Qu Nanxiu asked, "Can I not take off my mask?"

"Of course," Deng Zhixin said with a smile, "because I don't talk to your face, but to your heart." ”

Xiaoqu is very fortunate that the first time he saw a psychiatrist, he met an empathetic person, originally in his impression, the psychiatrist is a person who pokes your heart with a sword, a gun and a halberd, and fights poison with poison, so he has been resisting.

The room is elegantly and comfortably furnished, with unknown soft music playing quietly in the background, and Qu Nanxiu has freshly brewed jasmine tea in front of him, a wisp of fragrance refreshing.

This environment is similar to the space where regret pills are used, and the purpose is to relax and unwind.

If you are on the defensive, no matter how good a doctor is, you won't be able to ask questions.

Deng Zhixin said: "I am also a man. To be honest, before I got married, I was afraid of getting married. I am afraid of losing my freedom, and I am even more afraid that I will have to force myself to adapt to another person after marriage. I was afraid of the responsibilities and pressures that come with marriage, and the thought of running away from home occurred to me when I thought about the house, the ticket, and the children. Also, seeing more and more people getting divorced also makes me worried, and this is also a worry for many men. So, what is the reason why you are afraid of marriage?"

For the first time, Qu Nanxiu opened his heart to people other than Li Tangni, recalling the scene when he was a child in that town, when his grandmother, who was dependent on each other, had a heart attack.

It seemed that she could still see her skinny, trembling hand fumbling for the bottle of the quick-acting heart-saving pill, and her heart trembled when she thought about it.

"Why are there only two people, you and the old man?

"When I was very young, my mother abandoned us, she thought the family was poor, and my father thought that he had no money in his life. ”

When his mother abandoned her family and children, and what happened when she left, Qu Nanxiu actually can't remember clearly, but he firmly remembers the painful appearance of his father and grandmother.

Sometimes, my father was silently repairing electrical appliances in his hands, but his eyes were full of tears, so that he couldn't see clearly.

And the silent tears have the most lethality like ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, which makes Qu Nanxiu unforgettable for the rest of his life.

Later, in order to earn more money, my father went further afield to earn a living, and the interval between his visits to home became larger and wider, and the days he came back to stay were shorter and shorter.

Most of the time, Xiao Nanxiu and his grandmother depend on each other.

He still remembers one time, he ran too fast and accidentally hit the table at the head of the bed, and his grandmother's medicine bottle happened to be uncovered, and all the fast-acting heart-saving pills in it rolled out, scaring Xiao Nanxiu into a daze.

That's a life-saving thing! Hurry up and go to the town hospital to buy it.

In life, there are two people that we should not deceive, one is a teacher and the other is a doctor.

Qu Nanxiu also mentioned that he was afraid of the dark, and until now he has to turn on the light when he sleeps alone.

It takes a lot of courage for him to say this, because the degree of shame is no less than telling others that he is still urinating on the kang in his twenties.

Dr. Deng listened gently and attentively, with a calm expression and empathetic look on his face, and did not show any disdain, which made Qu Nanxiu feel at ease.

"So your mother's behavior has had a negative impact on you. Deep down, you worry that a marriage won't last long, just like your parents' marriage. You fear that she will one day leave you like this, leaving you alone and in darkness and fear, leaving you as heartbroken as your father was. ”

"Maybe. ”

Qu Nanxiu felt that he was pouring salt on his "wound", and the "wound" hurt unscrupulously.

But in order to completely solve this heart disease, in order to be able to be with Li Tangni without any worries, he must cut the root of the heart disease.

The doctor suddenly changed his words: "Isn't there a high-tech regret medicine now? It can not only treat the pain caused by regret, but also modify the memory at will." Have you ever considered deleting this black memory?"

Qu Nanxiu was stunned for a moment, doctor, you really asked the right person, hey.

"I never thought about it, because this memory, though painful, involved the most important people in my life, and I didn't want to forget them or erase the slightest memory of them. Even consider using cranial nerve stimulation devices in the future to deepen memories about them. ”

Just like Prism would rather be painful than forget Qu Nanxiu.

Dr. Deng nodded: "Well, that's why there are regret pills in the world, there are things to modify memories, and our psychiatrists are not unemployed." Love, which gives courage and strength. If we forget our loved ones, we will only become more and more cowardly. The key to solving your heart disease also depends on it. ”

Qu Nanxiu thought that the famous Dr. Deng was really more reliable than the psychiatrist who attacked me that day, he looked at the problem from a more comprehensive perspective and had a positive attitude.

Dr. Deng got up and walked to the whiteboard on the wall: "Tell me about the advantages of the girl you like." ”

"The list goes on. ”

Dr. Deng picked up the pen and prepared to record: "Just say a few things." ”

Li Tangni's advantages were like a table tennis ball that couldn't come out of a narrow-mouthed bottle for a while, although there were many, but after holding it for a long time, Qu Nanxiu didn't say a word.

However, my mind was not idle.

He remembered that when his father was seriously ill, he hurried back to his hometown, and when he got off the train, he saw the slim and pink-clad figure in the bustling crowd. At that time, the feeling was really indescribable.

Also, when I was at a loss for the cost of the operation, I silently handed over the credit card in my hand.

Also, on stormy nights, she walked around looking for herself, and finally curled up in the stairwell of her office building.

And also......

"No one has ever treated me as well as she has ever treated me except my family. (The prism goes to the family.) Qu Nanxiu still tried her best to sum it up, "She is gentle when she should be gentle, righteous when she should be righteous, and she doesn't value money." ”

"It must be very happy to live with such a woman. So what do you do to her?"

"I've done too little for her," Qu snorted suddenly, "and I've done things I've done to be sorry for her!"

Regarding how to be sorry, Dr. Deng did not ask in detail. I guess I'm as smart as he is, and I guessed it with my toes.

He enlightened Qu Nanxiu for a while, and then said something that surprised Xiaoqu: "You two can come together next time, don't come one by one." ”

"What did you say, doctor?"

"I didn't see your face, and I didn't know your real name, but I'm pretty sure that your she, too, consulted with me. She's very distressed about your reluctance to do counseling. ”

The sixth sense told Qu Nanxiu that the doctor's judgment was right, and he "chuckled" in his heart.

Seeing his expression, Dr. Deng understood what he wanted to say: "Don't worry, I won't tell her (you did something sorry for her)." I'd rather tear down three temples than a marriage, not to mention, the two of you still care so much about each other. ”

Qu Nanxiu was grateful: "Thank you, Dr. Deng!"

"No thanks. You dare to come to me today and face your own psychological shadow, in fact, you have taken a big step, and this act in itself will make her very happy. ”

Psychological counseling is not the magic of elves, it is impossible to solve the problem at once, and it usually takes one or several sessions, so Qu Nanxiu has to come again, and try to be with her next time......

In the company, Xiao Fang's expression today is obviously wrong, and she ignores Qu Nanxiu, who used to be called by the boss for a long time.

"Sick?"

"Nope. ”

"Tired?"

"It's not. ”

"What's going on?"

"Don't want to talk. ”

Seeing that she was unhappy, Qu Nanxiu wanted to make her happy, and his eyes rolled and he thought of a way.

This is also a time when I was walking on the road, and I accidentally saw a boy using a trick on his girlfriend, and Xiaoqu felt that this trick was too high!

"Oops!"

Xiaoqu screamed, making a surprised and worried expression, looking Xiaofang up and down.

Xiao Fang was a little uncomfortable: "What's wrong?"

"What have you been busy with in the past two days, why have you lost so much weight all of a sudden?"

The word "so", Qu Nanxiu exaggeratedly stretched it extraordinarily long.

"Is there one?"

Xiao Fang's expression immediately changed drastically, touching the tip of her chin (if that round face was still pointed), the smile on her face couldn't be hidden, and the smile in her little eyes couldn't be found.

Women like to be praised by others for her beauty, especially Asian women want others to praise her for being thin, and European and American women want others to praise her for being sexy and well-proportioned.

Qu Nanxiu was secretly proud in his heart, the effect of this move was really immediate!

"Now can you tell me, why did you get so depressed just now?"

In addition to the relationship between the two of them, when there are no outsiders, they talk like friends, no big or small.

However, when there are outsiders present, it immediately returns to a well-defined relationship, which is very professional.

Xiao Fang took out a gossip magazine, flipped to a certain page and threw it to him: "Read it yourself!"

Qu Nanxiu took a look, and the whole page was actually an affair between himself and Xiaofang, with blurry photos of Xiaofang on it, but it was enough to see her face clearly.

The bridge section is obviously made up blindly, and it is also made up with noses and eyes, and there are a lot of ups and downs.

The paparazzi can't photograph Qu Nanxiu's genuine girlfriend, in order to increase magazine sales, they make a fuss about Qu Nanxiu and his assistant, which is nothing more than holding hands, having a candlelight dinner together, and kissing at a tryst, but in order not to bear legal responsibility, I haven't forgotten to add a "suspect".

However, the paparazzi didn't know that Xiaofang was not only an assistant but also a bodyguard, if Xiaofang was in a hurry, they would have no good fruit to eat.

Since Xiaoqu became famous, in fact, there have been a lot of various gossip news about him, most of which are nonsense that is not touched, and he looked at it twice in surprise at first, but then he didn't watch it.

Qu Nanxiu smiled and asked, "What do you think of this script?" Anyway, I don't believe it. ”

"Nonsense, of course you don't believe it, so what if someone does?"

"Rumors are like balloons blown up by the wind, and they feel bored when they fly, so they should be gone, so don't worry too much. ”

Xiao Fang obviously didn't agree with this statement, and she was still haunted by it at first glance.