Chapter 16 Is it possible to keep your distance from him?
She shouldn't be when Zhong Yixuan gets along with her. Having too close relationships with other men. But... Xiao Xixi still hesitated. Zhong Yixuan was so terrible that day that he didn't look like him. This haunted her. I don't dare to let go.
Facing Gu Ruolan's emotional words. She was somewhat in a dilemma.
Gu Ruolan saw her hesitant expression. smiled indifferently. Spoke: "Xixi." I know it's hard for you to be calm too. Maybe. Yi Xuan: At the beginning... It's not because you love him at all. I've been waiting for you. "To put it mildly. She smiled and stopped careing. Lift up the coffee. Take a sip to your lips.
Xiao Xixi's attitude softened a little. It was mixed with surprise: "You mean." Originally. It's me who loves him... Formerly. "I've never heard anyone mention it. It's hard to do it. Is Zhong Yixuan loved first?
Gu Ruolan didn't answer directly. The more Xiao Xixi's curiosity was mentioned. The more she is able to control the situation, the more she will be able to control the situation.
After a while. She put down her coffee cup. He whispered, "It's fine." It's all in the past. You don't have to feel guilty. Actually, there is such a thing as love. It doesn't matter what the order is. It doesn't matter if it's right or wrong. Wait until he loves you. Love it so much. And some suffering. I also asked for it. Just like her relationship with Xiao Xixi. Who's first and who's last. It's just a blur.
took advantage of Xiao Xixi's amnesia. She can let her imagination run wild. Imagine more stories coming out. Really. Xiao Xixi was speechless. From Gu Ruolan's implicit words. It dawned on her that she understood. I fell in love with Zhong Yixuan first. And he has more. It was also out of his own love for him. Just... I reluctantly took care of myself.
He didn't talk about that. For what reason, let's not delve into it. It's just that. Such. She did feel a little awkward. I thought he loved himself more. Even now, I can't tell how I feel about him. He's around. It just started with compassion or something.
Begin. Because I am with myself for my own sake. Later fell in love with myself. was coldly rejected by himself. … A litany of inferences. made Xiao Xixi's heart complicated.
"That's... Sister Ruolan. You think. I should have made peace with him. Xiao Xixi asked. The idea. Ever since she moved out. Never thought about it.
Gu Ruolan didn't answer her directly. But he made another request: "Naturally, I want you to be reconciled." That's right. Xixi. I don't know what you think of Sister Ruolan. ”
The question is simple. Xiao Xixi said simply: "You are very good." What's wrong. "She was very considerate of her. Chat with her. Always let Xiao Xixi know some of the past that Situ Lei Yan or Yan Rui was reluctant to talk about.
"I love Situ Leiyan. Do you know. Gu Ruolan's eyes suddenly flashed with the brilliance of glass. But. And with some faint sadness.
Xiao Xixi is running out of words. Once Gu Ruolan mentioned Situ Lei Yan. She really didn't know how to answer. Gu Ruolan and Situ Leiyan are actually the relationship between their fiancée and their fiancé. She knew it from her heart. It's just that Situ Leiyan doesn't care. Also with yourself... Relationships have happened a few times. These. Xiao Xixi thought about it. It's awe-inspiring.
looked at Gu Ruolan's sincere expression. She was filled with a sense of guilt. She muttered, "Me." I know. ”
"He's a very ambitious man. A man with a desire to conquer. Gu Ruolan's eyes lowered. He let out a deep sigh. "To a lot of women. A lot of things. All full of possession**. Possible. And that includes you. I can't change that. Can only be accepted. It's just that. Xi Xi. ”
Gu Ruolan suddenly raised her eyes. looked at Xiao Xixi closely. The pleading gaze saw Xiao Xixi's heart weak and self-reproachful. She said, "Xixi. You can't keep your distance from him. Child. It's the two of you. But you can't try not to get too close to him. ”
This is not too much to ask. Xiao Xixi nodded indifferently: "It's just." He's not going to do what we want. "Tremendous uncontrollability. It is the biggest feature of Situ Lei Yan. His temper does not allow anyone to persuade him.
"That..."Gu Ruolan spoke. "If he is completely hopeless. It should be fine. ”
Xiao Xixi couldn't think of "complete despair" to use on Situ Leiyan. Gu Ruolan can say it like a common thing. But think about it. For a long time, he couldn't characterize the relationship between himself and Situ Lei Yan. He has his fiancée. He also has Zhong Yixuan. Although there are two children who have each other's blood in their blood. But... Feelings are probably none.
Gu Ruolan looked at her swaying expression. I continued to talk about the plan that I had been thinking about for a long time.
Saturday. The two children do not have to go to kindergarten. Xiao Xixi introduced according to Gu Ruolan. Take Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui to the orange orchard to pick.
Xiao Jue and Xiao Hui naturally like to play outside. Arrived at the orangery. Look at the oranges in the whole tree. I couldn't be happier. Xiao Xixi was originally petite. But he still carried one on his back and held the other. Patronized to take care of the children. Where to care about what oranges to pick.
"Xixi... You. You're here. A familiar voice sounded behind him. Xiao Xixi's body shook. She bit her lip. Turn around. I saw Zhong Yixuan with a medicinal cloth on his head.
Long time no see. He lost some weight. But the figure is still tall and long. Standing under the orange tree, the jade tree is in the wind. His eyes were like those of a wounded puppy. Insight into Xiao Xixi's reaction. Full eyes staring at her face. His eyes were full of guilt.
Xiao Xixi smiled wryly. A little embarrassed: "Yi Xuan... You're here. ”
Then. Xiao Hui in her arms knocked off an orange in her hand. I want to pick it up. Zhong Yixuan hurriedly walked over. Bend down. Pick it up and sell it and hand it to Xiao Hui: "Xiao Hui is good." I don't want Uncle Zhong. "He wants the child to be small. I don't remember that day at all.
Xiao Hui only cared about fiddling with the orange in her hand. There was no answer.
"Hate Naka. The little lord behind Xiao Xixi opened his mouth. Two watery eyes stared at each other.
Xiao Xixi couldn't help but be a little embarrassed. In fact, she wants to reconcile. But I didn't think about how to take the first step. Zhong Yixuan was already in front of him. I thought I could get along smoothly and naturally. Unexpectedly. The little lord was a little resistant to him.
I thought about it. She had no choice but to let Zhong Yixuan hug Xiao Hui in her arms. And the little lord is angry. But it's easy to coax. Such. Two people hug one by one. After a while, the two children finally put aside the memories of that night. The atmosphere is also quite harmonious.
One morning. I picked a lot of oranges. But the drunkard doesn't mean to drink. More. It's just that the two have reconciled. Gu Ruolan said that this way is quite good. Pick and play while chatting. ignored Zhong Yixuan's very formal words of "I'm sorry" in the middle. Gradually, the four of them lived quite happily.
It's time for a lunch break. Xiao Xixi and Zhong Yixuan were in a mess. I slept in the forester's special care room. Only then did I breathe a sigh of relief.
"Xixi. It's true. I'm sorry. "Two people alone. Zhong Yixuan said reverently again.
"Yi Xuan. How many times do you want me to say it? It's gone, it's gone. Xiao Xixi returned with a gentle smile. She's not someone who wants others to be sorry and sorry for her all the time. I prefer to be tolerant rather than calculating.
The other party hurt himself. Regardless of impulsiveness. Or the reason for the excitement. She didn't want to think about it anymore. That afternoon, Gu Ruolan enlightened and persuaded for a long time. And she really does. Hopefully everything passes.
Gu Ruolan arranged a private hot spring pool. Xiao Xixi wrapped the bath towel a little shyly. Come to the pool. Try the water temperature. Sit down in a gentle half-squat.
The warm pool water quickly spread to the body along the bath towel. She rubbed the white towel on her chest. I have tried my best to improve. Cover your delicate and erect breasts. But. I still feel a little embarrassed about this.
Count. It's the first time I want to take a hot spring with Zhong Yixuan. This doesn't count as ketos. But it's still awkward and uncomfortable. Listen to the sound of tapping not far away. She knew that Zhong Yixuan was going this way.
The temperature of the pool water gets warmer the more you bubble. I don't know if it's because of the heat or shyness. Her fair face flushed pink.
Zhong Yixuan walked out of the men's VIP room from a distance. At a glance, I saw Xiao Xixi walking down the stone steps into the water. She today. He didn't dare to look forward to it for many years. Just a white bath towel. Just the right amount of wrapping around her delicate body. She held on as best she could. But he doesn't hide his charm.
Her long jet-black hair was pulled haphazardly. A few strands of hair fell scattered on his temples. Fair skin in the mist of moisture. It's even more delicate. Like a piece of white jade. Streamer water slippery. Blowing bombs can be broken.
His heart rose with a sigh of relief. Of course. I only wrap my lower body. The place where the body was injured by Situ Leiyan. Because the recuperation for nearly a month is almost better. In addition to the forehead, there is also a wound. Everything else is fine.
Now. There was a lot of pride in his heart. Today is a moment to make Situ Leiyan desperate. Just think. He was excited. A well-choreographed repertoire will be staged in a moment. I hope to be able to perform just right.
Such.. Xiao Xixi is at her fingertips. Zhong Yixuan wanted to jump up excitedly. But not yet. He still had to hold back for a moment. Coughed. He walked towards Xiao Xixi's pool.
Xiao Xixi heard footsteps and came to him. Followed by. It's the slight splash of feet stepping into the water. She glanced back a little shyly. I saw Zhong Yixuan looking down at the stone steps under his feet. Step on it steadily.
His naked body. The first time she saw it. Don't dare to look at it for too long. Xiao Xixi withdrew her gaze. It's an ambiguous environment. The hot water is as soft as caressing the body. It's easy to get restless in itself. Look at him a few more times. As if there was an implicit hint.
This moment. She was so embarrassed that she regretted that she agreed to Gu Ruolan's decision. Hearing that Zhong Yixuan was completely in the water. She couldn't help but move to the side.
Look at her visibly moving to the side. Hang down your long eyelashes. The pink lips pursed slightly. With a little sexuality, it touches people. Zhong Yixuan's thin lips also raised slightly. The woman he fancies. Even having given birth to two children. is still a shy girl's exquisiteness. Feminine without a doubt.
He feigned ignorance. moved closer to Xiao Xixi's side. Just right. Xiao Xixi was pinned to a corner of the pool. There's no room for any movement. It's even more obvious. She didn't move again.