Chapter 309: I Don't Like Her Anymore
The sudden departure of her feet from the ground made Zhao Jiajia panic, and she instinctively hugged Mu Licheng's arm tightly.
Mu Licheng helped her, looking at her lowered face full of tears, he was so distressed that he couldn't stand it.
It turns out that the feeling of feeling sorry for someone is like this.
He has always thought that since Wang Xiaojing, his heart will no longer beat, and now it seems that he still has feelings in his heart for his little wife.
"Go away, you go away for me!" Zhao Jiajia said hoarsely.
The last thing she wanted to see now was this man.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. "Mu Licheng is not a person who will apologize, but at the moment, he has no other way but to apologize.
In his dictionary, there has never been the word sorry, and when he was going to break up with Wang Xiaojing before, even if he knew that it was because his parents did not agree, he never said sorry.
Zhao Jiajia's tears hung straight down, dripping onto the back of his hand one by one, these tears were hot and scorching, not only on the back of his hand, but also on his heart.
Since Zhao Jiajia married herself, it seems that this is not the first time she has made her cry. What a bastard he is!
At the beginning, he swore to Zhao's father and Zhao's mother that he would take good care of Zhao Jiajia's forehead, so that she would be happy in her life, but now it seems that it is all a joke.
Zhao Jiajia gritted her teeth and said while crying: "I don't accept your apology......" She couldn't hold back her crying, her face calmed, "Your sorry stay and say to your first love!"
Mu Licheng was a little at a loss, and occasionally a few students passed by, all looking at them sideways.
Coax her, as long as she doesn't cry, he thought. Although it is a very humiliating thing.
But the girl in front of her is her little wife, in order to marry herself, she stayed away from her parents and relatives and friends, and came to her side alone, and now she is sad, if she is not willing to coax her, then who else can coax her!
He cupped her face with both hands, gently wiped the tears on her cheeks with his fingertips, looked at her crying shapeless face, and his voice was apologetic and gentle, "Then how can you accept my apology?"
He had no experience in coaxing girls, so he had to use the stupidest methods.
But whether it's the stupidest way or the smartest way, as long as you can make Zhao Jiajia happy, it's a good way!
Zhao Jiajia raised his eyes and looked at him, very puzzled, is this still the man who is arrogant and arrogant like sitting on an iceberg?
Could it be that the greenhouse effect has affected Mu Licheng here?
She clutched her chest, her heart had never hurt so much, and asked, "Do you need my forgiveness?" I was chasing you backwards, and it's normal for you to use me as a stand-in for her, but I'm glad you were able to say it now. I also thought clearly, since you still have each other in your hearts, then I don't want to be caught in the middle and be your third party, let's go back to our original position. ”
She swore that she was absolutely angry.
You must know that when people are impulsive, it is easy to say things that go against their own will.
But her heart was really broken by Mu Licheng, otherwise she wouldn't have said such a thing.
"What third party, what are you talking nonsense!" Mu Licheng snorted coldly.
There is no third person in his dictionary of life.
Zhao Jiajia puffed up her breath and looked up at his eyes, not cowardly at all, "I'm not talking nonsense, although I don't know the past between you and Wang Xiaojing, but don't take me for a fool, if you want to rebuild the old relationship with Wang Xiaojing, I won't stop you." After all, everyone has their own right to pursue happiness. ”
It's a big deal, I'll quit, Zhao Jiajia thought like this.
Mu Licheng chuckled, sure enough, it was a little girl, and one sentence revealed her state of mind: "I don't want to renew the old friendship with her." Did you only hear the words of the stand-in just now? I have already told Wang Xiaojing that I am already married, and I will not be with her again. ”
No, doesn't that mean you don't want to?
For Zhao Jiajia, these words have not worked Zhao Jiajia glanced at him, "I'm not a fool, I know that Wang Xiaojing still likes you, and you still have her in your heart." If you're going to have to get together sooner or later, I'd better quit now. Otherwise, now that the times are so advanced, there will be cheating when you get married, and you can also divorce from a military marriage. ”
She just didn't want her to end up miserable.
It's too late to let it go now.
Although she also wants to live well with Mu Licheng and organize a happy family. However, reality is often different from expectations, or even the opposite.
He suppressed his voice and roared, "I didn't cheat, no!"
Whether there is cheating or not, this is only clear in the hearts of the parties. Zhao Jiajia only knew that she was not cheating, but she didn't know about others.
Besides, cheating is also divided into types, there are mental cheating and **cheating, forgive her for being a person with obsessive-compulsive disorder, and she can't accept both mental and ** cheating
"Do you love her, then?"
Mu Licheng was stunned, he had been avoiding this question, looking at Zhao Jiajia's clear and moist eyes, he was sluggish, did he love Wang Xiaojing?
Love, it should be love, otherwise it will not always be remembered in my heart. But this love is only limited to the past.
Looking at Mu Licheng's hesitation, Zhao Jiajia thought that he already knew the answer.
The Zhao family blinked his eyes and shed a string of tears, "You don't have to answer, I know the answer." But she still didn't give up, "Then do you love me?"
Maybe this is a self-inflicted humiliation, but Zhao Jiajia thinks about what he has done for Mu Licheng, does he still need to estimate his face? For Mu Licheng, what his face is, Zhao Jiajia doesn't care at all.
Mu Licheng was stunned again, and frowned, this question seemed to be even more difficult.
For Zhao Jiajia, he has always maintained an attitude of respecting each other, but whether it is really 'respecting each other' or 'respecting each other like ice', this is only known best in his heart.
To be honest, he still cares about Zhao Jiajia very much in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have brought Zhao Jiajia to his side immediately after Zhao Jiajia's phone was answered by a male colleague, and he wouldn't have been furious after seeing her go to the instructor's dormitory.
There are still feelings.
A little more than friendship, a little less than love.
Zhao Jiajia shed tears, smiled shallowly, and slowly broke Mu Licheng's hand, "You don't have to answer, I know, I know! People say that there are only one percent of the lucky ones who have a crush, and I think I may be more unlucky." Originally, I thought that I could marry you, which proves that I have entered your heart. It turns out that your heart has long been occupied by Wang Xiaojing, and I have never been able to enter, nor have I had the opportunity to enter. The word love is so heavy, you haven't even said it to me, how can you fall in love with me!"
Wiping the tiredness on her face with her hands, Zhao Jiajia said to herself in her heart: Don't cry again, hold back, hold back, you must hold back!
Even if you want to leave, this time you have to say goodbye with pride!
Mu Licheng didn't speak all the time, his mind was very messy, and his thoughts were knotted. He didn't know where to start, or what he was trying to say.
Zhao Jiajia's words were like a hot soldering iron, pressing a brand on Mu Licheng's heart.
Heartache is such a feeling......
Zhao Jiajia turned around and wanted to leave, but Mu Licheng grabbed him, and the two of them were deadlocked. The sky gradually darkened, but Mu Licheng never spoke, and he didn't let Zhao Jiajia leave.
His heart is very chaotic now, but as long as Zhao Jiajia is still there, all this will be sorted out.
In the final analysis, it is still a love word.
Just said a few words to Wang Xiaojing, he didn't expect to make things so bad, he sometimes thought of Wang Xiaojing unconsciously, but he also knew that he would never be with her again in the future, because he already had Zhao Jiajia
Marriage is not a flash in the pan for him, but a lifelong thing, when he decided to get married, he decided to put Wang Xiaojing down and walk through this life with Zhao Jiajia.
Although it only takes one day to get married, marriage takes a lifetime to manage. In the past six months, he has slowly adapted to the life after marriage, and he feels that it is a good thing to have more Zhao Jiajia in his life, and he even has a feeling that he has not been in love for a long time, as if he is in love again.
Every time I go on a mission, I am no longer the same as before, I am always reckless, and every time I think that there is someone waiting for me at home, I feel that the future is full of hope.
That house, for myself, is no longer an empty house, but a warm home.
"Mu Licheng, what are you like this?" Zhao Jiajia really couldn't stand the long silence between the two people.
Although my heart hurt when I heard Mu Licheng say that he was just Wang Xiaojing's stand-in, it didn't matter now.
She really didn't feel any more pain, only felt a piece of wood in her chest, as if there was no heartbeat!
Maybe that's what it feels like to be dead!
It's okay like this, if you die for this man, then you won't be digging out your heart and lungs for him like that in the future.
In the past, she once thought that she was happy, Mu Licheng brought her to the Artillery Academy because she had her in his heart, but she didn't expect that after a long time, she was just a stand-in, and as soon as the protagonist came back, what value did her stand-in have!
No one wants the clearance sale!
It hurts to think about it.
She will never forget Mu Licheng's affectionate eyes in the face of Wang Xiaojing, and the words he said, every time she thinks about it, her heart hurts. When she thought of her husband, she thought of herself as another woman, her nose was sour, and she wanted to cry again.
It turns out that a crush can really force a person to be so miserable.
Crush makes people feel wronged, but ......
"Mu Licheng ......"
"Jiajia, will you listen to me?" Mu Licheng interrupted him: "I admit that I wanted to marry you at the beginning, but it was because the stubbornness in you was very similar to Xiaojing before. But in the past six months of marriage with you, I have found that you and Xiaojing are completely different types of people, you are cheerful and optimistic, no matter what happens, you have to sleep happily, and the whole person will be resurrected. But Xiaojing is different, she is a woman with a high spirit, and she will never admit defeat or soften. After all these years, I know that it is impossible for me to start between myself and Xiaojing, and I just want to rewrite a future with you when I marry you. ”
I just want to rewrite a future with you......
Zhao Jiajia heard Mu Licheng's words, her eyes turned red again, and she asked hesitantly: "Then do you like me?"
Mu Licheng said: "I'm not sure if I'm already in love with you in my heart, but I can tell you very accurately that I don't like Xiaojing anymore." In my heart, she was just a friend for many years. Treating her like this is just making up for the harm my parents did to her back then. After all, my parents said a lot of hurtful things back then. ”
Is that really all there is to it?
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