There are many nervous moments in my life, such as the high school entrance examination, the college entrance examination, and the graduate school interview.

Looking at the heavy leaders of the hospital's investigation team today, my heart felt like it was about to stop.

The sound of my saliva swallowing was clearer than ever.

"Qin Siyu, are you a member of the Hong Kong City Exchange?"

A female leader with thin eyes asked solemnly holding up a folder.

"Yes. ”

"Then why did you get the opportunity to communicate with each other?"

"This is the longest shift this month. I replied honestly.

As soon as the words landed, countless scrutinizing eyes looked at me.

"First of all, we would like to inform you very much that you don't have to go to the exchange program in Port City......"

"Why?"

Hearing this, no matter how scared I was, I couldn't help but get up and express my dissatisfaction.

"Because we received a report that you bribed the director of the obstetrics and gynecology department to know the selection conditions in advance. ”

The female leader replied very calmly.

"What evidence do you have? I admit that I have expressed my desire to be promoted to the director in advance, but I have never bribed the director! Moreover, I am on duty every day, and I have experienced one operation after another, so this is not fake!"

I can't help but want to shed tears when I think of my efforts this month being easily rejected by others with a bribe.

"Yes, we admit that you have worked hard this month, but according to your previous duty schedule, it doesn't seem to have reflected, so we have evidence to suspect that you started working hard this month because you knew the selection conditions to go to Port City. ”

"But I didn't know about the project a month ago. ”

Finger at it, I explained excitedly.

But the leader obviously didn't have time to listen, and he convicted me in a hurry.

"Considering that you are a first-time offender, the result of our handling this time is to revoke your place in this exchange, plus a one-week suspension, I hope you can reflect on it through this time and hand over a satisfactory review when you return. ”

I think it's ridiculous to come here today, because it's not an investigation at all, but a penalty notice directly issued to me.

It's straightforward and doesn't leave anyone a chance at all.

At this moment, I really wanted to cry, but I felt that I had no face to cry, why didn't I work hard to be on duty before? Why didn't I rush into the operating room before? What is the use of a month's hard work, and it is not easy to be convicted as evidence?

I was afraid that the director would be implicated by me, so I hurriedly called her, but fortunately, the director was still fine.

The reason she gave me was that after the professor left, the hospital was afraid that there would be no one to support her in the obstetrics and gynecology department, so she was only fined half a month's bonus as punishment.

She comforted me to rest at home for a while while while I was suspended, not to think about some messy, and some things that she would watch and do herself.

I understood what the director meant, and hung up the phone after a few pleasantries, for some reason, I suddenly wanted to eat the spring rolls fried by Comrade Lao Qin at the moment.

Grandma is still living in the hospital, and I am embarrassed to bother him with these things, so I can only silently find a breakfast shop near the second hospital.

Luckily, this shop also has fried spring rolls, so I ordered one, but I only tasted one bite and put down the chopsticks, because it was far from being as crispy as Comrade Qin's fried.

I don't know why, after I knew that I had lost the opportunity to go to Hong Kong City for exchange, I never dared to go home.

When I was in a hurry to leave this morning, Ms. Fang Yu had expressed her concern and I knew that she would definitely call me, but because I was afraid, I was going to turn off my phone and clean it for a while.

Then I found a shopping mall and walked aimlessly, until the evening, the mall sounded the clearing music, I was shocked to realize that I had been missing for a whole day, but who knew that I just wanted to take out my mobile phone and turn it on, but found that it was inexplicably out of power.

The house leak happened to rain overnight, and that's what I said.

I thought it would be unlucky enough to lose the opportunity to communicate, but who knew that what was even more unfortunate was that there was no electricity.

Looking at the unfamiliar surroundings, I simply began to break the jar and break it, and decided to go wherever I went, and if I couldn't do it, I would hide under the overpass for the night.

But the extent of my waste was obviously beyond my imagination, and after walking for about half an hour, I was completely lost in the bright streets.

In the end, I met the patrol police in the area, and then I successfully contacted Ms. Fang Yu and Comrade Lao Qin.

"Nan, why don't you answer the phone? Have you arrived in Hong Kong City? You haven't taken your luggage at home yet, do you want your mother to send it to you?"

As soon as Ms. Fang Yu spoke, she directly blocked all the words I wanted to say, and after lowering her head in a muffled voice, I asked the patrol police for the address here and reported it to them.

Ms. Fang Yu heard the frustration in my tone, and didn't ask more, and hurriedly agreed to find someone to pick me up.

But in the end, I didn't expect that the person she was looking for was Zhang Xiao, who pulled me into the blacklist.

I don't know how to describe the relationship between me and Zhang Xiao.

Friends? No, lovers?

Although I know that he may not be used to rejecting others because of his good nature, he just came, and he did not hesitate to come.

It was very windy and cold tonight, Zhang Xiaolai only wore a coat, and even had slippers hanging on his feet, without any image, but I felt that he was extremely handsome, just like the prince who appeared in a fairy tale, came to the world and rescued me, an unlucky man.

I don't know when my eyes were moist, and I don't know how I finally fell into Zhang Xiao's arms, the only thing I knew clearly this night was that Zhang Xiao's arms were very strong, very warm, and contained me who was crying like a ghost.

Xu is crying too miserably, when he spoke again, his voice was dumb unconsciously, Zhang Xiao saw this, and took out a bottle of mineral water from the car behind him, and handed it to me without saying a word.

I knew he would ignore me, and after drinking the water, he lowered his head like an autistic child, accompanied by sobbing after crying.

The cold wind rose, the four were cold, and Zhang Xiao and I sat awkwardly on the side of the road on the street this winter. After a stalemate of about five minutes, Zhang Xiao asked me to get in the car, and I shook my head firmly.

Backbone is such a thing, it is not always the right time to come.

After a while, the angry Zhang Xiao finally opened his mouth.

"Qin Siyu, don't let me repeat it a second time. ”

And I craned my neck and replied in a hoarse voice: "You have nothing to do with me anymore, so you don't need to help me hide it anymore, I can go back by myself." ”

"Can you go back? How do you go back? Walk back, it's 12 kilometers from your house. You go one and I'll see. ”

"Let's go, who's afraid of whom. ”

I have to say that since I was a child, I have never escaped the shackles of radical generals. As soon as Zhang Xiao's words were finished, I stood up from the side of the road without admitting defeat, and was about to walk forward.

But before I took two steps, my feet were in the air, and it turned out that Zhang Xiao picked me up at some point.

"Fool, you're even going in the wrong direction!"

This seemingly reproachful sentence was said by Zhang Xiao with a faint smile. After careful experience, I actually had a feeling of intimacy.

After being carried into the car and sitting down, I held my chin and looked at Zhang Xiao quietly for a while and said, "I can't go to Hong Kong City." ”

"Oh. ”

I thought Zhang Xiao would react, but he just gave me a light nod and perfunctory me.

"Oh, didn't you react otherwise?"

"What do you want me to do?"

I have to say, Zhang Xiao's words really hurt me, yes, what do I want him to do?

Excitement, joy, anger, the only thing that is certain is that I don't want him to be plain and uneventful, as if it has nothing to do with me.

"Are we still friends?"

"What do you think?"

Zhang Xiao glanced at me meaningfully.

"I think it's enough to add back the contact details. ”

I charged it with his power bank, turned on my phone, opened WeChat and sent a friend application to Zhang Xiao.

Zhang Xiao was driving, but after hearing the ding dong of his mobile phone, he found a roadside and stopped, took out his mobile phone and looked at it, successfully frowned, and after tapping his finger on the screen a few times, he was on the road again.

I glanced down at the screen with curiosity, only to realize that this guy Zhang Xiao actually rejected my friend application.

I think Zhang Xiao did it on purpose, when you say it's not good to refuse, even if you stop the car, you have to refuse in front of me, he is really good.

In an instant, the anger burned my mind, and after glaring at him fiercely, I simply picked up his pocket.

"What are you doing?"

Zhang Xiao looked at my movements and shouted excitedly.

"Looking for your phone!"

And I didn't seem to have any face or skin, and after answering fearlessly, I leaned forward, and when I raised my eyes, his mobile phone was held in my hand.

"Since you refuse to add me, then I have to do it myself. ”

In the past, I may not have been so cheeky, I love Gaga, I don't add anything, everything is as it is.

But Zhang Xiao is different, because I feel very uncomfortable just thinking of lying in his blacklist.

Just as I was about to operate with his mobile phone, with a "bang" braking, Zhang Xiao stopped on the side of the road again regardless of it.

He stared at me, with an unfamiliar anger in his eyes, "Qin Siyu, is it really fun for you to play me like this?"

"I don't have ......"

"You don't? What do you mean now? I finally made up my mind to delete your contact information. Now what do you mean by adding it back?"

He accentuated his tone and directly stunned me sitting in the co-pilot.

After a long time of reaction, I replied softly, "Can't you be a friend?"

"Can't!"

Unusually resolute answer.

"What about my girlfriend?"

“……”

God knows, how did I get this sentence out of my mouth, it was as if I had been holding it in my heart for a long time, and today I suddenly vomited it quickly.

And I don't know why, after saying this, I didn't have the burden I had before.

Could it be that this is the so-called love?