Chapter Forty-Eight: A Difficult Choice

When she stood in front of her, he was sitting in the swivel chair and asked Chen Qiang about Ziwei's situation, and when he saw Mu Zhihan, he was slightly stunned, and Chen Qiang retreated with interest.

"Why are you here?" he seemed to return to normal, but there was no enthusiastic voice that made Mu Zhihan's heart tighten, could it be that the joke of that day was actually used by her to say that the man of Dorkin's was never reliable?

But how could he believe this? They had gone through so many storms and storms, and finally came together, and he was so gentle and tender to her, how could he suddenly become cold?

"Jun Hao, are you really busy like this? Don't look at me, don't look at Dudu, don't you miss us anymore. She was full of grievances, but she was still willing to believe him, just listening to her somewhat resentful but coquettish voice.

"Zhihan, I encountered something, my heart is so confused, you go back first, I'll go to see you at night. He stopped what he was doing, and looked up at her with a look that made her feel a little strange, but she couldn't figure out the meaning.

Since he said so, she really didn't want to ask much, so she had to go back and wait for the sunset, and personally cooked a lot of side dishes that Pei Junhao likes to eat every day, but the dishes were hot a few times, and she still didn't see Pei Junhao's shadow.

Knowing that Sister Ziwei was still alive, Pei Junhao's heart seemed to be deeply pierced by something, and the stinging pain that he couldn't pull out if he wanted to pull it out was deeply with him.

Sister Ziwei is his benefactor, and it is also the purest feeling he has hidden in his heart for more than ten years, without a trace of dirt, what she gives him is purity, sunshine, warmth, kindness, and the most primitive and sincere emotion of human beings, no one can replace it.

But he thought she was dead, he found out after a deep contradiction that he was really in love with Mu Zhihan, he was so intoxicated for her that he was desperate, but when he learned that Sister Ziwei was not dead, he was shaken again, his love for her, is not to a large extent the shadow of Sister Ziwei? Seeing her big eyes shining with crystal light, he always can't help but think of Sister Ziwei, he thought that Sister Ziwei was dead, so he accepted her as her replacement?

But fate played tricks on people, and just when he was about to enter the palace of marriage with her, he knew that his sister Ziwei was still alive.

If he found Sister Ziwei again, how would he tell her that he was in love with someone else, that he had forgotten the vows they had made when they were young? No, he never did. He now needs to re-examine his relationship with Mu Zhihan, he has already been divorced once, and he doesn't want to divorce a second time.

Two names had been drifting through his mind in turn: crape myrtle...... Zhihan ...... Zhihan ...... Lagerstroemia......

His head was about to explode, but he couldn't come up with a good way, he went crazy looking for the whereabouts of Ziwei, and he was busy day and night for a week, but

But the stone sank into the sea, and Sister Ziwei seemed to evaporate from the world, and there was no clue to be found.

He was going crazy, thinking about how to find Sister Ziwei, and for Mu Zhihan, he suddenly had a feeling of fear of seeing, knowing that Mu Zhihan would wait for him to eat, but he would rather ask for a takeout in the office than dare to go back and face her and couldn't eat.

After fidgeting for a long time, he finally put on his coat, went out of the office building, and went to Mu Zhihan's house.

"Are you here, have you eaten?" she watched his face carefully.

He looked tired and nodded slightly.

Little Dudu saw his father coming back outside, and ran in with the maid's hand.

"Dad, Dad, you haven't told a story to Dudu in a few days, and you owe Dudu several stories. Little Dudu looked up at him innocently with a little face.

"Dad is busy. As soon as he saw Xiao Dudu's pink and tender face, his heart was pulled again, if Sister Ziwei came back, how would he explain to her, he had already had a child with another woman, and Xiao Dudu and Zhihan, how should he face it?

Mu Zhihan has been standing by and looking at him, the temperature in his heart has decreased little by little, he has not looked at her from beginning to end, his eyes are blank, as if he is looking at Xiao Dudu, and it seems that he has not seen anything, only a hollow.

What had happened? She searched for the answer in her mind repeatedly, but she could not think of the slightest clue, she could not imagine anything that could make him suddenly fall from a thousand degrees of enthusiasm to a few degrees below zero, as if they had never been so in love with each other.

But those things really happened, and they have been deeply rooted in the bone marrow of the two of them, and they can't be removed from their bodies, how can he say that they will change?

"Dudu, today Dad will tell you a story and ask Auntie to take you to the bath. The maid immediately hugged Dudu and left, Mu Zhihan thought that Pei Junhao would say something to her, but he still didn't look at her, but silently took out his delicate cigarette and lit it gently, the flickering firelight illuminated his eyes, and he didn't seem to find tenderness at all, even if it was a little bit left.

"Junhao. She sat down beside him and called softly, and he looked at her in horror like a mouse awakened, and his eyes made her feel very strange, but she still held on to hope, and asked softly, "What happened?"

He shook his head: "It's nothing, it's just some work matters, a little annoying." ”

"Is it serious?" she asked.

"Zhihan, I may not be able to come to see you often during this time, I have something very important, but you don't have to worry about me, remember to take care of yourself and Dudu. ”

He needed time to think about it, he always had a complex that he couldn't let go of that innocent smiling face, he couldn't forgive himself for believing that she was dead and had a child with another woman.

She was frightened by his words, what was he saying? It was like saying goodbye? What was his danger? What was so serious?

But no matter how she asked, he only took a sip of the cigarette in his hand, and without saying a word, until the cigarette butt was about to be lit, he found that it was screwed out in the ashtray.

"Dad, Dudu has taken a shower, let's tell a story to Dudu. Xiao Dudu jumped in front of Pei Junhao in fresh pajamas, Pei Junhao carried his son into the bedroom, leaving Mu Zhihan to sit on the sofa in the living room.

When he came out about an hour later, Mu Zhihan made him a glass of milk, and he likes to drink a glass of warm milk every night before going to bed.

"Zhihan, I have to go back tonight to deal with something, I'm not sleeping. He took the milk, took a sip and put it down, hugged her gently, and said, "Rest early." ”

"Is there anything else going on at such a late hour?" she looked up at him, worried.

He nodded, and she asked again: "Jun Hao, what is the problem you are encountering? Why don't you tell me, if you don't tell me, I will worry about you." ”

He kissed her lightly on the forehead and said, "Don't worry, rest early." ”

"Junhao, don't you love me?" Just as Pei Junhao went out, Mu Zhihan screamed.

She thought that Pei Junhao would turn around and explain, at least come back and hug her, but he paused and walked out of the door.

Her heart sank suddenly, yes, he hesitated, at least he was hesitating whether he wanted to love her, such a short time, such a fast speed, she couldn't accept it, she thought that life and death love, but in such a short period of time became so fast, she didn't even have a hint of warning.

Where the reason was, she didn't know anything.

She collapsed on the couch baldly, her big eyes closed weakly, and two tears rolled down.

Why did he treat her like this? She let him go back when he was about to marry Chu Binxuan, but he didn't even give an explanation, so he put her aside, what was this?

Night, endless night, cold and bleak night, accompanied by Mu Zhihan.

And Pei Junhao is still sitting alone in the crape myrtle garden in the manor, recalling the bits and pieces of the past with his sister Ziwei, he doesn't believe that a big living person will disappear so completely, there will always be traces to follow.

He took out the three-color doll that Sister Ziwei gave him, stared at it for a long time, and muttered, "Sister Ziwei, when will this pair of dolls get together?"

"Zhihan, do you really want to leave?" Liu Ruotong sat opposite her friend, held her slender hand, and asked worriedly: "Can you really leave him and go like this?"

"Perhaps, it's been just my wishful thinking, I've always misunderstood him, he has made me unpredictable, I've booked a ticket for the afternoon, and I'll take Dudu away. ”

"Does Pei Junhao know?"

Mu Zhihan shook her head and sighed with a wry smile: "What does it matter if you know it or not? A woman's sixth sense is the keenest, I know it in my heart." ”

"It's a shame to give up like that. Liu Ruotong persuaded: "It's better for me to let Jiaxi persuade him, at least give people a reason." ”

Mu Zhihan shook his head and said, "No need, if you want to explain, he will find me himself, since he doesn't want to explain, why bother with him?"

"Pei Junhao!" Liang Jiaxi did not wait for the secretary to report, broke into Pei Junhao's office, and glared angrily.

"Zhihan has suffered so much for you, since you love so deeply and finally come together, what is the reason why you are snubbing her for no reason? You must give me an explanation today!"

"What did she say?" asked Pei Junhao by looking up.

She didn't say anything, only told Ruotong that she was going back to England. ”

Pei Junhao frowned and asked, "When will you go back to the UK?"

"Right now, three and a half o'clock. ”

Pei Junhao looked at his watch, it's two o'clock now, if he goes to chase her now, it will only take a little more than an hour to get to the airport, and he can still catch up.

"Aren't you going to chase her?" Liang Jiaxi saw him looking at his watch in a daze, and his anger rushed up again.

Pei Junhao's mind was chaotic at this time, to chase or not to chase, how to tell her? If she didn't chase, maybe she would really lose her forever.

Thinking of losing Mu Zhihan and Xiao Dudu, he clearly felt that his heart was hurting, but when he thought of Sister Ziwei, his heart was also hurting, and he swept all the documents on the table to the ground in frustration, and fell on the back of the sofa.