Chapter 21: Suddenly I wanted to go back even more
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This "potato". She... I really don't averse to take it. Perhaps. This is what both himself and Yan Rui are saying. Truly.. His own attitude towards Situ Lei Yan. Virtually. It's changed.
She picked up the coffee on the table. Take a sip. I'm afraid that the conversation with Yan Rui will become more and more sad. She used this to disrupt the atmosphere a little.
Put down the cup. She raised her eyes. Seeing Yan Rui raise the cup in his hand again. Lightly. Moved to his lips expressionlessly. He had that look on his face. She was a little afraid to look at it.
That's right. It's my older brother who grew up with me. There are so many memories. Except that he got married. There are also outside of going abroad. I haven't been separated from him for a long time. Thinking. It was like something was tearing in my heart. It hurts a little.
"Brother Rui. If you say... If it's not good for me to return home. That. I'll stay. She admonished. The thought suddenly came to my mind.
Even if it's against the current. It's okay to go back on your word. Anyway. Yan Rui is someone who can influence her decision. If in front of him. Ask yourself not to go. So. She's going to change her mind right away.
No matter how much preparation has been made. Yes. No doubts.
"Go ahead. Yan Rui's eyes seemed to have a vast darkness. "Always uphold your decisions. Stick to your decision. Even if I say something that interferes with you. You should go back anyway. He said. He felt that he was a little out of place. I just didn't say it anymore.
It was cold for a while. He had his coffee. Pecking slowly.
Xiao Xixi, who has been held on the tip of her heart for so many years. Albeit. Now he had another person to protect. However. It seems to be an innate protection for her. It has long been completely rooted and stationed in the bottom of my heart.
"Nope. That... That's the case. I'm really not going back. Xiao Xixi could see that Yan Rui's mood was close to gloom. She was mentally prepared. But I didn't think that he would make me feel faint heartache.
The coffee is lukewarm. Swallow down your throat. But I felt a kind of sourness.
Swallowed. There is something in the throat. Choked.
"Don't be like a child. Yan Rui withdrew his frowning brow. He smiled suddenly. But it is bland and tasteless. βγγ Know your decision. No matter when. Sooner or later, it has to be done. β
The atmosphere melted a little. But it made Xiao Xixi puzzled.
She froze for a few seconds. Stunned: "Why." β
The corners of Yan Rui's mouth continued to hook up a smile. He raised the cup in his hand unhurriedly. Daolai: "You used to. Never loved coffee. It should be him. You're the one who likes it. β
Xiao Xixi was speechless. This atmosphere. She was a little nervous and suffocated. Inner incomprehension and doubts. Rush up in unison. But. I couldn't remember it anymore.
Incomprehensible...
Is it. That's how it is.
Meditate. I still can't think of it. She finally raised her eyes. Looking forward to Yan Rui's answer: "I... I really don't think so. Is that so? β
Fair face. Through the silent leisurely question.
Yan Rui nodded. The coffee cup was placed on the table: "You before." Complained to me more than once. Be his secretary. It's about making coffee every day. Organize your files. Evenβ" His eyes drifted into the distance. Thoughts go back to a few years ago.
βγγ Or even what. Xiao Xixi stared at him intently. I'm afraid of missing a sentence.
She knows. Yan Rui never talked about this. As long as he spoke. She is an opportunity to cherish. She was sure. His words must be true. Heartbeat. Suddenly, it sprang up.
"Even you're joking. Say he's going to force you to be your own barista. "At the beginning. She just complained to Yan Rui in disgust. But. His words to her forever. Memorized deeply and accurately.
Listen to this. Xiao Xixi was even more stunned. I was so shocked that I couldn't speak. Slightly open lip flap. Looks unbelievable.
This. Did you experience it before? So. Situ Leiyan's words occasionally mentioned that he had been with him. Presumably. I've had a lot of close contact.
And also. The coffee I made before for Leng Zhiqing to meet him. No wonder. He would have tasted it so meticulously ...
There are no memories of the past. And after meeting him in the United States. Memories that slowly accumulate. Pictures and clips rushed to the front at this moment.
Situ Lei Yan.
Situ Lei Yan. The name. It's like an indispensable part of me. The more I wanted to get rid of it before. On the contrary, the more you can't get rid of it. Right now. Trace by wisp. It's like walking into your own heart. Silent emotions.
"Brother Rui. Thank you for supporting me. And also... Right now. You say so. I suddenly wanted to go back. Or rather... I want to go back even more. Xiao Xixi closed her eyes. Quietly opened again. Take a deep breath. "Let's reclaim the old memories. I think I need to think about that. "At least. Work on it too.
Say the word. I felt like I was relieved.
Yingying's smile flickered. Xiao Xixi's expression was immediately different from just now. It turned out. Say what you really think. It's so easy.
"Safety first. Yan Rui looked at her with a smile. Qingjun's gentle gaze. With warm advice. "What's wrong. I will never let him go. "For a long time. He never felt so spoiled by Xiao Xixi again.
This kind of feeling. It's no longer that attachment. On the contrary, it is the most indifferent quiet after years of tempering.
"Hmm. Xiao Xixi smiled and nodded.
I've always felt it. There is such a good Brother Rui. What more could she ask for. The Past of the Past. It's like a world away.
The phone boomed. Xiao Xixi picked it up: "Hey." "No need to ask. It's definitely Situ Lei Yan again. A few days after the decision was made. Every now and then, he called to inquire about the progress of the preparations.
Obviously, the time has already been set. He was still not at ease.
In front of Yan Rui. Xiao Xixi did not hide her anger at all. It's as if there's him right in front of you. The expression was extremely vivid: "Why did you call again." I'm not saying that. Am I preparing. β
Compared to Situ Leiyan, who is as sticky as glue. She still likes him a little more coldly. At least. She can save a little bit of trouble, too.
"Where are you. "Listen to the soft music coming from the phone. Situ Leiyan's interrogative tone.
Xiao Xixi raised her eyes and looked at Yan Rui. His eyes moved calmly to the other side. This is what makes him better than Situ Leiyan. Patience and meticulousness. Never get angry with yourself.
She was a little perfunctory: "Outside." β
"It's out there. Situ Leiyan continued to ask. Obviously, Xiao Xixi's little impatience could be heard. If she's in front of you. He must be unkind to her attitude. Gaze. It also became deep and indifferent.
"Do I have to report to you everywhere I go? Good. Then I'll tell you. Xiao Xixi was simply stubborn to the end. He wanted to know. Let him know. "I'll tell you. I'm with Brother Rui. Drink coffee. Saying. Coffee here. It tastes really good. β
After speaking. Bring it to your mouth. I took a bite of it.
Good. Don't you mind? Anyway, no matter how long his hand is, he can't catch her. It's better to simply provoke to the end. Let's talk. Xiao Xixi hung up the phone proudly. He grimaced at Yan Rui.