Chapter 54: Lose Him Forever
Fortunately, Song Qingya came over soon after, and as soon as I heard a knock on the door, I ran over to open the door, and then welcomed her in like a savior.
She didn't even look at me, as soon as she entered the door, she looked inside, and saw Jin Yebai lying on the sofa and hurriedly rushed over, bent down and called softly, "Husband, wake up, I'm here." ”
Husband?
She turned out to be Jin Yebai's husband?
No wonder on his mobile phone, her name is wife.
Jin Yebai opened his eyes and said weakly: "Qingya, you are here." Then he sat up and took her hand, "Meng Lu, I'll go with Qingya first, you have a good rest at home." ”
The more the two of them stood together, the more they looked at each other, and the more I looked at them, my eyes became more and more astringent, and I felt that I was too humble, so I took the key and said to them, "I'll send you down." ”
"No, we know the way ourselves. Song Qingya helped Jin Yebai out, as if she was very angry with me, and slammed me in the room behind them.
I opened the door and was about to go out, Jin Yebai glanced back at me, "Meng Lu, you go in, it's okay to have my wife here." After speaking, he went downstairs with Song Qingya's fingers interlocked, and slowly disappeared out of my sight.
I silently turned back to the house and walked to the window, staring closely at Jin Yebai's car in front of the apartment building, time passed minute by minute, but I didn't see them appear as I expected.
Did something happen to him?
There is no elevator from the fifth floor, if he faints on the road, what will Song Qingya do as a woman?
Thinking of this, I hurriedly ran out of the door and ran downstairs, almost from the fifth floor to the first floor in one breath, and when I walked out of the apartment, I saw Song Qingya getting into the car, but I didn't see Jin Yebai's figure, presumably he had already entered the car.
Before I could get close to the car, I stood in front of the apartment and watched Jin Yebai's car go away, and my heart suddenly felt empty.
When Jin Yebai went downstairs, he interlocked his fingers with Song Qingya, and the gentle tone in which he called her wife was all silently replayed in my mind.
I turned around lonely, and walked upstairs in despair, my legs as if they were filled with lead, and I felt extremely difficult with every step.
Why do people in the world only see clearly after the injured body is completely damaged, who is the person who is really worth cherishing and protecting with your life's time?
I now regret that it was too late to follow Zhou Mingchuan, and if I want to choose Jin Yebai again, I have no chance, I have lost him forever.
Returning to the rental room, I glanced at the takeaway on the coffee table, and without any appetite, I went straight into the bedroom and threw myself on the bed.
I had one strange dream after another, in which I was slapped left and right by Meng Shuwei, pressed on the bed by Zhou Mingchuan and grabbed wantonly, locked in a small dark room by my parents, and couldn't see or hear anything.
Zhou Lijuan pointed at my nose and scolded me, Zhao Dekai bared his yellow teeth and laughed that I was a chicken that couldn't lay eggs, Zhou Mingchuan's parents slapped me in the face with the sole of their shoes, and I had nowhere to escape.
I shouted loudly to Xiaobai, I asked him for help, he heard my voice, and also saw my miserable condition, but he took Song Qingya farther and farther, so far that I could no longer see it, only a white fog remained.
I finally woke up from my dream in the middle of the night, but I was awakened by my own crying, I didn't get up, I didn't turn on the light, I just curled up, stretched out my hands and hugged myself.
Shu Menglu, you will be a lonely person in the future, and no one will love you, love you and take care of you!
Your husband was snatched away by your sister, your in-laws thought you couldn't have children, your parents forced you for money, and now even your best buddy, the gentle man who may have liked you once, has a wife in her arms!
After a while of self-love and self-pity, I turned on the light, opened the suitcase and found clothes to go to the bathroom to take a shower, and did not change into pajamas, and washed the clothes when I came out, and then sat on the sofa in the living room in a daze.
I glanced at the takeout at noon, picked it up and opened it and stuffed it into my mouth, telling myself that no matter how difficult the road ahead was, I must be strong and never fall down.
I ate everything I could, but I had the feeling that I didn't know the taste of food, so I just mechanically stuffed what I had in my hand into my mouth, chewed hard, and finally swallowed it.
I've never eaten like tonight!
After eating and drinking, I got up and went to the bedroom to organize the things I would need for tomorrow's work, put them in my bag and took them to the living room, and took out my mobile phone by the way.
Turn on the phone, and there are three new WeChats, a text message, and a missed call.
The phone was made by Li Sisi, and there was a message on WeChat from her, asking me if I wanted to go out to have a barbecue with her at night.
The other two WeChat messages came from Jin Yebai, who asked me if I had eaten or slept with concern, and asked me not to think too much, and Lu Pengfei would solve the divorce for me.
The text message came from an unfamiliar number, and there was no signature behind the text message, but as soon as I looked at the content, I knew that it was sent to me by Song Qingya.
She told me that it was best to keep my distance from Jin Yebai and not to intervene in his life, because he now had her in his life, and my intervention would bring them unnecessary trouble.
Look, I just said that I had completely lost the good friend who had been holding me in the palm of my hand and caring for me, and sure enough, someone warned me so soon.
As for why she knew my phone number, I am not surprised at all, Jin Yebai may not take the initiative to give it to her, but she can look at his phone while he is sleeping or away, so I don't blame him, he didn't betray me.
I sent Jin Yebai a WeChat reply and asked him if he was feeling better, but I waited for a long time and didn't receive a reply, and then I realized that it was already more than three o'clock in the morning, how could he reply to my WeChat at this time.
I was in a daze in the living room from three o'clock to five o'clock, and I didn't get up to wash up until six o'clock, and then I gave the toilet all the things I ate at midnight last year.
Wipe my mouth and flush the toilet, I went out with my bag, ready to eat breakfast and go to work, I haven't lived here before, I don't know how long it will take to go to work in the morning, but it's better to arrive early than late.
There is no breakfast shop in the community, there are a lot of outside, most of them are people rushing to work in the morning, it is very lively, after all, Li Sisi has always liked to be lively, so he naturally wants to rent a place that is not too deserted.
When I used to be with Zhou Mingchuan, I would get up late and walk while eating breakfast, because breakfast was not allowed in the office, and if I wanted to sit down to eat, I would be late.
But now that I'm not only sitting down, but also stirring the white porridge in the bowl slowly, I don't think I'll ever have that kind of casual life again.
When I was eating breakfast, the phone rang, it was Jin Yebai calling, it was not seven o'clock at this time, I must have been lying in bed greedily sleeping in the past.
"Meng Lu, didn't you sleep again last night?" As soon as the phone was answered, Jin Yebai's words of concern came over.
"I slept a lot in the afternoon and had a bit of insomnia at night, but I'm in good spirits now. "I'm really in good spirits at this point, "How are you? Is the fever gone? Are you still feeling bad?"
"I'm fine......" Jin Yebai replied, and a woman's voice came from there.
"Who are you calling so early?" This is Song Qingya's voice, I can hear it.
"The car is coming, I'll hang up first, you have a good rest, goodbye. As soon as I heard Song Qingya's voice, I immediately hung up the phone with a weak heart.
My sister is a third party and robbed my husband, do I still want to follow in her footsteps and rob other people's boyfriends? Maybe I'm a little tempted by Jin Yebai now, but that's just gratitude, I don't think I'm in love with him.
But I'm still a little sad, I am very unaccustomed to the sudden loss of that tenderness, and as a woman who is seen as intervening in other people's lives, I also feel wronged.
The breakfast shop is in front of the bus stop, so the business here is very good, it is overcrowded, and a group of people suddenly run to the bus stop like crazy when they are eating breakfast with their heads down.
I looked up, and it turned out that there were cars coming, and one of them was the one I was waiting for, so I quickly got up and ran forward, but I bumped into a man in my arms.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was in a hurry, I didn't mean to. I took a few steps back and babbled apologies, and accidentally bumped into someone behind me, causing a scream and an angry curse.
"Ahh
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I was in a hurry to get to work, I didn't mean to hit you. "I bumped into someone else, and I could only apologize with a smile and grovel.
The woman was also in a hurry, and before I could finish speaking, she bypassed me and ran forward, but the man I hit was still standing in front of me at this time.
I watched anxiously as people crowded the bus and whispered to him, "Sir, I really didn't mean to, and I've already apologized, will you forgive me?"
He didn't speak, just looked at me, and my face couldn't help but get hot when I saw it, not to mention how uncomfortable I was, after all, I really hadn't been looked at like this by a man for many years.
"Your name is Shu Menglu, right?" the man asked after looking at me for a moment.
How would he know my name?
Do we know each other?
I looked at him from beginning to end, searching hard for memories, and all I got was a blank slate.
I'm pretty sure I don't know the man in front of me!
The man pursed his lips slightly and smiled, "I'm Li Muchi, a classmate of Zhou Mingchuan University, you shouldn't know me, but I know you." ”
I didn't really know him, but it wasn't surprising that he recognized me.
When I was in college, I followed Zhou Mingchuan to class many times, anyway, the teacher didn't recognize all the people in the class, and then Zhou Mingchuan told me that if there were girls in their class who wanted to skip class, the first person who thought of me was me, and then I looked for him.
I winked and asked him, "Why? I don't know the girls in your class, so I know the ones who are jealous that I snatched you away." ”
He rubbed my head and smiled gently, "Baby, you are stupid, you are a person, they are a group of people, it is difficult for you to know them, but it is very easy for them to remember you." ”
"But what does that have to do with them skipping class and remembering me?" I still don't understand, I never skip class anyway, even if I go to class to bed, I must be on time.
Zhou Mingchuan flicked his forehead lightly and looked at me dotingly, "Why are you really stupid when you say you're stupid, you can call them by name instead of them." ”
At that time, he was gentle and considerate and had good academic performance, won a scholarship every semester, and was the male god in the minds of many girls, and we were very happy every day together.
Because of this, there are many people in their class who know me, and this Li Muchi in front of me should also be one of them.
"What are you thinking?" When he was sinking into memories, Li Muchi raised his hand and shook it in front of me, "What, did I help you recall that time in love?"
I retracted my attention and didn't answer his question, just looked at the other side of the platform, and the train I had been waiting for a long time had long since disappeared without a trace.
I don't have a good impression of Zhou Mingchuan's classmates, but seeing his sincere and polite appearance, I didn't leave immediately, anyway, the car had already left, so I greeted him, "Hello, thank you for remembering me." ”
Li Muchi was still talkative, he didn't look raw at all, and said to me with a smile: "I haven't seen you for so many years, you are still so beautiful, I heard that you married Mingchuan after graduation, how is it now?"
Now that I'm about to get divorced, what is there to say, and I didn't spit out my bitterness to a stranger, so I excused myself: "I'm sorry, I'm going to be late for work, I have to go to the car." ”
Li Muchi raised his hand to look at the time, and asked me gently, "Where are you going to work?" I'm also about to go to work, I don't know if it's a stop, maybe I can give you a ride?"
I went out early today, in fact, I didn't need to be in a hurry at all, just to escape from this man who had a relationship with Zhou Mingchuan, but he didn't let go, so I had to give him the company address, "xxx......"
He smiled gently, "The place where I work is only two streets away from your company, or you don't squeeze the bus, how about I give you a ride?" Although we don't know each other, Mingchuan is the squad leader, and you are the squad leader's wife, haha......"
"No, I'm used to taking the bus. I didn't want to refuse, and then waved my hand, "Let's do it first, I really have to go to work." After saying that, he walked to the platform without looking back.
It happened that a bus came over and could also come to our company, so I squeezed in with the crowd, and after getting on the bus, through the window, I saw Li Muchi walking towards a black private car.
I got out of the car and had some time before I went to work, so I didn't go to work right away, I walked along the street for a while, and when I passed a bookstore, I went in and bought a book before I was ready to go to work.
As soon as I walked into the lobby of the office building, I saw a familiar woman sitting on the sofa in the corner, Meng Shuwei, who I had only met in the corridor of my parents' house yesterday!
What is she doing here?
Don't say it's coming to me!
But she didn't come to find out why I came here, I moved, and none of them knew where I went, but Zhou Mingchuan, where I worked, knew.
Seeing me come in, Meng Shuwei immediately got up and walked over with a big belly, and stretched out her hand to stop me, "You wait, I have something to tell you." ”
"But I have nothing to say to you, please get out of the way!" to this only sister, my tone has never been so cold and indifferent as it is now.
"Where did you move to?" Meng Shuwei not only didn't get out of the way, but instead pushed her big belly towards me, "You can't fight me, so why should you humiliate yourself?"
"If I can't fight, I'm going to fight, and how can you be sure that I can't fight you?" I sneered and looked at her belly, which was much bigger than the day I left.
"Zhou Mingchuan, he doesn't love you anymore. Meng Shuwei took a step forward.
I was afraid that she would take the opportunity to stage some big drama to slander me, so I hurriedly took two steps back, "What does it matter? I didn't say that I still love him." ”
She took a few more steps towards me, "I want to marry him, have children for him, and I can do what you Shu Menglu can do, and I must do what you can't!"
There are a lot of people coming and going during working hours, and it's hard for me to go back so as not to step on people like at the station, and it's not good for me to stay here and be embarrassed by so many people looking at me.
"Whatever you want, he's already a man I don't want anyway, just take it if you like, don't thank me!" I moved to the right, bypassing Meng Shuwei and preparing to wait for the elevator with the other people who went to work.
I didn't expect her to move quite quickly with her stomach, and she reached out and grabbed me, "Shu Menglu, can't I give you half of Zhou Mingchuan's money when I get it?"
Joke, why should I share things with a slut when I can get them alone, and she still told me in a charity tone, she really thought that Zhou Mingchuan's things were already in her pocket?
"Meng Shuwei, people are self-aware, it's best to weigh how many catties and taels you have before you say this, don't disgust me like this. I shook off her hand like a fly and walked straight on.
"Shu Menglu!" Meng Shuwei suddenly screamed, and as soon as I turned around, a loud slap fell on my face, making my eyes glow and my head dizzy.
I'm really cheap, why do I have to look back at her as soon as this slut calls me, now it's okay, I was slapped by her in front of everyone, like a clown jumping off the beam.
"Slut, don't toast or eat and drink!" I opened my mouth and just wanted to scold her, but Meng Shuwei took the lead, "I have his child now, you can't rob me, if you don't know what's wrong, believe it or not, I'll kill you!"
Is Meng Shuwei crazy?
I am Zhou Mingchuan Mingmei's wife who is being protected by the law, is it too much for her junior to kick my nose and face in public?
I walked up and raised my hand to open the bow left and right, and immediately rewarded her with a few big mouths, and the people who were watching the excitement on the side let out a sigh of embarrassment, and they all stopped to look at us.
"What are you looking at, haven't you seen the scene where Xiao San came to the palace with his stomach up?" I yelled, and there was another commotion in the crowd.