Chapter 15: Shameless Liars
"Don't mention this man to me again!" Mu Zhihan swallowed back her tears and stared out the window with wide eyes, she wanted to burn their loving appearance in her heart, so that she would never be deceived by this man's false lies.
"Zhihan!" Chu Binxuan hugged her impulsively and said softly, "I won't say such bastard words in the future, I won't push you away from me again, Zhihan." ”
He twisted her face, held hers, and pressed his lips to her plump lips.
Mu Zhihan was upset, and her mind was full of Pei Junhao's clothes for Liang Manru and walking on the beach with Liang Manru in his arms.
"Binxuan, I forgot that Dudu's bottle was in my room. Mu Zhihan gently pushed Chu Binxuan away and said, "I'll send it over." ”
Seeing Chu Binxuan stunned in place, Mu Zhihan whispered again: "It's late, you should rest early." ”
Mu Zhihan returned to her room and covered the quilt to prevent herself from crying.
I thought I was strong enough, I thought I didn't have any illusions about him anymore, I thought I really only hated him, I thought I wouldn't cry because I was sad for him, but why did my heart hurt so violently? Why couldn't I see him being gentle and affectionate to other women? Who was he and nothing! She had no reason to be jealous.
She turned off the light, stared at the ceiling, and called herself: Don't cry, don't cry, you and him are in love, and the fate is over!
The next morning, the beach was already full of people, and Xiao Dudu pointed to the two boys who were playing on the beach with a fat whirl, and said angrily: "Brother, I want my brother." ”
"Zhihan, let's also take Dudu down to play. Chu Binxuan proposed.
"Mom, I want my brother. Dudu pointed down again.
"Okay, Mom and Dudu go down with Uncle to play. Mu Zhihan found a sunhat for the three of them and put it on their heads, Chu Binxuan picked up Dudu, and went downstairs with Mu Zhihan while teasing him.
On the other side of the sea, a round of golden autumn sun has risen, shining in the blue blue waves, shining on the golden endless sand, like a huge golden carpet.
The waves sang a cheerful song, and a burst of lapping came over, stirring up strings of snow-white waves to rush towards Chu Binxuan and Mu Zhihan, Xiao Dudu naughtily wanted to get down and go by himself, Mu Zhihan had to put him down and take his little hand and run.
Xiao Dudu stepped on the soft golden sand, feeling very comfortable, stretched out his chubby little hand to catch the sand, Mu Zhihan squatted down and told him: "This is called sand, do you know the sand?"
Chu Binxuan also squatted down, picked up a very small shell from under the sand and said, "This is a small shell, there are a lot of beautiful little shells on the beach, toot." ”
Little Dudu snatched the shells, showed a cute smile, and used his little hands to catch the sand, he wanted to find more small shells, he grabbed the sand and threw them to the side one by one.
Suddenly, a woman next to her shouted, "How do you throw it at someone?"
It turned out that Dudu threw the sand on her skirt, the voice was familiar, Mu Zhihan raised her head and saw Pei Junhao's face that had become pale like her.
Liang Manru sneered in her heart, she saw them from a distance, but Pei Junhao couldn't see them when he looked at the sky with his eyes and was absent-minded.
Is that pink and cute little boy about the same age as Sakura Sakura her child?
I have long known that she is water-based, but I didn't expect that as soon as she left Pei Junhao, she would give birth to a child so soon. She wanted him to see how she lived happily with Chu Binxuan and their family when he was making a big fuss about divorce here.
"Zhihan. Pei Junhao's voice was blown by the sea breeze, and it seemed to become nothing, floating on the vast sea.
Mu Zhihan hugged Dudu and said reproachfully to Chu Binxuan, who was slowly standing up: "Binxuan, look at you, my son is not optimistic either, let's dirty Mrs. Pei." ”
She had already regained her look, and with an ambiguous smile, she picked up Dudu and handed it to Chu Binxuan and said, "Let Dad hold it, don't be naughty." ”
"I'm sorry, Mrs. Pei, our family is naughty, I think your daughter is not so naughty, the girl is much more well-behaved. By the way, didn't you bring your daughter here? The family came to relax, how good, you see me and Zhihan with Dudu, how happy!" Chu Binxuan hugged Dudu, kissed him and said, "Little trickster, go over there with your parents to pick up shells, there are a lot of big and beautiful shells over there." ”
Chu Binxuan held Dudu in one hand, took Mu Zhihan's hand in the other, and walked to the other side, all the way, Chu Binxuan teased Xiao Dudu all the way, and the cheerful laughter of the two filled the sound of the waves, and slapped directly into Pei Junhao's heart.
"Jun Hao, I really wish we Sakura had such a warm home. Liang Manru said to Pei Junhao, who was looking at their backs in the distance: "She has long forgotten you, but you are clinging to the past, you are the stupidest man in the world." She sighed and said, "And I'm the stupidest woman." ”
When night fell, a crystal tear fell on the cute little face of Dudu who was asleep, and Mu Zhihan endured the tears of the day and couldn't help it anymore.
"Dudu, good baby, I'm sorry, mom can't give you a complete home, can't give you a good dad who loves you, everything is mom's fault. She gently wiped away the tears that rolled down Dudu's face, but as soon as she wiped them away, a bigger one rolled down, and then another, tears, like pearls with broken threads, rolled down one by one.
People say that looking at the sea quietly, you can feel the peace of mind, feel the insignificance and humility of people, calm your soul, and forget your worries.
Late at night, the sleepless Mu Zhihan went downstairs alone, she wanted to listen to the sea and watch the sea, let the waves calm the mortal dust in her heart, and let her soul be released from the entanglement.
The night view of the beach, really beautiful.
There is a semi-circular autumn moon hanging in the sky, silver sprinkled on the sea, the golden sand beach is shrouded in a layer of silver white during the day, the waves roll up beautiful waves under the moonlight, with the waves rolling towards you, the autumn wind with a faint smell of the sea blowing on your face, the lighthouse on the coast, the stars are dotted, dotted with beautiful beaches.
Walking on the beach, Mu Zhihan's eyes were a little unopen, she didn't know if it was the salty taste in the sea breeze or the tears just now, she looked at the magnificent sea,
Feel the sound of the sea with your heart.
The deep sea is vast and mysterious, and there are only waves and sprays rolling on the vast surface of the sea.
In such a vast sea, human life is really as small as a drop of water, as fragile as a wave, before it hits the shore and disappears without a trace.
It's like a father, who left him suddenly, and can only see his wooden face with slightly rolling eyes in a dream.
Mu Zhihan did not feel the peace of mind, but a fear of the passing of life.
Fortunately, life is endless, Dad has her, and she has a cute little Dudu.
So does she want to hide it from Pei Junhao all her life, hide it from Dudu all her life, and let the gradually sensible little Dudu become Chu Binxuan's child?
"Dudu, can you forgive your mother?" In order not to let her son grow up in a normal environment, Mu Zhihan has always felt deeply guilty.
Lying quietly on the beach where there was still residual temperature, facing the semi-circular moon in the sky, Mu Zhihan's thoughts were churning like ocean waves.
For two years, she has been in a state of confusion, and today, on such a rare beautiful and quiet night, can she think about how to take her emotional path in the future?
A figure crept up on her, but she didn't realize it.
"Zhihan. A low, hoarse voice was carried into her ears by the wind, and she sat up from the sand in fright.
Pei Junhao stood next to her in the windbreaker that had been draped on Liang Manru's body, his eyes as deep as the sea.
She stood up jerkily and ran back desperately, and he chased after her, grabbed her hand, and held her in his arms.
"I'm not going to do anything to you, I just want you to listen to my explanation. He didn't understand why he couldn't explain everything to her now, how could he trust his heart?
"What the hell are you going to do? I'm happy, you shouldn't break my peace and happiness!" she pushed him.
"Zhihan, have you really forgotten our past? Have you forgotten the days and nights in Pei's Manor? You are not such a fickle person, but why did you have a child with Chu Binxuan so soon? But it doesn't matter, I don't care about anything, Zhihan, listen to me, I will break up with Manru as soon as possible, it was I who pushed you to Chu Binxuan's side, and I will personally pick you up. He was afraid that she would not listen to him, and said a lot like a machine gun.
"Shameless, shameless, shameless!" "Playing romance with Liang Manru here last night, and still confessing to her here tonight, she hates herself more and more, why do you miss such a shameless person, why did you fall in love with him and conceive a child with him in the first place, he played her like a monkey, and still plays her like a monkey, did she see him wrong and love him wrong?
She was as angry as an angry sea lion, desperate to break free from his hugs, and every time he touched her, she felt sick, this liar!
He hugged her tightly, and said eagerly in her ear: "Zhihan, please, come back! Please, will you come back?" I saw you with Chu Binxuan, my heart hurts, I am very sad, Zhihan. ”
Mu Zhihan sneered, sad, you deceived the ghost, do you want to be fooled by you again, and be hurt by you again?
She struggled to break free, and watched his lips come to her.
"Let him go!"
A stern voice shouted, Pei Junhao was stunned, Mu Zhihan broke free from his embrace, ran over and called, "Bin Xuan." ”
Chu Binxuan gently hugged Mu Zhihan into his arms, patted her lightly and said softly, "Don't be afraid, Zhihan, I'm here, don't be afraid." He gently brushed her long, somewhat disheveled hair and pressed her face against his chest.