Chapter 76: Two Confessions
Hospital.
When Chen Nuo reopened his eyes, he was in the operating room.
For the first time, she saw the lights in the operating room so clearly, and it turned out to be like this.
She was numbed so she didn't feel any pain now, but she could see the doctors around her who were constantly changing their surgical instruments, and their hands were all covered in blood.
"Doctor, the family has signed. ”
A nurse pushes the door open and shows the doctor what she has in her hand.
After confirming, the doctor nodded, "Okay, now, prepare for surgery!"
"What...... Surgery?" Chen Nuo's voice was harsh.
In fact, at that time, she faintly felt something, but she still didn't give up.
Hearing her words, the doctor looked at her and said, "Induce labor." ”
The moment his words fell, Chen Nuo's tears suddenly fell.
"Don't ......"
She wanted to get up, but her whole body couldn't move, and she could only lie motionless on the bed.
Let them put the cold vessel into their body.
Despite the anesthetic, Chen Nuo could still feel the severe pain.
It's raw, the pain of flesh and bone separation.
Finally, she still failed to protect her child.
She is the most useless mother in the world, and she can only watch her children ...... Die.
At this time, the body of the person outside the operating room was also trembling.
Wen Henian rushed over in the rain, soaking wet, and the rain continued to drip down his hair.
Su Jinyan stood beside him, and after a long while, she whispered, "Yes...... I'm sorry, I didn't know she would be so emotional, if ...... If I had known that, I wouldn't have gone to see her, and if I hadn't opened the door at that time, it wouldn't have happened......"
Wen Henian did not speak.
Su Jinyan looked at him, and her heart was even more bottomless, so she simply stretched out her hand and grabbed him tightly!
"Either you can scold me, you can do anything, you don't want to be silent like this......"
Wen Henian still didn't speak, but he was cold and hard, and pulled his hand out directly!
It was as if she was unwilling to let Su Jinyan touch herself for half a point, which made Su Jinyan stunned for a moment.
And at that time, Su Qianhe and Xue Xuan also arrived.
"What about people?"
Su Qianhe immediately looked at Su Jinyan.
The latter only pursed his lips.
Su Qianhe immediately looked at Wen Henian, "Where are the people?!Where is Chen Nuo now!"
Saying that, he was about to grab Wen Henian's collar, but was stopped by Xue Xuan!
"Didn't you see the operating light still on?!"
Su Qianhe still gritted his teeth, and after staring at Wen Henian for a long time, he finally stretched out his hand and leaned against the wall.
The rain was still falling outside, but the sky was getting a little white.
Finally, the surgical light went out and the people inside walked out.
——
Chen Nuo forgot that this was the first time he had woken up from the ward.
She is also extremely familiar with the smell of disinfectant water.
There was still a tingling sensation in the lower body, but at that time, Chen Nuo didn't feel anything anymore.
She stared at the ceiling, and her heart was very calm.
Eventually, the nurse who came to change her dressing found her.
"Are you awake?"
Chen Nuo didn't answer, and his eyes were also empty.
The nurse looked at her and nudged her, "Are you okay?"
"My child, no, is it?"
Chen Nuo's voice was extremely hoarse.
It's like being slashed by something, like an old woman.
The nurse was stunned, nodded, and said quickly, "But it's okay Miss Chen, you are still so young now, you will definitely have children in the future." ”
Her words made Chen Nuo laugh softly.
Child?
Will she still have children?
What about someone like her who has a child?
She didn't even have a way to protect him.
What if you have it?
Isn't it still watching, watching him die in front of her?
It was in her body, taken alive.
Chen Nuo didn't want to cry anymore.
She felt like she had been stripped of everything in her eyes, and she couldn't shed a single tear.
But at that time, her tears kept falling, drop by drop.
She closed her eyes and didn't speak again.
The nurse stepped out softly, and then she heard another footstep.
Gently.
It should be Su Qianhe or Xue Xuan.
Chen Nuo's hand clutched the quilt tightly on his body, and his body trembled uncontrollably, "When can I be discharged from the hospital?" I don't want to stay here for a second. ”
No one answered.
Chen Nuo slowly opened his eyes.
When she saw the person standing next to her, her pupils couldn't help but shrink slightly, and then, the whole person immediately retreated!
She forgot that she was still in the hospital bed, and when she stepped back, the whole person almost rolled over.
Wen Henian immediately reached out and grabbed her.
Chen Nuo pushed him away without thinking about it!
"Don't touch me!"
Her voice was hoarse, but sharp, her body trembled, and her face was pale as if she had been blistered.
Wen Henian watched, and his hand slowly clenched into a fist.
"Now, are you satisfied?" Chen Nuo wiped his eyes vigorously and looked at him, "Satisfied, I don't want to see you, go out, you go out for me!"
Once, she was unwilling to shed tears in front of outsiders, but she never hid herself in front of him.
She felt that only in front of him could she cry unscrupulously.
But now, Chen Nuo didn't want to cry in front of him.
Only, I don't want him to see his tears!
As she spoke, she pushed him hard!
Wen Henian grabbed her hand.
Easily.
His strength is always above her, not to mention that now, Chen Nuo is still lying on the hospital bed.
"Let go, let go!"
Chen Nuo struggled hard, and after finding that there was no result, she simply lowered her head and bit on his arm!
She used her strength.
The pain of losing his child and everything he endured during these days was vented on this.
Soon, she tasted blood.
But even so, he still had no intention of letting go of his hand.
As long as Chen Nuo added some strength at that time, he might really be able to bite his flesh directly.
But at that time, Chen Nuo still stopped.
Her head was down, and something quickly fell out of her eyes.
Her hand was grabbed by him and she couldn't wipe her tears, so she could only keep her head down, as if this would prevent him from seeing her tears.
Her body was still trembling, her head was lowered, and Wen Henian couldn't see her.
But he knew that at this time, she must not be crying.
Wen Henian even thought that it would be better if she didn't let herself watch it.
He was afraid that if he saw her, he couldn't help but hug her.
I can't help but erase all the damage she did to herself some time ago, as long as she stays by her side, it's enough.
But there are some things, how to erase them?
Child, there is no more.
Those things also drew bloody holes between them, which could not be erased.
Wen Henian adjusted her emotions, and was about to say something when her voice came, "That's it...... Okay?"
Her voice was thick nasal and hoarse.
Wen Henian listened, and his brows couldn't help frowning.
And by that time, she had slowly raised her head.
The tears had stopped, and although her nose was red and her face was stained with tears, she looked so calm at that time.
"You say, I owe you a life, and now, my child is also dead, between us...... It's a two-way street, isn't it?"
Two ......
Both?!
Wen Henian's lips slowly pursed, "Do you think this will be paid off?" Chen Nuo, do you think you can pay it off!?"
"Then you can take my life too. Chen Nuo said softly, "It's all for you, how about it?"
Her answer made all the expressions on Wen Henian's face disappear suddenly.
She actually ...... Want to die!?
She'd rather die!
He never likes to wronged others, and he doesn't like to force others to do anything.
In business, the relationship is ...... Even more so.
But at that time, Wen Henian couldn't say the word "good" freely.
There's no way he'll let go!
"Chen Nuo, do you think you are dead...... Is it that simple?"
Finally, he said, his voice gritting his teeth, "As long as I don't sign an agreement for a day, you will be my wife!
As he spoke, the strength in his hand tightened, and her arm was pale from his pinch, and he knew that she was in pain.
However, does she know how much pain he has?!
Chen Nuo didn't speak.
Looking at her silent appearance, I don't know why, at that time, Wen Henian suddenly remembered what she told him a long time ago.
When he quarrels, don't be silent.
She was afraid.
At that time, she will always be careful to please herself, even if she speaks coldly, she can still keep smiling forever, as long as he is kind to her, she can return it to herself tenfold and hundredfold.
At that time, Wen Henian still thought about how there could be such a stupid girl in this world.
And now, Wen Henian suddenly discovered.
It turned out that the pain he gave her, she could also pay him back tenfold and hundredfold.
In this way!
"Speak!"
Wen Henian couldn't help but raise his voice, and his hand tightened a little.
"You're still going to ...... What do I say?" Chen Nuo raised his eyes.
The eyes that used to be always dripping, and the eyes that used to shine like the stars in the sky, were dead and silent at this time.
At that time, Wen Henian suddenly realized something very clearly.
She doesn't love him anymore.
It turned out that she really didn't love him anymore.
The one who once said he was in her world.
Wen Henian's hand suddenly let go, and then, he turned around and left!
Like, fleeing from the wilderness.
——
Wen Henian asked the bodyguards to guard the door of Chen Nuo's ward, and no one was allowed to enter except him and the doctor.
Of course, Su Qianhe tried to go in, but he was blocked back every time.
What's even more hateful is that now Wen Henian is still Chen Nuo's husband, so everything he does looks so reasonable!
A week later, Chen Nuo was taken back to the apartment by Wen Henian's people to recuperate.
He directly asked Yin Mei to live in the apartment so that he could take care of her at any time.
Even if her feelings were as weak as Yin Mei, she still felt the obvious changes in Chen Nuo at that time.
In fact, Yin Mei didn't like Chen Nuo before, but compared to the ill-intentioned Xu Maner and other women, Chen Nuo's simplicity seems to be really more suitable for Wen Henian.
But now Chen Nuo.
Yin Mei felt that it was like a pool of stagnant water.
Many times Yin Mei went in and found that she was just sitting on the bed, looking out of the window motionlessly.
Her mental state was getting worse and worse, and Yin Mei had to mix sleeping pills into her medicine to make her fall asleep, but every late night, Chen Nuo would have nightmares.
Yin Mei had to suggest Wen Henian to find a psychiatrist for her.
On the first day when the psychiatrist arrived, Chen Nuo said directly, "I want to go." ”
After that, no matter what the doctor said, she didn't speak again.
And from that day on, she refused to eat, refused to take medicine.
She protested in such a resolute way.
Come and tell Wen Henian that she wants to leave.
On the second day of her hunger strike, Wen Henian finally appeared.
After Yin Mei handed her the dinner plate in her hand, she walked out quietly and closed the door.
Wen Henian pursed his lips and put the plate on the table heavily, "Eat." ”
His voice was gnashing his teeth.
Chen Nuo didn't answer, his eyes only stared out the window.
Wen Henian sneered, clasped her chin, and forced her to look at herself.
"Do you think you can die like this? What about your hunger strike? I can let people give you infusions, and it will definitely not be a problem to stay your life for a year and a half! If it doesn't work, I will keep you in the hospital and let you live by the instrument every day, Chen Nuo, don't think I can't do it!"
The inside of his eyes was red.
Teeth clenched, as if eager to bite off the flesh from her body.
Chen Nuo looked at him calmly.
To be honest, at that time, Wen Henian would rather she make a big fuss at him, and would rather she bite him the arm or cry like last time.
Don't want her to be the same as she is now.
It's like...... Dead as well.
After Wen Henian stared at her for a while, he suddenly lowered his head and bit her lip!
Eventually, she had some reaction, trying to push him away.
Wen Henian clasped her tightly and didn't let go, and his hands clasped her body hard.
The last time they were so close was in H City.
Now that I think about it, it seems like the last century has been long.
Chen Nuo struggled hard, and Wen Henian ripped off his tie and tied her hands.
They used to be so close, so Wen Henian might be more familiar with her body than Chen Nuo himself, he easily provoked all her emotions, and then, through.
Chen Nuoqiang's tears finally couldn't help falling.
His teeth were still biting his lip, not letting the sound come out.
It doesn't matter if it's pleasurable or painful.
Wen Henian lowered his head and swallowed all the tears on her face into his belly.
In fact, at that moment, Wen Henian wanted to tell her very much.
As long as she doesn't go.
As long as she promised not to leave, he could give her whatever she wanted.
What she said before, the estrangement between the two of them, he can also treat it all as if it didn't happen.
They can start over!
However, Wen Henian did not say anything.
Because at that time, he could clearly feel one thing.
It was their bodies that were achieving incomparable fit and pleasure, intimacy and seamlessness, but the person in front of him seemed to be getting farther and farther away.
It's like quicksand in his hands trying to hold on.
Instead, at a faster rate, disappear.
At that moment, Wen Henian suddenly felt an inexplicable wetness in her body.
He froze, and then bowed his head!
Underneath her was a faint red, and her face was extremely pale.
Wen Henian quickly got up, "Nuonuo!"
She didn't answer.
"Doctor!"
Smell the voice of the Year of the Crane, hysteria!
——
Chen Nuo was bleeding profusely.
Yin Mei couldn't handle it, and in the end, Chen Nuo was transferred to the hospital.
Along with the critical illness notice, there was a sentence from the nurse, "Mr. Wen, the patient said...... Be sure to see you. ”
Getting family members into the operating room is something that has never been done before.
But the doctor said that Chen Nuo was obviously ...... at that time I didn't want to insist, so in order not to make them regret it, I agreed to her request in the end.
Wen Henian immediately entered the operating room.
She lay on it, her face was pale, her forehead was covered with cold sweat, and her parched lips were closed one by one.
"Wen Henian, let's clear the two, okay?"
Wen Henian never thought that she called him in to say this.
It turned out that when she came to the moment of life and death, she felt that the most important thing was to ...... Break free from yourself.
His body began to tremble, and his fists were clenched.
Wen Henian didn't answer for a long time, so Chen Nuo looked at him fixedly, but his breathing became weaker and weaker.
The nurse's voice came, "Doctor, patient's blood pressure!"
"Hurry up!"
The sharp voice made Wen Henian finally sober up.
He took two steps forward and looked at her, "Okay, I promise you, as long as it ...... As long as you can live, I promise...... Divorce you, Chen Nuo, we ...... It's a two-way street. ”
His voice was hoarse and low, but it clearly reached Chen Nuo's ears.
She finally seemed relieved and closed her eyes.
Wen Henian was about to step forward, but was pushed out of the operating room.
——
Yin Mei did not participate in the rescue, but she had been waiting outside, when she saw Wen Henian coming out, she originally wanted to step forward, but in the end, she still stopped in place.
She had never seen Wen Henian like this.
It's as if all strength has been lost and the body is shaky.
As if having exhausted all his perseverance, he finally sat down in his chair.
He was still wearing a sterile gown, which was covered in blood.
Chen Nuo's blood.
Yin Mei pursed her lips, but she still stepped forward in the end, "Mr. Wen, why don't you take a rest first?"
Wen Henian did not answer her words.
It should even be said that he did not hear it at all.
His head was down.
When Yin Mei wanted to say something, she seemed to see something crystal cold and fell to the ground.
Yin Mei suddenly froze in place.
Her eyes widened slowly.
Inside, is distinctly unbelievable.
She couldn't believe it, it was ...... Smell the tears of the Year of the Crane.
That majestic, resolute man.
Yin Mei's brain became a blank.
Then, she heard his voice.
He said, "I finally lost her." ”
The soft voice, but there seemed to be something, constantly drilling into Yin Mei's heart.
She's both.
How much pain did he have to feel in his heart at that time?
——
On the second day after Chen Nuo came out of the rescue room, Wen Henian asked someone to send a divorce agreement.
It's not lawyer Qiu from last time, but another man surnamed Zhou.
He gave Chen Nuo the apartment and 10 million in cash.
Chen Nuo refused.
She didn't want anything.
When he heard Chen Nuo say, Xue Xuan was angry enough, "Why don't you?!You have already become like this, this is the compensation he should give you! You didn't have anything when you followed him, and now you are still ......."
"He doesn't owe me. Chen Nuo said softly, "I don't want to ...... owed to him. ”
In less than a month, Chen Nuo's whole person has lost a lot of weight, his eyes are sunken, and there is no trace of blood on his lips and face.
Xue Xuan stared at her for a while, but he was still defeated, "So what? What are you going to do next?"
Chen Nuo swallowed the porridge in the bowl hard, "I'm going to Shengdun City, before I ...... After three years there, it wasn't too difficult to go back. ”
"Are you coming back?"
Xue Xuan's words made Chen Nuo's movements freeze in place suddenly.
Something in her eyes quickly spread, but she held back.
She took a deep breath, "It should be...... Isn't it?"
She forced a grin.
Xue Xuan looked at it, his brows furrowed even tighter, "Don't laugh, it's too ugly." ”
Su Qianhe also said such things.
Chen Nuo didn't refute, lowered his head, and continued to eat.
At this moment, a voice came, "Miss Chen." ”
Chen Nuo hadn't answered yet, but Xue Xuan stood up!
"What are you doing here?!"
Her face was extremely difficult to see.
Chen Nuo stretched out his hand to hold her and looked at the person at the door, "Hello." ”
Su Jinyan's hand shook and adjusted her breathing repeatedly, before she stepped forward, "You...... Are you alright?"
"Good. Chen Nuo continued to eat, "You can be discharged from the hospital in a few days, sorry to worry you." ”
Su Jinyan pursed her lips and didn't speak.
Chen Nuo knew what she meant, and looked at Xue Xuan next to him, "I can trouble you...... Can you buy me some oranges?"
"Don't buy it. Xue Xuan said angrily, "It's raining outside and it's cold!"
"But I want to eat. ”
Xue Xuan didn't know what Chen Nuo was thinking, and after staring at her for a while, he was finally defeated, gritting his teeth, "I'll be back soon!"
After watching her leave, Su Jinyan finally spoke, "Are you ...... Hate me to death?"
Chen Nuo lowered his eyes and hummed softly.
Very honest answer.
Su Jinyan's hand clenched tighter, "I'...... I don't know if you believe it or not, but at that time, I really didn't expect things to turn out like this. ”
"You...... Love him very much, right?" Chen Nuo raised his head, "If that's the case, then please love him well, for the rest of your life." ”