Chapter 19 Some indulge and some refrain from restraint
"Well, I'll have a drink with you. ”
Between the flickering lights, under the backdrop of the oppressive atmosphere, Chen Shi'an's voice was particularly heartbreaking. Li An picked up the wine glass and touched one with Shi Yue, and threw himself up.
"Long-distance relationship is really a difficult thing, a few days ago we were on a business trip, it rained heavily in Nanjing, when I was still lost, I called him twice, no one answered, yesterday when we got home, he told me, I didn't see it. ”
Shi Yue dried the wine in the wine glass, and tears flowed down instantly: "I only found out today that he was rolling sheets with that woman in the hotel at that time." ”
Li An couldn't comfort him, he didn't even know how to say it, so he silently picked up his wine glass and drank with her.
"You know, we got together from college, and then we graduated, and we've been away from each other, and I know that he might be out there to play with a woman, and I expected it, and I knew it. But today, the woman sent me the chat in their WeChat circle of friends, screenshots of chat records, and photos of the hotel. ”
Li An just wanted to open his mouth to comfort Shi Yue, but she grabbed the words: "I'm not sad, you don't have to comfort me, really, I'm fine." I just think it's disgusting. ”
Li An only patted Shi Yue's shoulder: "I want to open a little." ”
Shi Yue moved in the direction of Li An on the sofa, got closer, and said in Li An's ear: "Li An, you say, are men all animals who think with their lower bodies, and they never know how to refuse women who pounce on them." ”
Li An could feel Shi Yue's lips almost on his face, he could feel that her breath was a little short, and he could faintly smell the faint fragrance of the bath gel on her body, the very good smell of milk.
Almost no makeup, no perfume, very simple dressing style, no dressing up fancy, a proper young and beautiful girl who has just left school and entered the society.
In the formulaic, programmed workplace, she seems out of place and attention-grabbing. Li An clearly knew that he had a different feeling for her, and he also clearly knew that he was now wandering and testing on this dangerous boundary line.
The nature of a man tells him that he should do something. But reason allows him to think calmly and make judgments, and to control his physical actions.
He can't do this kind of thing that takes advantage of people's danger.
Li An responded to Shi Yue's question with silence, Shi Yue didn't seem to want to get an answer from Li An, and after saying a word, he left Li An's ear: "Come, drink." ”
After taking a full sip of the glass, Li An looked at the drunk and hazy Shi Yue with some concern: "Are you okay, let's finish when you're almost drunk." ”
Shi Yue glanced at Li An disdainfully: "Where is this, I'm OK, it's no problem at all." ”
"You say, why can a man look for a junior or a junior outside, and go out to find a young lady, but why can't a woman, I don't, he did the first year of junior high school, and I did it fifteen. ”
Shi Yue stretched out her hands to wrap her arms around Ang Lee's neck, looking straight at Ang Lee, her bright lips looked extremely sexy under the flickering of the lights, and the warm breath spit out from her mouth hit Ang Lee's neck, making people's hearts swaying and their hearts fluttering.
The next moment, Shi Yue's lips had already been pasted, cool and soft. This was Ang Lee's idea, and after a while, the two lips parted, and Shi Yue was still holding Ang Lee's neck with both hands, her face was red, I don't know if it was because of alcohol or because of the heating that did not circulate in the private room.
Li An could clearly hear his rapid heartbeat, he forced himself to calm down, and his eyes were filled with some suppressed restlessness: "You drank too much, I'll send you back." ”
Shi Yue sneered and let go of the arm holding Li An: "There is a thief's heart but no thief's courage." Coward, coward. ”
Li An stood up suddenly, propped his right hand on the sofa, looked at Shi Yue condescendingly, and said indifferently with extreme calmness and without a trace of emotion: "I just don't want to do something with you when you are unconscious and make you sober and regret it." I also think I'm a scumbag, and I don't have to be responsible for owning your body. But not now. ”
Li An got up, walked to the door, picked up his clothes and put them on and opened the door: "Take your things, I'll send you home." ”
Shi Yue took her clothes and bag, and followed Ang Li out the door, leaving behind a neatly arranged place of wine bottles, and the messy snacks, fruit peels, and garbage left on the table.
didn't call a substitute driver, Ang Lee's car stopped at the door of the KTV, stopped a taxi at the intersection, and sent Shi Yue, who seemed unconscious, to go home.
Knowing that there were still elders in her family, she was like a man, and it was not suitable to send her drunk to her home, so he told the taxi driver to let him wait, Li An sent Shi Yue to the elevator, pressed the floor and went back.
After getting into the taxi, after telling the location of the apartment where he lives now, he spread out on the back seat and opened the window to sober up. After ten o'clock in the middle of the night in March, it was still very cold, with the car window open, the cold wind hit the face directly, cold and biting. Sober people and bring them back to their senses.
Li An, who was still a little drunk, shuddered, then completely sobered up, took two boxes of wine, drank about one and a half boxes, and the wine of the two was eight pounds and eight taels, which was very different, so basically one person drank about half of it.
Shi Yue was already drunk, and Ang Lee hadn't reached the amount yet, but his stomach was very strong. While driving the car, the driver interjected: "Send your daughter-in-law back to her parents' house, your daughter-in-law is drinking like this, you dare to send her back to her parents' house, you are quite bold." ”
Li Anxin replied nonchalantly, his eyes were sloppy, and there was no focus. With the rapid movement of the taxi, I browsed the mall at night, the mall that has grown rapidly in recent years.
There is not much gap between the construction of the urban area and the first-tier cities, and there are CBD business districts, high-end residential areas, and various large shopping malls.
Now there are four districts planned in the urban area, all of which are developing at a rapid pace. If it weren't for the back and forth of several times, I wouldn't have looked at the suburbs and the urban-rural junction. Purely talking about the city's high-end architecture and commercial development, this is undoubtedly a commercial city with great potential.
Extending in all directions, the north and the south are handed, this area has been a military fortress and strategic place in the Central Plains since ancient times, and the mall is one of the most important, and now there is policy support.
The company's entrepreneurial location is set here, although I don't know what considerations Dafei is based on, but the preferential degree of policy tilt must be low.
It is understandable that businessmen are in the nature of profit-seeking.
The taxi driver may have been holding back for a day and no one has spoken, but Li Ang doesn't want to talk so much now: "It's just a colleague, I drank too much at dinner, and I sent her home." ”
"Ah, that's it, then come on, I think you guys are quite husband and wife. ”
Li An was blowing the cold wind, and suddenly remembered Gu Xiangjin, and was a little irritable: "Master, I drank a little too much today, I want to be quiet for a while, is it okay?"
Hearing Li An say this, the driver didn't speak.
At half past eleven in the evening, Li An was lying on the bed and sent a message to Shi Yue, girls should protect themselves alone, especially their bodies, good night. Without waiting for a reply, he put the phone on the bedside table and charged it, and Ang Lee went to sleep, turning off all the lights, leaving only one desk lamp on.
The light is faint, and the brightness is not dazzling, to the point where you can barely see. The whole world was dark, except for a faint light around Ang Lee's body. At this level, Ang Lee will feel safe, will not be too conspicuous and will not be ignored, and he will be able to sleep peacefully.
Shi Yue was lying on her bed, wearing a mask and closing her eyes. After reading the information on the screen for a long time, he replied, "Ang Lee, thank you." ”
Tear off the mask, wash her face, and lay down in the quilt in her pajamas after cleaning up, the smell of alcohol surged, drunkenness surged up, and groggy sleepiness followed. Before she fell asleep, she thought of the two sentences she had seen before, which happened to be connected.
"If you can, I want you to be the scumbag in the relationship, even if you are burdened with all the infamy and live happily, don't toss and turn in the middle of the night and can't sleep to be a miserable good person. ”
"If I could, I would like to be a scumbag, kissing different lips and liking different people but not loving anyone, but some people are scumbags, and his upbringing and sense of responsibility in his bones do not allow it. ”
The lights in the city are bright, some people sleep peacefully, and some people sway under the neon lights, drunk and dreaming of death.
Ang Lee has some special feelings about Shi Yue, Shi Yue also has it, in the long wait, in the long-distance relationship that she doesn't know when to see again, she also realized that she has a different mind. It's just that for change and temptation, some people indulge and some refrain from it.
Time is always like this, if you make a mistake once, you may be wrong for a lifetime, but whether this is the first time or the Nth time, no one knows.