be a father and a mother to pull Lou Lihe to grow up, work diligently, work steadfastly, and clean up all kinds of messes for his daughter, everyone thinks that Lou Lihe is his drag, in fact, on the contrary, if there is no Lou Yong, Lou Lihe's life is not known how many times more comfortable. I didn't notice it at first, but later I overheard the owner of the barbecue stall say that in fact, the so-called Lou Li and the loan shark were borrowed by Lou Yong. ”

"What?" Ji Xinliang was surprised, "How come?"

Lu Huan smiled: "How is it impossible, when this father is a schizophrenic, everything makes sense." ”

"Lou Yong has schizophrenia?"

"It's a coincidence to say this," I don't know what to think of, Lu Huan smiled sarcastically, "Juan Yu lost his father when he was young, and his mother raised him as a tailor, which was very hard, I don't know who wanted to connect his mother and Lou Lihe's father." Lou Yong's reputation is good, and at this time, Lou Lihe is gradually separating, and Juan Yu's mother likes it very much, after all, no one wants to be lonely for a lifetime. But Lou Lihe didn't know where he heard about it, so he specially called Juan Yu to a remote corner and told him to let his mother refuse to do this, Juan Yu was of course strange, Lou Lihe didn't want her friends to be hurt, so she told her father that she had schizophrenia, and told Juan Yu not to tell anyone. ”

"And how do you know?"

"I eavesdropped. Lu Huan was straightforward and continued to talk nonsense: " Lou Yong's main personality is indeed just like what people see, Mu Ne is honest, but his second personality eats, drinks, prostitutes, gambles, and everything, and the so-called usury is also borrowed by him, Lou Lihe has to work every night since he was a child to pay off his debts, because Lou Yong's second personality has wiped out Lou Yong's savings, and they have to work if they want to live Lou Lihe, the reason why she doesn't want the job arranged by the school is because the salary is too small, and at the same time, she needs to earn several times more money to keep her home running, and she has to deal with the three religions and nine streams, because only they know what Lou Yong did when she was studying。 ”

Hearing this, Ji Xinliang's heart was already dripping with blood, what a terrible thing it would be if Lu Huan's bland words became a reality...

Lu Huan looked at Ji Xinliang, "Don't show this expression now, there are still many good shows." ”

"Lou Yong's second personality has violent tendencies, and he beats Lou Lihe every three or five times, but these are considered to be evidence that Lou Li and go out to fool around and fight, and no one has ever helped her at all, and Lou Yong's main personality probably doesn't know these things. But fortunately, Lou Li and his heart are bright, and he gets used to it after enduring, and the frequency of Lou Yong's second personality is not high. Lu Huan said, "If nothing else, Lou Lihe may have endured this life so plainly, but Ming Ke appeared, Lou Lihe liked him as if she had been poisoned, she began to change herself, wanting to please her lover, but you know that her life is in a dangerous balance, and when she begins to change, this balance is bound to be broken,"

Lu Huan continued: "In this world, where is anyone who wants to roll in the mud for the rest of his life?

Yes, a person like this, who smells all over his body, no one can see even if his heart is like a bright moon. Such a person wants to straighten his back, not only to fight against the endless pull from the swamp, but also to resist the fall of those passers-by.

The despicability of a person lies in the fact that she can't see the person who has stepped on it in the past start over, let alone stand taller than everyone else.

Lou Lihe wants to change his face, which is simply a punishment for everyone.

At that time, the first person to betray Lou Lihe was Gu Yu. Lu Huan fell into memory, "However, fortunately, Lou Lihe doesn't know." ”

"At that time, there were rumors in the class that Lou Lihe liked Juan Yu, and Lou Lihe even wrote a lot of love letters to Juan Yu, these rumors were so amazing that even Gu Yu believed them, ridiculous, how could Lou Li like a person who hid for so many years?" Lu Huan wanted to smoke a little and rubbed his fingers, "The rumor that Lou Lihe is mentally ill was spread by Gu Yu, and she just had an improved life because she fell to the bottom again, but fortunately, the relationship with Ming Ke seems to be a lot clearer." ”

"Juan Yu doesn't like Gu Yu, he is the most ordinary boy, he wants to change his existing life, study hard in a down-to-earth manner, and have no distractions, so he will not have anything to do with Lou Li or Gu Yu at all. ”

Ji Xinliang couldn't believe it: "Gu Yu she..."

"What, scared?" Lu Huan raised his eyebrows, "Have you seen Gu Yu?"

Ji Xinliang nodded.

"There is only one illusion of life in a trench, but now, there are many of them. Lu Huan sighed, "If you want to be with her for a long time, stay away from us people, and stay farther away..."

Lu Huan silently calculated in his heart how many years he and Lou Li had not been in contact: about three or four years, and they had broken off contact since her hypnosis ended.

"We are her shackles, even if she can't remember it now, but there are always people who are ready to move..." Lu Huan said slowly, "If Gu Yu was just spreading rumors, I wouldn't tell you this, but a woman's jealousy is terrible, and jealousy is a monster that will devour her conscience..."

"Although Ming Ke's death was finally judged to be a misstep, over the years, I have always believed that it is inseparable from Lou Yong. It's just that I haven't understood why Lou Yong suddenly committed suicide..."

"Lou Lihe's words are always half-truths and half-truths, big things are small, Lou Yong who can say is only a part, but at that time we were all shocked by this small part, but we forgot the word tip of the iceberg, what was the truth of the matter back then, Lou Lihe didn't say, no one knew, and now there is no way to investigate, but my intuition tells me that if Lou Lihe wants to live peacefully, you have to stay away from Gu Yu. ”

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Ji Xinliang panicked, remembering the invitation he had just sent a few days ago...

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