In the middle part of the diary, I wrote a lot about what I did in school, after all, without Ye Cheng's participation, I couldn't write anything.

Despite her writing, many boys pursued her violently, but Wang Huiying politely refused.

"The country will not be a country, how can it be home?"

Wang Huiying righteously used this excuse to push away all suitors.

Wang Huiying also mentioned in her diary that they wrote many articles for the country, but none of the newspapers were willing to publish them, except for one newspaper that took the initiative to find them.

Wang Huiying didn't know until she died, it was Ye Cheng who bought the newspaper, just so that the person she loved could do what she wanted.

In addition to this newspaper, Ye Cheng has also done a lot, she doesn't know, Ye Cheng has also lost his memory, those things have disappeared in the long river of time, and no one can keep them.

And at that time, Bai Ze also came to him.

He knew his time was coming.

Ye Cheng wrote to her to meet in the courtyard for dinner in the evening.

When Wang Huiying came, she was full of expectations, and she really looked very excited, because except for taking the initiative to come back, Ye Cheng had never asked himself to come back for dinner, as if he was abandoned.

Ye Cheng stewed Wang Huiying's favorite meat, put it on her favorite plate, and put it in front of her.

"Eat. Ye Cheng's short two words, as if he had been holding back for a hundred years, said slowly.

Wang Huiying nodded, picked up the chopsticks and feasted.

After eating, as before, Ye Cheng cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and Wang Huiying helped him and came to the kitchen to clean all these things.

Everything was cleaned up, and the two of them came to the chaise longue in the courtyard as usual to soak in the moonlight.

Ye Cheng turned his head sideways, stared at Wang Huiying, and looked at it for a long time.

Wang Huiying felt his gaze, and for the first time showed a shy expression of a little woman, she didn't dare to look at him, just stared at the dark sky and counted the stars.

Ye Cheng suddenly said: "Actually, when you were a child, you were just a child, I raised you as a daughter, and later when you grew up, you became more and more of your own thoughts, and I also respected your ideas." ”

Wang Huiying was slightly stunned, and her heart went up and down, waiting for Ye Cheng's next words.

Ye Cheng breathed a sigh of relief and said, "After living for so long, I'm not sure what kind of feelings I have for you, but I know that I really want to be with you and live with you for the rest of my life." ”

Wang Huiying showed her previous smile after a long absence, and said, "That's love!"

The corners of Ye Cheng's mouth raised slightly, and he laughed at himself: "Maybe." I love you. ”

Wang Huiying's heart moved, and she suddenly felt like she was in a dream, she had dreamed of this scene many times, but she couldn't believe that what was in front of her was real.

Wang Huiying sat up, couldn't hold back the excitement in her heart, and as soon as she left the recliner, she wanted to hug Ye Cheng.

"However, I can't be with you, I hope you can find someone who loves you and spend the rest of your life together. Ye Cheng said in frustration.

Wang Huiying walked in front of Ye Cheng at this time, and because of his words, she suddenly felt like she had fallen into the abyss.

"Smack!"

She slapped Ye Cheng hard in the face.

"Did you come to me just to make me die?" she said coldly.

Ye Cheng said vigorously: "I'm sorry." ”

Tears began to flow from Wang Huiying's eyes, and she sobbed and said, "You bastard!"

Ye Cheng had already thought about using a lie to deceive this girl, and this lie also made this girl miss her life.

"Haven't you always wondered why my appearance doesn't look the same as before after all these years?"

Wang Huiying looked at Ye Cheng with teary eyes and said, "Why?"

Ye Cheng smiled bitterly and said: "I have a terminal illness, I will die in a few years, there is no cure, this is a genetic disease, my family has this disease, and now I am the only one left in the Ye family, I hope this disease will end when I come here, don't delay the next generation." ”

Wang Huiying stood dejectedly, the world was spinning for a while, and she felt as if she had heard it wrong.

The next moment, she burst into tears, forgot to wipe her tears, and looked at Ye Cheng in horror.

"I don't know when I'm going to die, so it's a good thing for you to forget about me. Ye Cheng lowered his head, his voice full of guilt.

Wang Huiying turned to leave, ran to her room, and cried with her hands in her face.

Ye Cheng looked at her back, and his heart was even more painful.

It is a pity not to love, and it is not another kind of pain to be able to love but not to love.

Before dawn the next day, Ye Cheng left quietly, leaving a parting letter in his room.

Before Wang Huiying had time to say goodbye to Ye Cheng, she couldn't see him again, and last night was the last time she saw Ye Cheng.

Wang Huiying is at the back of the diary, and each diary reveals her longing for Ye Cheng, and the reluctance that overflows between the lines runs through the entire second half of the diary.

She explained later in her diary that Ye Cheng would also write him a letter from time to time.

At the beginning, Ye Cheng went to the front line to fight the enemy, and he said that it was excellent for him to sacrifice his life for the country in a limited time.

So Wang Huiying also decisively joined the struggle to defend the country, and in this process, she resisted the attack of a wave of invaders in the south of Baichuan City, buying time for the villagers in the south of the city, so that they could escape underground to save their lives.

Only the people of the south of the city knew about this at that time, and they knew that there was such a thing, but in the turbulent times, such things happened every day, and heroes appeared every day.

Wang Huiying didn't care, except for herself in her diary, no one remembered this matter.

At the end of the Anti-Japanese War, Wang Huiying mentioned in her diary that the war suffered heavy casualties, and she picked up a homeless little girl, who was unattended, so she adopted the little girl.

It is written in the diary that when Wang Huiying brought the little girl back to the courtyard, she told her very seriously: "Remember, I am not your aunt, you are just rescued by me." ”

Wang Huiying waited silently in this courtyard, except for a letter from Ye Cheng before, there was no more in this courtyard.

At the age of twenty-seven, she was sick with longing, and she was also injured in the war, and her health deteriorated so much that she hallucinated in her body.

When the diary arrived, it was no longer written.

In the end, on a breezy bridge, Wang Huiying couldn't stand it anymore and jumped off the bridge, ending her life.

In this life, she has loved and been loved, but there is no result.

Later, Ye Song appeared and secretly sent someone to take care of Wang Huiying's adopted daughter.

Her adopted daughter is also a poor person, even more pitiful than Wang Huiying.

In her life, she was not loved, let alone loved.

If it weren't for Ye Song's relief and arrangement, maybe she would have left with her aunt early.