Although there were thousands of reluctances in my heart, under Ms. Fang Yu's cold eyes like a blade, I finally changed my title to dear.

For this reason, I pursed my mouth and closed my eyes when I clicked the send button to show my determined soul.

A minute after the message was sent, there was no response, and I gradually frowned as I stared at my phone.

Two minutes after the message was sent, there was still no response, and I was so anxious that I stood up from my stool.

Three minutes after the message was sent, there was still no response, but before I could paced to relieve my irritability, Ms. Fang Yu laughed at my duplicity first.

I don't know if I was annoyed and angry, immediately, I threw my phone aside, and it happened that Comrade Lao Qin's meal was almost done, so I helped Ms. Fang Yu downstairs without a heart.

After sitting down at the table, Comrade Lao Qin saw that my face was not good, and asked with concern, and before I could speak, Ms. Fang Yu preemptively used the word "lovesickness" to explain.

After a very meaningful "oh", I completely lost the desire to speak. With a soft snort from my nose, I picked up the spoon and concentrated on the shredded chicken porridge in front of me.

The shredded chicken is smooth, the white porridge is soft and glutinous, and it is a perfect match to boil together. Soon, a bowl of porridge bottomed out with my efforts.

I touched my warm stomach, ignored Lao Qin and Ms. Fang Yu, who were gossiping in the restaurant, and lay down on the sofa and turned on my favorite variety show.

In order to match the joyful atmosphere of the show, I also turned out a few packs of snacks that were estimated to be hidden by Jiabei under the coffee table, and saw that they had not expired, so I confidently and boldly stuffed them into my mouth.

But just as I was excited about the TV, Comrade Lao Qin suddenly hurriedly ran in front of me with his mobile phone.

"Nan, Zhang Xiao called, he said that he didn't get through to call you. ”

“……”

Almost instantly, an exaggerated smile froze on my face, and after a few seconds of reaction, I rubbed my sore face with my hand, and pretended to be calm and took Comrade Qin's mobile phone.

"Zhang Xiao, what's the matter? I'll use my phone to get back to you, wait a minute. ”

Looking at Comrade Lao Qin's expectant and excited eyes on the side, I ended the call with the fastest speed in my life. Without waiting for Zhang Xiao to react, he pressed the red hang-up button.

Comrade Lao Qin was quite dissatisfied with this behavior, if I hadn't run fast, I would have gone back to the bedroom with three steps and two steps, so as not to be nagged.

As soon as I opened my phone, I saw more than 20 bright red missed calls, all from Zhang Xiao.

This made me very weak-hearted, but because I was afraid that he would call Comrade Lao Qin again, I immediately pressed the playback, and within two seconds, the cold voice reached my ears through the microphone.

"I'm at your door, and if you don't come down, I'll go up. ”

Zhang Xiao didn't know if it was to retaliate against me for hanging up his phone just now, the same speed of speech, before anyone reacted, he hung up with a "snap", clear and crisp.

Good for you!

I pointed hard at the phone with the screen black, and without saying a word, I turned around and walked downstairs.

When Comrade Lao Qin saw me coming out again, he was about to seize the opportunity to say a few words, but he didn't think about it, and was stunned by my angry momentum.

"Baby, where are you going this big night?"

"Find someone to fight!"

……

That being said, in fact, I was completely stunned when I saw Zhang Xiao for the first time.

His temperament tonight is very different, with a black suit, black shirt, black tie, and that black face, he is simply a killer with his own music in a spy movie.

"Say it here, or go out and say it. ”

Zhang Xiao lazily looked up at the roof of the building and opened the car door.

Nonsense, of course it's going out to talk about it, if Comrade Lao Qin and Ms. Fang Yu are bored, come down and watch the excitement, it's all over.

"Go out and talk. ”

Without hesitation, I took the initiative to sit in the co-pilot's seat.

After he got into the car, he told me to "fasten your seat belt" and rushed out with a "whoosh".

At first, I was able to calm down with the speed, but when I saw the increasingly sparsely populated roads, I really couldn't calm down.

Quietly pulling the seat belt on my chest, all kinds of social news headlines began to appear in my mind, what "Why did a young girl die tragically on the street", what "A man killed someone on the street because of love and hatred", the more I thought about it, the more I felt infiltrated, and even looking at Zhang Xiao's cold face, I almost wiped out bitter tears.

Call you an ostrich, tell you not to respond to others!

I still have a lot of youth! I still have a bright future! Mom, I don't want to die!

Probably because I was too panicked, before Zhang Xiao could react, I sat in the car and yelled loudly.

"Zhang Xiao, I was wrong, I was really wrong, as long as you are not impulsive, you can say anything, don't you want me to be your girlfriend? Okay, from today onwards I will be your official girlfriend!"

Although I know that I am really spineless, how many cents is backbone worth in front of life?

Sure enough, as soon as I finished yelling on my chest, Zhang Xiao immediately stepped on the brakes, accompanied by a long "bang", and the car stopped on the side of the road.

"Qin Siyu, what kind of person am I in your heart? Take advantage of people's danger?

For some reason, Zhang Xiao suddenly became angry, to be honest, this is the first time I have seen him really angry.

In the past, he always smiled silly in front of me, even if he was rejected, he could still continue to be gentle, and I have to admit that he is really a good person.

Angry eyes may not be able to describe Rong Zhangxiao's state at this time, because he is more struggling, clenched fists, and bloodshot eyes, all reflect this.

I didn't dare to look at him, so I could only bury my head deep in the crook of my arm in a protective posture.

"Qin Siyu, I'll send you back, and this may be the last time I come to you. ”

"Zhang Xiao, I'm not ......"

I wanted to explain, but I couldn't say a word for a long time, obviously Zhang Xiao did the result I wanted most, but in fact, my heart was not so comfortable.

"Aren't you what? Isn't it the ambiguous WeChat you sent me? Isn't it me that you refused? Isn't it the ostrich you be?"

A few questions in a row directly made my nose sour.

"Qin Siyu, can you be consistent, every time I feel that there is no hope for chasing you, you will give me hope, but after giving hope, I will extinguish it with my own hands. What kind of existence am I in your heart? Helpful Lei Feng?"

“……”

"Do you know what your mother said when she came to talk to me before? She said that you are still a child, and you are spoiled by the family a little arbitrarily, so she wants me to tolerate you more. I tolerated it, but as a result, not only did you avoid me, but you also wanted to hide far away, isn't it a port city?

“……”

Every word is fine, so I don't even have a reason to refute, because what Zhang Xiao said is all the truth.

He looked at me without saying a word, and let out a long sigh. said: "Qin Siyu, let's finish." ”

I know that Zhang Xiao is a person who does what he says, he said that chasing me is so serious, how can he not be serious when it ends!

I don't know how I got home that day, I just felt that my mind was blank, my heart was blocked, and I wanted to cry, but I couldn't even find a valid reason.

Shouldn't the person who should cry be Zhang Xiao? chased me for such a heartless person, and took the time, energy, and sincerity into it, but in the end he got nothing.

……

The night before I set off, I was still dedicated to my duty post, and when Dr. Zhou saw this, he took the initiative to stay and help me sort out my medical records.

Maybe because of the lack of me as a playmate, Dr. Zhou's mood is not very high.

"Two months, two months!" he glanced at me pitifully, dragging his chin.

Seeing that he was reluctant to be like this to me, I relented at the moment, and hurriedly stepped forward and patted him on the back as if to soothe.

"Oh, it's been two months! Besides, it's not like I'm not coming back, don't do that. ”

"yes, isn't it just two months without a joke? ”

With that, Dr. Zhou packed up his backpack, waved his hand to me, and disappeared into the office in a blink of an eye.

As a joke, I really don't know how to "greet" him at the moment.

After clenching my fist and slamming down the wall, I immediately calmed down, and when I came back and was promoted to the main director, I will settle accounts with you, hum.

The hospital is a place where there can be no ambiguity, and coupled with the special nature of obstetrics and gynecology, we as doctors cannot slack off.

As soon as I finished sorting out the medical records, nurse Cai Cai hurriedly rushed into the office.

"Doctor Xiao Qin, it's not good, the mother of 408 is about to give birth. Come and have a look!"

"Good. ”

Another busy night, as the sun broke through the horizon, a fresh life came to this world, although the production process was longer, but fortunately, the mother and child were safe.

The patient's family was reassured and said a lot of words of thanks at the door of the operating room, but I couldn't shirk it, so I promised for a long time, and waited until dawn before dragging my half-dead body and slumping down on the chair in the office.

Seeing me like this, Senior Sister Liang, who came to work, took out milk from her bag and put it in front of me.

After the morning rounds, I finally had a space to rest, I wanted to hang up the off-duty card and go back to the dormitory to sleep well, but I didn't think about it, just lying on the bed for less than ten minutes, the phone rang.

In a daze, I pressed the green connect button, and in a daze, Comrade Qin's anxious voice came out.

"Oh no, your grandmother is going to commit suicide, come back quickly. ”

What?suicide?