Hearing this, Lou Lihe kissed Ji Xinliang's sideburns with affection: "So, do you like it?"

Lou Lihe's initiative is commendable, and Ji Xinliang's heartbeat accelerated instantly, "I like it, but it's not enough." ”

He cupped Lou Lihe's face and lightly imprinted a kiss on her lips, "I want to do this." ”

This was Ji Xinliang's first kiss to his beloved, he was a little nervous, secretly observing Lou Lihe's expression, afraid that she would be a little disgusted.

But there was only surprise on Lou Lihe's face, like a little girl who was stolen, just surprised rather than disgusted, Ji Xinliang couldn't help but ask, "Why do you have this expression?"

"What expression do I have?" Lou Lihe couldn't see his expression.

Ji Xinliang reached out and pinched Lou Lihe's cheek, "I found that as long as you're not in the hospital, you don't seem to be so mature." ”

Lou Lihe said: "Really?"

"Yes, you look like you were pampered by your parents and raised emotionally like a child. Ji Xinliang scratched Lou Lihe's nose.

Lou Lihe nodded: "That's not bad, my parents spoil me very much, and give me whatever I want." ”

"What were you like when you were a kid?"

"When I was a child, I want to think about it," Lou Lihe was unconsciously pulled by Ji Xinliang to sit on the sofa in the living room, the two snuggled together, Lou Lihe gently pinched Ji Xinliang's fingers, "I was very naughty and domineering when I was a child, but I will get everything I want, and I want the best in everything." ”

"I can guess this," Ji Xinliang rolled his eyes, "Then did you ever have a crush on someone else when you were a child?"

"Junior high school and high school?" Lou Lihe thought for a moment, "I didn't have junior high school before, but I had a crush on a boy named Juan Yuzu in the three years of high school. ”

Hearing this, Ji Xinliang frowned, no, Lou Lihe should be with Ming Ke at this time, how could he have anything to do with a person named Juan Yu?

He cautiously asked, "Is there anything special about this Juan pomelo?"

"It's nothing special, it's the first grade in our high school class, and I wrote him a whole set of love diaries! I'll show it to you!" After speaking, Lou Lihe jumped off the sofa and stepped into the study in a few steps, but Ji Xinliang couldn't stop him.

Within a few minutes, I saw her come out with a few old diaries, put them on the coffee table, and pulled Ji Xinliang to read them together.

"I didn't like to keep a diary before, but in my sophomore year of high school, I didn't know what I was doing, and I kept a diary for a whole year, all of which were Juan Yu's. ”

Ji Xinliang looked at Lou Lihe and actually put the diary in front of him for him to read, crying and laughing, but he didn't want to ruin her interest, and asked while reading: "I wrote the second year of high school, why didn't I write it in the third year of high school?"

Ji Xinliang said: "I still have to take the college entrance examination, where can I have time to write this, and I don't have the habit of writing a diary, it is not easy to last for a year." ”

Lou Lihe was very cute when she was a teenager, looking at these diaries, Ji Xinliang suddenly understood what Lou Lihe meant when she was very naughty when she was young.

According to what is written in these diaries, Lou Lihe will take away this Juan Yu's bicycle valve, just because the day before he drove a girl named Gu Yu home, and he will put bricks and grasshoppers in Juan Yu's schoolbag, but he will also put bread in his schoolbag...

"You were so cute when you were a kid..."

"yes, I think so too. Lou Lihe laughed like a child who had eaten candy.

The two of them looked at the diaries in silence, with occasional frolic.

When he turned to the last book, Ji Xinliang turned to the last page and saw a red pen on the back, "Read." ”

The handwriting is delicate, strong and powerful, like a man's handwriting.

"Lihe, you won't show the diary to your teacher, right?, how can there still be traces of correction?" Ji Xinliang covered his mouth and smiled.

"What?" Lou Lihe took the diary and saw the bright red "read", "Strange, who wrote this, where do I dare to show this kind of diary to the teacher." I'm hiding it all secretly, so no one should have seen it. ”

"Did your father see it, and he was afraid of hurting your feelings, so he gave you a review?" Ji Xinliang just thought about it and felt that Lou Lihe's father was a wonderful person.

"I guess so, but I hid it when I finished writing it, and I didn't pay attention to it. If you see it, you'll be scared to death. ”

Lou Li and Haha smiled, bright as spring.

Ji Xinliang looked at Lou Lihe like this, and then looked at the diary in his hand, and was even more puzzled in his heart, how could Lou Lihe have a psychological disorder in such a gentle and lovely family?

···

In the evening, Lou Lihe cooked, and Ji Xinliang continued to nest in the sofa to read Lou Lihe's diary.

These diaries are indeed love diaries, and the characters in them are only Juan Yu, Ji Xinliang thought that even if it was a love diary, there would be more or less traces of the people around him, but Ji Xinliang turned it over twice, and there was not a word about other people.

Ji Xinliang originally wanted to see if there were any traces of Ming Ke, but he didn't expect that there were no clues.

This is not normal behavior, the more Ji Xinliang looks at it, the more weird he feels, and the last word "read" is even more strange, and I really can't guess what twists and turns the story is in.

The moon is as cool as water, Ji Xinliang stayed in Lou Lihe's house, of course, he slept in another bedroom, that is, the one Du Huan slept in before, it is very strange that the furnishings in this room are very different from Lou Li's own one, but it is the same as the decoration of the living room outside, and I don't know what Lou Lihe thinks, why he decorates his bedroom so deserted.

Ji Xinliang lay on the bed and continued to look at Lou Lihe's diary, it would be taboo if it was another girl, but Lou Lihe was not disgusted that Ji Xinliang wanted to take her diary back to read it, just said don't get dirty.

She wasn't afraid of him exploring her past, didn't her psychological problems have anything to do with the past?

The more Ji Xinliang thought about it, the more headache he felt, and at this time, Fu Xi finally called.

"New cool. ”

"Brother, did you find it?"

Fu Xidao: "I found it, and I also found this attending physician and learned about the situation at that time, so it took some time." ”

"Who is it?"

"Xinliang, you listen to me," Fu Xi's tone was very cautious, "If you can, I hope you can break up with Lou Lihe immediately." ”

"Brother, don't worry, I want to hear your investigation, okay?" Ji Xinliang was not angry because of Fu Xi's words,

"Okay," Fu Xi took a breath and said slowly, " When Lou Lihe was in country D, the attending physician was Ming Xi, and he was also the best psychiatrist in country D, but according to what I learned from him, Lou Lihe's psychological problems were very serious, it was severe depression, but she herself studied psychology, so everything looked less serious, Ming Xi said, during the treatment, Lou Lihe's various psychological tests hid suicidal tendencies, and it has not been alleviated, so in the end they chose hypnosis as the final treatment plan. ”

"Hypnosis?" Ji Xinliang was a little surprised.

"Yes," Fu Xi said, "Ming Xi is not an exaggeration, as a doctor, his attitude is cautious, I think if his words are understood, what he said about hypnotist has a meaning of creating memories and erasing memories." ”

"What do you mean by making memories?"

"It's about making the patient think they've experienced something that may not have happened at all. Fu Xidao, "Also, I have to remind you that the reason why Lou Lihe has not been cured for so long is because she is unwilling to tell others what she has experienced in the past, especially Ming Ke, she is so secretive that even Ming Xi only heard her say a word about Ming Ke." ”

"What did she say?"

She said that in her sophomore year of high school, Ming Ke was next door. Fu Xidao.

Fu Xi saw that Ji Xinliang didn't speak, so he continued: "Xinliang, I'm not a person who discriminates against mental illness, but she is more serious than we thought. If you want to change her emotional disorders, you have to know her past, but once you investigate her past, no one knows what will happen, what these pasts mean to her, this is a paradox, you can't choose at all, whatever you choose, you will lose her. ”

Ji Xinliang knew what Fu Xi meant, if he wanted Lou Lihe to have love for him, he would have to find the root of her illness, but finding the root of the disease means uncovering Lou Lihe's scars, and the hypnosis she did might be ineffective, according to her condition, everything will return to the original point at that time, and she is still a major depressive patient.

Finding the truth, or giving up, is a dilemma.

Ji Xinliang sighed deeply, and finally said, "Brother Fu Xi, I think it's good if she is willing to be with me like this." ”

Fu Xi was not surprised when he heard Ji Xinliang's words, "Since you have already made a decision, it is also very good." ”

Ji Xinliang suddenly asked: "Brother, if it is hypnosis, does Brother Ming Xi know which of Lou Lihe's memories are true and which are false?"

"On the contrary," Fu Xi said, "Ming Xi said that Lou Lihe was a genius in psychology, and her hypnosis was done by herself." ”

"How do you hypnotize yourself?"

Of course, this needs a helper, Ming Xi is that helper, Ming Xi said that Lou Lihe carried out subconscious hypnosis with his assistance at that time, so it can be seen that she is extremely unwilling for others to know her past. Fu Xi sighed, "It's hard for me to imagine what kind of experience would make Lou Li and people like this mentally collapse." ”

Yes, Fu Xi is talking about a nervous breakdown, which is also the definition of Ming Xi's psychological problems for Lou Lihe.

Ji Xinliang didn't know what to say, and finally could only say:

"Brother. Thank you, but grandpa and my father are bothering you..."

"I know I'm not going to talk too much about these things. Fu Xidao.

···

Putting down the phone, Ji Xinliang lay on the bed, full of helplessness and pity, it turned out that there was really a terminal illness in this world, and it was impossible to advance or retreat.

There was still Lou Lihe's diary at hand, but Ji Xinliang was in no mood to look through it.

Fu Xi said that Lou Lihe did hypnosis, memory making and amnestics, so the current Lou Lihe is a personal human, because she hypnotized herself herself, so how many forged ingredients in her past are only known to Lou Lihe before hypnosis, and now it has become a mystery, and no one can solve it.

There are some things in the world that you can't force love, and sometimes you think that as long as they accept your love, it is a gift.

"Lou Lihe, Lou Lihe, you let me wronged myself like this, you have to accompany me well in the future. ”

···

Investigating Lou Li and the past, Ji Xinliang gave up, he felt that the current situation was also very good.

If this is the love that Lou Lihe thinks, then this is their love, maybe different from others, but it doesn't change the essence of their feelings, right?

Accepting these, Ji Xinliang had a good night's sleep.

Lou Lihe had a rare nightmare:

In the dream, when she was young, she surrounded a man with a vague face: "I tell you, I don't want to be in love!

"What do you like about him?" the man asked calmly, although slightly cold, Lou Lihe felt that his voice was so clear.

Then she saw the young Lou Lihe staring at the man, and snapped her fingers vigorously: "He has good grades, is handsome, and is still my childhood sweetheart, of the same age, with similar interests..."

As she spoke, she took out a bunch of diaries and placed them neatly on the man's desk: "Look, this is all evidence, how good I write, I keep a diary every day, and I write down every bit of him." ”

Lou Lihe saw that his young self was actually deliberately provoking the cold man opposite, hoping that he would be jealous and hope that he would have a little bit of obstruction, but it was obvious that Lou Lihe was too shallow when he was a child, and this man did have no interest in young children, so he opened these diaries, looked at them one by one, and on the last page, two words were marked: "Read." ”

Not only that, but the man also specially added: "Go back to sleep, in order to make up for these diaries, you should be very sleepy if you sleep less than two hours a day for a week." ”

When Lou Lihe saw this, he couldn't help snickering in his heart, and then looked at his face when he was young, his face was red, his eyes were spitting fire, and his small mouth was closed one by one, as if he was shouting a man's name, but unfortunately Lou Lihe woke up before he heard it clearly.

Lou Lihe woke up in a cold sweat, and the sound of his heartbeat seemed to echo in the room.

The dream just now disappeared, leaving her with no memory.

Lou Lihe wiped a handful of cold sweat from the back of his neck, sat at the head of the bed for a long time, and then slowly calmed down his breathing, took the water at the head of the bed, and took a sip.

When she had just finished hypnotherapy, she dreamed like this every day, and when she woke up, she didn't remember but was left in a cold sweat.

But it's been a lot better in the past six months, why is it starting again now?

Lou Lihe knows that this is not a good phenomenon.

···

The next day, Ji Xinliang woke up and felt very refreshed, and when he walked to the restaurant, he found that Lou Lihe had already prepared breakfast for him, and she herself rushed to work to check the room.

Removing the memo slip posted on the table, Ji Xinliang saw Lou Lihe's words: Good morning.

Lou Lihe couldn't speak sweet words, but Ji Xinliang's heart turned into a pool of spring water, and after all, he fell under her pomegranate skirt.

After opening the plastic wrap, Ji Xinliang began to eat breakfast, and Lou Lihe prepared three layers of sandwiches and hot milk for him.

He turned on his phone while eating, his game just ended yesterday and today's news is definitely him.

Sure enough, he saw that the top five search terms for the news were all himself.

Since signing as a professional driver, he has received a lot of invitations to variety shows, but he is not interested.

For him, his biggest career now is how to go down with Lou Lihe.

Lou Lihe didn't let him leave, so he tacitly assumed that she wanted to let him wait for her to come back at home.

He didn't arrange it today, it was Han Liang who specially gave him a day of leisure time, in order to celebrate with Lou Lihe, he hadn't seen each other much for so many days, Han Liang thought that the two should be dry firewood, but unfortunately he underestimated Lou Lihe's dedication and work intensity.

Ji Xinliang looked at Lou Lihe's house, he knew that he would often appear here in the future, in order to avoid the occurrence of being tracked and exposed before, Ji Xinliang decided to at least find an excuse to protect Lou Lihe.

He contacted Han Liang to investigate the vacant housing situation in this community, and then successfully bought another one in his name next door to Lou Lihe, so that even if some people said that he often haunted this community, he could say that he lived here.

As for whether he really lives next door, no one knows, Ji Xinliang played his own little abacus, and the corners of his mouth grinned to the corners of his jaw.

When Han Liang finished this matter, he was thinking about how he could get rid of the wedding gift, Ji Xinliang was obviously trapped by Lou Lihe, in his opinion, marriage was sooner or later, he didn't want to have an empty purse, so he was thinking about how to get the identity of the master of ceremonies or the best man so that he could get a lot of money.

So he dogged all the documents and materials that Ji Xinliang needed recently, such as the script to be filmed in the near future, and personally packaged and mailed them to Lou Lihe's apartment, express mail, the same city on the same day, and the name was Lou Lihe.