Chapter Eighty-Nine: For Whom to Live

Su Ziqi and Soho moved into a newly rented apartment and finally settled down again.

Su Ziqi sent away the moving company, and then moved the heavy boxes to the floor of the room one by one, these boxes were all Su Ziqi and her mother's books, other daily necessities and clothes, three or four suitcases could be loaded, but the boxes with books were thickly stacked more than one person high, if it weren't for these books, Su Ziqi wouldn't have to ask the moving company.

Thinking of every time, whenever there was such a time, Fang Yuanhe would appear in time, even when he was in college, it was when Fang Yuanhe took his bulky luggage into the dormitory, Su Ziqi's expression sank again.

"Obviously there is a docking brother, why are you still at ease?" At that time, Su Ziqi was dissatisfied that Fang Yuanhe was always meddling in his own affairs.

Fang Yuanhe gently pinched Su Ziqi's little face, and said with a wicked smile: "I just don't want those brothers who are eyeing you to beat your idea! I will personally send you to the dormitory, and then say hello to your roommates, so that your new classmates will know that you have such a handsome boyfriend, so that I can go abroad with confidence!"

Su Ziqi snorted disdainfully, "Who is your girlfriend!"

However, this era of innocence is gone forever, and Su Ziqi never thought that one day, she would remember that sunny smiling face like this!

Su Ziqi gently opened the cardboard box and took out the books inside, and suddenly, a pile of photos fell out, one of which was the young Fang Yuanhe laughing with her! That was when the Fang family had not moved out of Chenghe, Su Ziqi went to Fang's house to play, and Fang Yuanhe's eldest brother was trying on the newly bought camera, so he took a picture of Su Ziqi and Fang Yuanhe who were playing around.

In the photo, Su Ziqi was smiling happily holding a bear that Fang Yuanhe had just given her, while avoiding the naughty Fang Yuanhe, while Fang Yuanhe was chasing Su Ziqi, wanting to give her a big hug!

On that day, it seemed to be Fang Yuanhyuk's birthday!

"Why did you give me a gift on your birthday?" asked Su Ziqi curiously while hugging the bear.

"The biggest gift is here!" the young Fang Yuanhe patted Su Ziqi on the shoulder, "Brother, I gave you Little Bear is just a feedback!"

"The biggest gift is here...... It's just a feedback......" This warm and young voice echoed in Su Ziqi's ears for a long time, Su Ziqi, who was squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, pinched the photo in her hand, she was exhausted, she fell to the ground, holding the cardboard box, crying bitterly......

"Ziqi, Ziqi......" Su Ziqi seemed to hear Fang Yuanhe's voice calling for her in a hazy way.

Su Ziqi raised her head and saw Fang Yuanhe standing in front of her, Su Ziqi cried and got up and hugged Fang Yuanhe, and said loudly: "Yuanhe, Yuanhe, why are you so ruthless, just leave, why? Do you know, you are like this, I am in pain!"

Fang Yuanhe gently stroked Su Ziqi's hair and said softly: "Ziqi, I know, you are very sad and painful, I'm sorry, it's just that I have to leave, but I will always be there to watch you!"

"Where have you been, you tell me, where have you been? I'll go see you!" Su Ziqi grabbed Fang Yuanhe's clothes and refused to let go.

"No, Ziqi, you can't go, that place of mine, you can't go!" Fang Yuanhe gently pulled Su Ziqi's hands away.

"Why can't I go when you can go?!" Su Ziqi cried angrily: "I'm already tired of this world, and there is nothing in this world that I can be nostalgic for!"

"Nonsense!" Fang Yuanhe blocked Su Ziqi's lips, "Have you forgotten Auntie? Auntie is still worried about you, how can you say that, have you forgotten how worried Auntie was when you had a car accident? When you didn't wake up, she kept saying, you are her courage to live, if you can't wake up again, she will definitely go with you!"

Thinking of the car accident, Su Ziqi shuddered, she had already lost her mother once, and she couldn't lose it a second time.

"But, but Wonhyuk, why are you leaving, why!" Su Ziqi whimpered in pain again.

"Because someone wants to harm me!" Fang Yuanhe looked at Su Ziqi intently.

"Who is it, what kind of person?" Su Ziqi's eyes widened in horror.

"Ziqi, only you can solve all these puzzles, only you!" Fang Yuanhe looked at her with trust.

"Me?" asked Su Ziqi in disbelief.

"Yes, it's just you!" Fang Yuanhe remained firm.

"But, how can I unravel all this, you tell me, Yuanhyuk you tell me!" Su Ziqi begged Fang Yuanhe.

"Open your memory! This is the key to solving all the puzzles!" Fang Yuanhe said and lightly placed a kiss on Su Ziqi's forehead, "Ziqi, I love you! In another world, I will still love you!"

After Fang Yuanhe kissed, he turned around and faded, Su Ziqi cried and wanted to grab Fang Yuanhe, but he couldn't move a step.

"Yuan He, Yuan He, don't go, don't go!" Su Ziqi shouted.

In this exclamation, Su Ziqi was awakened by a pair of gentle hands, "Ziqi, Ziqi, what's wrong with you, why are you sleeping on the ground!"

Su Ziqi opened her eyes and saw her mother's distressed eyes.

"I ...... Am I asleep?" Su Ziqi sat up straight, and found that she had fallen asleep leaning on the cardboard box containing the books.

"How can I sleep on the floor? I'm going to catch a cold!" Soho picked up her daughter and sat down on the bed.

"Did you dream of Wonhyuk?" asked Soho cautiously.

Su Ziqi nodded.

"Child, mom knows that you are sad, but you also have to take care of your body. Su He sighed, "Mom knows that you have a deep relationship with Wonhyuk, and Mom is also very sad if something like this happens to Wonhyuk." However, people always have to look forward, no matter how painful and tormented they are, they must always move forward, not for themselves, but for those who love you and those you love!"

Su Ziqi looked at Soho with tears in her eyes.

Soho took her daughter's hand and held it gently in the palm of her hand, "Mom was more painful than you at that time, more desperate than you, and even thought of suicide, but because of you, Mom has no reason not to cheer up! So Mom hopes that no matter when, no matter how desperate you are, no matter how painful you are, as long as you think about Mom, you should understand and cheer up!"

Su Ziqi nodded, snuggled in her mother's arms, yes, if people only live for themselves, then living and dying are only the difference in perception, and the purpose of living is actually for others to live!

She, Su Ziqi, especially has to cheer up, for her mother, for her sister, in order to get the truth about Won Hyuk's departure, and to solve all the puzzles......

Su Ziqi lay on the bed for a while, thinking back to every word that Fang Yuanhyuk had said to her in the dream just now, especially the sentence "Open your memory! This is the key to solving all the puzzles!", which made her suddenly feel excited, she quickly rushed downstairs, wanting to walk down the street, Paul once told her that the best way to get her memories back is to meditate and go wild!

In the state of meditation, people's brains will gradually repair, and in the realm of illusion and reality, they will find their own memories! In the case of rampage, through people's sense of touch and hearing, people's psychology will undergo subtle changes, and maybe a certain scene and a certain sound will be exchanged for the memory of that moment!

Just now, Su Ziqi was meditating, and now she has decided to go shopping to experience the rampage!

Su Ziqi drove to Shengdu International, walked into the crowded shopping mall, looked at the dazzling goods and the couple, Su Ziqi was full of the scene of her and Zhong Zimu together!

That was the first time she handed over herself to him, the two of them came to Shengdu International to choose bed sheets, met He Qing and Chairman Lan, and were ridiculed by He Qing and Chairman Lan, but in the end, Zhong Zimu hit He Qing and Chairman Lan hard, and proposed to her for the first time in the crowd!

Another time, when Zhong Zimu and Lan Ruomei's wedding was about to be in a uproar, on that lonely "qingren" festival, Zhong Zimu suddenly appeared and lured her to the rooftop, and staged a romantic rose flying flower for her......

The first coat she bought for him was here!

The "Crystal Love" he bought with her is also here!

Her eyes are full of memories of Zhong Zimu and her past, and her mind is full of Zhong Zimu's amorous shadows...... Su Ziqi suddenly leaned in front of a glass window, unable to move, the feeling of heartbreak was like a flickering neon light, waving in front of her eyes!

Su Ziqi was almost suppressed from breathing, and the powerful sense of pathos struck again, and even made her think of death together! Only death can be completely liberated! The pain was so painful that she couldn't live anymore - this was Su Ziqi's only feeling at the moment!

"Mommy, Mommy, you hug me!" A three-year-old girl couldn't walk, and began to get tired of being coquettish at her mother's lap.

Her mother shook her head helplessly, put the things in her hand aside, and picked up the little girl, "You are really naughty, just now you said that you were tired, your mother took you to eat cake, and rested for a while, you just came out and refused to leave by yourself!"

"I just like my mother's hug, I just like my mother!" said the little girl, snuggling up to her mother's warm shoulders and laughing.

The mother laughed happily when the little girl said this, although it was very difficult to carry things and hold the little girl, but her face was still slowly happy.

Seeing this scene, Su Ziqi's eyes instantly moistened, and the time when she once relied on her mother flashed again, aren't she and her mother also so attached to each other? No matter how painful it is, she has to live for her mother!

Su Ziqi wiped away her tears and left the window, but saw Zhong Zimu and Bai Qianqian walking towards her, Zhong Zimu was carrying several large bags of pregnancy and baby products in her hands, and Bai Qianqian was looking at Zhong Zimu and smiling sweetly.

Although Bai Qianqian hadn't seen Su Ziqi yet, Zhong Zimu had already looked directly at Su Ziqi, Su Ziqi's heart tightened, her breathing suddenly became short, she lowered her head, turned around and flashed through the window, hiding behind the window!

Weakness or fear, she didn't want to continue to face it!

Suddenly, the scene of Jiang Wan and Zhong Zimu buying pregnancy and baby products in the United States flashed in her mind - a woman appeared opposite her, and the woman had a strange look in her eyes......