Chapter 80: Without Him, There Is Him

Expecting her to say such a thing, Situ Lei Yan did not break his peace. He appeared in front of her with the lowest side, not wanting to get her words and leave.

His slender legs were as heavy as lead, making it difficult to move. Xiao Xixi's kind of vigilance is as far away as thousands of mountains and rivers, and it is untouchable.

Xiao Xixi looked at Situ Leiyan's gloomy eyes, not knowing what he was thinking, after a while, he suddenly lowered his eyes as if he had lost his morale, and slowly paced forward: "I, can I hug you." "Give her a hug and give yourself silent strength.

Lately, I've been really tired.

Just kidding. ,, Xiao Xixi glanced at Situ Leiyan coldly, and said indifferently: "No." "Absolutely not.

"Just hugs. For the first time, Situ Lei Yan made himself feel like he was begging for another person, letting go of all his unruliness, being tall and domineering, and washing away his powerful aura, just for her to smile and accept herself.

Xiao Xixi looked at Situ Lei Yan defensively and shook his head vigorously.

In an instant, a pain that ran through his heart invisibly filled Situ Leiyan's heart. If she's been living peacefully with Leng Zhiqing lately, if their coexistence isn't so pleasant, if her life hasn't been so messy and bad lately... Perhaps, my heart won't hurt so much.

“... Good. Glancing at Xiao Xixi silently, Situ Lei Yan responded to her refusal, but slowly walked forward. Since he is here, he will not leave easily after breaking through the obstruction of Leng Zhiqing's men just now.

Seeing him pacing towards him, Xiao Xixi took a few steps back vigilantly, her watery eyes revealing a little frightened and trying to dodge. As everyone knows, this kind of natural reaction is more like sprinkling salt into a wound for Situ Lei Yan.

However, Xiao Xixi instinctively resisted him and looked to the side, but unexpectedly, Situ Leiyan just bypassed her, walked slowly to the sofa, and sat down heavily. With his elbows on his knees, his hands crossed together, he silently looked at Xiao Xixi, who was a little stunned.

Even if you can't hug her, then spend more time alone with her, even if it's just for a while.

"What are you doing here," Xiao Xixi reacted to the radiant gaze he had given herself, and asked, "You are not welcome here, aren't you leaving," I don't want to spend more time with him, the longer it is, the more breathless it becomes.

"I think," Situ Leiyan was stunned meaningfully, as if he was in pain, "I'll stay with you for a while." "If you can't hug her, then it's good to breathe the same air as her, be in the same environment, and appreciate her daily life lately.

Xiao Xixi simply lowered her head, ignored him, turned around and walked to the hospital bed again, and began to clean up the pillow and quilt. I have been lying on the bed, although the nurses and nurses come over every day to change and wash, thinking that Situ Lei Yan is here, I am a little embarrassed, and I need to find something to do in order to divert my attention.

Thinking of this, Xiao Xixi cleaned up seriously, her lowered eyebrows, and the glimmer of light shining in from the window lattice, seemed to moisten a layer of the most aesthetic attraction, and it made Situ Leiyan linger with a yearning impulse.

He couldn't help it, got up and stood up, his eyes locked on Xiao Xixi, and slowly walked over as if his soul was involved.

Xiao Xixi had just put the head of the bed in order, picked up Nuanbao, and wanted to put it aside. As soon as he turned around, he bumped into Situ Leiyan, who had been standing beside him for no apparent reason. Before she could exclaim, she felt like a whirlwind of being blocked in front of her by her broad chest.

"You..."Xiao Xixi held the heavy warm treasure in one hand, and hurriedly pushed him with the other hand, "You let go of me." "I was held so tightly that it was a little difficult to breathe.

She swallowed, and the head that had just been lowered raised slightly with surprise, glanced at Situ Lei Yan. This glance, the four eyes are facing each other.

The look in his deep, narrow eyes made her a little flustered.

Situ Leiyan didn't speak. At this moment, any words are superfluous, and tranquility may be able to go far. This kind of opportunity is too rare and rare, so he cherishes it even more. Once you catch it, then don't want to relax.

"Situ Lei Yan, you let go of me," Xiao Xixi struggled even more uneasily, trying to break free of his embrace, "... If you do this again, I, I'll call someone," she couldn't help but use the trick of "intimidation".

Situ Lei Yan still didn't move, he closed his eyes, feeling the feeling of her falling into his arms, soft, soft, except for a little thin, just like the familiarity of his nostalgia: "Don't move." I'll only need a few minutes. "Lately, I've been so tired, so I've been trying to draw that kind of urgent strength from her.

Xiao Xixi's throat choked inexplicably, and she couldn't tell what mood she was in now. Struggling hard, she was in vain, and if she opened her mouth to shout, let Leng Zhiqing's subordinates come in, and she must be embarrassed to see this scene.

"You let go of me. She softened her tone, as if deliberatively, "I don't like that. The tone was softened.

This change in attitude made Situ Leiyan indeed moved. As if he had just woken up from a dream, he slowly let go of his embrace. The two hands caressed Xiao Xixi's shoulders and stared at Xiao Xixi's eyes tightly, as if they wanted to see her completely and profoundly.

Xiao Xixi could see the anxiety in his eyes, but she just bit her lip tightly and didn't look at him.

Situ Leiyan sighed: "When will you think of me," as if muttering to himself, and like a question.

Xiao Xixi turned her head to herself, still silent. I could only feel his low sigh.

A mobile phone rang suddenly, Situ Leiyan groped with one hand, but the other hand was still on Xiao Xixi's shoulder, not wanting to waste a minute or a second to be able to look at her up close.

Xiao Xixi could clearly hear the other party's voice on the phone: "Miss Gu is crying again, refusing the doctor's medication, going on a hunger strike, and talking until I see you." ”

"Got it. Situ Leiyan opened his mouth lightly.

The phone hangs up. The air is calm again.

"It's... Sister Ruolan," Xiao Xixi took the initiative to ask, and the scene in the live TV broadcast couldn't help but appear in front of her.

Situ Lei Yan acquiesced.

"She's lately..."Xiao Xixi didn't know how to continue, so she could only stubbornly continue, "Are you okay?"

"She is karma. Situ Lei Yan showed no mercy.

Unexpectedly, Situ Leiyan changed his affectionate affection for himself just now, and his tone became cold and ruthless, revealing the ferocity that he tried his best to hide.

Xiao Xixi felt so far away from him for a moment.

She lowered her eyes, frowned, and didn't speak.

"Xiao Xixi, I will give you a fair. "Situ Lei Yan is like a declaration.

Xiao Xixi was even more inexplicably uneasy. She clearly remembered that it was Gu Ruolan who pushed her downstairs, but she had also shed tears before, begged herself pitifully, and comforted herself with relief... The scenes were intertwined, and Xiao Xixi also began to do her own ideological struggle.

"You have to trust me. Situ Leiyan's voice was very low, and between the two of them, there was a layer of feeling of trying to close the distance.

"Sorry, I don't need to. Xiao Xixi's words were tinged with a hint of bitterness.

She can't compete with Gu Ruolan for the heart of a man she doesn't care about, she has never longed for him as deeply as Gu Ruolan.

Situ Leiyan has been mentally prepared, but Xiao Xixi's indifferent retort still made him a little puzzled. The narrow and deep eyes slipped a trace of surprise: "Why," she was obviously the murderer who hurt their two children.

"I said," Xiao Xixi suddenly brought a first-ripe coldness, "That child, I didn't want it in the first place, but she... Helped me. "For Situ Leiyan, she doesn't want to be entangled.

I have been cruel myself, so I will continue to be cruel to him. Xiao Xixi stared at his eyes indifferently, without a trace of hesitation and timidity.

Situ Lei Yan was a little incredulous, and instead, a trace of loneliness appeared on his face: "Xiao Xixi, you won't." "It's not going to be so strange and become so unaccepting of yourself.

Xiao Xixi stopped talking. Gently raising his hand, he pushed away the hand that Situ Lei Yan put on his shoulder, which had become a little woody: "I need to rest, and besides, you don't want to come in the future." ”

"Xiao Xixi, I..." Situ Lei Yan frowned and spoke thoughtfully, but was interrupted by a voice at the door before he could continue.

He saw that Xiao Xixi's gaze was attracted by the voice at the door, and the look that had just turned coldly at him quickly turned into a smile: "Brother Rui,"

In a few seconds, she had already walked towards the door in a few steps, and her voice was crisp and pleasant: "Didn't you say that you shouldn't come over if you were busy," the intimate tone and degree were like sarcasm for Situ Leiyan.

Yan Rui also had the same smile on his face, handsome and rangeless, standing with the delicate Xiao Xixi, tacitly facing each other, stinging Situ Leiyan's eyes.

"You're there too," Yan Rui's gaze shifted to Situ Leiyan, who was standing beside the hospital bed, thinking that when Xiao Xixi talked about his attitude towards him before, she and him no longer had much intersection. At this moment, I was surprised to see him appear in the ward and stare at him deadly.

Mentioning Situ Lei Yan, Xiao Xixi didn't turn his gaze to look at it, but immediately changed his tone to Yan Rui: "He... I said I didn't need him to come. ”

Situ Leiyan finally understood that he was clearly a redundant character. He looked at the two people in front of him self-deprecatingly, thinking of Leng Zhiqing, who was not here. Oh, even if there is no Yan Rui, there will be Leng Zhiqing, and even if there is no Leng Zhiqing, there will be other people to accompany her, not herself.

As if he had been drunk, Situ Leiyan's eyes were shrouded in a layer of gray, and for a moment, instead of a low weeping and whimpering, his eyes were as cool as falling to the bottom of a well, and he could no longer say a word.

The tall and structured figure bypassed the two intimate people and walked out of the hospital room in a lost soul.