Since she spent more time for the child Yun Mengxue had never seen, she no longer had nightmares these days, even if it was less and less "appearance".

Song Zhiyu finished the work at hand, stretched after cleaning up the desktop, then rubbed his stomach again, and turned around and smiled at Yun Mengxue.

"Mengxue, are you hungry, why don't we order some takeout for a supper?"

"Haven't you eaten it for a long time?"

Yun Mengxue showed a surprised look on her face, don't look at Song Zhiyu who looks soft and weak, in fact, her appetite is very big, if she doesn't deliberately eat less, it is conservatively estimated that she will eat more than three times as much as Yun Mengxue.

Song Zhiyu shrugged his shoulders and smiled embarrassedly.

"There's no way, because I dare to do the task, so I bother and spend my energy, if I don't eat something from time to time to replenish it, I will definitely exhaust myself to death." ”

Yun Mengxue chuckled, and then showed a somewhat apologetic look.

"I'm sorry, it's all because I'm delaying your process, if there's anything you need my help with, I'll definitely help!"

"What are you talking about, you! I, Song Zhiyu, am not that kind of person. ”

Song Zhiyu smiled and glanced at Yun Mengxue, she always blamed herself, self-criticized and complained from time to time, which made Song Zhiyu feel a little worried, Yun Mengxue was not good like this, she would live a very depressed life.

"Okay, let's not talk about this, let's call for takeout!"

Song Zhiyu picked up the mobile phone as he spoke, and when he dialed the number, he realized that he had forgotten to recharge the phone bill.

"Why is it shut down at this time? Pay the phone bill first, but I'm so hungry!"

Song Zhiyu complained and rubbed his stomach while turning on the computer to recharge his mobile phone.

"Use mine to fight, or I'm afraid that after you finish recharging, you will starve to death here." ”

Yun Mengxue handed the phone to Song Zhiyu funny, then got up and walked towards the bathroom.

"You take your time, I'll go wash my face and refresh first, so as not to fall asleep halfway while eating with you." ”

"You're really ......"

Song Zhiyu wrinkled her nose at Yun Mengxue, and after she entered the bathroom, the smile on her face slowly disappeared, replaced by a touch of sorrow.

"Hey, is Yun Mengxue really okay with such a joke?

It is very possible to pretend that she is happy, which is also Yun Mengxue's "strength" all along, because she doesn't want others to worry about her, and she doesn't want to always show her vulnerable side to others.

Flipping the mobile phone in his hand, Song Zhiyu found that this was still the one Yun Mengxue used two and a half years ago.

"I haven't found out during this time, it turns out that Mengxue is still using the same mobile phone in the past, which is enough to see how nostalgic Mengxue is, hey......"

With a soft sigh, Song Zhiyu slid the screen to unlock Yun Mengxue's mobile phone, but inadvertently touched the recording file. She didn't take it seriously, and was about to return and exit, but she heard the sound of the recording file, and couldn't help but be stunned there-

"Luo Haochen, you are not me, I won't know how much I care about you, and I won't understand how afraid I am of losing you one day, it's a pity that we ......"

"I don't know...... I just hope that when you regret it one day, you can remember that I never thought of using this way to teach you how to cherish. ”

This mobile phone recording is Yun Mengxue's self-monologue when she left the Luo family, and she made the recording to remember the marriage with Luo Haochen that should not have been, and the unrequited love that is not love.

Listening to this short but shocking recording, Song Zhiyu felt a sour heart, she was about to cry, and it seemed that she could also feel how much pain Yun Mengxue was experiencing in her heart at that time from this silent crying.

"No wonder Mengxue has been hating herself for not being able to forget, with such deep feelings, how can she easily erase it. ”

Song Zhiyu sighed softly, and directly used the transmission file to transfer the recording to his mobile phone number.

Song Zhiyu didn't know what force drove her to do this, but she subconsciously felt that this kind of recording should be listened to by Luo Haochen, although now it was Yun Mengxue who was rejecting Luo Haochen.

The file is not very big, and it will be accepted in seconds, and at this time, the door of the bathroom was gently pushed open, Song Zhiyu hurriedly exited the recording file, and the lock screen handed the phone to Yun Mengxue who came out.

"Did you call for takeout, and what did you order?"

Yun Mengxue asked Song Zhiyu with a smile, she hid the unnaturalness in her expression, and slightly touched her head and smiled awkwardly.

"I remembered that in the silver card that recharged the phone bill, the money was transferred to another bank card by me, I had to go out to save the phone bill, so I went directly to the store to buy supper, you wait for me at home." ”

After Song Zhiyu finished speaking, he got up and put on his coat and walked out the door. The moment the door closed, Yun Mengxue's eyes were full of doubts.

"Zhiyu's silver will turn all the accounts empty?"

It's not that Yun Mengxue wants to doubt Song Zhiyu, but she has known Song Zhiyu for so long, and she never feels that she is a person who is unprepared.

Besides, Song Zhiyu himself has a lot of income, even if he leaves a minimum of one or two hundred or dozens of yuan in the silver, it is enough to recharge the phone bill, so why not transfer away without a penny?

Doubts are doubts, and Yun Mengxue has no place to suspect Song Zhiyu.

"Forget it, it's me who thinks too much, after all, Zhiyu has always been the one who helped me. ”

Yun Mengxue smiled self-deprecatingly, she was really careless, and now there are really some plants and trees.

……

Song Zhiyu came outside and paid the money in the store where the mobile phone bill was recharged, and the mobile phone was quickly activated.

Holding the mobile phone and hesitating for a long time, although she was very simple when she passed the documents before, but if she really wanted to give it to Luo Haochen, she had to think about it carefully.

"Meng Xue is so hostile to Luo Haochen now, if he hears this recording, will he be impatient to go to Meng Xue again, and then cause her extreme disgust?"

After thinking about it, Song Zhiyu finally made up his mind.

"Hey, it's okay! contact Luo Haochen first!"

opened the received offline recording file, Song Zhiyu directly passed it to Luo Haochen's mobile phone number, looking at the words "sent completed", her heart was like a hammer hitting the sound.

"Whew...... Mengxue, and Luo Haochen, for the love of the two of you, my heart is going to suffer. ”

Muttering to himself, Song Zhiyu suddenly remembered another thing.

"Since the child is two people, the pain cannot be borne by Mengxue alone. Luo Haochen, the sin is caused by yourself, and you must be responsible for Mengxue and the child. ”

Swiped the screen to unlock the phone again, Song Zhiyu opened the "Edit Short Message", pressed a bunch of words with his fingers like flying, entered Luo Haochen's mobile phone number and sent it directly.

……

In the dark night study, only a little orange-red light came out when the tobacco burned, but the light only disappeared for a short moment, followed by another short burning light.

Who invented the cigarette to create a cloud of smoke on such a lonely night, hovering back and forth in the lonely air. And who stole whose heart? drunk in pain and washed his face with tears all day long.

Inhaling deeply, spitting out heavily, the smoke swirling above his head rendered a psychedelic hazy color, Luo Haochen's heart was full of indescribable pain.

Pressing the received recording file, Luo Haochen couldn't remember that this was the first time he listened to it tonight.

The mobile phone is playing the recording file——

"Luo Haochen, you are not me, I won't know how much I care about you, and I won't understand how afraid I am of losing you one day, it's a pity that we ......"

"I don't know...... I just hope that when you regret it one day, you can remember that I never thought of using this way to teach you how to cherish. ”

Cold tears dripped down the back of his hand, Luo Haochen didn't want to be an iron man forged of steel anymore, he would feel pain if he had affection and love, and at this time, Yun Mengxue's figure when recording seemed to appear in front of him.

She cried silently, feeling entangled in her heart, tears slid down her cheeks and dripped on the screen of her mobile phone, and the corners of her mouth pulled up a shallow smile that made people feel distressed and full of pain and self-deprecation.

Yun Mengxue is a person who disdains to do this kind of thing, she will not pretend to be hypocritical to win the sympathy of others, and she recorded this passage only to mourn the love that died in her heart before it developed.

Luo Haochen seemed to see Yun Mengxue standing in the rain, looking up at the sky, and letting the rain wash away her delicate face, because only in this way could she not be found to be crying.

The more he thought about it, the more painful it became, and he seemed to be unable to breathe, Luo Haochen took a deep breath.

"Xue'er, I thought that if you retired and never appear again, you would forget the pain for a while, but I didn't expect that you have been enduring such torture. ”

The message sent by Song Zhiyu told Luo Haochen all about the pain that Yun Mengxue had endured in her heart for more than two years, as well as the fact that they went to the Panruo Temple a few days ago to spend time for the lost child.

At this moment, although Luo Haochen seems to be unwavering on the outside, he has already turned the river and the sea in his heart.

Who fell for whose heart, and who broke whose heart?

Luo Haochen once thought that the Yun family's biggest evil disease, Yun Mengxue was not worthy of sympathy and pity at all, let alone love, because their father and daughter took everything from the Chu family, and she inherited Chu Mengyao's light.

"Why did the people who should be alive die, but the most damned people live well in this world?" These words have always been the entanglement in Luo Haochen's heart, and the knot that he tied to his heart.

It wasn't until he separated from Yun Mengxue that he deeply realized that he had been so entangled and in love with each other, and even thinking about it was a crime after breaking up, and that love was nothing but turning into a cloud.

"Turning it into a cloud...... Turning into a cloud? Cher...... Yunmengxue ......"

After the separation, Luo Haochen couldn't tell how much he regretted it, if he used "his intestines are repentant" to describe it, it would be just a small thing, he simply regretted it to the point that his liver and intestines were broken.

The internal organs seemed to be beaten hard by the hot iron until it hit a mess that made it impossible to look at it directly, so that Luo Haochen would always remember that his mistake was his impulsive and irrational sin.

"Cher, without you by your side, life is so bitter and tasteless, my eyes are gray sky except tears. ”

Luo Haochen knew that he would not get any result by forcing Yun Mengxue like this, and the matter had come to this point, what kind of result he would get, he really had no bottom in his heart.

"Luo Haochen is inseparable from the existence of Yunmengxue, no matter who you will become in the future, I would rather stand in the snow and wait for you to turn back. For my heart is always ...... You're always alone, just you. ”

Luo Haochen touched his face with his hands in pain, and leaned on the sofa swivel chair with some weakness.