After Juan Yu entered the bathroom, Gu Yu walked into the house and took Hu's mother's hand, "Mom, how are you feeling today?"

Hu Mu smiled kindly: "It's okay, silly boy, but let's don't tell An Yu if we say okay, you have to promise me." ”

"Mom, he'll have to know about this sooner or later..."

"I don't want to be in the hospital, I'm scared. ”

Gu Yu's eyes were full of worry, and Hu Mu couldn't bear to look at it and said, "Xiaoyu, you go and give An Yu that pajamas, he forgets to take them every time." ”

"Yes, Mom. ”

Turning around, the worry in Gu Yu's eyes dissipated instantly, and after walking into the master bedroom, she saw Juan Yu's clothes thrown in the dirty clothes basket, and flipped through them casually and didn't find any traces of lipstick or the like, but she intuitively felt that she hadn't guessed wrong, so she took Ju Anyu's mobile phone, and when she saw the word Liu Yu in the early morning call record, her eyes instantly became cold.

···

Ji Xinliang guarded Lou Lihe outside the door all night, and the sky was about to dawn and finally heard movement in the room.

The door of the "Click" ward was opened from the inside, and Ji Xinliang hurriedly stood up, only to see Lou Lihe standing by the door in civilian clothes.

"Pear and... You are... Where are you going?"

Lou Lihe didn't notice the blue and black under Ji Xinliang's eyes, obviously she hadn't slept all night, and she herself was the same.

"Go back to work..."

Lou Lihe replied lightly, turned around and was about to leave, but the moment he turned around, he heard Ji Xinliang behind him say: "Ming Ke..."

Sure enough, just a name, Ji Xinliang saw Lou Lihe's footsteps stop and slowly turn around.

"Ming Ke left a letter for you in Zening, go and take a look, don't worry about the rest, I will take care of it for you. Ji Xinliang smiled reluctantly, but it was sincere.

"What letter?" asked Lou Lihe.

"Maybe... It's a love letter..." Ji Xinliang pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly, "Didn't you say before that you like to look at acacia flowers when you're in a bad mood?" ”

Seeing that Lou Lihe did not deny it, Ji Xinliang continued: "However, I have one condition. ”

“···” Lou Lihe pursed her lips, "What conditions?"

"Whatever decision you make, you have to go back to Lingbei and tell me first. ”

Ji Xinliang slowly approached Lou Lihe until the other party was close, he reached out and gently lifted Lou Lihe's cheek to force Lou Lihe to look at him, although Lou Lihe quickly looked away after just a second.

"Don't you just want to see me..." Ji Xinliang bent down tiredly, and wanted to lean on Lou Lihe's neck as usual when he was coquettish, but she avoided it, Ji Xinliang reached out and clasped her, forcibly took her in his arms, and sniffed her deeply, he hid his face in Lou Lihe's hair, and it took a long time for Lou Lihe to hear his deeply suppressed accusation.

"Rihe, you treat me so unfairly, is it just because I came late that you think I'm not as good as Mingke? There is indeed only one Mingke in this world, but will there be a second me in the future?

And, the whole world knows we're married... And we have a child...

Ji Xinliang didn't finish speaking, he knew very well that the fate of this child was only in his wife's thoughts. He just hugged Lou Lihe stubbornly, and it took a long, long time to open easily, straighten up, and slowly take a step back, "Lou Lihe, you once said that if you can't stay together, you will forget about each other, I promise that I can do it, so you don't have a psychological burden, I just need you to come back in person, stand in front of me and tell me your decision, there is only this one requirement... Okay?"

···

"Good. ”

Lou Lihe finally spoke, Ji Xinliang smiled bitterly and took the luggage in her hand.

"Rikazu, I'll take you to the station..."

···

Sending his wife to meet another person, Ji Xinliang didn't know if he was the first in history, even if that man had passed away.

When Lou Li and he entered the station without looking back and disappeared around the corner, Ji Xinliang seemed to be drained of all his strength in an instant, if it weren't for the fact that he was inconvenient to stay now, he might really cry.

In more than 20 years of life, he never expected that he would do such a thing for a woman.

···

In the evening, Jing Fan was discussing with Pei Fangchen to visit Lou Lihe in the hospital the next day.

Ding Ding···

The doorbell rang, and Pei Fangchen was puzzled: "Who?"

"Brother Pei, it's me. ”

"Xinliang?" Jing Fan pushed Pei Fangchen: "Go and see what's wrong." ”

Pei Fangchen opened the door, and he smelled the strong smell of wine, and couldn't help but cover his nose, "Xinliang, why do you drink so much?

“···” Ji Xinliang fell down as soon as he entered the house, and Pei Fangchen reacted quickly enough to catch him: "Hey!"

Jing Fan hurriedly rushed over, saw the drunk Ji Xinliang, and hurriedly took him into the house with Pei Fangchen to lie down.

"What's the situation? He didn't accompany Lihe in the hospital at this time, why was he drunk?" Jing Fan frowned, the smell on Ji Xinliang's body was really bad, "I'll go to that towel to wipe his face, looking at the stubble on his face, I don't know how to scratch..."

Pei Fangchen frowned, and seeing that Jing Fan had already brought the towel, he couldn't help but say, "Ah Fan, I'm worried about whether something happened to Lihe..."

"How is it possible? If something happens to Lihe, where is Xinliang still in the mood to drink..." Jing Fan waved his hand.

"That's right. Pei Fangchen nodded, "That's even more strange, with this kid's character, what else can make him embarrassed like this in life?"

Jing Fan couldn't think of it, "Let Xinliang rest with us first, and then send it back to Lihe to worry, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”

···

The next day, Jing Fan wanted to go to the hospital to see Lou Lihe and left first, Pei Fangchen woke up, and Ji Xinliang was still sleeping.

At about eleven o'clock, Pei Fangchen was sitting on the carpet and wiping his helmet, and suddenly found that Ji Xinliang on the sofa opened his eyes, "Huh, how are you awake?"

Ji Xinliang's brain went blank, "Brother Pei?"

"Have a glass of water. Pei Fangchen handed over the water cup on the coffee table, "You came drunk yesterday and knocked on the door, which scared me a lot." ”

"Thank you. Ji Xinliang took the glass of water and took a sip, "I'm sorry, I was in a bad mood yesterday and drank too much..."

"It's normal for a man to drink, but why do you drink so much?" Pei Fangchen knew Ji Xinliang very well, "You have always had good concentration, what can make you upset like this?"

Ji Xinliang put down the water glass, wiped his face, and looked at the time: Now she should have arrived in Zening...

"What? Is it that you have encountered any difficulties in your career?" is it inconvenient to say?" Pei Fangchen asked.

Ji Xinliang raised his eyes, and his gaze fell on the helmet in Pei Fangchen's hand: "Brother, do you have time today, can you run a few laps with me?"

"No problem. ”

···

On the field, Pei Fangchen followed Ji Xinliang's car, and the car stopped when it was about to run out of gas.

Ji Xinliang took off his helmet, and sweat fell to the ground one by one along his hair.

Pei Fangchen took off his helmet, took the water and put it in Ji Xinliang's hand, sat beside him, and then poured his bottle of water on his head, "Cool!"

Ji Xinliang's head didn't deviate, and he drank water silently.

"Xin Liang, when I see you like this, I guess in my heart that the things in your heart are related to your wife," Pei Fangchen put down the water glass, "If what I said is not right, you can deny it, if you don't deny it, I will continue to say..."

Ji Xinliang was silent.

Pei Fangchen continued to speak: "Although I don't know what conflicts a newlywed couple like you will have, I think that everything can only be done by making concessions to each other in order for the relationship between each other to continue, isn't it?"

Yes, of course Ji Xinliang knows this truth, but... It's not a question of tolerance between them at all...

Pei Fangchen continued: "Do you know, when I confirmed the relationship with Jing Fan, he hadn't forgotten someone. Even if this is the case, we have all come to this day, it shows that love is worth the wait, as long as I pay the greatest patience..."

Ji Xinliang suddenly spoke: "Brother Jing?"

"What, don't you believe it?" Pei Fangchen hooked the corners of his mouth, "Snatching Ah Fan's heart from that person is the greatest glory in my life..."

"Ah Fan once had a boyfriend, for him, Jing Fan lost his family, lost his relatives, missed a lot, went away, but in the end he was alone and homeless. ”

Pei Fangchen still feels very distressed when he talks about this matter, "I have loved someone like that, even if I want to forget, I have left a deep trace on my soul." ”

"Thankfully, I didn't let him hurt for too long..." Pei Fangchen chuckled, "Patience is the most important quality a man should have. ”

"Patience? I'm patient enough..." Ji Xinliang's smile seemed to be mixed with bitter gourd, "As long as she is willing, I will wait for as long as I want, what I'm afraid is that she won't let me wait..."

There is no chance to wait, and no matter how much patience a man has, there is nowhere to go.

Pei Fangchen heard it in a fog, but Ji Xinliang was obviously unwilling to explain, so he could only persuade softly: "How do you know that she is unwilling to let you wait?"

"Brother, what if... Brother Jing's predecessor didn't hurt him, they were just forced to separate, do you have to wait?"

"Of course not. ”

Pei Fangchen is seized, "I will... Rob!"

Ji Xinliang looked over, Pei Fangchen's face was completely resolute: "I only know that I have to be Jingfan in my life, since God let them separate, then I naturally can't let go of this opportunity." Of course, you have to fight for it at all costs..."

Scramble?

Didn't Lu Huan also say at the beginning, never let go.

Of course, Ji Xinliang also thought, but how can a living person fight for an old man...

Ming Ke is too perfect, even he can't muster up the courage in the first place...

However, Pei Fangchen said that there is one thing he agrees with: God gives him an opportunity, and if he doesn't grab it, he is not a man.

···

Lou Lihe's footsteps on the train were not as brisk and decisive as Ji Xinliang saw, sitting by the window, looking at the backward stop sign, Lou Lihe had a momentary impulse to get off, but the train had already started at that time.

There were very few people in the car, and Lou Lihe fell on the table, not realizing that the little girl opposite had been staring at him.

"Hey, excuse me, are you Lou Lihe?"

Lou Lihe heard her name, raised her head, and saw the girl with a student's face, "Do we know each other?"

The little girl blushed and hurriedly waved her hand: "I don't know or not, don't worry, I'm not a bad person, I... It's a fan of Brother Xinliang..."

A fan of Ji Xinliang?

Lou Lihe propped himself up.

"I watched your wedding live broadcast, it's so romantic," the girl's eyes seemed to have a starlight twinkle, "I liked Brother Xinliang since he debuted, I'm really happy that he can find happiness, don't worry, sister, I won't talk about it everywhere." ”

Lou Lihe nodded: "Thank you." ”

"Sister, you're so good-looking. The girl praised shyly, "Is Brother Xinliang particularly gentle in private?"

Lou Lihe nodded: If he is not gentle, who else can call these two words?

"Actually, it's a pity that Brother Xinliang didn't become a doctor, I really want to have such a gentle and handsome doctor to treat me. The little girl held her face and fantasized.

"Are you on a graduation trip?" Lou Li guessed.

The little girl nodded, "I just finished the college entrance examination, and I was admitted to Lingbei Medical College..."

"How old are you?" asked Lou Lihe.

"Seventeen years old. ”

Seventeen years old, what a good age, Lou Lihe didn't know what he remembered, and slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, "Seventeen years old is a good age, you have to study hard." ”

"Pear and sister, can I call you that?"

"Hmm. ”

"Sister, I know you're very busy at work, but you have to take good care of Xinliang's brother Ou," the little girl didn't know what to remember, muttered, "He doesn't know how to take care of himself, I still remember one time when he was filming, he suddenly fainted, and was sent to the hospital to find that it was stomach bleeding, and another time, he rushed to the scene in a row, and he really fainted when he fainted, which scared everyone... And, one more time..."

Lou Lihe never knew that Ji Xinliang had done so many things, "How do you know this?"

"I've been paying attention to my brother since my brother's debut, my sister works in the crew, and sometimes I meet my brother, these are all things she said to me, the media don't know, and my brother himself never says it, so everyone says that he has gone too smoothly. The girl sighed, "It's true that my brother won the award for his first drama, but he couldn't get any good resources for a long time." My brother never said this in front of the media, never talked about his past like others, didn't say what injuries he had suffered, and didn't say what hardships he had suffered, he never sold misery to win sympathy, once in an interview, the host asked my brother if there was a moment when he felt that he couldn't stand it, and his brother smiled very casually: No, people like him have never suffered. But as far as I know, he was still in the hospital at that time. ”

"So from that time on, I was determined to be a doctor," the girl swore with her little fist: "It would be better if I could be my brother's family doctor one day, in fact, I am very conflicted, I really want to see my brother, but I don't want my brother to appear in front of me one day..."

Suddenly, the little girl remembered that there was an excellent doctor sitting opposite, and not only that, but the other party was Ji Xinliang's real lady, and her face suddenly turned red: "I'm sorry, Sister Pear and I, I don't mean anything else..."

"Thank you," Lou Lihe chuckled, but the little girl was dumbfounded.

"Sister, you smile so beautifully, it's like... The mountain behind our school is full of camellias... The little girl praised enviously, "You and your brother are really talented men and women, a natural pair." ”

Lou Lihe was a little unaccustomed to hearing such praise from outsiders, "You have won the award..."

"No, sister, I haven't won an award, you're really beautiful," the little girl touched her hair, "Sister, it's good to meet you today! In the future, my brother will hand it over to you, please tell my brother that our fans will always support him. ”

"Good. Lou Lihe nodded: "Actually... I'm also a fan of him. ”

"Really!" the little girl's eyes sparkled.

Lou Lihe suddenly had the feeling that she was coaxing the child, and in order to hide her embarrassment, she coughed lightly, "··· It's true. ”

Let's make up for her homework in the future.

"Sister, can you tell me about your love affair?" the little girl's gossip heart burned.

How did you fall in love?

Lou Lihe thought about it, she didn't know, if it was love, it was actually just impulsive at the beginning, she was not convinced by Mingqiao's evaluation, and she was unwilling to be said to have no heart...

The eyes of Lou Li and the confession flashed in his mind, such pure feelings... It is impossible to say that there is no trace of excitement.

In the days that followed, he knew Ming Ke, knew the wedding dress, and knew his ruthlessness, but he chose to tolerate them all, without a single question, and his trust in himself surpassed everyone.

"He... He is a very clean person," Lou Lihe said softly, "just like water, good as water." ”

"Yes, my brother is a very kind and gentle person!" the little girl chirped like a little sparrow.

Lou Lihe propped her head and looked at the little girl opposite, watching her chatter, as if she had been saying something to someone like this persistently.

"Sister... Sister?" The little girl reached out and pushed Lou Lihe's arm, and Lou Lihe came back to her senses: "What's wrong?"

"Sister, you're distracted. The little girl took a sip of water to moisten her throat.

Sixteen or seventeen years old, that's a good age.

Lou Lihe chuckled: "I'm sorry. ”

"Sister, you are so quiet," the little girl couldn't help but say, her face was a little sad, "It turns out that my brother likes quiet girls... But my mother always said that I was like a monkey, and I couldn't get along with Wen Jing..."

"It's good not to be quiet," Lou Lihe said with a smile, "There will always be someone who likes a lively girl." ”

It's like... That stupid Mingke...

Lou Lihe had been wandering, and the little girl also found out, "Sister, where are you going, why didn't my brother come along?"

"I'm going to see someone," Lou Lihe bowed his head slightly.

"Are you going to meet someone?"

"Hmm. Lou Lihe looked out the window: not a friend, but someone who would think of him no matter how he was on his deathbed.

The little girl didn't understand very well and wanted to ask more, but when she heard the announcement at the station, she hurriedly picked up her bag, "Sister, I'm getting off the bus, I wish you a smooth journey, by the way, and, happy newlywed!"

Lou Lihe waved goodbye to her, watched her jump out of the car like a rabbit, and said goodbye to herself outside the window.

The train restarted, and someone sat down opposite Lou Lihe, a man in his forties, with a face that couldn't be concealed with joy, wearing a simple army green shirt with slightly white sideburns.

"Hello. ”

The man sat down upright, there was no one around, and in order to avoid embarrassment, he took the initiative to greet politely.

"Hello. ”

Lou Lihe nodded lightly and responded politely.

"Going on a trip?" the man asked.

Lou Lihe nodded.

The man laughed, "It's good to be in your twenties." I'm going to pick up my daughter from my mother's house. She said she wanted to go to my place of work to accompany me during the summer vacation. ”

Lou Lihe's gaze fell on the man's mobile phone sticker, "That's your daughter? ”

"It's naughty, but children are like that. "Men are helpless and spoiled.

Father... This is the father.

A person who puts the happiness of his daughter first.

Lou Lihe's heart is calm, maybe she would have been envious more than ten years ago, but now she no longer has those extravagant desires.

"Little girl, why are you crying?" the man opposite took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it over.

Lou Lihe was stunned, reached out and touched his face gently, it was really wet, "Thank you." Lou Lihe took the tissue and gently wiped her eyes.

"Are you out of love?" the man asked with concern.

Lou Lihe shook his head.

"Don't be sad, child, it's okay, whatever happens to you, everything will pass. The man smiled, "I have lived to this age, not to mention what winds and waves I have experienced, but I have experienced what ordinary people will experience, in fact, everyone will think that the hardships they have experienced are extremely difficult, but in fact, everyone is the same, no one is more bitter." ”

The man looked at Lou Li and wiped his tears, and continued: "All the wind and rain will pass, don't be sad. ”

Lou Lihe looked at the tissue in his hand and said softly: "I'm just worried, I'm going to bring the wind and rain to others, I seem to have been hurting someone, a... People who love me very much. ”

The man was stunned, "Why hurt someone who loves you very much." ”

"I don't know why it's the way it is. ”

The man said: "Girl, the first thing a person in this world has to learn is to cherish the feelings of others, so that you can get happiness, maybe you have a last resort, but the real strength is not to make any decisions, but to face this so-called last resort reason." ”

Lou Lihe asked in a daze: "What is it called to face... Reasons of last resort. ”

The man was silent for a moment, "I'll tell you a story." ”

"There is a handsome little monk, who has lived in the temple since he was a child, keeps to himself, and is conscientious, but one day, he moved his heart and fell in love with a female benefactor who came to offer incense, and this female benefactor also fell in love with him at first sight, and the two fell in love. But the little monk could not move the mortal heart, so he suffered every day, and later he confessed the matter to the Buddha and asked the Buddha what he should do. The Buddha said that color is emptiness, emptiness is color, and if he violates the vows, he will be punished, but the sea of suffering is boundless, and as long as he can be separated from the female benefactor, the Buddha is still willing to accept him. The little monk shook his head, this is not what he wants to ask. The Buddha asked, then what do you want to ask? The little monk said that this female benefactor has a deep affection for him, and he has no regrets, and the only thing he is worried about is that the female benefactor will fall into reincarnation because of himself. The Buddha said that cause and effect have their own destiny, but the female donor is just an ordinary person, will not disturb cause and effect, the only damage in this relationship is only the little monk, and he has experienced the ninth reincarnation, the tenth generation of the catastrophe into an immortal, if you can't avoid this love calamity, the little monk will not only give up his previous achievements, but also fall into reincarnation forever, and can no longer be accompanied by the Buddha. ”

"The little monk is a very pious person, with profound wisdom and abnormal beauty, but he said: The Buddha is my heart, the heart is in the Buddha, and the six roots are not clear and the color precepts are not moved, he should have been punished, he admitted. ”

The Buddha asked, why not look back. ”

The little monk said that since the heart has been moved, it cannot be turned. Unauthorized emotion, six impurities, has been against the Buddha, if the beginning of the chaos and the end of the abandonment will be unbearable, not to mention becoming a god, the female benefactor to him is as deep as the sea he can not repay, only with a heart to repay it, all the cause and effect he is willing to bear on one shoulder, since the female donor will not be damaged, he has no regrets. ”

"The Buddha asked, you once made a promise in front of me, but now if you don't keep your word, you will inevitably suffer in this life. ”

"The little monk said, the reincarnation of cause and effect is all in my body, so very good. In the future, I am in Brahma, and I have my Buddha in my heart, and there is no second mind. ”

"Buddha Dao, don't regret it?"

The little monk replied, no regrets. ”

"The little monk is still vulgar, with this woman, he lived happily for a lifetime, and after he died, he fell into hell, and stayed by the bridge of reincarnation for the rest of his life, watching the female benefactor come and go again and again, and every time she left, he would recite a scripture for her and pray for her happiness. ”

"Well, that's the end of the story. The man took a sip of water,

Lou Lihe said: "Perhaps, for the Buddha, life after life, reincarnation is endless, but the little monk knows that for this female benefactor, all she can see is the present, for her, a lifetime is a lifetime, and life has an end." ”

"Ruthless may not be a true hero, how can a poor son not be a husband. The little monk suffered every day because he broke his promise to the Buddha, but his wife was very happy, and this is what I want to tell you, don't hurt a person who loves you, people's hearts are rare. Even the Dharma is not above the human heart. Maybe you will endure the same pain as this little monk, but I think that if it is for the sake of someone who loves you, everything is worth it. ”

It's all worth it...

Lou Lihe's gaze fell on the wedding ring between her fingers, and she gently turned the ring, over and over again, her gaze drifting, as if thinking about something that made her difficult to decide.

···

The swaying train finally arrived in Zening, Lou Lihe woke up in the morning light, the radio sounded, it was time to get off.

Zening's wind was as moist as ever, even after so many years, Lou Lihe could still smell the faint watery smell inside, which was a smell she hated extremely much.

Mingke, I'm back.

···

Lou Lihe stood downstairs in Xiaowei was already in the afternoon, from the first floor to the fifth floor, forty steps, every step, Lou Lihe walked very slowly, the small advertisements in the corridor were layer after layer, the new one covered the old, messy, the pile of ash at the corner was blown by the wind and gathered into a cone, there was no change here.

Lou Lihe stood in front of the door of Ming Ke's house, took out the key prepared by Ji Xinliang from his bag, and slowly opened the familiar door.

There is not much change between this place and the home in his memory, even if Rui Xiangchen has sorted it out, Lou Lihe still feels that there is a taste of Ming Ke in every corner here.

Looking at this room like this, Lou Lihe couldn't wait to roll his heart on the ground just to get more Ming Ke flavor.

"Ake..."

Lou Lihe called softly, in her memory, there must be a man who walked out of the bedroom slowly, wiping the oil paint on his hand while smiling gently, the sunset in the whole room seemed to fall on him alone, brilliant and warm, she wanted to hug that person again...

On the wall, there are Rui Xiangchen's arranged paintings, and Lou Lihe knows that every second of staying in front of those paintings, Lou Lihe's mind is like the wind blowing the pages of a book, sliding through colorful memories.

In those memories, there are sorrows and joys, stillness and movement, Lou Lihe walked through them one by one, as if he had gone through those happy times again, and his heart was intoxicated.

In the bedroom, the paintings were piled up, but Lou Lihe didn't appreciate it, but opened the cabinet, and at a glance saw the neatly folded quilt on the bed, she gently stroked it and then picked it up, spread it on the bed, and fell asleep regardless of it.

In the dream, someone gently patted her on the back, and put her ten fingers in her heart, singing a goodnight song for her over and over again: "Lihe, I hope you will be happy and carefree for the rest of your life." ”

Mingke, I'm very happy now.

After a good night's sleep, Lou Lihe woke up early in the morning and began to clean the room, sorting out Ming Ke's paintings, one after another, Lou Lihe stacked them neatly, and at about noon, someone called her, the number she didn't know.

"Hello?"

"Is it Miss Lou Li and Miss? I'm a courier, now downstairs in Xiaowei, please go downstairs and take it down." ”

Lou Lihe was a little confused, but she still took it back, opened it, and her eyes were hot.

It was the suitcase she had carried with her for ten years.

Lou Lihe entered the password, and after opening it, she saw the neat and white wedding dress inside.

There is a card inserted in the side pocket, which was left by Ji Xinliang.

Lou Lihe looked at the card printed with light red roses in reverse, and saw that there was only one sentence written on it: "Don't worry, you can think as much as you want." ”

You don't need to think about me Ji Xinliang, you can miss Ming Ke to your heart's content.

Lou Lihe didn't know what Ji Xinliang's mood was when she wrote this sentence, sometimes she felt that this boy who was much younger than her knew herself better than her.

Lou Li and Liang Jiu put down the card, gently stroked the wedding dress, this beautiful wedding dress, the only thing she took away from Zening was it, she still remembers what kind of heartache she endured at the beginning to give it to Li Jun, going around and around, and now it is still by her side.

This house, these paintings, this wedding dress, this person, everything seems to be still there, everything seems to have changed, Lou Lihe stood up, no longer looked at the wedding dress, walked into the bedroom and came to the balcony, quietly looking at the sky in the position where Ming Ke stays most often, seeing the sunset and the bright moon rising in the east.

The cool breeze was blowing, Lou Lihe couldn't help but clench his arms, and when he saw the empty balcony of his house on the side, his eyes showed a trace of irrepressible disgust: but... There was also a letter left by Ming Ke.

At the beginning, Ji Xinliang hurriedly put the letter on the shelf in Lou Yong's room, and Lou Lihe had to enter the room that made her nauseous again.

Just climbing over the fence, Lou Lihe came to Lou Yong's bedroom very smoothly, and touched the door with great resistance in his heart, if only there was a pair of shell gloves at this time!

The door of the room opened gently, it was dark inside, Lou Lihe didn't turn on the lights, according to the position Ji Xinliang said a few times but couldn't find it, I had to fumble for the switch, the lights were bright, this dark room saw light again after ten years, but at that time, the halo of light made Lou Lihe's chest feel stuffy, as if there was still that person's cold and evil voice as far as the eye could see, Lou Lihe's head was buzzing, but he still remembered to come and get the letter.

Fortunately, it didn't take long, Lou Lihe got it in the gap, and she was overjoyed and impatient to leave, she was too eager, her fingers were cut on the barbed wooden frame, and the blood beads were exposed, and she didn't know if she was dazzled, she seemed to see the tragic situation of Lou Yong's table full of blood when he committed suicide, when she scraped off the messy blood little by little like crazy, and the edges and corners of the desk, she almost scraped off a layer of skin on the entire table.

At that time, Lou Xiaoming's curse seemed to be echoing in his ears: "Do you want to escape? Even if I die, you can't escape from the palm of my hand..."

Fear seemed to grow from the ground, wrapping around her little by little, pulling her into the depths of the night sea, making her unable to move or breathe.

In her first year of college, she had insomnia all night, often auditory hallucinations, and during her experiments, she found that she had a mild fear of blood, and the worst thing was that she knew she was sick, but she seemed to enjoy the masochistic pleasure, as if the person she loved the most was still alive as long as she was still in pain.

How long did this last? It seemed like the moment she knew about the donor of the Doctor's Scholarship?

She knew that she had to leave, she had to find a way to treat herself, and she couldn't indulge in this sick life, so she left and gave the wedding dress to Li Jun.

In her days abroad, she studied little by little, walked in the dreamland of Ming Ke little by little, and used hypnosis to desensitize herself little by little to improve her psychological problems.

Lou Lihe returned to Ming Ke's home, nestled in the bed of broken flower quilts, and quietly looked at the last letter left by Ming Ke, she didn't open it, just quietly hugged the letter and fell asleep.

In the dream, she held Ming Ke's hand and walked on the dimly lit path, not knowing where to go, looking forward to the endless road and the people around her.

The next day, Lou Lihe appeared in Zening Cemetery, a cemetery in such a small place, which was not gorgeous, it was very depressed.

Many of the grass on the side of the tombstone is growing "gratifying".

And in this desolate and messy area, there is a corner that is out of place, Lou Lihe walked slowly step by step, and saw Ming Ke's tombstone without surprise, he was the only one here, and the surroundings were neat and clean.

Lou Lihe's footsteps stopped in front of the black marble tombstone, and the early autumn wind disturbed the birds in the forest, knocking off patches of red.

"Ah Ke, I've come to see you. ”

There is no inscription on the tombstone, a simple name and year.

"I'm sorry for keeping you waiting here for many years," Lou Lihe paused, squatted down, and gently stroked the cold stone, "Perhaps, I have to trouble you to wait any longer, I can't go to you now." ”

"I'm fine now, just like you and I hoped, I'm a doctor, I've got money, I'm married, and now I've got children. ”

Lou Lihe took out the letter from his arms, lit the lighter with a pop, and watched the flames devour the letter little by little, until it turned into a puff of smoke: "I didn't read this letter, I'm sorry." ”

"I know you're lonely on the Huangquan Road, but now I have someone I can't let go, and I can't bear him. I'll admit it... Du Xinyan is right, I'm a selfish person, if you miss me very much, you can wait for me..."

Lou Lihe spoke slowly, not noticing that there was a person on the other side of the path who had been looking at him through the grass.

"Rikazu?"

Lou Lihe heard someone shouting his name, turned his head to look, and his face sank: "Why are you here?"

The person who came was none other than Juan Yu's mother.

"Rikazu, when are you coming back..." Before Hu Mu's words fell, she saw that Lou Lihe had already left without saying a word.

"Lihe!" Hu Mu hurriedly grabbed Lou Lihe, but was waved away by Lou Lihe in the next second.

Lou Lihe didn't even bother to say a cruel word, let alone any looks.

"Riwa, I'm going to die. Hu Mu's tone was full of pleading.

Lou Lihe's footsteps really stopped, but it was not because of sympathy for Hu Mu, "What are you doing here?

No, Lou Lihe suddenly said: "If I'm not mistaken, Juan Yu's father is not buried here." ”

Hu Mu was silent.

"You don't think about life is different when you are old, and you are the same as you die, right?" Lou Lihe sneered, she carefully observed the other party's expression, and there was still a trace of disbelief in her tone, "I guessed right?"

After understanding this, Lou Lihe no longer wasted time spending her thoughts on Hu Mu, and her eyes fell on the barren grass separated by a path, where a corner of the stone tablet was faintly exposed.

That's where the tombstones of Lou Xiaoming and Fan Wenyue are.

Stand against Ming Ke and never see each other.

"The people of Zening, believe in Feng Shui, it is the most desolate place in the entire cemetery, if you want to go, I have no opinion, and you don't have to ask for my opinion, whatever you want, those two people have nothing to do with me now. ”

"Thank you. Hu Mu's thin figure trembled slightly.

Lou Lihe seemed to have guessed her thoughts, and without waiting for her to speak, she returned to what she wanted in her heart one by one.

At the end, Lou Lihe suddenly spoke again: "Aunt Hu, I don't want to know how you know that your limit is coming, and you don't have to tell me." I don't know how vigorous your love is, people's choices determine their own fate, no matter what you thought of me at the beginning, after Fan Wenyue left, I used to really love you as my mother, but now it's over, you can go wherever you want, we don't need to see each other again. ”

After speaking, Lou Lihe strode out without looking back.

Three days later, Hu's mother and the staff of the cemetery came to hand over, but they saw that someone was working on Ming Ke's tombstone, "What are you doing?"

The staff told her: "Oh, this person's ashes are going to be removed, and the people of his family have completed the formalities for us to break ground as soon as possible." ”

Mother Hu was stunned, Ming Ke's family? Who else could there be, isn't it Lou Lihe?

Is that not to say goodbye?

The wind blew dust and sand on Hu Mu's face, and for the first time she was a little skeptical of the choice she had made back then.

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After returning to country D, Ming Xi locked himself in his study for a whole week.

It wasn't until his wife told him that several couriers were coming and he needed to sign for them in person, that Ming Xi appeared in front of everyone with a haggard face.

"What's wrong with you? Grandpa would be shocked if he saw it. The wife was a little worried.

"I'm fine, where's the courier?" asked Ming Xi.

"It's at the door, but he wants you to sign for it himself. ”

"What courier?"

"I don't know, you can go and take a look, it's sent from Lingbei. ”

Lingbei?

Ming Xi walked over quickly and took the list, and the sender on it had Lou Lihe's name written on it. After signing the letter, she looked at the three boxes folded in front of her that were one person high, and wondered in her heart.

"Don't you open it?"

When the box was moved into the living room, his wife asked curiously.

Ming Xi frowned, "Open it and see what she sent." ”

As soon as the three boxes were opened, there were all kinds of oil paintings stacked together in front of the two of them, and Mingxi's wife took out one and looked at it carefully: "This is..." Ah Ke's painting?

The signature is real, Ming Xi looked at the painting in his hand, and his brows became more and more furrowed: he had seen these paintings back then, but he did not bring them back, because these paintings belonged to only one person, but why did this person send him the paintings?

"Huh, what's in this box?"

Ming Xi heard his wife's amazement, and followed him, and saw a cardboard box containing a suitcase, which he was all too familiar with, and he took the box to Zening with his own hands, and now it was returned to him by the man.

Ming Xi put down the painting in his hand, bent down and opened the suitcase, and it was indeed the wedding dress he had given away.

Lou Li and this sent all the relics of Ming Ke to him and returned them to the Ming family.

No, there's one more thing, and one more thing she hasn't returned.

Ming Ke's ashes···

But it didn't take long for me to receive this missing.

Ming Ke's ashes were personally sent to the Ming family by Lou Lihe.

"What are you doing here?" Ming Xi could see that Lou Lihe's mental state was not good.

"I, send your brother back, I owe you. Lou Lihe reluctantly looked at the urn in his hand, took a deep breath and put it into Ming Xi's hand, "I don't want him to stay in Zening any longer." ”

"Then why did you leave him alone in that hellish place?"

"If I say," Lou Lihe clenched his fists, "I was going to accompany him, do you believe it?"

Mingxi's pupils shrank slightly, "You..."

"Lie to you, I'm sorry for my life. Lou Lihe's tone changed, making it impossible to guess whether what she said was true or false.

Lou Lihe's words are always so difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood, but Ming Xi is willing to believe her feelings: she didn't lie, and she didn't try to cheat the forgiveness box for sympathy.

"Why did you send Ming Ke back at this time?" Ming Xi looked into Lou Li's eyes, "Do you want to send him back and live your own life?"

"Shouldn't I do this?" Lou Lihe asked rhetorically, "I don't want to go back to that place in Zening, so let's end here." ”

After speaking, Lou Lihe turned around and left, but was stopped by Ming Xi's words.

"Well, so be it. Ming Xi was slightly haggard and tired, "You wait a minute, there is something, I will give it to you." ”

About ten minutes later, Ming Xi took a document from home and came to Lou Lihe and handed it to her: "From now on, let's clear it up." ”

In the past two weeks, Ming Xi has exhausted all his methods and still can't come up with the details of that year, and now seeing Ming Ke's ashes, his heart suddenly remembered the brilliance in Ming Ke's eyes when he mentioned Lou Lihe.

"I don't know whether to believe you or not, but if I don't believe you, my brother is too pathetic, so I believe that he also believes in you, I believe that you left him because of love, and I believe that you kept silent because of hardship, but I hope you can understand that the Ming family forgave you, but I didn't, I just want to believe... Can you be worthy of my trust?" Ming Xi handed the document to Lou Lihe.

Lou Lihe took the document, she was very familiar with the foreign language on it, it was the meaning of the Island of Roses, "This is..."

"My brother came home in high spirits and asked me to buy him a place where he would plant roses and marry his most beloved girl, and now I have returned this gift to its rightful owner. Ming Xi said this, and there was still pain hidden in his eyes, "For such a document, I want to change your sincere words, is it okay?"

Marry the most beloved girl...

Lou Lihe's hand kept trembling, she gently opened the document, saw the signature on the back, saw the familiar handwriting, a tear fell, the seal was slightly dissolved, and she hurriedly reached out to wipe it clean.

"What about your answer?" Ming Xi looked at Lou Lihe's behavior in his eyes,

"What do you want to know?"

"I believe that you left Ming Ke in Zening because you were sincere, but why didn't you tell them that Ming Ke was killed by your father, and why did they let them judge my brother as an accident?"

Lou Lihe lowered her head, no one could see her expression clearly, only to see her gently touching the document, "I just asked him to give me a bouquet of roses when he came back, and he actually planted an island..."

"What about your answer?" asked Mingxi.

Lou Lihe raised his head and looked at Ming Xi calmly: "I only want to tell him some truth, I didn't even let you participate in hypnosis at the beginning, and now I won't speak." ”

Ming Xi frowned.

Lou Lihe smiled, "Brother, thank you for giving me this document." ”

Elder brother?

Ming Xi was stunned, opened his mouth and didn't know what to say, and watched Lou Lihe turn around and leave.

Lou Lihe held the document and silently recited in his heart:

Mingke, I can only accompany you here, and there may be a time to see you again in the future, but before that, I will never look back...

There was a thin chant in the wind, like sadness and joy, and I don't know where to drift away.

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