Chapter 122: This is Love
When Chen Han heard Hua Shao's words, her heart was also prickly.
No matter how she said it, he was the child's father, and she couldn't really forget him.
"Dad, it's okay, with Xiaodong by your side, Dad won't be alone. Xiao Dong hugged Hua Shao, and his immature voice was very mature.
"Yes, Dad still has you, Dad is not sad and sad. Hua Shao didn't know whether he was drunk or sad, and rubbed Xiaodong who was still relying on in his arms. Like a wounded child.
He had never been contaminated with love, but once he was contaminated, he could have been so painful, and falling in love with Li Luoluo was the most painful thing in his life.
In the past, as long as Li Luoluo was by his side, he could even say frankly that he could not have children for Li Luoluo, and he didn't want children like Xiaodong.
But when things have developed to this point, he suddenly understands that love is far less important than the academy, anyone can betray you, and only your son will not betray you. That kind of blood relationship can't be changed.
The night was already deep, and the thick autumn was shrouded in the figures of Hua Shao and Xiaodong, but there was less desolation in autumn and more warmth. You can't get rid of the fact that you don't want your relatives to go around and around, never say things like you don't want your relatives, because you can never lose your family affection. After experiencing pain and separation, I know what kind of love is the most valuable.
Hua Shao hugged Xiao Dong's warm body and suddenly realized.
When Li Luoluo returned home, her tears were still sparse, her mood couldn't be calmed, she couldn't imagine that Hua Shao would become the field she is now.
She never imagined that Hua Shao would be so unbearable.
Ke Dong took a hot towel out and wiped Li Luoluo's face, "Don't cry, it's true, it can't be changed, besides, it's his own life, and it has nothing to do with you." Ke Dong gently wiped her face and comforted her.
Li Luoluo turned his head to look at him, "You say, did I make him what he is now?" Li Luoluo had such a self-blame when he was there with Hua Shao just now.
However, at that time, the anger and hatred of iron and steel were greater than self-blame, and I only cared about the anger of Sheng Huashao, and did not reflect on myself.
But now that he was quiet, he thought of what Hua Shao had said, that he had drunk to numb himself because of the unbearable heartache.
So is it because of her that he is so decadent now? Li Luoluo is angry and angry, and guilt is indispensable.
Ke Dong was worried that she was uncomfortable, so he put down the towel and came to her, "It's none of your business, it's all his own choice, he is a man, and he has been trained in the army, if he can't even withstand this blow, what kind of man is he! ”
Ke Dongyue said, the more Li Luoluo burst into tears, "So I made him like this?" Ke Dong saw her crying and twitched, he was also distressed, holding her face, looking at her with a soothing and gentle look, "Luoluo, don't you see? Chen Han is by his side, Xiaodong is also by his side, he lives a life of family reunion every day, but he is not satisfied, he is playing tricks on him when he drinks and gambles." He didn't see the good in front of him clearly, but he was bent on how to recover what he had lost, do you think this Hua Shao is still mature?"
Li Luoluo looked into his eyes with tears in his eyes and shook his head.
"Yes, Hua Shao has never matured, so you have to help him mature. Codon told her.
"Help him mature?" Li Luoluo was puzzled.
Ke Dong nodded, "That's right, help him mature." A person like him, who is used to being unruly, does not suffer a little setback, let him taste the bitterness, he will not realize what responsibility is. You won't know what happiness is. ”
"Happiness?" said Lilolo, repeating his words, repeating his own incomprehension.
Ke Dong looked at her gently, smiled lightly and nodded, "Yes, being together as a family is the happiest thing, Hua Shao has such a lovely son by his side, and a woman who loves him so much, what is he not satisfied with." It's just that he was blinded by resentment and couldn't see the sweet life in front of him. "Ke Dong interprets like Li Luoluo.
"What kind of resentment does he have?" Li Luoluo frowned, a little incomprehensible.
Ke Dong held her hand and gave her warmth, "He thought that Chen Han and Xiao Dong caused you to separate from him, he thought that Chen Han and the plane ruined his love, so he resented them and kept asking for them, didn't you see? ”
Ke Dong analyzed his insights to Li Luoluo.
Li Luoluo understood and nodded, "Yes, he is looking for Chen Han and the helicopter to ask for it." ”
"Yes, he doesn't understand what's best for him yet. Ke Dong gently and patiently analyzed Li Luoluo little by little.
Li Luoluo wiped his tears, "I know how to do it." You're right, I have to be ruthless, I can't sympathize with him, I can't be too kind to him. ”
Ke Dong smiled and gently wiped the tears from her face with his thumb, "I'll go put water for you, take a shower and sleep well, and talk about other things tomorrow." ”
With Ke Dong by her side to take care of her, Li Luoluo felt very warm, she nodded obediently, "Good ......"
Two days later, at noon that day, Hua Shao personally came to find Li Luoluo, and Ke Dong was also there.
Hua Shao was wearing a gray suit, not too decent and clean, this time he was not as sloppy and messy as the day before yesterday, and he cleaned himself up quite cleanly.
Seeing Ke Dong accompanying Li Luoluo at Li's house, Hua Shao was not surprised, he only took a sip of tea, "I came today to get the divorce certificate as promised." Hua Shao did not avoid Li Luoluo's eyes, and said calmly.
Li Luoluo was stunned, and then smiled lightly with a slight gloom, "You're really on time, wait, I'll go with you after I finish packing." Li Luoluo got up and took the cup to the kitchen.
Ke Dong helped her to the kitchen, leaving Hua Shao alone in the living room.
He grabbed his hair a little dejectedly, sighed deeply, but did not flinch, he had made sufficient mental preparations before coming, and he had mustered up enough courage to let himself have no way back.
Li Luoluo went back to the room to change her clothes, and then she came out, and Ke Dong was still by her side.
"Let's go, it's a little later, it's time for the Civil Affairs Bureau to get off work. She took her bag and walked towards the door first, and Ke Dong was still by her side to support her, inseparable like her crutch.
Hua Shao looked at the backs of the two of them, and smiled bitterly for the last time, she already had her happiness by her side, and she didn't need him anymore, she desperately wanted to get rid of him and be with another person, so desperate that she was afraid of delaying even a few minutes. Hua Shao had actually realized that Li Luoluo was eager to divorce him, but he had been convincing himself that this was Li Luoluo playing a temper with him and scaring him.
But now he completely understood that Li Luoluo had never scared him from beginning to end, she really wanted to leave him early and throw herself into the arms of another woman.
Hua Shao, she is no longer attached to anything about you, in that case, why don't you fulfill her.
Hua Shao gave himself courage again, stood up and went out with them.
Coming to the door of the Civil Affairs Bureau, Hua Shao suddenly stopped.
Li Luoluo and Ke Dong also stopped, and Li Luoluo looked at him calmly, "It's already at the door, you won't back down now, right?"
Look, she's pressing step by step, and she's already anxious to this extent. Hua Shao smiled bitterly in his heart, but his expression didn't seem to be hurt, but he smiled lightly and said, "Don't worry, since I promised you, I won't regret it." He looked at Ke Dongdao, "I'll help her in, can you wait for us outside?"
Sora looked at Li Luoluo.
Li Luoluo frowned and looked at Hua Shao, seeing that he had been worn away by the years, and now he was a completely ordinary man, and she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart.
"Okay, I'll go in with the two of you, Ke Dong, you wait for me outside for a while, and I'll come out immediately." She agreed and explained to Ke Dong.
Ke Dong nodded and handed her hand to Hua Shao.
Hua Shao carefully and gently helped Li Luoluo in, and Ke Dong watched them enter the door.
Before coming to the window, a question floated in Li Luoluo's ear, "Have you ever loved me?"
Li Luoluo only cared about walking to the window, when she heard this, she thought she was hallucinating, but her consciousness told her that it was not, she stopped and looked to the side, only to see Hua Shao's expectant and confused eyes.
still looked at himself so affectionately as before, how many women fell under his affectionate eyes.
If Li Luoluo was still the same Li Luoluo who was inexperienced and simply believed in everything, she would definitely be impressed by his eyes.
But she is no longer the Li Luoluo she used to be, she still just faces him very calmly with such affectionate eyes, "Is there any point in asking these now?"
Hua Shao did not give up, "I just want to give myself a comfort, give myself an explanation, rest assured, no matter what your answer is, I will divorce as promised." ”
If she had ever loved him, at least let him know that his only love was complete, and that it was not his own passion from beginning to end. Let him know that all the pain he's been suffering these days has been worth it.
Li Luoluo looked at Hua Shao's expectant eyes, she wanted to say what was in her heart from the depths of her throat, she had loved, had loved him, and even planned to give her life to him. But he broke her heart, and she didn't love him anymore.
can think of what Ke Dong told her yesterday, Hua Shao must be mature, so she must be ruthless to him.
Her lips moved, highlighting the opposite words, "No, I've never loved you." I was with you before just to stimulate Ke Dong's awakening and stimulate his love for me. ”
The expectation in Hua Shao's eyes dimmed instantly, and when Li Luoluo said no, he was completely stunned.
Hearing her words again, the expectation of love in his bones was completely shattered.
Very good, this is love, a kind of unrequited love that makes people only suffer! He Hua Shao had never touched it before, but he accidentally fell into the abyss!
"Thank you......" Hua Shao said.
Li Luoluo, thank you for making me die of love, if this is love, then he Hua Shao will not be tempted by any woman even if he dies from now on!