Chapter 034: Misunderstood Little by Little
The rain washed over the glass windows all night, and the sound of rattling made the room look a little dull.
Yun Mengxue lay beside Luo Haochen with an unnatural expression, always feeling that the atmosphere tonight was too unusual, she couldn't help but lean out slightly and look under the bedside table, there was nothing unusual there.
Glancing back at Luo Haochen, he turned his back to Yun Mengxue, and couldn't see her actions at this time, Yun Mengxue took a deep breath, stretched out her hand and touched under the bedside table.
Fingers touched the plastic bag containing the pregnancy test report, and then gently touched it, feeling that the report was still inside, Yun Mengxue couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, it turned out that she was really careless.
"What are you doing when you don't sleep?"
Luo Haochen's voice suddenly came from his back, and Yun Mengxue hurriedly turned around in surprise, almost colliding with Luo Haochen's face.
"You...... You...... Why are you so close to me?"
Yun Mengxue was frightened a lot, and Luo Haochen leaned on the head of the bed.
"I'm just wondering, did you drop something?"
Luo Haochen's questioning without any change in expression made Yun Mengxue's heart beat wildly.
"I ...... Not...... Not...... There is no ......"
Yun Mengxue's words were stumbling, her lips were trembling all the time, her emotions were so panicked that her eyes didn't even dare to look at Luo Haochen.
"I'm asking you something. ”
"What...... What?"
Luo Haochen just asked lightly, Yun Mengxue felt that she was about to suffocate, her wrist suddenly tightened, she lowered her head with trembling eyes, and looked at Luo Haochen holding her hand in panic.
"Come here, come closer. ”
Driven by Luo Haochen, Yun Mengxue was reluctantly pulled into his arms, snuggling in Luo Haochen's warm arms, but Yun Mengxue felt a chill coming from her back.
"What the hell are you going to do? I ...... No...... It can't be like that. ”
Luo Haochen lowered his gaze, looked at Yun Mengxue who was in an awkward mood, his fingers caressed her smooth and delicate face, and the corners of his mouth curved into an arc like a smile.
"Don't be so nervous, I'm just idle and can't sleep, just make small talk with you, I won't do anything to you. ”
Yun Mengxue frowned tightly, and let out a long sigh in her heart, she thought that Luo Haochen believed her statement that her relatives were coming, and her emotions gradually relaxed.
"What do you want to say? Just say it, and I'll ...... Be your listener. ”
Yun Mengxue really couldn't open her mouth, saying that she didn't know what to talk to Luo Haochen about, and she didn't want to talk to him.
"How do you do it as an audience? Wouldn't it be boring to talk about my topic without your participation?
Luo Haochen's words made Yun Mengxue stunned, and her eyes widened like copper bells.
"What are you going to say......? I have to ask and answer it. ”
If it was just because of Yun Zhiyuan's matter, Yun Mengxue would not be as flustered as she is now, it is precisely because she still has a small life in her belly, so she is afraid that Luo Haochen will ask too much about something, and she still has such an incomprehensible attitude.
Luo Haochen raised his eyes slightly, and said without a match, his fingers were intertwined between Yun Mengxue's hair, and he turned in circles.
"Do you like children?"
"Huh?!"
Yun Mengxue had just breathed a sigh of relief when she was almost outended by Luo Haochen's words.
"Why do you suddenly ask that?"
"It's just curious, it's just a casual ask. ”
Luo Haochen's expression didn't show too many strange emotions, as if he was really asking casually, Yun Mengxue's brows were furrowed tightly, and cold sweat was already oozing from her body.
"That...... Enjoy...... Of course I like children, and my dream was to be a kindergarten teacher, but unfortunately ......."
Yun Mengxue lowered her head slightly, feeling a little depressed that she didn't achieve her dream.
"What a pity?"
Luo Haochen didn't let go of Yun Mengxue at all, didn't give her a little emotional relaxation, and asked questions sentence by sentence, forcing Yun Mengxue to answer well.
"That's right, my father originally wanted me to work in the company, so he didn't agree to me choosing the major of preschool teacher, but now I haven't joined the company, and this wish is frustrated. ”
If you don't mention it, you may not feel particularly uncomfortable, but once you mention it, Yun Mengxue's sadness is completely raised, her brows are furrowed deeply, and her face is full of reluctance.
"If you were given a chance to choose again, would you become a kindergarten teacher?"
"What did you say?"
Yun Mengxue looked up at Luo Haochen in surprise, staring at him in disbelief.
"Marry you, and I'll ...... I never thought I could have myself, so I ...... Don't talk about it again, I ...... I don't have that many plans, at best, I can get by. ”
"Get by?"
Luo Haochen squinted his eyes slightly, and his face already showed a trace of displeasure.
"Is that what you think in your heart? With me, it's all about getting by?"
"Uh......"
Yun Mengxue was choked by Luo Haochen's rhetorical question, she unconsciously said something that shouldn't be said, and now it's impossible to refute what she just said, not only will she not make a corresponding explanation, but she will also be said by Luo Haochen to say something unpleasant like hypocrisy.
"I ...... I'm sorry, after all, I didn't think so, but I took a different path from my ideal, and I can only apologize to you for saying these things that make you feel unhappy. ”
Yun Mengxue's attitude of admitting her mistake was not bad, Luo Haochen glanced at her, and did not intend to continue to pursue it more seriously.
"Do you like boys or girls?"
"Ah...... Uh......"
Luo Haochen always asked some scary topics suddenly, which made Yun Mengxue almost hold her breath several times.
"That'...... That...... That, I'm ...... I never thought about it!"
Looking at Yun Mengxue's panicked appearance, Luo Haochen finally showed a shallow smile, this time it was not limited to the corners of his lips slightly raised, but also a layer of warm color under his eyes.
"What if I told you to think about it now? Will you give me an answer?"
Boy or girl is not the answer Luo Haochen wants, what he wants is for Yun Mengxue to admit that she is pregnant, although she has been hiding it from Luo Haochen, but after all kinds of thoughts, Luo Haochen also decided to give Yun Mengxue another chance.
Being asked by Luo Haochen like this, Yun Mengxue already felt sweaty, and she kept thinking in her heart, could Luo Haochen really know something? That's why she suddenly asked her such a question?
"Say, I'm waiting for your answer. ”
Luo Haochen's urging made Yun Mengxue's body tremble suddenly, her palms were already sweaty, and she clung to the quilt tightly and spoke.
"Female Girl...... Girl, I actually...... I like girls because ...... Because, if you are a girl, I can dress her up beautifully, wear a beautiful dress and pigtails, and make her look like a princess. ”
As she spoke, Yun Mengxue's eyes gradually revealed the meaning of maternal love from instinct and nature, she really hoped that she could give birth to a princess as she wished, and then love her well.
"But if it's a boy, are you going to leave him out?"
Luo Haochen always said something very unpleasant at an inappropriate time.
"Huh?"
Yun Mengxue's face was shocked, his eyes widened and he looked at Luo Haochen, he smiled lightly, and scraped the tip of Yun Mengxue's nose with his fingers.
"Looking at the expectant look on your face, I'm really a little worried, if you give birth to a boy, won't you care if he doesn't care about him? Or ...... You're going to dress him up like a girl, so that you can satisfy your psychological need to dress up as a princess?"
Luo Haochen's eyes were a little aggressive, completely different from the warmth that had just been revealed, and the change for a while made Yun Mengxue's heart start beating again.
"I didn't mean that! It's just that you keep asking me, so ...... I really didn't mean that! In my heart, whether it's a boy or a girl, it's my child! How could I not love it? I would love it the same, and so would the boys!"
Yun Mengxue didn't know what she was talking about, she felt very flustered, and her brain was short-circuited for a while.
Luo Haochen's fingers gently picked up Yun Mengxue's chin, and his little fingers slowly slid along the arc of her jaw.
"The words you say subconsciously and the feelings you reveal are the truest thoughts in your heart, aren't they? Yun Mengxue, why is there no way to continue to hide it, and you still refuse to tell me the truth? Can't you see that I'm giving you a chance to confess in person?"
Yun Mengxue felt a big hammer slam on her front door, making her dizzy and unable to distinguish the direction, what did Luo Haochen mean by this? Does it mean that he already knows something? Or is he talking about boys and girls?
Yun Mengxue felt confused for a while, the secret hidden in her heart made her unsure of Luo Haochen's attitude, and she couldn't grasp what the meaning of his words contained?
"You...... What are you talking about......? I don't know...... I don't understand!"
Regardless of whether Luo Haochen said that she was pregnant or not, when she was not sure of Luo Haochen's true thoughts, Yun Mengxue did not dare to admit that she was pregnant at this time.
"What am I talking about, you really don't understand?"
Luo Haochen approached Yun Mengxue's face, and the close proximity made her heart like an ant on a hot pot.
"You...... Not talking about ...... Do you like boys and girls? I answered, but ...... You're not satisfied, you don't believe it......! Aren't you going to say that again?"
Yun Mengxue tried to get away with it in a confusing way, she deliberately avoided some of the topics she had guessed in her heart, and she also wanted to use this way to lead to what Luo Haochen really wanted to ask her.
No matter what, Yun Mengxue refused to confess, Yun Mengxue's deep pool-like eyes stared at Yun Mengxue tightly, as if she wanted to penetrate her inner world.
The sudden silence made Yun Mengxue feel like a thorn in her back.
After a long time, Luo Haochen slightly curled the corners of his mouth and smiled.
"Yes, I'm asking you about it, I'm just trying to make sure if you do your duty as a mother if we have a boy in the future. ”
Yun Mengxue was stunned, is this really what Luo Haochen wanted to ask? Could it be ...... He is also looking forward to the appearance of his own child?
"But now it seems like we don't need to ask that question anymore, because we're never going to have that day coming. ”
This could not be clearer, the hope in Luo Haochen's heart is different from that of Yun Mengxue.
"You'd better be careful with me, don't think that being pregnant with my child will change everything that I have now, what I said at the playground was just a joke, if you take it seriously, then ......"
A sneer appeared at the corner of Luo Haochen's mouth, a look of utter disdain flashed in her eyes, and her ruthless words made Yun Mengxue feel what is called deep heartache.