In fact, what Lin Xuechu has to do now is to suppress the emotions he had for Guan Shanyue at a subtle moment in his heart.

In fact, the appearance of feelings will not be controlled by oneself.

Thousands of people have thousands of faces, and when they have met, there will be all kinds of things that are not controlled according to their original expectations.

In fact, Lin Xuechu has been walking according to his own heart at the beginning, and when he was in this plane, he had expectations for the male protagonist, but before he really met the male protagonist, Lin Xuechu himself also had emotions for Guan Shanyue.

That's when two people have nothing to do.

Guan Shanyue said those words to Lin Xuechu more than once, I don't know when, and I don't know when it started, that desire to go to the national capital is no longer just Guan Shanyue's thoughts.

Lin Xuechu also wanted to see the national capital.

However, the development of things has become a fixed pattern, and at this time, Lin Xuechu saw and imagined the national capital, without any ideas.

I think the national capital should be like this.

Guan Shanyue poured her heart and soul into it.

From small to large.

So Lin Xuechu knew that he had made a wish, about the unspoken promise with Guan Shanyue in the past years.

"I'll see the capital with you. Lin Xuechu was in Guan Shanyue, every time she mentioned this matter, her inner activity.

And now, those years that have passed, for Lin Xuechu, have passed lightly, and they are presented in the current years.

The carriage was still moving forward, as if it had arrived at the field that Lin Xuechu had seen before, as if the people in the entire carriage were running freely.

"I don't know what to say these words. Guan Shanyue said.

Lin Xuechu said: "It's me who didn't make it clear to Your Majesty. ”

"This has nothing to do with you. Guan Shanyue said, "It's because my feelings are too abrupt." ”

After speaking, Guan Shanyue was silent.

Because the current Lin Xuechu and Guan Shanyue themselves are clear.

Guan Shanyue's feelings are not abrupt.

Aside from when he was a child, when he met Lin Xuechu, who was still in the form of a fox, and then looked back, in fact, since Guan Shanyue's little fox disappeared, he had a thought in his heart.

After many years, this thought in Guan Shanyue's heart was aroused in this way, and it was still light and fluttering, as if there was nothing.

But only Guan Shanyue knows how heavy his feelings are.

Guan Shanyue looked at Lin Xuechu.

Lin Xuechu's side face has always attracted his attention.

It's the kind that won't move away even if it's discovered.

"Some expectations when I was a child, I wanted to live my days with you. Guan Shanyue said.

Lin Xuechu said: "Your Majesty is saying this now, I don't think I can respond to you." ”

"I know, you just said, those things, and the past that we've long since separated. ”

Lin Xuechu sighed, and then said, "I know the vacancy in Your Majesty's heart, but we are just like now, just talk about it." ”

"You want to

What do you say to me?" asked Guan Shanyue.

"Your Majesty, now that everything has stabilized, I have told you before that I have my own life. ”

"That is, help me solve this matter and leave later?"

Lin Xuechu nodded: "Your Majesty may be a little confused about the current situation, you just moved some of the vacancies you had for me when you were a child to the present, if I didn't appear, then Your Majesty would definitely not spread that feeling again, and in the end, back then, the fox in Your Majesty's eyes would be completely a thing of the past." ”

"But you've already appeared. Guan Shanyue said.

Lin Xuechu said: "I was actually very surprised when I first met Your Majesty, but I didn't recognize you. ”

"I've really worked a little hard over the years, and it's not the same as when I was a kid. ”

"But when Your Majesty speaks, there is still the shadow of childhood, and the innocence has not been lost. ”

Guan Shanyue: "I only saw you on the eaves that day, picking up Lin'er's kite. ”

"I'm just a passerby. Lin Xuechu laughed.

Guan Shanyue also laughed.

Now they had passed through the empty field before, and were walking towards the south.

Lin Xuechu said: "That's it, it's good." ”

After speaking, Lin Xuechu patted Fa Ming's sleeve lightly: "I can always follow the Taoist Chief, follow him from south to north, and go to all places, so it's good." Your Majesty. Lin Xuechu moved his gaze to Guan Shanyue's face.

"What?"

"I'll remember you. ”

Those previous memories have been following Lin Xuechu.

At the beginning, Lin Xuechu didn't see the vicissitudes of life in Guan Shanyue's body, but now, in getting along with him, Lin Xuechu has accepted his encounter with Guan Shanyue after crossing time and space.

The two are finally the same.

Lin Xuechu said: "Your Majesty liked to look forward to the present when he was young, but what about now? Do you feel that those wishes when you were a child will actually happen in the dark?"

"I had no intention of building this country, but the people pushed it to me. Guan Shanyue spoke, "Can you imagine the scene after I became the general of Dongying in the rebel army at that time, all the people and the people of the city knelt in front of me?"

Lin Xuechu did not speak.

When Guan Shanyue talked about this incident, it seemed that the people who had been "skinned and cramped" by the system appeared on the opposite side again.

"In the protection of officials and officials, I led them to break out of a bloody road, and General Zhou, whom I respected, died at that time, he ...... It was the man who brought me into the camp, and I had just arrived in the capital at that time, and I was almost starved to death. ”

The national capital is not as warm as Guan Shanyue thought.

In other words, there is no warmth in the country.

The first time she stepped into that place, Guan Shanyue couldn't forget the huge ups and downs of her mood.

From extreme expectation to extreme despair.

There doesn't seem to be much space in between.

One step away.

As you go forward, all you see is desolation.

Many years later, after everything had calmed down, Guan Shanyue couldn't forget that feeling.

That kind of reasoning in the heart

When the mind is torn apart and trampled underfoot.

Blood stains on the corners of the mouth, scars on the forehead.

The steamed buns that had been rancid on the ground, when I passed by the palace, I happened to see the laughter in the courtyard inside.

Yes, laughter has become a part of the air, just melted into the air.

became the feeling that Guan Shanyue always thought she would have.

"It's fine. Lin Xuechu spoke.

Guan Shanyue generally doesn't easily recall those things in the past.

"What?" he asked.

Lin Xuechu looked at Guan Shanyue, and then said word by word: "I am for Your Majesty, I have fulfilled Your Majesty's childhood wish for Your Majesty." ”

Guan Shanyue looked at Lin Xuechu and felt that there were tears in her eyes.

"Your Majesty hugged me when I was young, and when I was walking on the road, do you remember what you said to me?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Guan Shanyue nodded, but what he wanted to do more now was to wipe away the tears in Lin Xuechu's eyes.

Lin Xuechu wiped away her tears, and then smiled at Guan Shanyue and said, "Your Majesty is fine, I'm very happy now, really, really happy." ”

But saying this, Lin Xuechu felt that his tears were flowing even more fiercely.

"Don't cry. ”

"I just think I've seen a good national capital, because of you, Your Majesty, because of your persistence. ”

"What does the current national capital look like for you?" asked Guan Shanyue.

Lin Xuechu said: "It's what Your Majesty looked like when he first told me about it when he was a child." ”

It seems to have returned to that time in a flash.

"Xiaoxue, I still want to go to the national capital to feel the spring, although we have gone through the cold winter, but it seems that the spring that has not arrived in the national capital is not the real spring. ”

"When that day comes, I'll buy you a lot of bread, am I, do I only know bread? There must be something more delicious in the national capital! Food that is a hundred times better than bread!"

"When will you arrive in the national capital?"

"When will you get to the capital......

"When...... Look at Xiaoxue, is the caravan in front of you going to the national capital?"

"The national capital, the national capital, the national capital!"

When she said these words, Guan Shanyue didn't even know the name of the national capital.

(End of chapter)