She looked at him with a slight trepidation. She had expected this to be the case, but she was still sad to hear him say it in person. To choose him must be to choose this heaviness at the same time.

She remembered what he had asked the last time she had told him in the mirror when she had declared to him that she had thought of herself as his woman: Do you know the consequences of what you say?

He commanded her to sit on the table of the washbasin, to trespass unceremoniously without her preparation, in his way, in his toughness, and it was a wonderful thrilling experience.

He was telling her in that particular way what she would bring for the rest of her life by choosing him as her man.

Seeing the hesitation and sadness in Caiyue's eyes, Xiao Tian's cheeks tensed, and he continued: "Once you really become my true wife, then even if you regret it later, if you want to leave me, your life will not return to the free state before you met me.

She was silent, and he was nervous.

He couldn't tell if he wanted her to regret it, no one really knew how much he longed for this love, how much he had to endure to protect the love between her and them, how much he had to endure and how much he had to suffer, he was like a dancer dancing in shackles, but he was reluctant to let go of the shackles.

This love is destined to be full of twists and turns from the beginning, even if the decision is as fast as a knife, he doesn't know how many times he wants to pick it up but finally wants to put it down.

Cai Yue couldn't remember the first time she asked herself the question of "do you want to continue to love?Unlike Xiao Tian.From the beginning, she was sure that she loved him.But this love was much more difficult than she expected.

Last time she was kidnapped by the black bear mercenaries, she can comfort herself.Maybe the other party just wants money.Because the two men related to her are all super rich.But this time it's different.This time it's a direct sniping.The other party obviously doesn't want money.As long as the money is gone, you can earn it again.If you don't have a life, you can make it again.If you don't have a life, you will never have it.

Cai Yue stood up and slowly walked to the balcony, looking at the distant night sky through the glass, but after only standing for a moment, she suddenly realized that her current actions were very dangerous, because maybe there might be a killer lurking in a dark corner outside the window.

So she went back to the living room, sat back on the sofa, and sure enough, she would lose her freedom, even if she was just standing on the balcony and relaxing and watching the stars for a while.

Xiao Tian put a great problem in front of her, just like Hamlet's sigh of the world: to live or to perish, this is a question worth considering.

Neither of them knew how long the silence lasted, and finally, Caiyue spoke.

"Xiao Tian, I will leave you for only two reasons, one is death." After a pause, she continued, "The other is that you don't love me anymore."

Xiao Tian was obviously surprised that Cai Yue's answer would be so direct and absolute, he looked slightly excited: "You... Aren't you afraid of death?"

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid." She looked at him: "But if the price of life is to lose love, then I would rather die, I want to be your woman, and I have no right to be afraid."

Xiao Tian's hands clenched slightly: "But aren't you worried that your mother will lose her daughter?

"I'm worried, I'm worried, but is it useful to worry, accidents happen every day, ordinary people can get into a car accident when they walk on the street, death really wants people, where can people escape, so many people want your life for so many years, haven't you always lived well, I don't believe I will be a short-lived woman, my mother is a strong woman, and our children must be brave and tenacious."

Xiao Tian's eyes flashed with fiery love.Reaching out to hold Caiyue into his arms.Not wanting Caiyue, but raising his hands to his chest to block him:

"I'm not done yet, Xiao Tian, I will accept that you will always have reservations about me, but I will also have reservations about you, for example, I will not completely change my original life for the sake of your other identity, I know that this may add a lot of danger to me, and it will also add a lot of troubles to you, but life is very short, I would rather live for thirty years according to my own heart, than lose the dignity and freedom of life and live for a hundred years.

Also.You say that this is my last chance to reject you.I won't accept this.I admit that people often don't have a choice.But I always reserve my attitude towards your feelings.My decision is always up to me.I don't care what your true identity is.My identity is Zhou Caiyue first.Second is your Xiao Tian's woman.Your top secret will be regarded as a forbidden area.But other than that.My life has nothing to do with your work.

Now you can reconsider: Do you want a woman like me who may cause accidents for you at any time to be your woman?"

She spoke slowly, and he listened very carefully, and she looked at him very seriously, and he looked at her very seriously.

He didn't make her wait too long before he spoke: "If I still had a little hesitation and doubt about whether I really want to be with you before this, then now I can tell you with great certainty and clarity: I want you Zhou Caiyue to be my Xiao Tian's woman, and I Xiao Tian want to be your Zhou Caiyue's man."

"You don't regret it, I'll probably be a troublemaker." There was a smile in her eyes.

"Even if you regret it, I won't regret it.You're just maybe a troublemaker.I'm a master of accidental extermination.What are you afraid of." A smile has gradually bloomed in his eyes." And you have to remember that there is only one reason in this world to separate us, because the second reason will never exist."

And then the next second the passionate kiss drowned her.

The aftermath of this night left them in bed as if there was no tomorrow, and they loved each other with every last ounce of strength.

On the third day after Xiao Ling's surgery, the bad news is that the situation has not improved significantly, but the good news is that at least there is no sign of deterioration.

She and Xiao Tian rarely spent the whole night together.I didn't expect that this time because of Xiao Ling's surgery and being admitted to the hospital provided them with such an opportunity.As long as he didn't go out to run errands these days, he stayed in this house.Every night they shared the same bed like a husband and wife.When they got up in the morning, they could see each other by their side.This made Caiyue feel that the days of waiting for her mother to recover were not so difficult.

Both of them have the habit of reading books before going to bed.On this day, she and Xiao Tian both leaned on the head of the bed and read their own books.

"Why is it not easy for a man to forgive a woman for cheating, but why is it so easy for a woman to forgive a man for betrayal?" Looking at the book, Caiyue suddenly asked.

"That's a very deep question, it's hard to answer." Xiao Tian continued to look at his book and said.

"Esoteric."

"Hmm." Xiao Tian was still staring at his book.

"You obviously don't want to answer my question. Caiyue has an opinion.

"Okay. I'll think about it." Xiao Tian put down the book and began to think about Caiyue's question.

Cai Yue stared at Xiao Tian and waited for his answer.

"I don't think it's easy for men and women to forgive each other's judgments, it's just that women are relatively easy to compromise." Xiao Tian didn't think about it for too long before giving his answer.

"Isn't compromise a forgiveness?"

"Forgiveness is accepted from the heart, compromise is having to be accepted, and it is not the same in nature."

Cai Yue thought for two seconds and nodded, she agreed with Xiao Tian's opinion, but there was a new question.

"Then why are women so prone to compromise?"

"Then it's complicated, there's the social factor, the psychological factor of men and women, and the personality factor of the individual."

"Then do you think people should forgive their lover's betrayal?"

Xiao Tian frowned this time, but did not immediately answer Cai Yue's question.Cai Yue kept looking at him as at the beginning, wanting to listen to his answer.He frowned and was silent for a while before speaking.

"Caiyue, your question will vary from person to person, and if you have to ask me what I think, I don't want to lie to you, I don't want to answer this question."

"Why?" Cai Yue felt that Xiao Tian's expression was more serious than she had imagined, which aroused her desire to explore even more.

Xiao Tian looked at Caiyue for a while, and saw that she was obviously vowing to investigate to the end, so he replied to her: "Because to answer this question, you first need to face the betrayal of your lover, and I don't want to face this.

"What if you're the one who betrayed you?" Cai Yue still didn't give up, and asked again.

"This question will never become a reality, so it won't be a question. Okay. Don't ask again. My kitten." Xiao Tian said as soon as he turned his body and pressed down towards Caiyue.

Cai Yue stretched out her hands to stop Xiao Tian's movements, staring at him with an unquestioning tone and resolute eyes: "Don't interrupt, if you don't answer my question, then I'll tell me what I think. I will never tolerate my lover's betrayal.

Xiao Tian also stared at Cai Yue for a long time, but still did not respond positively to her question.

"Why are you so interested in this question today? Xiao Tian took the book in Cai Yue's hand and took a look: "The book of psychology, did I tell you, women should not be too smart, you are already smart enough, don't read these books anymore."