Chapter 137: Loving You Is A Lonely Feast Is Hard To Contain

Chapter 137: Loving You is a lonely feast that is difficult to contain

Late at night, Jinling.

"Jinjin, I don't understand, why did you choose to sing a promotional song for this web drama, I took a closer look, from the director to the actors, all of them are unknown people, which is completely inconsistent with your current coffee position, not to mention your current worth, they can't afford it, and you still lower your price, I don't understand it a little. ”

The warm light came down from the beginning, illuminating the living room bright and warm, and she sat cross-legged on the carpet, and when she was opposite her, Gu Xiangjin was surrounded by two people, and there were bottles and cans rolling down on the floor, and there were no neat unopened wine bottles on the table.

This is Gu Xiangjin's home, after breaking up with Ang Lee, Gu Xiangjin quickly became popular, and this house was also the place she later purchased.

Gu Xiangjin smirked: "Because, the investor is his company, and this web drama was also decided by him." ”

Listening to Gu Xiangjin's words, he was suddenly stunned.

The reason why she was stunned was not because of what Gu Xiangjin said about him, but because of the company he worked for, the legal representative of this company was Yue Fei, a man who haunted him but couldn't say it.

The statement put down the wine in his hand, looked at Gu Xiangjin fixedly, and didn't speak, just looked at her, with an indescribable look in his eyes, which made people feel sour and sad.

Gu Xiangjin's heart was a little hairy when she was stared at by the statement, she couldn't help but put down the wine glass that had been handed to her mouth again, and asked weakly: "Sister Statement, what's wrong? Don't look at me like this, I'm a little ......."

"Huh. After the statement sighed, the look of his eyes also changed, and he looked at Gu Xiangjin with a caring gaze: "Baby, don't look like this, it's not worth it, it's all over, he now has another girl by his side." ”

"Well, I know. Gu Xiangjin shrugged his shoulders, looking free and easy, but his tone was still unconsciously heavy.

"Baby, you really don't look like this, you're going to come out, let's not say if that girl is better than you, whether it's prettier than you, after all, I haven't seen it, I haven't been in contact, I can't evaluate it. ”

The statement seemed to be comforting Gu Xiangjin, but what he said was not tactful, but it was very to the point, straight to the point: "The most obvious advantage, the little girl is younger than you, and she has just graduated from college......"

"Hmm. ”

The words of the statement broke Gu Xiangjin's illusions completely. After Gu Xiangjin only replied with a concise word, he stopped talking and fell silent.

Stating that looking at Gu Xiangjin like this, she didn't feel good in her heart, but she boasted that she was much stronger than Gu Xiangjin, and in the past, she played the role of Gu Xiangjin's confidant big sister. But now she doesn't know how to comfort Gu Xiangjin, after all, her own feelings are still a mess, and she doesn't know why.

People are always like this, they often comfort others, they can't comfort themselves, they talk to others and they talk to others, but when it's their turn, they are always easy to get into a dead end, and they refuse to turn back.

Emotional problems, if one is rational enough, he can accept all kinds of losses. Just accepting it doesn't mean that you have figured it out, and not being able to figure it out is an emotional problem.

It's just that the statement is more rational than Gu Xiangjin, and she has to be able to recognize the reality better, she knows that she and Yue Fei can't go back, so no matter how reluctant she is in her heart, how much she misses, she is just a person silently hiding in her heart.

As long as you don't speak out, no one will know your sadness, no one will know your vulnerability.

In the end, he chose to drink with Gu Xiangjin, wine is man's best friend, as long as he drinks too much, he will not be sad, and he will be able to sleep peacefully.

Some people are more fortunate and think that you can tell you directly, and some people are more unlucky, thinking that you can only listen to songs, drink and walk at night.

A bottle of wine went down, and with the help of alcohol, he stated and Gu Xiangjin and said: "Baby, I see that you don't move forward well, and you always look back, I just want to kick your feet." ”

Gu Xiangjin struggled to open his drunken eyes, and said a little unconvinced: "Why?!"

“…… Learning will not say goodbye. ”

The tone of the statement suddenly lightened, this sentence was not only what she said to Gu Xiangjin, but also what she said to herself.

"Baby, if you miss it, you miss it, people, you always have to have a bit of character, right. The statement raised the cup in front of her eyes, and through the liquid in the goblet, she said in a trance: "After all, once, those years, during that time, I saw how you treated Ang Lee, you were so good to him, it was he who didn't cherish you, heh." Man. ”

The statement may have drunk too much and said something a little confused, but she still knows what she will say: "Just have a clear conscience." ”

The drunken voice of the statement sounded in Gu Xiangjin's ears, but the picture that appeared in Gu Xiangjin's mind was the picture of her and Li An breaking up that day.

"Sister Shu, what if I have a guilty conscience?"

The statement raised his head suddenly, looked at Gu Xiangjin, looked at the corners of Gu Xiangjin's somewhat bitter mouth, looked at her miserable face, and her ruddy cheeks after drinking, and was stunned for a while, not knowing what to say at all.

After a long time, Gu Xiangjin spoke: "Sister Shu, I may not be able to get past this hurdle, this city is all him, no matter what I do, he will appear in front of my eyes, I feel so sad in my heart." ”

It may be that the two of them drank too much alcohol today, so that the emotional problems hidden during the day began to flood unscrupulously at this moment under the influence of alcohol.

The emotions of the statement are also irrepressibly a little abnormal, she has always claimed to be a very rational person, but that is only her own expectations. She is a writer, and if she were absolutely rational, she would not have reached the heights she is now.

She began to show her vulnerable side in front of Gu Xiangjin rarely: "Baby, don't talk about it, drink and drink." ”

But she raised the cup herself, but Gu Xiangjin didn't go with her, she just raised her head by herself and drank it all. The drink slid down his throat and into his stomach, and tears slipped down his eyes.

The wine is cold when it slides into the stomach, and the tears that fall on the cheeks are warm.

But her heart was cold, she still didn't know when Yue Fei didn't love her, there was no sign, she said she didn't love her, she didn't love her, she didn't want her anymore.

Men always seem to be accustomed to forcing people to break up with cold violence!

When she opened her eyes, Gu Xiangjin was no longer sitting in front of her, she held her head and carefully identified it, only to find that Gu Xiangjin had run to the balcony.

She held the wine bottle, walked in a panic, and staggered behind Gu Xiangjin, and the cold wind in the middle of the night blew in from outside, which lifted her spirits.

"Baby. ”

The statement shouted at Gu Xiangjin, Gu Xiangjin turned her head to look at the statement when she heard the voice, the cold wind blew her hair, she held the wine bottle in one hand and held the railing with the other: "Huh?"

"You have to know that there is a crack in everything, and that's where the light comes in. ”

Gu Xiangjin was a little confused, so he drank too much, his brain was down, and he didn't react for a while to state the meaning of this sentence.

But she looked at the statement with red eyes, and she also knew that the statement was not comfortable in her heart.

The two of them blew the cold wind on the balcony for a long time, and the statement brushed away the hair that was blown to the corners of their mouths, and then looked at the traffic on the long street, and said angrily: "TM, I love too much, I put everything in, and people don't want it, hehehe." ”