Intoxicated. Yan Rui vaguely smelled the familiar sweet smell on Xiao Xixi's body. Hazy and hazy. Sighing bitterly, he whispered, "Xixi... You. It's cruel. ”

"What. Xiao Xixi didn't hear Yan Rui's words clearly. Because it was too heavy to put him on the couch just now. She was still panting. Take a closer look at Yan Ruiran's drunken face. I found that he only opened his eyes faintly and glanced at it. He closed his eyes in a trance.

In order to sober him. Xiao Xixi hurriedly walked to the restaurant. I opened the refrigerator and eagerly searched for honey. I don't remember where I saw it. It is useful to say that honey hangover. She was slightly flustered. In memory. Yan Rui has always been a person with good self-control. He has a lot of alcohol. But never for any reason you can't get drunk.

This time. She suddenly realized. Something happened to him. When you go out in the morning. He's fine. I didn't expect to come back in the evening and get drunk like never before.

Honey water has not been found. She heard the crisp sound of glass striking in the living room. Look reflexively. found that Yan Rui had already sat up strongly. Grab the cup on the coffee table with your hand. But he couldn't hold it because he was drunk. Accidentally dropped on the table. Now. He still struggled to grab the cup that was lying on the surface of the table.

Xiao Xixi quickly closed the refrigerator door. In the past, he supported Yan Rui's somewhat inclined body. If you maintain this position. He's sure to fall to the ground.

Yan Rui's consciousness was already chaotic. Tonight. He felt like his heart was shattered. I can't bear to blame her. It's just that he no longer controls himself and pushes the glass to change the wine handed over to him.

Get drunk once. Just let yourself get drunk once in a while. for yourself. Get drunk once.

Xiao Xixi hugged Yan Rui's side slightly. I want to bring him back. But I don't want to. Yan Rui suddenly turned around unconsciously. Leaned on her for a while. Because his body was still heavy. made Xiao Xixi fall into the sofa. I can't push it. I could only endure the smell of alcohol all over his body.

"Brother Rui. Brother Rui—" She tried to wake him up. was interrupted by Yan Rui's sudden words. His voice was because of alcohol. In the quiet of the night, it seems a little more low and dull.

Yan Rui subconsciously vaguely felt that Xiao Xixi was by his side. But there is one that you can't touch. The feeling that you can't touch it. He felt cold all night. When Xiao Xixi touched his body. He instinctively leaned towards the soft warmth.

Intermittent. Yan Rui whispered in a low voice: "Xixi." Why. Why are you... For so many years. Don't listen to me about anything. Don't tell me either. Today. That's it... Take me. Pushed out. "To her. Heart. It's not just about "love". Thick to. Incomparable feelings.

I'm looking forward to it tonight. But in exchange for such a stunned result. It really stunned him. More caught off guard. Full of anticipation. Hope. They all disappeared without a trace in an instant.

The mind is chaotic and slow. His body was also a little sluggish by the impact of the alcohol. Only a slight respite. The deep, dark eyes tried to open them, but they couldn't see clearly. I can only say something vaguely: "... It's been more than twenty years. I thought my heart was made for you. You know. Your joys, angers, and sorrows. It's become an intrinsic part of my life. If I'm looking for another woman. I've been looking for it a long time ago. Why. We're going to have to wait until today. ”

She didn't understand him. But he couldn't say it. There is no way to say. There is nowhere to say. These always have to start with something. to be able to say it all in one sentence. Yan Rui really wanted to find a place where he could answer. Ask carefully. When will this suffering be removed? You can see it. But they didn't dare to touch it. Audible. But they can't talk. This feeling. Only you know.

Xiao Xixi listened silently to Yan Rui's heartfelt words. A kind of sourness and pain gradually spread out in my heart.

And Yan Rui's words. Still murmuring and whispering, "Many years ago." I... Just tell yourself. When you say. When you don't love me. I told myself... Don't make the same mistake. I. Don't dare to say anything anymore. You don't need my commitment. I have a thousand reasons to admonish myself. But you can only follow your feelings. From jealousy to envy. Again. How am I. Patience allows you to be tormented. ”

"Finally. I can only torture myself. All the pain. Your brother Rui... I'll recite it...", unfinished. But it gradually disappeared in the silence of the living room as Yan Rui fell asleep. I don't know when. The corner of his eye. Hung a wet tear.

Three years.

If Situ Leiyan endured it for three years. So. Yan Rui couldn't count how many years he had endured. I don't know when it started. He already has hopeless love for Xiao Xixi. became a part of life.

Numberless. Silent pain.

The pain of so many years. It turned out to be just a little alcohol concoction. And it came out. Yan Rui said something in a low voice. Falling into his own dreams again.

Xiao Xixi was silent for a long time. Yan Rui's body gently rose and fell with a slight breath. I don't remember what I just said. And themselves. Unconsciously for so many years. was so cruel to him invisibly. He has been burdened with so much...

She didn't know what to say.

Yan Rui held the ring tightly in the palm of his hand. I don't know when it has fallen out. Roll to the ground. Silently whimpering. It glows silently. In the blink of an eye. Swallowed up in the darkness of loneliness.

Early the next morning. Xiao Xixi didn't know when Yan Rui went out.

Think back to what he said the night before. She couldn't say the five tastes of the mixture. Don't love him. I'm afraid that he will hurt, but I can't love him. Such a self. On the contrary, I hated myself a little.

But early in the morning, the two babies clamored to buy toys. One tossing and one sobbing really made her helpless. I wanted to save a day to collect my thoughts. Now he had no choice but to take the two Hazi to the children's area of the mall. Really. When it came to the colorful world, the two of them happily laughed.

Be a mother. I really can't afford to hurt. Xiao Xixi really sighed.

But. Instead, his thoughts couldn't help but return to what Yan Rui said in his drunkenness last night. This is still the case with my own mother. These three years. Yan Rui, the so-called "father" who is not related by blood. and how much they did for them silently. How much was sacrificed? ... These. Maybe. Numerous.

There was a faint pain in my heart.

Suddenly, I heard some people behind me making noise. Xiao Xixi reflexively glanced at the past. I saw only a few people in suits and leather shoes following a beautiful woman pointing fingers. Keep nodding yes. Look. It's like a supervisor or something teaching an employee. There is a bit of arrogance.

Xiao Xixi was afraid that the other party would be embarrassed. Ben withdrew his gaze. But the sound drifted closer and closer. She naturally protects her two children. I couldn't help but raise my eyes and glance at the woman. But I didn't expect it. The other party and himself also looked directly at each other. For a moment, he looked at himself with some froze. Slowly, he said, "Xiao... Xiao Xixi. ”

Xiao Xixi looked dazed. I didn't expect this unfamiliar face to call his name. But I didn't know her at all. But. I can't lose my etiquette. She hurriedly smiled and said, "Hello." "I don't know where she saw her. Is there still some kind of origin? My mind was racing. But I still don't have an impression.

"I... You..."Gu Ruolan was so shocked that she was a little speechless. Situ Leiyan said she appeared. But. I didn't expect to run into her so easily. She was stunned.

But looking at Xiao Xixi, there was a bit of a confused expression. She struggled to calm down. There was a smile on his face: "Miss Xiao." Long time no see. "It's been three years. She couldn't see the slightest trace of time. On the contrary, it looks a little more verve than it was back then. And at the moment. One of her stood beside her looking at the shelves. A dragon and phoenix fetus squatting and fiddling with toys. It is... The child she wanted to get rid of.

Xiao Xixi was a little embarrassed: "I'm sorry." I do not know... Have we seen it anywhere. "It looks like today is the first time we've met. And the shock and familiarity of the other party when they see themselves. Obviously not an ordinary acquaintance relationship.

"You. Don't remember me. Gu Ruolan said indifferently.