"Well, thank you. "I got him in trouble, but he thanked me, and I immediately felt that I had made a terrible mistake.

My hands stiffened, and I began to hesitate whether to simply take the things back, this is not a valuable thing, there is no need to take it back to my hometown.

But just as I was hesitating, the crowd began to move, and the ticket was already checked, and he smiled at me, "Lulu, I hope you can get on the bus with me this time next year." ”

This time next year?

Oh, it feels so far away when you think about it, maybe I will be a nun by then, and when you get in the car, I am knocking on the wooden fish and chanting Amitabha.

In the past few days, I have even thought about the Dharma name, the four major others are empty, and I only abstain from color, so it should be called colorless, but I don't know if the master in the nunnery will agree to me.

"Be careful on the road, I wish you a smooth journey!" I came back to my senses, smiled back at him, and watched him follow the surging crowd, and finally I couldn't even see my back.

After sending him off, I went back to the apartment, the winter night was too cold, I went to bed early, and habitually did not turn off, played for a while before going to bed and put it on the bedside table, waiting for the alarm clock to ring the next day.

But today, before the alarm clock rang the next day, I was woken up by a ringing phone, and I looked at it in a daze, and it was an unfamiliar number.

I didn't have the habit of answering calls from strangers, so I hung up the phone immediately, turned over and shrunk into the quilt, and then continued to sleep with the big doll in my arms.

I haven't started dreaming yet, the phone is ringing again, who is it, as if I didn't wake me up in the middle of the night, as if I was unwilling, I don't know if it's very unpleasant to be disturbed while sleeping?

Half-squinting, I took the phone and opened it to answer, and before I could speak, I heard a familiar voice, it turned out to be Meng Shuwei, why did she call me so late?

"Hey, I received my wedding invitation, right? How about it, are you interested in participating, seeing that Zhou Mingchuan has finally become your brother-in-law, do you feel like a failure, so you are afraid and don't dare to come?"

In my sleep, I heard a triumphant laugh on the other end of the phone, mixed with cynicism and provocation, which made me wake up in an instant.

"Thank you for the invitation, my marriage is really a failure, so I won't go to your wedding, we are strangers now, please don't call me again in the future. ”

"Coward, wretched, last time you pretended to come to the hospital to see me, don't you want to be a virgin? Since you have such a big mind, why did I invite you so kindly, send you an invitation, and call you personally, you still dare not come? Why, are you afraid that there will be too many people to pretend to be able to do so at that time?"

I listened to her words, and silently recited the Great Compassion Mantra over and over again in my heart, to keep myself calm, not to fall for her agitation, and not to be dominated by hatred.

"Hey, Shu Menglu, are you dead? Why don't you speak, are you afraid that you will cry at my wedding? When you got married to Zhou Mingchuan, you didn't even have a wedding......

She was chattering over there, and I remained silent here, only reciting the Buddhist scriptures I had memorized these days in my heart, and when she finally stopped talking, I asked lightly, "Are you finished?"

"No, what's the matter, Shu Menglu, since you keep saying that you forgive me, then you should continue to treat me as a sister, why don't you come when I get married, this doesn't seem to be what a sister should do......"

"Also, how long have you not seen your parents, although they were kicked out and embarrassed to go back, and now there is no room for you at home, the house has been transformed into a baby room, but you should still miss them, anyway, they have raised you for more than 20 years, and unlike me, it has not been a few years since I came back, such a big person, and it is not easy to cultivate feelings......"

"I'll tell you, Zhou Mingchuan is good to me, 100 obedient, I let him go east, he will never go west, recently in order to make money, he often socializes until the middle of the night and comes back, drunk headache, vomiting in the dark, but I also called her stupid sister to complain, saying that he may go out and fool around with other women......"

As soon as I opened my mouth, she seemed to have finally found an opportunity and began a new round of language bombardment, and I didn't have the heart to listen to her scold me for hurting me, so I hung up the phone directly.

In order to prevent her from calling again, I turned off my phone, and then yawned and planned to continue sleeping, but my mind was disturbed by her, but I couldn't sleep at all.

Why didn't I go to their wedding, because I hadn't let go at all, and I was afraid that I would feel sad to see them in pairs?

Zhou Mingchuan owes me a wedding, and now he is going to hold a wedding with another woman, and he invited me to participate, do you want to pay me back in this way?

Tossing and turning on the bed, I had no intention of reciting any Buddhist scriptures, and suddenly felt that it was necessary to go to their wedding scene to see how much hatred I still had for Meng Shuwei in my heart, and how much love I had for Zhou Mingchuan.

And doesn't Jin Yebai also want me to go? He can't tell whether I'm really letting go now, or just pretending, in fact, I'm the same, and sometimes I suspect that I'm just using acting skills to disguise.

A smile is an excellent thing in this world, in addition to hiding sadness, it can also blind one's own eyes, so that it cannot see one's own heart clearly.

With that in mind, I decided to go to their wedding!

If I can bear it then, it means that I have been reborn, if I can't bear it and do something stupid, then I will pack up my things and find a nunnery after I come back.

But the company has been on holiday, and I don't have to go to work anymore, so I can only call Jin Yebai and tell him that in view of his current identity, I called Song Qingya.

I want to ask her opinion first, after all, Jin Yebai said that she wanted to go with me, if she didn't agree, even if I really went to participate, I would never bring Jin Yebai with me.

The phone rang for a while before Song Qingya answered, and before I could open my mouth, I heard a male voice next to me asking her, "Who called so early?"

But this obviously hazy and sleepy voice was not Jin Yebai's at all, it was more than nine o'clock in the morning at this time, not early at all, even if there was a man lying next to Song Qingya, it should be Jin Yebai, right?

And vaguely this man's voice is still a little familiar, I seem to have heard it somewhere, but I can't remember it for a while, and the voice on the phone is not very real.

It is estimated that Song Qingya held down the phone, I only heard the sentence just now, and there was no sound behind it, and when I could hear the sound again, there was only Song Qingya's voice.

"Why are you calling me again?" Song Qingya's tone was as arrogant as ever.

"My ex-husband and sister invited me to their wedding, Jin Yebai said let me take him with me, I want to ask for your opinion first, do you agree to this?" I said a little humblely, as if I was begging her.

"What does this person want to do?" I heard Song Qingya mutter, and then said to me, "I'll think about it first, and I'll tell you when I have a decision, do you have anything else?"

"No more, thank you, goodbye. I didn't dare to delay her time, so I quickly took the initiative to hang up the phone.

When I was eating at noon, Song Qingya sent me a message, only two simple words: Agree, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that I have to go to this wedding.

In the afternoon, Jin Yebai called me and asked me for the specific time, so that I could wait for him in the apartment when I arrived, and he would come to pick me up.

Since Song Qingya, the fiancée, agreed, I naturally didn't have any opinions, and hung up the phone after telling him the time and place.

But I'm still very curious, why Song Qingya agreed, the most important purpose of my call to her at that time was to ask her to stop Jin Yebai, so that even if he knew that I went to the wedding, he couldn't blame me.

Besides, who was the man who spoke in the morning? Could it be that she really raised a little white face behind Jin Yebai's back? Thinking of this, I couldn't help but tremble, I really don't understand the world of Bai Fumei.

At this time, it is only a day before their wedding, which means that I have to go tomorrow afternoon, at this time, I never thought that Liu Weiqiang would appear at the wedding.

The next day, Jin Yebai came to pick me up, and when I got downstairs, he called me, I changed into suitable clothes, stepped on my bag and went out, and said hello to him after getting in the car.

"Why did you suddenly figure it out? But you still don't want me to go with you, otherwise you won't call Qingya. He seemed to know everything, but the question ahead of him was a question.

I could only answer him, "Because I have the same doubts as you." ”

He said lightly: "It is difficult for people to read themselves, especially their own hearts, otherwise there will not be so many regrets in life." ”

I didn't make a sound, in my opinion, life is made up of regrets, how many people like to make a hypothesis, called if, and how many people want to buy a medicine, called regret medicine?

Jin Yebai didn't speak anymore, he drove the car attentively, and took me to the hotel on time, and when I got out of the car, I saw the red letters rolling in front of the hotel, congratulating Mr. Zhou Mingchuan and Ms. Meng Shuwei on their 100-year reunion.

At this time, there were already a lot of guests, I looked around, many of them were people I knew, but there were no Zhou Mingchuan's parents, it seems that Zhou Mingchuan did not let them into the city.

Meng Shuwei has just given birth to a child for more than a month, but her figure has recovered very well, and she is wearing a wedding dress on a cold day to show her arms and legs, and she is not afraid of freezing and cold.

She is really beautiful, so beautiful that many people will be jealous, but I don't, because although I am not as beautiful as her, it will not affect the city, and besides, I am more beautiful than her.

Seeing me and Jin Yebai coming, she seemed to be a little surprised, her eyes stayed on him for a while, and Zhou Mingchuan kept looking at me.

Today is his big day, he is naturally full of red light, I glanced at him lightly, handed him the red envelope, and gave him not much, just a thousand yuan.

If I get married to Li Sisi, I will never be able to take this money, but for the two of them, I am benevolent and generous, so I will give Zhou Yujiao's little baby milk powder money.

Following Jin Yebai into the lobby, I was surprised to find a person who was not a stranger, it was Liu Weiqiang, he actually came, and he didn't look sad at all, was Meng Shuwei just wishful thinking towards him?

My parents were smiling happily and chatting with friends and family so much that they didn't even notice me walking towards them, until an aunt who knew me called out to me, and they looked away.

"Dad, Mom. I stepped forward and said hello lightly.

Meng Shuwei has a very right saying, I do think of my parents, no matter what they have done to me, they are still my parents after all, giving me life.

I can even forgive Meng Shuwei, why can't I forgive them?

It is estimated that in front of everyone, my parents are afraid of embarrassment, so they responded in a low voice, and then continued to chat with the people around me, I sighed secretly and followed Jin Yebai.

"What do you think Liu Weiqiang is doing here? Is it interesting to see his woman marrying someone else?" I asked Jin Yebai as I walked.

"I don't know about that, let's wait and see. Jin Yebai found a place to sit down.

I saw Zhou Lijuan sitting not far away with a little baby in her arms, guessing that it was Meng Shuwei's child, and said hello to Jin Yebai and went over.

The child is very good, white and tender, at this time he is sleeping soundly in Zhou Lijuan's arms, and his whole body exudes a milky smell, I don't like this taste very much.

I'm curious, if Zhou Lijuan knew that this child was not Zhou Mingchuan's at all, what would it be like to hold her?

"Miss Shu, you're here too. Zhou Lijuan greeted me and reached out to touch Zhou Yujiao's little face, "You see how good she looks, much cuter than our Xiaoyu at that time, she will definitely be a beauty embryo when she grows up." ”

I really want to tell her, or let Zhao Xiaoyu and Zhou Yujiao set a doll kiss, anyway, this pair of cousins is also fake, and there is no blood relationship between them.

It's a pity that I can't say that, I won't tell anyone about the fact that Zhou Yujiao is not Zhou Mingchuan's biological son, including Li Sisi, who has taken Lu Zhenting back to his hometown to see his parents.

I retracted my thoughts and asked in a rather gentle tone: "How are you doing, are you going back to your hometown for the Chinese New Year? I haven't seen Xiaoyu for so long, you must miss him very much, right?"

Children are the hearts and minds of parents, how can Zhou Lijuan not want Zhao Xiaoyu so much? My question seems to be nonsense, but not all parents regard their children as their hearts, such as the two in my family.

Now in their eyes, I guess it's a wolf heart and dog lungs or something, Meng Shuwei is the piece of meat in their hearts, the treasure in the palm of their hands.

Zhou Lijuan sighed, "I originally planned to go back with my brother, but he said that the weather is so cold, and it is the Spring Festival, and it is inconvenient to take such a small child, so I will not go back this year, and I am going to take my parents to live with me after the New Year." ”

"Bring your parents?" I stared at in surprise.

Did Zhou Mingchuan regard his mother-in-law's house as the house we had at the beginning? Do you dare to bring that pair of strange parents into my parents' house, and are you not afraid of a world war every day?

They are not as easy to talk as I am, my mother has a slight cleanliness habit, and she definitely can't stand Zhou Mingchuan's mother, my father has always liked to be quiet, and he definitely can't tolerate Zhou Mingchuan's father's loud voice.

"Yes, he said that after the year, he would rent a bigger house, and everyone would live together, let my mother watch the two children, and my father would see if he could find something to do and earn some money to supplement the family. ”

It turned out that they didn't live together, so it was reasonable, but my parents' family had such a big house, and Zhou Mingchuan had to move out, so it didn't seem to be doing very well, after all, they were under the eaves and had to bow their heads.

Wouldn't it be a little cruel for him to even count Zhou's father's labor now, and to ask Zhou's mother to take care of two children at home and buy vegetables and cook, one of which is just a baby? Is he driven crazy by money now?

After chatting with Zhou Lijuan for a while, I went back to find Jin Yebai.

He doesn't know any of the people here, he just wants to see how I will react to Zhou Mingchuan and Meng Shuwei's wedding, if I don't even accompany him, then wouldn't he be pitiful alone?

The wedding dinner was in the evening, and when we went, it was already evening, and the winter night came early, and it quickly became dark outside, and the main meal began.

Before the banquet, Meng Shuwei took off her wedding dress and changed into an evening dress, still beautiful and incomprehensible, radiant, wandering between the tables, and toasting the guests frequently.

Jin Yebai and I have been paying attention to Liu Weiqiang's every move, and we don't understand why he is here today, is he here to rob the marriage?

But Meng Shuwei has already received a marriage certificate, even if he snatches people away at the wedding, it doesn't seem to make much sense, but it will cause chaos.

When I looked at him, I noticed that he was also looking at me several times, and then he simply walked towards me, but before he could get to me, someone had already come first.

Meng Shuwei dragged Zhou Mingchuan to our table to toast, Jin Yebai and I both raised our wine glasses and made a show, but no one really drank it.

Because he has to drive back later, he can't drive after drinking, and I can't get drunk too easily, and when I'm drunk, I might do things I shouldn't do.

Looking at their happy appearance, Zhou Mingchuan and Meng Shuwei, I don't feel sad at all, and even if I really want to be sad, I don't have to wait until now.

Because I should cry when I see the two of them in pairs, one in a white wedding dress and the other in a suit standing at the door to greet the guests and receive red envelopes.

Since I was able to deal with it calmly at that time, and now that they are just toasting together, can I feel anything else?

At this time, I already decided that I had really let go, and it turned out that it was not as difficult as I imagined to let go of hatred or feelings.

Jin Yebai glanced at me, with a hint of relief in his eyes, I think he has also found the answer he wants, there is no more hatred in my Shu Menglu's life.

"Sister, Mr. Jin, can you two come with me?" Meng Shuwei was very polite and sent invitations to me and Jin Yebai with a happy smile.

Her acting skills are really getting better and better, and it is estimated that except for me and Jin Yebai, no one else present will probably see that she is acting.

I can't help but think about it, if I were a talent scout, I would definitely dig her up immediately and sign a long-term contract with her, then it would be a matter of minutes for us to win the Oscar.

Jin Yebai glanced at me, and then took my hand and walked towards them, the two of them looked very ambiguous, I didn't pull it out a few times, and I felt that I had done something sorry for Song Qingya again.

We followed them to an empty private room, and Meng Shuwei said to Zhou Mingchuan: "Husband, don't you have something to say to Mr. Jin? Then let's talk about it here, I'll take my sister upstairs to sit for a while and talk about something private." ”

Meng Shuwei said to take my hand, I avoided it quietly, turned around and walked out, I want to see what kind of medicine she sells in her gourd, and calling me to her wedding with the method of agitation will not be just to show me happiness and show her victory, right?

Meng Shuwei also followed, and before I could reach the door, I heard Jin Yebai's voice sound, "Which room upstairs are you taking her to?"

"What, are you still afraid that I will eat her?" Meng Shuwei sneered, "Mr. Jin, you really care about her, since you care so much, she is divorced now, why don't you just marry her? Or did she divorce too late, you already have a woman, so you can only sneak around?"

If this had been before, I would have been tempted to raise my hand and give her a big mouth, but now I don't want to do this pointless thing anymore.

I turned around, grabbed her hand, and pulled her out.

Jin Yebai immediately followed, and followed him all the way to the door of room No. 3 on the second floor, and only turned around and left with Zhou Mingchuan who was following us when we entered.

"Tell me, what are you asking me to come for today?" I sat down on the bed, watched Meng Shuwei close the door with cold eyes, and then walked up to me with a sneer, looking at me condescendingly, with a smug look in my eyes that I couldn't understand.

"What do you say?" Meng Shuwei sat down beside me, propped herself on the bed with her hands, and looked at me sideways, "Did you feel very uncomfortable at our wedding scene? Have you ever thought that you would have such a day?"

"No!" Except for the immortals who have not served the prophets, I am afraid that no one can think that Zhou Mingchuan, who is known as a model couple, was finally inserted by his sister and put on a wedding dress as a bride.

"If you can't even guess this, then you can't guess the next one, I can promise, hehe......" Meng Shuwei smiled and clapped her palms.

I thought she was applauding herself proudly, but with the applause, the bathroom door opened, and a man came out of it, it was Liu Weiqiang, who had been staring at me before.

Why is he here?

I remember that before Meng Shuwei came to toast, he walked to my side.

No, why did the two of them get together and bring me along, even if they were going to do something unseemly, they wouldn't need to keep me with a light bulb, right?