CHAPTER XXXIII
Ji Song watched Old Man Ji's figure disappear from view, and then spoke: "Xinliang, are you and Lihe in conflict?"
"What?" Ji Xinliang's heart tightened, could it be that his father saw something?
"You're my son, and even if you don't say something, I can see some of it. Say, don't hide anything from your father, okay?"
Ji Xinliang's mask can finally be put down, and the face that was smiling and groaning just now gradually faded away, "Father, is it true that people will be suspicious and uneasy before they get married?"
"I thought it was a big deal, did it turn out to be a premarital phobia?" Ji Song laughed, and the corners of his eyebrows were a little bit of Old Man Ji's kindness.
Ji Xinliang reluctantly admitted that he would be wrong.
Ji Song said with a smile: "When life enters the next stage and ushers in some changes, there will always be hesitation about the unknown intersection, but Xinliang, you have to think about it, you are not alone now, you still have Lihe by your side, I believe that when you announced the news of marriage without hesitation, it was definitely not just an impulse, but courage is very forgetful, you now have to think of the courage at that time, and face the next day with the people around you." β
Ji Xinliang remembered these words in his heart, and gradually remembered the oath he made in front of Du Xinyan at that time.
Yes, Ming Ke was repeatedly mentioned by everyone, which made Ji Xinliang unexpected, he thought that as long as he didn't mind and Lou Lihe also forgot, they would have a new life.
But since the appearance of Du Xinyan, Ming Ke has been uncontrollably and constantly emphasized.
He found that it was not something he said he could ignore if he wanted to, and he could forget if he wanted to.
When he realized that this past was inevitable and that he would have to face it one day, he was afraid.
Everyone revealed that it was just a few words, but it was already the depth of this relationship back then, and he didn't know what would happen to him and Lou Lihe if everything was shown in front of him one day...
He was scared.
There is no denying it.
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Late at night, Lou Lihe was sleeping soundly, the doorbell rang, and she turned over in a daze, "Who?"
Turning on the light in the living room, Lou Lihe wiped his face, finally sobered up a little, looked from the monitor, and found that it was Qin Kui, and hurriedly opened the door.
Qin Kui, who was holding the child, crashed in, followed by Yu Shuye with an apologetic face: "I'm sorry Lihe, I'm bothering you." β
"It's okay, come in. Lou Lihe was worried about Qin Kui's body, she had only given birth for a few days, and she didn't know if it would hurt her body when she came out in the middle of the night.
Lou Lihe followed closely behind Qin Kui.
Qin Kui sat down on the sofa with the child in his arms, and Lou Lihe hurriedly sat down as well, carefully observing Qin Kui's expression, "Xiao Kui, what's wrong?"
Qin Kui raised his head and looked at Lou Lihe: "Lou Lihe... Can I stay with you during this time?"
Lou Lihe reached out and touched Qin Kui's sideburns, "Of course, you can sleep with me, okay?"
Qin Kui nodded.
Lou Lihe cast his gaze on the face of the child in Qin Kui's arms: "I'm asleep." β
"yes. Qin Kui smiled.
Lou Lihe hugged Qin Kui, "It's so late, you take the child to rest first, okay?"
"Good. β
Qin Kui was accompanied by Lou Lihe to the bedroom to lie down and rest.
When she fell asleep, Lou Lihe repeatedly confirmed the tightness of the window, and then turned around and closed the bedroom door.
Yu Shuye looked at Lou Lihe and came out, and asked softly, "Sleeping?"
"Hmm. β
Lou Lihe sat down opposite Yu Shuye, "What's wrong? β
"Just now she was going to see her uncle and aunt's appearance, but it was late at night, and she couldn't blow the wind at all now, so I didn't agree, and then she came to you with the child in her arms. β
Lou Lihe looked at Yu Shuye, "Let her be here with me." β
βΒ·Β·Β· Okay, I'll pick her up tomorrow, tomorrow is the day of the cremation of my father-in-law and mother-in-law..."
Lou Lihe said: "I'm also together." β
"Thank you. β
"She's my friend, you don't have to thank me. Lou Li and Dao.
"It's not that I thank you for this," Yu Shuye said sincerely, "I'm thanking you for maintaining my family." β
Lou Lihe's sentence "Don't forgive me" he heard it very clearly, he knew very well that this was to maintain his and Qin Kui's home, a person's complaints and guilt, catalyzed by the years, will become a sharp weapon, and no matter how perfect the family is, it can't withstand its edge.
"Then don't thank you, Qin Kui is my friend, I hope she is happy and happy, and her children and grandchildren are full. β
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After Yu Shuye left, Lou Lihe turned around and walked into the bedroom.
Qin Kui in her sleep frowned, obviously still not calm in her heart, the child was held in her arms, her little face was flushed, and she slept peacefully.
Lou Lihe wanted to open the quilt and lie down gently, even though she was already very careful, Qin Kui still opened her eyes.
"I'm sorry. Lou Lihe gently stroked Qin Kui's shoulder, "Sleep." β
"Rikazu, I suddenly understood why there was a time when you were in college when you always had insomnia all night and woke up at the slightest movement. I can't sleep with a little light. β
Qin Kui looked at the ceiling: "I know that the will of heaven is irreversible, but I am powerless to change it, and I can only torture myself subconsciously to comfort my powerlessness." β
Lou Lihe didn't say a word, and listened carefully to what Qin Kui said.
"Riwa, I never thought that my parents would leave me so suddenly one day, I am not yet thirty this year, my parents are just over half a hundred years old, and my child has only been born for two days..."
"Isn't God too careful? give me two, and you have to take me two..."
"Of course not," Lou Lihe said in time, "Of course not, the child is a new life, not an exchange, it's different." β
"What should I do, Riwa, there is no one to shelter me from the wind and rain anymore, tolerate everything I have, no more..." Qin Kui muttered to himself, the departure of his parents was like tearing off the mask of life's hypocrisy, and the despicability hidden by time was all unobstructed, and behind the mask was the endless desolation, the road of no return to death.
Such a road is desolate and lonely, dark and lonely, how can she not be afraid, not afraid, not timid...
Lou Lihe gently pushed the child towards Qin Kui: "You are now the child's mountain, you have to shelter them from the wind and rain, watch them grow smoothly and watch them become another mountain." β
"Become a mountain..." Qin Kui's tears flowed down.
"But Riwa, I'm already a mountain to rely on, but I haven't come before I can let my parents rely on even a second..."
Qin Kui couldn't help but lean into Lou Lihe's arms and cry bitterly.
Ciwu lost his relatives, was dumb and mournful, licked the calf and was difficult to report, and did not give back to his heart.
Probably as a child, the most powerless and fearful time in this life is at this moment.
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The next day, Lou Li and accompanied Qin Kui and Yu Shuye to cremate the Qin couple.
In the corridor of the crematorium, cries came and went, and Qin Kui stood outside the railing with Yu Yi in his arms and looked at the door where his parents had just been pushed in.
"Rihe, do you know? My mother is very squeamish, afraid of pain, she has never touched a needle and thread in her life after being pricked with a needle when she was a child, you say, is she very scared now?"
"Don't be afraid, Uncle Qin will be by her side to protect him. Lou Lihe said softly.
Qin Kui stared at the door that separated life and death, and muttered to himself: "Mom and Dad, I brought your grandson to see the two of you, isn't it very good-looking? You've been worried..."
Lou Lihe listened to Qin Kui's words like a distraction, and although she was worried, she slowly retreated, and gradually left her, letting her confide in her parents.
Lou Lihe came to Yu Shuye's side, and Yu Shuye asked, "Did she fall asleep last night?"
"I slept a little in the second half of the night, but it was always very shallow, and she woke up at the slightest movement, she had just given birth, and her body must be very uncomfortable. β
"Thank you for leaving a picture of the body in time, I can't bear to let her see the real face. β
"You're welcome," Lou Lihe said lightly, "I chatted with her yesterday, she is emotionally unstable and prone to crankiness, you need to be more patient when talking to her." β
"Lihe, Xiaokui is avoiding me," Yu Shuye said helplessly.
"Hiding from you?"
"Probably still complaining about me, after all, I am her pillow person, day by day, but I hide from her. Yu Shuye sighed, "It's hard to imagine if she knew that I was the initiator, she would immediately turn around and divorce me." β
"No, it won't. Lou Li and lowered his eyes, "You are right, book industry." β
Yu Shuye smiled bitterly: "Lou Lihe, you seem to understand what I want to hear, and you say it to your heart every time." β
"Since you have said so, then let me ask you another question, did Xiaokui tell you that she is going to confinement with her child with me?" Lou Lihe asked.
"Yes. Yu Shuye was frank, "She wants to avoid me now, but she has nowhere to go, but fortunately, she chose you in the end, so I want to ask you to help me take care of Qin Kui, with you, at least I feel at ease." Yu Shuye said slowly.
Lou Lihe sighed, "Okay." β
"Thank you. β
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Ji Xinliang went to see Li Jun the next day.
"Uncle Li," Ji Xinliang greeted politely.
Li Jun took off her glasses, stood up from behind the workbench, and smiled kindly, "Are you here?"
"Yes," Ji Xinliang nodded, "I accepted the wedding dress, but I want to trouble Uncle Li to do me a favor." β
"What's busy?" asked Li Jun with interest.
"This wedding dress was handmade by Uncle Li with a friend. Whoever asks me in the future, please answer it like this. Is that okay?"
Li Jun smiled: "It seems that I guessed correctly this time, and the successful thing has been returned to its original owner?"
Ji Xinliang did not admit or deny it, "In short, thank you Uncle Li." β
Li Jun stretched out his hand and patted Ji Xinliang's shoulder gently: "Child, your heart is as wide as the sea and your future is immeasurable, this girl will definitely be in harmony with you." I forgot to wish you a happy wedding last time!"
"Thank you, Uncle Lee. β
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Solving this matter, Ji Xinliang's heart seemed to have let go of a thousand catties of burden, and he hummed a minor tune all the way to Lou Li and his home.
"Lihe!" Ji Xinliang almost knocked on the door with a mentality of inviting merit without pressing the password lock, ready to give his wife a hug as soon as he opened the door, but he didn't expect that after the door opened, Ji Xinliang didn't see his sweetheart in his heart, and behind the door was Qin Kui, who was holding the child with a displeased face.
"Be quiet, don't you know the password? Why knock on the door, I have to get up and open the door for you. β
Ji Xinliang was stunned for a moment, but he still knew that he had made a mistake, and followed in: "Why are you here?"
"Pear and went out to buy groceries. Qin Kui frowned, "Didn't Lihe tell you that I was going to live here?"
Qin Kui is going to live here? So where does he live? Oh! He and Lihe are husband and wife! They can rightly live in the same bedroom!
Ji Xinliang was originally excited, but was splashed with cold water by Qin Kui:
"Lihe didn't inform you, then I'll inform you, Ji Xinliang, you live in the guest room, and I sleep with Lihe. β
"What?" Ji Xinliang retorted: "Hey, are you going to let me and Lihe separate?"
"Why, you haven't had a wedding yet, this is the tradition of young couples not meeting before marriage, do you have an opinion? If you have an opinion, I will sue Lihe, saying that you will drive me away. Qin Kui glared at Ji Xinliang, and suddenly felt that the child's diapers were a little hot, so he said, "Help me get the diapers." β
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Ji Xin was cold, but he still did it.
Lou Lihe once told himself that Qin Kui was his fan, but... Could it be that because he announced that he was married, fans lost their fans?
Are fans of their relationship so realistic?
Ji Xinliang watched Qin Kui change the child's diapers, and then realized that he hadn't heard Lou Lihe say that Qin Kui had given birth to a child, and the last time he saw it was the pot-bellied Qin Kui.
"When did you give birth to a child?" Ji Xinliang asked.
"A week ago. Qin Kui picked up the child and turned around and walked towards the bedroom.
Ji Xinliang couldn't help but follow up, "Why didn't Lihe tell me such a good thing? Speaking of which, I'm still the child's godfather..."
Qin Kui lay down on the bed and asked rhetorically, "How long have you not been in contact with Lihe?"
"We didn't contact Rika when she went to the rescue, but we got in touch when she came back. "Ji Xinliang avoids the heavy and light.
But it was in Qin Kui's arms, "Rescue?
"Isn't there a plane crash?" Ji Xinliang said, "She left overnight, and she didn't even have time to inform me, and she didn't contact me over there, so I was worried for several days." β
"So, she's been rescuing for the past few days?" Qin Kui's hands trembled slightly.
"yes. β
Ji Xinliang didn't notice Qin Kui's abnormality.
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In the evening, when Lou Lihe returned home, Qin Kui was sitting on the sofa, Ji Xinliang had already left, after all, there was only Qin Kui here, it was not suitable for them to be alone in the same room, and he had just received a call from Han Liang, a reality show originally scheduled to participate in after his wedding had a host who got off temporarily, and the number was not enough, so the director invited him to help, after all, they were old friends for many years, and Han Liang had no way to refuse.
"Xiao Kui, why are you sitting on the sofa? Are you hungry?" Lou Lihe took off her coat, washed her hands, walked to Qin Kui's feet, squatted down to put on her slippers, and asked softly.
Qin Kui looked at Lou Li and the cracks at the corners of her mouth, looking at the tiredness in her eyes.
How much strength can a person have?
Lou Li and her are also individuals...
In the four days that the rescue team was day and night, and the two days when I hurried back, I had to take care of my emotions...
"I finally understand why you don't have many friends..."
Qin Kui gently stroked Lou Lihe's cheek, "A few more like you are enough to exhaust you to death..."
Lou Lihe said, "What are you talking about?"
"Why don't you tell me that you're not here these days, you're here to save my parents?
"If I told you, would you be better?" Lou Lihe asked, "Frankly this thing doesn't bring happiness to people." β
"So you let Yu Shuye hide it from me and rush to the rescue by yourself?" Qin Kui's tears fell, "Lihe, what should I do with you?" I said I don't forgive you, you said then I don't forgive, you don't care, because you have a clear conscience, right? But what should I do with my guilt?"
"I have a guilty conscience. Lou Li and said, "But we are worthy of heaven and earth." β
"What is worthy of heaven and earth?"
"Personnel have been exhausted, but if you listen to the destiny of heaven, and if you have the destiny of heaven, you will be worthy of heaven and earth. You were about to give birth, and you didn't need to feel guilty about the suffering you had in the world. Lou Lihe's voice was like a gentle morning sun, warming every crack in Qin Kui's heart, making every wound glow golden.
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Ji Xinliang still couldn't see Lou Lihe before leaving, so he could only send a text message to Ji Xinliang before boarding, telling her that he was going to leave for a month.
And Qin Kui settled down in Lou Lihe's house for confinement. Yu Shuye sent all the children's belongings over.
The funeral was simple, Qin Kui was asked by Yu Shuye to recuperate at home, but according to the customs of Lingbei, on the tenth day of the soul return night, Qin Kui still insisted on kneeling on the mourning hall, fortunately, at this time, only the family needs to keep vigil, all the guests have left, and the mourning hall is quiet.
looked at Qin Kui standing up and kneeling without saying a word. Yu Shuye was reluctant, but was stopped by Lou Lihe, she said: "Just let her kneel, it's okay this day, you've worked hard these days, go and rest first, here I am." β
Yu Shuye shook his head, "These days, you are also working hard, I am staying here, Xiaokui and the child are all taken care of by you, do you think I don't know how difficult it is to take care of a newborn child?"
Father-in-law and mother-in-law are employed as professors at Lingbei University, this time, there are many colleagues who come to mourn, but Qin Kui is not in good health, he has always been in return the gift, Lou Li and send food here every day, change shifts, sometimes can't resist Qin Kui's begging to take her and the child to the mourning hall here to accompany her, the child has not yet established normal sleep habits, often day and night upside down, in order to let Qin Kui sleep more at night, the child has always been Lou Li and coaxing.
Yu Shuye asked, "Is she in a good mood these days? She is always reluctant to talk to me when she is here." β
Lou Li said, "Don't worry, she'll be fine." βγ
"I know, she will be fine with you," Yu Shuye looked at Lou Lihe, "I know that you have consulted an expert, and you are conditioning her every day, and you are doing everything in your diet, thank you." β
"You're welcome. β
Yu Shuye looked at Lou Lihe, and for the first time felt how relieved it was to have such a doctor by his side.
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