"Mom, I don't have that kind of relationship with him, don't worry about the mandarin duck spectrum. "I want to cry without tears, when has it been, she doesn't care about my dad's questions, and she still has the heart to ask me such a.

"Your dad has Alzheimer's, your sister married a useless man, no house, no car, no savings, even can't afford to raise a child, and now you are still single, can I not worry about it?"

"Mom, my dad ......" I looked at her in a daze, she was so calm that I couldn't help but feel a sense of horror, shouldn't she cry?

"He still has me, you don't have to worry, I'm worried about you now, I'm almost thirty years old and still single, listen to my mother, if there is a suitable one, hurry up and catch it." She took my hand and said earnestly, "My life is over, I just hope that you can live a better life, then I can close my eyes even if I die." ”

The more she spoke, the more frightened she became, and I felt a chill down my spine when I heard it, and I pulled out my hand to touch her forehead, I was really afraid that she had a fever, otherwise how could she say such a thing inexplicably, it was completely incompatible.

"Don't worry, I'm not old yet. My mother knocked my hand off, "Your dad is retribution, this life is over, Xiaowei treats your dad like this, I don't owe anything to her, I don't have to give birth to this daughter in the future." ”

"Mom, are you okay?" Seeing my mother like this, I was not at ease, and my worried brows furrowed tightly.

As she was talking, Meng Shuwei called, but instead of me, she called my mother, and she asked my father how his situation was now.

My mom told her the truth, "Your dad is demented, he doesn't know anyone anymore, he can't speak, if you want to come and see, you don't have to worry about someone hitting you with a cup again, and if you don't come, no one will complain about you or even scold you, because your dad doesn't know what it means to care." ”

I listened to it, my heart ached for a while, my mother's tone was very calm, and in the blink of an eye, she changed a person, if she hadn't sat in front of me, I couldn't believe she was my mother.

I left the ward while she was talking to Meng Shuwei on the phone, I was in a panic, I wanted to go out for a walk, and I was about to get depressed today.

It was still very hot in August, and I was even more annoyed by the noise of shouting in the trees, and when I looked up at the sky, I couldn't open my eyes when the sun was shining, but I just wouldn't bow my head.

Who said that looking up at a forty-five degree angle is happiness?

I refused to bow my head just to keep the tears from flowing, I really wanted Jin Yebai, if he was here, I would definitely be able to lean on his arms and cry loudly now, venting my suppressed emotions.

It is said that men bleed without tears, but as a woman, tears are the best catharsis, I borrowed Lu Zhenting's chest once before, I can no longer borrow it a second time, he is just my friend and partner after all.

I raised my hand and wiped my eyes, found a clean place to sit down next to the flower bed, and stared blankly at the people passing by, not thinking about whether my dad would get better, nor what my mom would do in the future, just thinking about Jin Yebai.

Call me unfilial, call me selfish, now I really want to see him, ask him what the hell should I do, I am really helpless, I have been crushed by this sudden turmoil.

I don't know how long I sat in the sun, my head was dizzy from the scorching sun, and my vision began to blur, so I reached out and rubbed my eyes, ready to get up and go back to the ward.

I have to face it sooner or later, and I can't escape it for a while, who will care about my parents' affairs now except me? Can you still count on Meng Shuwei?

Thinking of Meng Shuwei, I suddenly don't want to go back, I'm afraid that she will come to visit my dad in the hospital, I don't want to see her, all this today is caused by her!

I don't know what she has experienced, she will become like this, how well-behaved and obedient she used to be, I really miss the old days, but unfortunately I can't go back to the past.

I continued to sit on the edge of the flower bed in a daze, holding my chin with both hands, and saw two people walking towards this side, vaguely feeling a little familiar, as if it were Song Qingya and Ling Xi.

When they got closer, I immediately determined that they were Song Qingya and Ling Xi in white coats, and the two were talking and laughing as they walked, and they didn't know what they were talking about, Song Qingya smiled very happily.

I have known Song Qingya for so long, although we haven't met many times, but this time is the happiest time I have seen her, and I can see the smile on her face.

Wrong!

Very wrong!

Isn't she and Jin Yebai having a chic and happy trip abroad now, spending their honeymoon? Why is she here? And laughing so happily with her cousin.

Now that she has returned, should Jin Yebai also return to China?

But why didn't he contact me, he promised to contact me when he came back, did he lie to me?

There were more and more questions in my mind, and I didn't wait for them to walk in front of me before I stood up and took the initiative to greet Song Qingya with a smile, "Doctor Song, are you back from abroad?"

Song Qingya and Ling Xi were stunned when they saw me, as if they were frightened by me, I hurriedly reached out and touched my face, but it was not wet, which means that I held back just now and didn't cry.

"Why are you here?" Song Qingya took a while to come back to her senses.

Ling Xi also looked at me in surprise, his eyes were a little evasive, as if he had done something bad and had been discovered.

"My dad is hospitalized here. I grabbed Song Qingya's hand excitedly," Xiaobai ...... Is your husband back? I have something very important to do with him. ”

I'm used to shouting Xiaobai, and I haven't switched for a while, but fortunately, I reacted quickly and changed it to the title in time, so as not to cause unnecessary misunderstandings.

"He ......" Song Qingya withdrew her hand and said in a slurred manner, "He hasn't come back yet." ”

I looked down in disappointment, caught a glimpse of Song Qingya's ring finger without a ring, my heart immediately jumped, and I looked up and asked her a little disbelievingly, "Are you with him...... Aren't you married?"

"You don't care if I'm married to him or not, he hasn't come back, that's it, I still have something, please get out of the way. Song Qingya restrained the surprise and hesitation on her face, and replaced it with the arrogant attitude that was often placed in front of me.

Jin Yebai definitely didn't marry her, otherwise why didn't she wear a wedding ring? After all, Jin Yebai was not like Zhou Mingchuan at the beginning, he was poor and couldn't even afford a wedding ring!

In addition, if they are really married, why did Jin Yebai go abroad, but Song Qingya is here, and they are still with Ling Xi, why are the two smiling so happily?

Even if they are cousins and working together in the same hospital, there is no need to be so close, right?

Regarding the idea that they are like a couple, I have been lingering since I first saw her and Ling Xi in the restaurant, if she hadn't married Jin Yebai and accused me of being a third party many times, I would definitely say that they were a couple.

Looking at their backs leaving in pairs, I feel more and more that they are like a pair made in heaven, but if I think about it carefully, I will feel that this is a psychological effect, isn't it just wishing that she would not marry Jin Yebai?

Thinking about it like this, I feel that I am really cheap and bad, in order for myself to get Jin Yebai, I can't wait for Song Qingya to marry him, how can I be so selfish?

While scolding myself, I walked back, and when I returned to the ward, I really saw Meng Shuwei coming, there were a lot of fruits on the bedside table, it seems that I came back early, I should have sat in the sun for a while, but I was uncomfortable with the heat.

I think I also have a hole in my brain, and there are chairs and air conditioning in the hall, so why should I sit in the sun? If I suffer from heat stroke, who will take care of me, a lonely person?

Meng Shuwei didn't have a good face when she saw me, and I did the same to her, we are just tired of each other now, it is best not to see each other for the rest of our lives, and we will not get along with each other for the rest of our lives.

"People have already seen it, you can go back first, don't come if there is nothing to do in the future, I'm afraid your father will be stimulated." "My mother's tone is not very good, and I don't know what Meng Shuwei told her, which made her face so ugly.

Meng Shuwei glared at me viciously, stepped on high heels and left, we didn't say a word when we met rarely, in short, I wouldn't quarrel with her, I wasn't in the mood.

I was about to ask my mother what Meng Shuwei told her, obviously she was fine when I left, calm as if she was fine, why did she keep a calm face as soon as she came back?

At a glance, I saw my father, who was sitting on the bed, with a plaster cast in one hand and an infusion tube in the other, suddenly ripped off the needle with his mouth.

As if he had done something remarkable, he stared at the back of his hand that was immediately bleeding after the infusion tube was removed, and he smiled, he was a little more stupid than a fool, and I could cry when I saw it.

I didn't have the heart to ask my mom anything, so I quickly took out a tissue and wiped the blood that had spilled from the pinhole, and then pressed the bedside service bell.

"Dead old man, are you going to die?" My mother was not in a good mood, and her tone of voice became a little heavier, but my father actually got angry, and the smirk on his face immediately receded, and his brows furrowed.

Although he was demented from this disease, he still had a bit of the majesty of the past, and I could not help but hope that maybe one day he would be better.

Originally, the doctor said that although there is no cure for this disease at present, it is still possible to recover a little with good care, although it cannot be recovered as before, but there is still hope for remembering someone or saying a few words.

Now all my dad gave me was hope, hope to regain some sobriety, even if it was just remembering my mom, or even calling someone's name was much better than losing memory and saying a little like this.

The nurse soon came, reinserted the IV tube for my dad, told us to watch more and left.

It may be that the nurse has hurt my dad, and he has been looking at me angrily, his eyes are as wide as copper bells, and I can't help but feel a chill down my spine when I see it.

But before a few seconds, he cracked his mouth again and giggled again, and the saliva fell down with a click, and my mother hurriedly pulled a tissue to wipe him.

She also said to herself, "I have to buy him a bib to wear tomorrow, otherwise I will have to wash this clothes." ”

My dad's expression became so fast that I couldn't even react to it, and my mother's words shocked me even more, in my memory, the bib should be used by children under the age of three, right?

But these are not important now, what is important is Meng Shuwei's matter, I asked cautiously, "Mom, what did Meng Shuwei tell you just now, you are so unhappy." ”

"Nothing. My mom avoided the topic, "Your dad is like this now, you don't have to worry, it's not too early, or you can go back first, go to work tomorrow as usual, don't run here all the time, just have me here." ”

I looked at the time, it's only five o'clock now, even if I go to work, I haven't gotten off work yet, my mother is driving me away, what did Meng Shuwei say, let my mother not only drive her away, but even I can't stay.

Seeing that I was sitting still, my mother urged me again, "Lulu, go back quickly, go to bed early at night, I didn't sleep all night last night, I must have exhausted you, and I have to get up early to go to work tomorrow." ”

"I'll sit down a little longer and stay with my dad. "I didn't leave, I always felt that something was wrong with my mother, and my brain couldn't keep up with her unpredictable changes.

"No need. "My mom just pulled me up and pushed me out.

"Hey, Mom, what are you doing here......" I was locked out of the door before I could finish my sentence, and the door was locked by her.

I knocked on the door, and my mother's voice came, telling me to hurry back and rest, it's good to have her here, say nothing and don't let me in, I guess it must have something to do with Meng Shuwei.

What did she say to my mother, I stood outside the door and picked up my phone and called her, but she didn't answer, I was so anxious that I wanted to curse.

I couldn't get into the ward, I was afraid that something would happen to my mother and I didn't dare to leave, so I had to stay outside, and there was only one patient number for my dad in the ward, and if there were other people, I could go in while others were open.

I stood outside and didn't knock on the door again, and after a while, it was probably my mother who thought I was gone, and finally there was a voice inside, and it was my mother crying and thinking about it.

"Lao Shu, what kind of sin do you say we have created, how can a good family become like this? Xiaowei's such a good child was all destroyed, I really regret it, I knew that there would be today, I would rather be expelled from school than foster her with my parents, I hurt her." ”

"There's no hope of living now, I might as well die. "My mom was crying louder and louder, and I looked through the glass on the door and saw my mom lying on the bed, beating her chest and making me panic.

It must be Meng Shuwei's unrepentance, and the mention of her fostering in the countryside back then stimulated my mother, otherwise how could her emotions be so out of control?

I anxiously called Meng Shuwei's phone again, and I called several times in a row, and each time I was hung up with a ring, and then I couldn't get through at all, probably pulling me into the blacklist.

My mother cried inside for a long time, crying and reading in pieces, I called her and she didn't answer, she hung up after calling once, and I watched her throw her phone aside.

She really needed to vent when something so big happened, so I didn't bother her anymore, just stood outside and watched, thinking that I would wait for her emotions to calm down, after all, no one wants others to see her crying and crying.

But what I didn't expect was that after she finished crying, not only did she not calm down, but instead took a pillow and put it on my father's face, trying to suffocate him to death.

"Lao Shu, don't blame me, we have no face to live like this, you take a step first and wait for me on Huangquan Road, I will be there soon, and we will be husband and wife in the next life." She covered my dad's face with a pillow.

Is this another crazy one?

Isn't our family completely hopeless?

My dad was sitting on the bed, and when she made him like this, he immediately threw his arms and kicked his legs, and used his intact hand to pull the pillow, but he couldn't use his strength at all with one hand.

When I saw this, my heart rose to my throat, and I kicked the door and shouted at my mother, "Mom, stop it, do you know what you're doing?

My mom probably didn't expect me to be still outside, so she let go of her hand and hurriedly looked at the door.

I lay on the door and cried like rain, "Mom, no matter what my dad becomes, I won't leave him, I have nothing, are you really so ruthless that you won't even leave me a home?"

"Meng Lu, we used to calculate you like that, your father has suffered retribution now, what face do we have to drag you down, with parents like us, you won't even be able to find a better man in the future, people will dislike it." "My mom's hand was just a little looser, and she didn't take the pillow off at all.

My dad had been struggling, and while my mom was distracted, he pulled the pillow open, opened his mouth and breathed heavily, while coughing violently.

I felt the feeling of suffocation, I felt so bad when I couldn't breathe, and I choked to death when the air rushed in, and I almost didn't cough up my lungs that time.

My mom is just a little impulsive, it's like a battle, one drum, then decline, three and exhaustion, just wanted to suffocate my dad when she was resolute, I shouted confused, and now even the pillow was ripped open by my dad, and the momentum was completely exhausted.

She was also forced to have no choice, in fact, she didn't really want to suffocate my dad at all, so after my dad broke free, she didn't take the pillow to suffocate him again.

My dad relented for a while, and then, like crazy, raised his hand to hit my mother, but my mother didn't dodge it, and let his fists rain down on her.

I was also going crazy, banging on the door and yelling, "Mom, come and open the door, no matter what the problem is, let's face it together, you must not do anything stupid, I beg you, can I kneel down for you?"

Kneel again!

That time in the hospital, in order to go in and take a look at Jin Yebai, I was forced to kneel and kowtow by Song Qingya, does my mother still force me to repeat history?

How can I be so pathetic!