CHAPTER XXIII
In the waiting room, Lou Lihe didn't come, and it was Han Liang who was with Ji Xinliang, Han Liang saw that his face was not good, and thought that his marriage proposal was rejected yesterday, so he hurriedly smiled: "What are you doing? Doesn't it mean that even if you are rejected, you have to keep begging? Why do you put on a bitter gourd face as soon as you are rejected?"
Ji Xinliang shook his head: "No, the marriage proposal was not rejected." ”
"What? did she really promise you?" Han Liang was surprised: "No, since you succeeded, why do you have such an expression?"
Ji Xinliang sighed and said, "It's nothing." ”
Han Liang hugged Ji Xinliang: "You kid say it quickly, what the hell is going on! ”
"I plan to go back to her hometown with Lihe after filming this drama. ”
"What? What is that? I've got your press release scheduled for you until the end of the year! Where is the time?"
"Just for a week, brother, I know it's embarrassing for you, and you know that it's not easy for me to be with her..."
"Don't play the emotional card for me!" Han Liang hurriedly interrupted Ji Xinliang's acting skills, "I'll try my best to drain it for you..."
"Thank you, brother!"
Han Liang felt that Ji Xinliang was hiding something from him, but he didn't seem to want to make it clear when he looked at his gags.
Of course, Ji Xinliang had something on his mind, and he learned in the morning that Lou Lihe's parents had passed away.
His first reaction when he heard the news was: This is very likely to be the source of Lou Lihe's psychological problems, so will it affect Lou Lihe when they go back to get the hukou?
He was a little hesitant, but Lou Lihe's hometown had to go again.
He's actually very annoyed.
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Ji Xinliang got on the plane, Lou Lihe rested at home, this was the first time the two had been separated since they fell in love, she was a little unaccustomed to it, and finally rested, and she lay back to sleep because of her discomfort.
If you sleep at the wrong time, you will have nightmares.
Lou Lihe dreamed of that man again.
This time, unlike the coldness last time, the man held her in his arms very gently, leaning his back against him, Lou Lihe felt that this was the quiet of the years.
She heard the man behind her ask softly, "Riwa, what is your dream?"
"Dream?" The teenager Lou Lihe shook his head, "To be the best psychiatrist in the world, marry the person I love the most, and give birth to the cutest baby in the world." ”
"It's not ashamed to have a baby? The man chuckled, "Okay, let me ask you, do you know how to be the best psychiatrist?"
"Isn't it just to get into the best school and get the highest scholarship? What's so difficult?"
The man laughed, "What's the best school?"
"I know, Lingbei University School of Medicine!" the girl looked like she was begging for praise, and the man gently stroked her cheek and gently dropped a kiss: "Yes." So what is the highest scholarship?"
"I don't know, but I think there will be a lot of money, like the kind that allows people to study abroad without tuition and fees. ”
The man smiled, "Yes, you're right. ”
"You know about this scholarship?"
The man said: "I heard that the highest scholarship in the medical school of Lingbei University is the Medical Scholarship, and those who get this scholarship can not only be exempted from tuition and miscellaneous fees, but also get the cost of studying in country D..."
"Isn't that your hometown?" the young Lou Lihe's eyes lit up, "Then tell me quickly, how to get this scholarship!"
"I heard that this scholarship must be the best person in the whole college to get it, and it must have scientific research ability, and the results must be the first in the whole school. The man teased: "How is it, do you have confidence?"
"Don't worry, I will definitely follow you back to country D! Maybe I can even buy your plane ticket together!" The girl fell into the illusion of the future, and said confidently: "When I get a scholarship and become Mrs. Kuo, you can take me back to my hometown!"
When the man heard this, his face turned strange, and from the way he couldn't help laughing, it could be seen that he really endured very hard.
"Don't you understand what it means to return home?" Lou Lihe asked.
"I know," said the man, "I know, that means, very happy." ”
"Yes!" the girl laughed.
"When you get the scholarship, can I go to your award ceremony? I heard that the donor of this prize is very handsome, I have to watch you to prevent you from being seduced by him!"
"Of course, you have to come!I want you to see me at my pretty!" Lou Lihe's eyes rolled slightly, "But is your information reliable? Such a rich man should be eighty or ninety years old, right? How can he be handsome?"
"Lihe, you can determine for yourself whether this old man is handsome or not, I think that day, you will be very happy and surprised. ”
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I woke up from a dream, sweated in my jacket, and forgot about the past.
Without Ji Xinliang by his side, Lou Lihe's heart was empty.
It's strange that he has only been by his side for more than a month, but he seems to have filled all the vacancies, and now that he is gone, somewhere in his heart has become empty again.
Lou Lihe knew that she was missing him, missing him, her children were long, and she was sad, which was about her current state.
It is said that if the two love for a long time, how can it be in the morning and twilight, it is just an infatuated child and a resentful girl who comforts herself, and her thoughts are floods, and you can't stop them.
Lou Lihe thought about it for a long time, and finally went to the hospital to ask for leave, reason: marriage leave.
The day before, everyone just learned that Lou Lihe had a boyfriend and would come to ask for marriage leave the next day, which is really exaggerated.
The director will Lou Li and shout to the office to understand the situation.
"Lihe, I heard that you want to take marriage leave, congratulations!"
"Thank you, Director. ”
The director said, "I don't know what your lover does?"
"He... It's a part-time job... Not peers. ”
The director nodded: "That's good, if it's very hard for peers, that's the case, I came to you on the one hand to find out, and on the other hand, I suggest that you don't ask for marriage leave at this time." ”
Lou Lihe waited for the director to continue.
Seeing Lou Lihe's indifferent face, the director said: "Our department is vigorously supported by the hospital, and the dean also attaches great importance to it, this year we have introduced two senior talents, Dr. Du Xinyan and you, to make you the mainstay of the department, and you will be in charge in the future, you also know that the second hospital is under construction, and its completion is just around the corner, and when the time comes, you and Dr. Du will definitely have someone to go there to open up mountains and rivers, this is your war with her, do you understand?"
Lou Lihe said: "What do you say?"
"I'm a person, I'm old, and I'm half retired from the front line, but I'm very accurate in looking at people," the director laughed like an old fox, "Dr. Du has a very poor relationship with you, although it's not that it's incompatible, but at least it's the tip of the needle against Maimang, I can see that you are also trying your best to avoid it, but always giving in in the war is joking with yourself, do you know what I mean?" Think about it, in the future, if Du Xinyan goes to the Second Hospital to become the official director, and you stay here and can only wait for me to retire before you can be promoted to the director, you will have to be inferior to others when you have a meeting together in the future, even if your heart is as wide as the sea, but Du Xinyan is not a person who knows how to act prudently, and no one knows what the situation will be like once he gains power, do you know what I mean?"
The director's words, some of which were aimed at Du Xinyan, were to provoke Lou Li and sensitive nerves, which was a common means used by superiors for the development of the team.
Lou Lihe knows it and knows it very well, in fact, what the director said is right.
Whether to meet her lover or give up her career, Lou Lihe faced this dilemma for the first time.
The reason for the dilemma is not which is more important at the two ends of the scale, but that Lou Lihe can't choose work and career without distractions as in the past, Ji Xinliang's weight is important enough to match her career.
She's really not the same as she used to be.
Lou Lihe didn't take a sip, just said that he would go back and think about it.
The director sighed: "When I was young, I thought that love was everything, and I admired such a person who was very affectionate and sexual, but children, you have to understand that people live in the net, and there is a cliff under the net, if you don't actively weave your career, when your proud love becomes the past, you will have no way to save yourself, and then you will fall into the abyss and be difficult to turn over." ”
The director likes Lou Lihe very much, has the ability, and knows how to advance and retreat, so he told her so much.
Lou Lihe didn't know what to do, so he hurriedly thanked him and left.
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Can't pounce on Ji Xinliang's body, Lou Lihe understands this, maybe it's just an illusion of love now, and she will feel that she can't leave. But the world is changing rapidly, and how many wonderful loves in history are not all died halfway after passion?
The director's words were like a basin of cold water, which made Lou Lihe calm down temporarily.
When he got home, Lou Lihe seemed to be able to get used to this apartment and get used to being alone.
Sometimes, longing, sadness, liver and intestines are broken, and what remains after a thousand turns seems to be an illusion.
Since there is a typo in the illusion, it must be known and able to change, which is the self-healing power of people.
Simply cooked dinner, Lou pear and one person eats, one person cleans up, one person washes, and one person sleeps.
From two people to one person, it may not be difficult to get used to.
Probably because I slept too much during the day, and Lou Lihe had some insomnia at night, tossing and turning. She took the pillow to Ji Xinliang's bedroom, changed into his pajamas, lay on his sheets, and as soon as she turned over, her shoulder was hit by a sharp object and her shoulder hurt, and when she turned around and picked it up, it was the diary she had given Ji Xinliang before.
In fact, she rarely looked at these diaries herself, because she didn't remember that she liked Juan Yu so much, and the words in them were pretentious and deliberate, and they looked funny, but she just gave them to him because she was curious about Ji Xinliang before.
It seems that when they are together, Ji Xinliang always pays more, Lou Lihe thinks of the crescent moon pavilion in Jiulianwei, he takes care of himself all night, and later in Lingbei because of his own affairs, he was exposed to scandals and took on some inexplicable things, but he never said anything, didn't complain, didn't care about not telling himself how much he lost, and didn't tell himself whether he was hurt, they were together as a matter of course, but she still felt a little guilty about him...
When this kind of idea of the other party paying more appears, no one can be at ease, because no one is hard-hearted.
Lou Lihe felt uneasy in love for the first time.
Ji Xinliang, Ji Xinliang, you are a virus, let me finally lower my body temperature, go and return.
Lou Lihe knew that he was sick, since he was sick, he couldn't hide the illness and avoid medical treatment, Lou Lihe sighed: "The medicine is far away, and if you want to get it, you have to pay a lot of price..."
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The next day, the director received Lou Lihe's application for leave on the grounds that he was on sick leave.
On the back of the fake note is a sentence: "Lovesickness is difficult." ”
"I'm still a kid after all..."
The director sighed and left a fake note, but it was still Lou Lihe who asked for marriage leave.
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Han Liang was working hard to arrange and adjust Ji Xinliang's business plan, complaining in his heart that Ji Xinliang was not around and was looking for trouble for himself, at this time, he received a call from Lou Lihe.
"Hey, Miss Lou, is there anything I can do for you?"
"Mr. Han, I want to ask, where is Xinliang's crew? ”
When Han Liang heard this, his eyes flashed and he was dizzy, "Miss Lou, do you want to visit the class?"
"No, I just look at him. He didn't need to know. Lou Lihe said.
Han Liang pondered for a moment, and then said: "Miss Lou, I shouldn't say this, but I still want to remind you that although it is a matter of time before Xinliang gets married, it is also a matter of time or time for him, even if he misses, please keep a low profile, okay?"
Lou Lihe said: "Are you saying that I shouldn't go to see him at this time?"
"Of course not," Han Liang said, "but I think you should work hard at this time and wait for him to come back." ”
"If the job had kept me, I wouldn't have called you this number. Lou Lihe said, "You tell me the address, I'll take a look at it from afar." ”
It was already low to let Lou Lihe say such a thing, and Han Liang couldn't say anything more, so he told her: "Jingxi City, Zening Township, the filming location is at the former site of Zening High School. The crew and cast live on the fifth floor of the small walled building opposite the high school. The specific room of Riwa is No. 505. ”
Lou Lihe put down the phone, sighed and smiled: "He actually lives next door to the household registration book, if he knows, he won't dig through the wall to get it, right?"
It should be, after all, the apartment is very old, and there are very few people living in it, and the walls are as thin as paper, and there is no sound at all.
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At the end of the day's work, Ji Xinliang and his colleagues were drinking in the room at night.
Everyone began to talk about the surrounding scenery, and the assistant director said: "I heard that the scenery of the wharf here in Zening is very good, and it is still a historical site, but few people know about it, and few people come here to visit, let's find a chance to have fun, right? ”
Ji Xinliang was not interested, but he still nodded along the way.
He is not in the mood to go out to play, and every day when he is free, his mind is full of Lou Lihe's shadow.
Lou Lihe is cold, but why didn't he call himself for three days in a row? Every time he filmed very late, he didn't dare to take the initiative to call her for fear of disturbing her rest.
Could it be that she forgot herself, right? Ji Xinliang felt that it was very possible, it was Lou Lihe, not another woman...
Thinking about it, Ji Xinliang really couldn't help it, and when everyone left, he picked up the phone and called Lou Lihe without hesitation.
But she never answered, although Ji Xinliang was mentally prepared, he still couldn't help but be disappointed, but just as he was about to put down the phone, he suddenly found that a familiar ringtone came from next door, and when his finger accidentally clicked to hang up, the ringtone also stopped abruptly.
Ji Xinliang's heart beat wildly with speculation, he couldn't help but dial it again, the bell rang again, hung up again, and the bell disappeared again.
After trying two or three times, there was a knocking sound next door, and it kept moving, Ji Xinliang then came to the balcony of the bedroom, and saw the expected and unexpected person: Lou Lihe.
She was leaning against the balcony railing and looking at herself with a smile, but her mouth was disgusted: "How can you compensate for the disturbance in the middle of the night?"
"Why are you here?" Ji Xinliang was stunned, but he didn't rent the entire fifth floor until the crew, except for the two houses that were bought, and in order to ensure his purity, the director specially arranged his house next door to the two empty houses, and Lou Lihe is living now is one of them.
"Guess?" Lou Lihe blinked. Playful and cute.
Ji Xinliang was stunned and said, "No, you are the owner of the house, right?"
"You guessed it!"
Ji Xinliang asked again: "Then why did you come back?
"Knowingly asked!" Lou Lihe glared at him.
Lou Li and thousands of miles came all the way to find themselves! My God! Ji Xinliang was dizzy by this surprise, and he couldn't wait to jump over and hug Lou Li and turn in circles.
You must know that at the beginning of Jiulianwei, even if the distance between the two was less than a kilometer, Lou Lihe had never taken the initiative to find himself...
"You stand still!"
Ji Xinliang suddenly roared, which frightened Lou Lihe for a moment, and saw Ji Xinliang climb the railing, climb over the balcony less than a fist away like a monkey, and appear in front of him, and then the sky swirled, and she was hugged by him.
Ji Xinliang was carried away by the huge surprise, but Lou Lihe still had a trace of reason, and patted him: "Come into the house, it won't be good if you are seen by your colleagues." ”