Chapter 201 Confide

"Something you're interested in?" Liu Jianxian muttered, looking at Qu Jinyan suspiciously with a pair of eyes, not knowing what he meant.

In this regard, Qu Jinyan laughed brightly, and said a little mysteriously: "You can help me bring it to our Captain Lin, what she knows, this is a little secret that belongs to the two of us." ”

Liu Jianxian was happy, "Okay, then I'll be this middleman and help you keep secrets." ”

"Then I'll go in first. ”

"Wait for Team Liu, I have one more thing to do today. ”

Just when Liu Jianxian took the thermos box and was about to turn back, Qu Banyan hurriedly stopped him again.

"Huh?"

In the command room of the police station, Liu Jianxian, who went and returned after a while, directly put the thermos box in his hand in front of Lin Huairou.

"I brought it to you, and I said that because of work, I didn't bring you wine. ”

Her eyes were a little complicated, and she let Liu Jianxian put it there, and she didn't mean to move, so she glanced at the warm thermos box, and then said casually: "Is he gone?"

"No, I don't. ”

As he spoke, Liu Jianxian asked the staff to switch the monitoring on the screen, and Qu Jinyan's figure appeared.

"He's gone to see Rose?"

"Yes. ”

"Help me turn up the surveillance louder. With a wave of her hand, she hurriedly put on the headphones, and was very attentive to Qu Jinyan's words and deeds, with her understanding of him, at this time, it may not be so simple.

It was a room similar to an interrogation room, and through the iron bar, Qu Jinyan saw the slightly haggard shadow.

He didn't make a sound, just looked at her with a smile, not knowing what it meant.

Seeing the comer, Rose was a little happy at first, but then her face couldn't help but feel a little sad, but she still forced a smile and said, "Sir, Miss An Ruo." ”

Qu Jinyan and An Ruo behind him both nodded, and the former answered: "My name is Qu Jinyan, you can call me by my name, you're welcome." ”

"Yes, Mr. Qu Jinyan. ”

......

Qu Jinyan didn't force her to change her words, she had been low for too long, and most of them had become a habit.

"Have you eaten? I've brought you some good food. ”

I don't know if it was because I was wronged in the police station during this time, or because the environment in the interrogation room was too depressing, when Qu Jinyan handed the warm thermos box to Rose from the small window, she immediately had red eyes, and two lines of tears couldn't help but flow down.

Seeing this, Qu Jinyan was slightly surprised, immediately touched his pocket, and cast an inquiring look at An Ruo, but neither of them had the habit of carrying paper with them.

"I feel wronged, is it that the days of the police station are very tormenting?"

"It's not. ”

She shook her head a little stubbornly, and her already messy long hair was even more messy at this time, covering her delicate face with pear blossoms and rain.

Immediately, she lowered her head, because of her hair, Qu Jinyan couldn't see her expression clearly, and only heard her choked voice.

"I am very touched that you are the first person who has come to visit me and care about me since I entered the police station. ”

Hearing this, Qu Jinyan looked at her delicate body trembling alone, and felt a little sad inexplicably.

He can understand her mood at this time, in this warm society, there are few true feelings, everyone is locked in their hearts, usually eating, drinking and having fun seems very cordial, but really opening their hearts to you is good, but you can't count them on one hand.

In this huge city, although tens of millions of people from all over the country have gathered, they still can't feel the warmth, and everyone is indifferent and hurries by. Even if it is a colleague who usually has a good relationship, on the day of departure, most people will lose their usual enthusiasm, have nothing to do with themselves, hang high, and never go up to greet them.

And the people who left their jobs have since been separated, in a new environment, and started a new life. Those colleagues who used to laugh and laugh with him seemed to be just acting on the spot, dreaming of a dream, and then had nothing to do with it.

This is the norm in society, even if you are young and hot, after a few years, you will also blend into it and become indifferent, wearing a mask, and being forced to protect yourself, this is what others call growth.

It is only a few sides of Qu Jinyan, and she has saved her from danger, she is upright, and she does not think about her like others, and now she can come to the police station to visit her when others are out of her mind, which makes the cold heart in her heart feel warm.

She reached out and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, trying not to let herself leave tears, maintaining her usual smile, crying with a smile.

"Mr. Qu Jinyan, you're not a local, how long have you been in this city?"

He pondered for a moment, "It's been five years. ”

"Longer than me. ”

She smiled lightly, her cheeks were full of tears, and her eyes were still red and swollen.

"I've been here for more than three years, and I heard my sister from the village say that the money in the big city is easy to earn, and you can build a two-story house in a year, so my parents let me follow them out of the village and into this bustling metropolis. ”

Her tone is very simple, and the things that are reminiscent of it are equally rustic, but they are surprisingly beautiful and make people sink into them.

"For this unknown world, I was very scared at that time, I didn't understand anything, but when I got here, under the introduction of my sister in the same village, I entered the heavenly and earthly bar and started a new life. ”

"I remember when I first came, maybe I was always clumsy, and the people in the bar didn't treat me very well, along with the sisters in the village, because of the ridicule of others, they gradually alienated me over time.

I know they're afraid they'll be laughed at if they have a relationship with me. ”

Rose's expression gradually declined, although she always faced these sad pasts with a smile, but whenever it was quiet at night, she would always wet the pillow.

In the end, she is just lonely and living strong in this big city, and her character is weak, so she has to grit her teeth until now.

"Mr. Qu Jinyan, what was it like when you first arrived?" she asked another question with red eyes and a smile.

"After graduating from university and entering a company for an internship, it was relatively smooth, and I was successful in my studies. Qu Jinyan said so, and gradually understood what she meant.

"Also, Mr. is not an ordinary person at first glance, and he must not be comparable to me. She laughed at herself, her face full of loneliness.

"In the past, in my hometown, it was common for some elderly people to say that this life is fate. I haven't read many books, but I still know that there is no such thing as life, and there is never a fixed number.

Later, when I came to the city, I knew that people are divided into three, six, nine, and so on. Some people, born in rich people's families, are born a head taller than us, and are undoubtedly luckier than us.

Sometimes, I also think that if I were born in a rich family, I could study, I could dance beautifully, I could stand tall and be a human being, I didn't have to be pointed at by others, even if I lived an ordinary life.

However, I have never blamed myself for being born, blaming my parents for not being rich enough, I am still grateful to them for raising me, and I am only blamed for not being able and promising, and I can't live the life I want to live. ”