Qu Nanxiu thinks he is a tough guy who would rather shed blood than tears.

But this night, the family slept, and he sat alone in the room, silently crying down the man's tears.

Throughout his childhood and adolescence, Prismatic was a well-deserved goddess.

She is beautiful, she is gentle, she is kind, she is hardworking, she works hard, she does not ask for anything in return, she treats herself with all her heart, she makes her heart sprout, and she is also the first woman she wants to marry.

Such a good prism is now reduced to a fertility machine for people, living a life without dignity and happiness at all.

When they met briefly, the despair in her eyes was proof of this.

And all this is caused by his hesitation and cowardice at the beginning!

But what else can be done for her now?

With his current status as an outsider, it is useless to break his head.

Every time I think of this, my heart is like being cut by a knife, dripping with blood, and I can't help myself, feeling that I owe Linghua a lifetime of happiness.

There is a kind of person when he encounters a problem, his first reaction is to put the responsibility on others, and it has nothing to do with himself;

Suddenly, Qu Nanxiu remembered something, and now I'm afraid that only that thing can be used to relieve pain.

As quickly as possible, he took out the second-generation regret pill from his backpack that needed to be optimized and tested at any time, and he would not leave him 24 hours a day.

He looked at the only thing that was currently effective in healing and asked himself, "Do you want to forget her completely?"

Forget about her, there is no pain.

Now with this technology, it is no longer difficult to forget a person, to forget a wound.

"No, maybe I should let her forget me before I forget the prism, so that she will have less pain and I can't just take care of myself. ”

But how can we meet her again, how can we convince her to accept the regret pill?

I really couldn't think of it, so I had to call her with a glimmer of hope, but fortunately, Lenghua's mobile phone number has not changed for so many years.

"Prism, it's me, is it convenient to speak now?"

"Nanxiu?" Lenghua was very surprised, she closed the door one after another, "I didn't expect you to call me, convenient, Xiao Nizi fell asleep." ”

Silent.

Both sides are a little unnatural, and now they are not what they used to be, and now they contact each other as if they are engaging in an improper relationship.

Qu Nanxiu hurried to the point: "Lenghua, are you not doing well now?"

"Good is also a lifetime, bad is also a lifetime, anyway, didn't I already promise you not to do stupid things again? ”

A desperate and desolate tone. Especially the last five words, which stabbed someone's heart again.

Qu Nanxiu mustered up the courage and decided to say what he had saved in his heart for many years, if he didn't say it now, he might never have the opportunity to say it in the future.

"They treat you like this, and you suffer so much, and I don't feel good in my heart. Prism, I've actually liked you for many, many years, and I regret not telling you sooner. If I had been brave enough to speak up, would you have followed me?"

This question, which has been long overdue, has finally been asked.

Lenghua bit her lip, and really blamed him for not saying it earlier. In fact, she waited for this sentence for many years, waiting for her eyes to pierce it, until he entered the daunting and bizarre life in the imperial capital.

If he had said it earlier, she would not marry into the mayor's family even if she died, and even if she ate bran vegetables, she would follow him with all her heart: "Will ......"

This one word already contains all the answers that Qu Nanxiu wants, but it's a pity that time can't be turned back.

His eyes were dark, but fortunately he quickly recovered.

"Prism, you listen to me, I studied biology in college, in recent years engaged in neuroscience research, our research institute recently came out of a high-tech product, after use, can help people relieve psychological pain, to put it simply, it is to re-edit people's memory, what you want to remember, what you want to forget, you can re-arrange. Now, this product is in my hands, and I want to ask you......"

Qu Nanxiu felt that it was so difficult to say the following words: "Do you want to forget me?"

After speaking, he quickly explained: "Although it has not improved much of your current objective situation, if you don't remember that there is such a person as me, will you be able to suffer a little less?"

The other end of the phone paused and replied, "Okay." ”

Qu Nanxiu's heart suddenly became weightless, and then it was filled with loss.

He really didn't expect her to answer so crisply...... That's good!

"Okay, how can we meet?"

Linghua went out alone on the pretext of buying baby products, and Qu Nanxiu waited for her anxiously not far away.

Every time he sees Lenghua, although she is no longer as beautiful as she was back then, he still feels a fresh breath coming to his face, maybe this breath is from the depths of his memory.

There are many acquaintances in the town, and the rumors spread quickly, so Lenghua went out this time in order not to cause gossip, and specially wore a hat and a mask. Qu Nanxiu expressed understanding.

He had already greeted his family and brought the flowers to his home.

took off their hats and masks, and when the two were alone in the same room, they looked at each other, and the bits and pieces of the past came to their minds.

Lenshua's affectionate and aggrieved eyes clearly said, I have never forgotten you for a day.

At this time, Xiaoqu didn't think of Li Tangni at all, and he even germinated the idea that now people would take Lenghua away unknowingly, and never let her go back to suffer.

But it's just a matter of daring to think about it, neither of them is allowed to do this, not to mention that her family is still waiting for her mother to be fed and babbling.

In order to save time, Qu Nanxiu quickly took out the small round box, took out the equipment, and explained it in detail to Lenghua.

"Meditation as I expected?"

"Yes, you can keep the memories you want, and don't think about what you don't want. For example, me, you bypass me when you meditate, as if you have been living in a town without me for so many years. You can think of you walking, talking, doing a lot of things, meeting a lot of people, just don't have me in it. Or you just think, we just know each other in general, you and he are free to love and get married, and the two are happy. That way, after a while, you won't be in so much pain and go back to live your life. ”

"Really?"

With Lenghua's experience and knowledge, it was difficult for her to believe and fully understand what Qu Nanxiu said, which sounded a bit like a fantasy.

"Just try it. ”

Qu Nan Xiu pulled her to sit down, smeared the couplant on her, set up the cranial nerve stimulation device, and turned on the switch: "It's time to start meditating." ”

Sitting upright, her eyes were closed, and her memory was first confused and overwhelmed, trying to think about what memories to keep, and then gradually cleared her mind, and a day from twenty years ago appeared in her mind......

A strange boy with bare feet is running on the grass, holding a thin sewing thread with a plastic bag tied to the end of the thread.

As soon as the boy ran, the wind lifted the plastic bag into the sky, and the salad rattled incessantly, blowing his hair that should have been cut a long time ago.

"My kite! My kite is in the sky, hahaha!"

The boy ran past Leng Hua like lightning and turned back: "Sister, do you want to fly a kite?"

Leng Hua nodded, and the boy generously handed the thread into her hand, and shook it firmly on her fist: "Hold it tight, don't let it run!"

For many years since then, Qu Nanxiu has been a kite, and in his hand, he has never forgotten to hold the thread called "missing......

On Qu Nanxiu's computer screen, there is always a peaceful curve, you can't see the ups and downs of emotions, and the expression of the prism is also quiet and indifferent.

He thought with a little loss, it's okay, without me in her world, she can still be light and light.

The memories of happiness are magical, and they are as addictive as opium, and Lenghua can't help but continue to think about it.

One day when she was a child, she was sleeping in the middle of the night when someone knocked on her window.

Lenghua slept alone, so she had to get up and watch. It turned out to be a little song!

"Sister Lenglas, get up and look at the stars. ”

"Don't look, I'm going to sleep. ”

"Look, there's a meteor tonight, once in a hundred years, I've seen two on the way!"

"Don't look. ”

"Look, it's very good to make a wish on a shooting star. ”

At this time, the voice of the Lord of the Leonghua family sounded in the next room: "Who?

Lenghua hurriedly said: "I dreamed just now, it's okay." ”

Being tossed like this, Linghua couldn't sleep, so she simply got up and quietly walked out of the door, and sat under the wall with Qu Nanxiu and waited for the meteor.

The quiet night sky is pure, blue, and mesmerizing.

"There's one there!"

"Shhhh

"Wow, there are six of them at the same time!"

"Make a wish!"

When the first meteor streaked across the night sky, Qu Nanxiu's wish was that his grandmother was healthy.

When the second meteor crossed, he made a wish that his father would come home soon.

From then on, he would make the same wish: I want to marry Leanhua when I grow up!

Every wish of Lenghua Xu is: I want to be with Nanxiu forever!

The regret medicine was used for more than half an hour unconsciously, Qu Nanxiu was engrossed in admiring the expression of the ridged flower, remembering many, many of the past, and didn't bother to remind her to meditate three times to deepen her memory.

Maybe subconsciously, he was a little reluctant to forget himself from now on, so that when she opened her eyes, he was suddenly a little scared, and he didn't dare to face the end of being completely forgotten by her.

If she asks "Who are you", it is estimated that Qu Nanxiu even wants to die.

But Linghua looked at him quietly, and tears gradually flashed in her eyes: "Nanxiu, I decided never to forget you, my memories are full of you." ”

The corners of her mouth curled into a poignant smile.

After the cranial nerve stimulation device deepened the memory, everything about Qu Nanxiu was unforgettable for a lifetime.

After listening to Xiaoqu, his eyes turned red and he was extremely moved.

Why not?