"But do you really like him?"

Shi Yue's sudden words made Fu Xue stunned on the spot.

She thought carefully about how much she liked Jin Han, and the answer she got was undoubtedly no.

"If I say I like him very much, let alone you, I can't even fool myself, and I don't even know anything now except what his name is, and he works in this place. The number of days we knew each other was added up, and we could count them with both hands. I don't believe how much I like him. ”

Fu Xueman finished this sentence in a calm tone. The next sentence took a turn again, and a glimmer of hope flashed in his originally gloomy eyes: "However, when I woke up in the morning and saw the breakfast he prepared in the kitchen, one Chinese and one Western, I knew that I had played big." That's when I wanted to run. ”

Fu Xueman recalled the scene he saw when he woke up that morning, and now he still remembers it vividly: "But when I came out of the bathroom, when he brought the fried eggs and hot milk to me, at that moment, I didn't want to run again." ”

There are some details, Fu Xueman didn't say. There are some things that she doesn't want to talk about, even if it's a girlfriend.

Shi Yue didn't speak, just quietly listened to Fu Xueman's analysis of his heart, and watched Fu Xueman's eyes gradually change from confused to firm: "Yue'er, didn't you say that feelings can be cultivated, I will slowly like him, are you right?" ”

Shi Yue didn't know how to answer this sentence, she knew that she didn't have Fu Xueman's life experience, nor did she have as much emotional experience.

But she also stubbornly believes that feelings are different from other things, liking is liking, and disliking is disliking. The feelings that can be cultivated are not called love!

Love is something that can't be forced, can't be compromised, and can't be forced!

However, what Shi Yue didn't know was that in fact, Fu Xueman's real love had only been talked about once, and she was far from being as outgoing as she appeared.

She looks for passion in bars, seeks thrills, and simply indulges herself. Those men were her bed mates, and none of them could enter her heart, but Jin Han was different, she found a long-lost familiarity in Jin Han, which was the root of her choice of self-indulgence.

Fu Xueman didn't get an answer from Shi Yue, and smiled a little bitterly: "Also, how can feelings be cultivated, I should have understood it a long time ago." ”

Shi Yue suddenly hugged Fu Xueman very distressedly: "Don't be like this, you are in charge of your life, you can choose for yourself, why do you care about other people's opinions." You forgot your motto, you said, 'I'm going to be true to myself all my life'!"

Fu Xueman buried her head on Shi Yue's shoulder and affirmed herself softly: "I want to try, even if the final result is not satisfactory, it is my choice, it is also my destiny, and I am to blame." I'm really scared that I'll never be able to fall in love with anyone else again, and I want to try it with Jin Han. ”

She seemed to be asking Shi Yue, and she seemed to be convincing herself, and her tone was pessimistic.

Shi Yue had never seen Fu Xueman so mourned, and this kind of Fu Xueman made Shi Yue very uncomfortable and worried, but she didn't know where Fu Xueman's mourning came from.

She only saw Fu Xueman's chic and free, she never knew that Fu Xueman had such a pessimistic attitude towards love in her heart. There's nowhere to start, there's no way to explain.

Shi Yue could only gently pat Fu Xueman's shoulder and comfort her: "Don't think about it so much, love needs fate after all, right." ”

Shi Yue suddenly found a stable foothold in the matter of fate from the sentence she just said: "Eh, look, you and the handsome guy Jin are fateful, otherwise there are so many bars and bars, why did you meet him when I first came to this store, and you were still very interested in him, this is fate, are you right." ”

Fu Xueman was almost amused by Shi Yue's fate, and couldn't help but debunk the quiet and said: "Because I've been to all the bars with a better atmosphere in the mall, this one was only opened a few years ago...... It was my first time here......"

And the reason why I am interested in Jin Han is because Jin Han is too similar to his side face...... The last sentence, Fu Xue said silently in her heart.

Her first love, no one around her can understand it very clearly, and all she understands in detail is the decadence and indulgence she showed after the breakup.

Shi Yue rolled her eyes and let go of Fu Xueman, who was hugging: "You still know how to demolish me, so it shouldn't be a serious problem." ”

Fu Xueman, who left Shi Yue's arms, looked at Shi Yue again, her expression had returned to normal, and she had changed into the appearance of the cold royal sister that Shi Yue was familiar with.

She picked up her wine glass and looked at Shi Yue, she looked very free, and her state changed very quickly, as if the fragile and helpless person a few seconds ago was not her.

"Come, little baby Yue'er, my sister will take you to taste, this very famous agave sunrise, you evaluate it, see if it is in vain. ”

Shi Yue looked at the brightly colored liquid in the champagne glass, the overall color gradually changed from yellow to red, like the color of the sunrise, as if the clouds were burning, just looking at it, she liked it very much: "It's so good-looking, it's very pleasing to the eye, why do you have to drink it." ”

She knew that she didn't drink very well, and she didn't want to drink much because she didn't want to drink too much.

Fu Xueman raised her eyebrows and continued to encourage Shi Yue: "It's okay, it's just a cocktail, and it's still fruity, just taste it." ”

"Do you really want to drink?" Shi Yue looked at Fu Xueman with some hesitation.

Fu Xueman saw Shi Yue's heartbeat, but he seemed to have some scruples. However, this cocktail is just a small thing to her, not a big deal, so she can't understand what Shi Yue is afraid of, just a cocktail.

So she continued to bewitch Shi Yue: "Taste it, what are you afraid of." ”

She held her champagne glass in her right hand, picked up another glass with her left hand and touched it before handing it to Shi Yue: "cheers." ”

Shi Yue watched Fu Xueman take a sip, and didn't have any special expression, so she tried to take a small sip, the wine stayed in her mouth for a while, and she carefully identified the taste.

Fu Xue looked at Shi Yue with a smile and asked deliberately: "How is it, is it in vain, is it not worthy of the name." ”

Shi Yue tasted it carefully, frowned and commented solemnly: "How to say it, it should be mixed with several kinds of juice, but I didn't drink anything, the fruity aroma is true, and then it is a special spicy." Actually, it's all fine, and it's not so bad. ”

Fu Xueman looked at her and commented on her one by one, a little can't help laughing, and jokingly teased Shi Yue.

"I'm just making you happy, you're still serious, hahaha, but then you look so serious, who did you learn from? It can't be with your big guy. ”

Shi Yue was like a cat with its tail stepped on, and hurriedly retorted with some jumpers: "It's not, don't talk nonsense." ”

It's just that the louder she retorts, the more it seems that she is strong on the outside. Fu Xueman saw this, so he smiled very narrowly.

Shi Yue puffed out her mouth, pretending to be angry, and didn't look over: "If you do this again, I'm angry." ”

"Oops, my little Yueyue can't even afford to joke now, I was wrong, I was wrong, okay. Fu Xueman smiled and raised his hand in surrender.

Shi Yue didn't plan to forgive her for the time being, because Fu Xueman told the truth all at once, and told the truth that Shi Yue didn't realize that she was subconsciously affected by Li An.